I [Imperial] Am This Type of Man

It was raining heavily outside, Gu Jingzhen went out wearing a coat.This day was the day when the second child of the Gu family disappeared. As usual, he came to the harbor and looked at the dark clouds over the sea.

Billowing ink waves churned in the sky, and purple lightning flashed from time to time.

Gu Jingzhen stood by the seaside for an hour, then walked to a restaurant by the seaside.

This restaurant has no boxes, and is surrounded by transparent glass materials, so that every customer who eats in it can see the beautiful sea view.

Gu Jingzhen walked to the place where he often sat, only to find that someone was already sitting there.

In fact, he doesn't have much appetite, he just wants to stay in the old position for a while longer. He has seen the monitoring of the harbor. His second brother fell from that sea area and was swept away by the storm. Even the corpse has not been recovered. .

Gu Jingzhen paused, stepped forward and said to the person at the table, "Can I sit across from you?"

The man seemed to be a taciturn person, he only nodded lightly, and his eyes didn't seem to fall on him at all.

Gu Jingzhen sat down and sat motionless in his original position.

The person opposite seemed to be waiting for the waiter to serve, and sat there silently.

It wasn't until the waiter came over to ask Gu Jingzhen to order, that Gu Jingzhen came back to his senses, ordered a glass of boiled water, and then ordered a few dishes at random.

Although he doesn't want to eat, he has never been stingy with consumption.After ordering, he also gave the waiter a small tip.

The man opposite noticed his actions and suddenly asked, "Have you ever lived abroad?"

Gu Jingzhen took a look at the man, and thought that he sat down on his own initiative, and he didn't refuse people thousands of miles away: "Yes, I have lived for a few years." At that time, he didn't have to worry about anything, as soon as he asked to go out and see, his family would support him. .

Unexpectedly, not long after he came back, everything changed.

Sometimes Gu Jing really thought that it would be great if he hadn't gone abroad.

Even if it's a few years later--

Everything will be different.

"I knew it was like this. There is no generosity like yours in China," the man said again. "You seem to regret it?"

regret?Gu Jing's heart skipped a beat, but he didn't answer.No matter how abnormal his mood is today, he wouldn't chat with a stranger about his mood over the years.

No one needs to know about the matter between him and his second brother.

The man didn't continue the topic.

After a while, the man pointed to the sea area that Gu Jingzhen was looking at just now: "I see you have been staring at that area, is there anything special there?"

Gu Jingzhen said coldly: "Sir, can you let me be quiet?"

The man said: "Oh, I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. I just think you look sad. I hope you can confide your pain to others." He paused, "I am very willing to be the person who listens to you .”

Gu Jingzhen was slightly dazed when he heard the other party's calm but gentle tone.

He suddenly remembered that his elder brother was also the same kind of person, he had been ruthless and strict with him since he was a child, but in fact he was always gentle with his younger brother.

Since he became the head of the Gu family, no one dared to talk to him like this again.

It wasn't until the last conversation with Ji Jinrong that he had a faint sense of being alive - other times he was like a walking dead, walking step by step according to his own plan.

Gu Jingzhen looked at the man in front of him, and found that his face was heroic and handsome, but his skin was strangely white.

His voice was also slightly hoarse, as if he had been severely run over by something.

Gu Jingzhen said: "I don't want to talk to a guy who hides his head and shows his tail."

The man has a meal.

The waiter brought out his order.

The man put his head down to eat.

Gu Jingzhen continued to look at the sea outside.

He would come here at this time of year every year, and if anyone wanted to know, it shouldn't be difficult to find out about it.If the other party knows everything about the Gu family, how easy is it to pick someone to approach him like his second brother?

Gu Jing really didn't want to find his elder brother's shadow from anyone.

When his food was delivered, he felt that he was really hungry, and he ate silently like the man opposite.

When he was halfway through eating, the man put down the tableware, let the waiter take them away, asked for a glass of water and sat down.

Gu Jing really felt that the other party's eyes were on him.

Gu Jingzhen paused and said, "It's impolite to keep staring at others."

The man said sorry: "I'm sorry, I'm just curious about you. You seem to be a pampered person, but you are so sad and miserable. Before you came in, I have been here for a long time, and I heard the waiter discussion." He stared at Gu Jingzhen, "They said, you do this almost every year."

Gu Jingzhen listened to the other party's patient explanation, and his heart twitched inexplicably.

Maybe he really was overthinking.

The man in front of him was simply curious about the reason for his grief.

Many people wonder what it looks like when someone else is covering a wound.

Many people like to push away other people's hands covering the wound, appreciate the ferociousness and blood dripping of the wound, and then lightly comfort you with a few words.

They are indeed well-intentioned, but more, they just want to satisfy their own curiosity.

Gu Jingzhen also put down the tableware.He looked at the sea area outside the window: "It's nothing special, it's just that something happened to a very important relative of mine."

The man said regretfully, "The deceased is gone, don't be too sad."

