i want to marry a princess

The eldest princess Sima Yue saw the bright yellow imperial decree in Guo Chan's hand, and showed the only sincere smile in the past two days.But seeing Guo Chan's indifferent expression, the smile faded by seven points.

Sima Yue looked at this daughter who was no less than a man, and sighed: "You still blame me for stopping you from pleading with His Majesty?"

Guo Chan pursed her lips and remained silent. Although she didn't speak, it could be seen that there was still resentment in her heart.She can't blame and can't blame Ren Suyi for accepting the imperial edict, as a member of the royal family, she knows what the imperial edict means, and what it means to resist the edict.But she hated herself for not being able to protect Ren Suyi and the person who should belong to her.

Seeing this, Sima Yue said leisurely: "I know that you believe that His Majesty grew up together and had a friendship, which is different from others. But don't forget, he is the emperor first, and then your cousin. It's because of indifference, I won't let you go, because I don't want you to contradict him and lose his trust in you."

Seeing that Guo Chan was listening, Sima Yue continued: "I have someone investigate, and I believe you are not idle. Old General Ling, who is that? Veteran of the three dynasties! How many countries have been conquered, and how many foreign enemies have been driven away? How many of his ancestors died on the battlefield? Ling Qi's father died in the battle, and his mother committed suicide immediately. The royal family will always remember the merits of the Ling family's ancestors. Ling Qi has passed the age of marriage, and now Old General Ling went to ask for it in person, not to mention that Old General Ling entered the palace just to marry a minister’s daughter, even if it is a princess, His Majesty will agree! Will you be persuaded by a few words and change your mind?”

Guo Chan felt that the speed of blood flowing in her body was gradually slowing down. She knew all of this, but she hated herself for not even trying it, and could only watch it happen.She could never forget that at the gate of the palace today, she didn't even dare to face Ren Suyi, she had promised to protect her well, but now she is.

After being silent for a long time, Guo Chan lowered her hands helplessly, but she still tightly held the imperial decree in her hands. This was all she could do for Ren Suyi.

Guo Chan said: "I don't want her to marry Ling Qi..."

Sima Yue was stunned, there was a strange feeling in her heart, but she didn't have time to catch it, she thought Guo Chan and Ren Suyi were on good terms, and she said so when she knew that Ren Suyi didn't want to marry Ling Qi.

"I know that you helped that child Su Yi, but resisting the decree is a capital crime. You and I can't shake the imperial power easily. Besides, even if you use other means to ruin this marriage, will the Ling family want to give up? You You represent the royal family, you ruined the Ling Mansion because His Majesty turned back on you, and the Ling family is indispensable for your planning, in such a situation, do you think His Majesty will respond to you?" Sima Yue looked at her only child, the Emperor En has been a double-edged sword since ancient times. Birds are hidden, rabbits are dead, and dogs are cooked. She believes that Guo Chan is not ignorant, but a fan of the authorities.

Is that all?Guo Chan kept asking herself in her heart.

Not wanting Guo Chan to be obsessed anymore, Sima Yue softened her voice and comforted Guo Chan, saying: "Danyang, at least Your Majesty canonized Su Yi as the princess, she has this status, and His Majesty bestowed her a marriage, and she will marry her in the future." No one in the Ling family dares to underestimate her..."

Sima Yue thought that Ren Suyi would give birth to children, take care of her husband and teach them, and her life would be stable and smooth, but she forgot that she had aspirations and regrets, and this life might not be perfect again.

Before he finished speaking, Guo Chan suddenly threw the imperial decree in his hand on the table, turned around and ran away.

"Danyang..."

Xuan Ping Hou happened to come back, Guo Chan passed by him, before he could say anything, he had already run away, Xuan Ping Hou looked back at the red figure thoughtfully.After a long while, he turned around and walked into the room, only to see Sima Yue stomping his feet angrily.

Xuan Pinghou laughed and said, "Are you mad again?"

Sima Yue glared at Xuan Pinghou angrily, these two children are not easy to save money, if he hadn't stopped him that day, Ren Suyi might have resisted the order on the spot.

Sima Yue said angrily: "You said that this child is old enough to have his own ideas, so he won't listen to any persuasion!"

Even though he said this, everyone could hear the worry in Sima Yue's words.Xuan Pinghou and Sima Yue have been married for many years, so they naturally understand her thoughts.

Xuan Pinghou went around to Sima Yue, put his arms around her, and sighed: "They have grown up and can handle their own affairs, why should you and I worry about it? You see, my parents left me in the capital , didn't I marry you by my own ability?"

Sima Yue turned angry into a smile when she heard the words, and said angrily: "You are not ashamed, and you don't know what your father-in-law and mother-in-law thought at the time, but you just let you, a stunned young man, ask for a marriage order."

"That's not because I'm good. Back then, the emperor saw my ability and married you to me, didn't he?" Back then, Sima Yue, as the eldest princess, was much loved, and many princes from aristocratic families wanted to marry her. But being succeeded by him, Xuan Pinghou still felt proud after thinking about it.

Sima Yue was moved when he recalled that year, this person could even break into the Forbidden Palace without permission, so what could he not do?But because of marrying himself, he also lost a lot, such as the ambition of a man.

Sima Yue expressed her feelings and said, "Zi Heng, you have worked hard these years."

Ziheng is the name of Xuan Pinghou, and Sima Yue always calls him that when there are only two of them.

Xuan Ping Hou unknowingly hugged Sima Yue in some more, and both of them understood the feeling.