Gu Jingzhen said: "The saddest time has passed. Maybe I will let it go after I find out the truth at the beginning. The reason why I can't let it go now is because it has never ended." He slowly Say, "In a few years, maybe I'll forget about him."

The man didn't speak, just looked at him tenderly, as if silently comforting him.

Gu Jingzhen said, "What about you? Why did you change your face and voice? Have you done anything bad before?"

The man was not surprised when he discovered his disguise, but jokingly said: "Yes, I have done many bad things in the past, and I am still wanted."

Gu Jingzhen said: "Just tell me that, aren't you afraid that I will report you?"

The man said: "Before you reported me, I had already run away, and you couldn't find me at all." He was teasing, "Maybe the police will say that you reported false police reports, and then detain you for ten or eight days, and Give you a profound ideological education."

Gu Jingzhen said: "At first I thought you were a taciturn person." Unexpectedly, it was this kind of temper.

The man said: "I'm usually quite taciturn, but when I meet you and me, I suddenly talk a lot." He laughed, the smile on his face looked a little weird, and his voice became hoarse, "I also It feels amazing."

Gu Jingzhen also found it strange that the more he talked, the more he and the two people in front of him looked like friends for many years.

At least he can easily see the other party's emotions from that fake face.

The other party was really friendly to him.

But things like "friendliness" can't impress Gu Jingzhen.

Gu Jingzhen continued to bury his head in solving his own food.

The man sighed and said, "I thought you would at least say a few more words, but I didn't expect you to have no curiosity at all."

Gu Jingzhen smiled, but did not speak.curiosity?This kind of thing only exists when you care about the other party. The man in front of him is just a stranger to him. Why should he be curious?

The man understood what Gu Jing really meant.He said: "That's right, you're right, it's not a good habit to be curious about others casually."

Gu Jingzhen nodded.

The man said: "Actually, I want to talk to someone."

Gu Jingzhen stopped eating, looked at the man, and waited for him to continue.

The man said: "This time, I probably really can't escape. Some things will always come when they should, so," he stared at Gu Jingzhen, "I want to talk to someone."

Gu Jingzhen said, "Is that so?"

The man said: "I still have relatives in my family, but I can't go to see them. From the day I started fleeing, I can no longer be their relatives," he said melancholy, "I don't know if they will blame me or not. Wouldn't hate me—won't wish I didn't have my brother."

Gu Jingzhen listened quietly.

The man asked again: "Do you hate that relative who abandoned you?"

Gu Jingzhen said, "I am an adult."

As an adult, what are you talking about whether you leave it behind or not?People live in this world, who can't do without it?Could it be that he still blamed his second brother for being in an accident?He only regretted that he hadn't come back sooner. He was away from the country for such a long time, and it was impossible to track him down.

The man said: "But I think you seem to be unable to let go."

Gu Jingzhen said: "It's not because I hate him." His eyes narrowed slightly, and he actually told a stranger the deepest secret in his heart, "It's because I love him."

Because I love him, I can't let go.

After telling the secret from the bottom of his heart, Gu Jingzhen didn't shy away so much.He breathed out lightly and said: "He is my elder brother, but not my real elder brother. He was brought back by my father when he was on a mission, and he was raised as a child of our family since he was a child. Later, the eldest brother was useless, and I didn't want to carry it. Things, he became half of the head of the family."

The man stared at him.

Gu Jingzhen said: "He shouldn't have died early." His eyes were dark, "I am the one who should do those things and suffer those hardships. It is because I can't face the feelings in my heart that I immerse myself in' Art' inside, go abroad and hide far away."

The man said: "So you already had feelings for him at that time, but you couldn't face the fact that you fell in love with your brother, so you left the country?" What he wanted to ask was, was it not because you hated the entanglement of your brother?

Gu Jingzhen said: "Yes, that's it. When he came to our house, I was not yet born. I have regarded him as my own brother since birth - a person who falls in love with his own brother sounds terrible, doesn't it?" ?"

The man said, "If he knew all this, he would be very happy. Even if he were to die immediately, he might be willing."

Gu Jingzhen said: "I don't want him to die," he looked at the sea outside the window, "I want him to live."

"I think he appeared in front of me alive." Gu Jingzhen said slowly.

Every time he stands on this harbor, he feels that his second brother will come out of the sea the next moment, shake the water droplets on his hair, laugh and say, "I'm just kidding you, you don't care about this!" Believe it?"

It's a pity that I can't wait.

The man said: "When people live in this world, there will always be things they have to do."

Gu Jing's heart skipped a beat.

The man's pager rang.

He took a look and said to Gu Jingzhen: "Goodbye, thank you for talking with me." He paused, "If I were your elder brother, I would definitely hope that you would forget me and live a good life—maybe what he did Everything I do is for you to live a peaceful and beautiful life."

"Maybe," the man had already stood up, but his eyes still fell on Gu Jingzhen, his tone was extremely serious, "It is his greatest wish for you to live a good life."

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