In the middle of the night, it rained suddenly, and the bean-sized raindrops fell on the eaves and the grass on the ground.The whole sky was gray and there was no light at all. Lianbi felt that not only the weather was strange, but also the wife and young lady.

As soon as the madam returned to the mansion, she hurriedly asked people to sprinkle water from poplar branches and stepped over the brazier, as if they had been invaded by evil things.As for Miss, Lian Bi is now under the eaves, watching from a distance the person who is playing the piano alone in the pavilion.The surrounding rain raised a thin layer of mist to cover the man, and the lamenting zither sound surrounded the small pavilion, as if to completely seal the place, leaving the man alone to bear it.

Lian Bi also listened to Miss playing the piano on weekdays, never like this, the sound of the piano is obviously very good, but it makes people feel infinitely sad.

It's really distressing, Lianbi thought in her heart, although the young lady's life for more than ten years, although rich in clothes and fine food, sometimes she is not as happy as her maidservant.

The pattering rain moistens Ren Suyi's heart little by little, so what if he is in a wealthy and powerful family, but he is just a chess piece that cannot be free.With a life like duckweed, even if she dies, she must find a reasonable and reasonable way of death, a way of death that does not violate the emperor's order, because she cannot selfishly abandon anyone in Renfu.

Ren Suyi thought, the Ren family should repay the kindness of nurturing in this way.

If there is an afterlife...

afterlife...

The slender fingers slid suddenly, and there was a rapid roar, and the sound of the piano stopped abruptly.

Ren Suyi looked in disbelief at the red smear outside the pavilion, the messy hair bun that was drenched by the rain, the originally gorgeous and bright dress was stained with dust, soaked in the rain, and stuck to the man's body, showing a beautiful curve.It's just that pale face made her heart ache deeply, when she saw that the originally bright eyes were covered by mist, revealing a deep sadness.

Ren Suyi finally ran out of the pavilion, and because of panic, she brought down the qin placed in the pavilion and made a sound of shattering, but amidst the sound of rain and footsteps, this sound was inconspicuous.

"A-chan."

Ren Suyi stood in front of Guo Chan, she knew that her eyes were facing each other at this moment, her heart was shocked, it turned out that she was suffering, struggling, and suffering just like herself!

Guo Chan didn't say anything, just took out an umbrella from under her hidden dress and propped it up, and the rainwater immediately slid down the edge of the paper umbrella.

Ren Suyi resisted the pain in his heart and said, "Why didn't you hold an umbrella just now when you have an umbrella?"

Guo Chan didn't answer this question, but stared straight at Ren Suyi and said, "Let's go."

"I'll take you to a place where no one knows you and me, where we can live freely without being disturbed by others. Would you like it?"

The joy gushing from the bottom of Ren Suyi's heart made her smile, but the next moment a huge thunder made her wake up suddenly.Under the bondage of the world, she and Guo Chan will not be happy wherever they go.

What's more... Guo Chan is a majestic princess of a country, why is she reduced to the point where she lives incognito?

She is not worth it.

Ren Suyi took a step back involuntarily, the rain drenched her back, and her heart seemed to be on the brink of winter.

Guo Chan's eyes deepened because of her step back, her voice was slightly choked up, and she said, "You don't want to?"

Ren Suyi nodded and shook her head, biting her lips tightly, tears slid down her ears.

She said: "A-chan, I want to go with you, I even want to take you away, to a peaceful paradise, stay together forever, and live happily ever after. I want to! But I... can't, and neither can you. There is no emotion, but there are hundreds of lives here and there, and I can't just ignore them. As for you, you majestic princess, the daughter of heaven, you live that kind of life for me, how can I be so selfish and ask you to give it up for me? Family, give up everything?"

The voice paused for a while, Ren Suyi looked up at Guo Chan and smiled slightly, she continued: "Besides, I know you, I understand you, even though you are a woman, you have ambitions, how can I cut off your wings and let you go away?" In the capital, have you been to the days of ordinary people, the days of fear? Furthermore, with your dreams on our shoulders, can we, who have hundreds of lives in this family, really be able to live in peace and happiness? In this life, I have not been able to After a few days of happy life, but in this short time with you, I feel that I am living at ease, living like Ren Suyi. Although this time is short, it will be unforgettable for a lifetime. Ah Chan, I have betrayed you My promise, I hope you don't hate me, if I can live another life, in order to be with you, I will let go of everything, only live for you, die for you..."

But how can the next life be as attractive as this life.

The paper umbrella fell, and the muddy water splashed ruined two pairs of embroidered satin shoes.The rain dazzled the eyes, but the person in front of him was still bright and moving.

Ren Suyi raised her hand, then stopped again, what qualifications does she have at this time?

In the next second, she fell into a warm embrace, with the sound of rain, breathing, and Guo Chan's voice in her ears. It was a little broken, but it came to her ears verbatim.

"Ren Suyi, remember, you have to live a good life! Also...in this life, it is not you who betrayed me, but I who betrayed you! No one can betray me, Guo Chan, it's because I didn't keep my promise , protect you well, protect you at ease, it's me...it's me..."

This was the second time Ren Suyi saw Guo Chan cry. Although she couldn't see it with her own eyes, she knew that Guo Chan was crying.The first time was because of Guo Zhao's death, she cried, and the second time was because of herself, what virtue and ability she had.

What soaked in her ears were her tears, mixed with rain, warm and cold.

I wish I could stay in this moment forever.