[Comprehensive film and television] The formula of perfume

Sunday, x, x, 1796 x sunny

My mind is messed up and I know keeping a diary is not a good idea at this time of day, my wording must be terrible, probably a lot of grammatical mistakes, but I have to write something to calm myself down.

Today's Laverton rally, I did not expect such an accident to happen.Eric was attacked by the boxer and hit the face with a muffled sound and a heavy punch.I thought he was hurt, I was worried, I wanted to see how he was doing, but I didn't expect to see Eric's true face.

It was a horrible face.

He got angry, he told me to go away, I hated his indifference and rudeness from the first time I saw him, now I finally know the reason, I really should leave obediently, but when my head gets hot, I don’t even know myself What did I say, I pissed him off anyway.

I swear, I've never felt what it's like to gallop through the woods at night.I don't know where this man who is holding on to me is taking me. The feeling is both exciting and scary. I want him to stop immediately, but I secretly hope that I can keep running like this.

The first time I saw Mr. Phantom of the Woods was because a horse was running towards me and Cassandra, Eric saved us, and he suddenly appeared like a ghost and scared me and Cassandra.At that time I should have realized that he is not a man who plays his cards according to common sense, he is sometimes crazy, like tonight.

Now thinking of the scene when he took me on a wild run, my pen still trembles.

There is no such person in Steventon.

His whole body was wrapped in a black cloak, and he wore a terrifying and strange white mask, like a mystery, a dangerous mystery that cannot be touched.

But as soon as he spoke, I was startled by his voice.

It was a beautiful tone, gentle and intoxicating.

But that's only for his friends, as soon as he treats me and Cassandra, his attitude becomes bad, his words are sarcasm, and even the best voice will be ruined by him.

I guess I should hate this guy, like Mr. Lefroy who broke into everyone's meeting and sneered at my well-written blessing, although later I began to feel that he was not what he was at first sight It's as hateful as he is, but I still don't like him very much.

But this Mr. Phantom of the Woods is a little different.I want to provoke him, watch his reactions, pay attention to his actions.In fact, it's not just him, his friends are all very extraordinary people, oh, yes, there is even one... er... I can't even write it down in my diary, it has to be kept secret.

In short, unlike his friendly friends, Eric always hides among them like a dark shadow, sometimes silent and non-existent, sometimes very sharp.I pay special attention to him unconsciously, he is difficult to read, coupled with his attire, I feel that this is a character who has stepped out of dramas and legendary novels.

I actually thought it was very interesting.

Jane Austen spent the first twenty years of her life in the Hampshire countryside, where there were no secrets, and an occasional stranger—like Uncle Van Helsing—could keep everyone whispering and discussing for a long time.

Who's to say that Uncle John's death wasn't due to small town gossip?

Small towns are like that, and I'm sick of it, but so am I.

——I once read Eric curiously as if it were a legendary novel, and I never tire of it.Look how many pages I have in my diary devoted to his analyses, which would make for a good ghost novel.

But I really didn't expect that I would like his music, his opera, his organ, his singing.

Hell, I even like that old handbag he mended for me.

Mr. Ghost of the Woods shouldn't know so much, shouldn't he be a lonely, indifferent and mysterious outlier?No, Jane, you shouldn't be impressed with him!

It shouldn't be, Jane, you know that father and mother have always admired Mr. Wesley, but... But I really don't like him. If a marriage cannot be based on love, how painful will a woman's life be all her life?

And what about Mr. Lefroy?Jane, you must admit that at the Laverton rally today, your impression of Lefroy has changed in that boxing fight. He lay on his back on the ground, weary and mockingly said that "integrity is useless in law" When you looked into his eyes, your heart almost moved.

But who could compare to Eric's mask for you, Jane?

You like to organize music scores for him in his studio, and you even have a whimsical idea, wanting to show him what you wrote, listen to his sharp criticism, and then you refute him with confidence.

You're crazy too, Jane, that you're attracted to him.

But this is normal, if you know enough about Eric.

He's brilliant, mysterious, and dangerous.He can knock down a professional boxer with two punches, and he can argue with you for an hour without repeating a sentence. He looks like a devil ready to kill at any time, but he is also a true genius.

His friend was right. Curiosity killed the cat. I was just too curious to write incoherent diaries now.

do you really like himsimple?

No, no, you can't be sure, you just like Eric in the mask, you just like the mystery, every young girl has that, it's inevitable, you should know it.

But why when I think back to that devil-like face, I don't feel so scared, but sad.

Eric.

Eric.

why are you cryingsimple?

hell!Tears soaked the paper, it was all ink!

Ok,

After cleaning up and returning in a mess, I don't think I'm in the mood to write a diary anymore. The words and sentences tonight are a mess, and I can't bear to look directly at them.

But admit it, Jane, you are sad, and your eyes are still swollen, and you won't be able to see anyone in the morning.

But why are you sad?Is it because of Eric's face that was born to be hated by his mother, because of his bad attitude towards you, or because of your little thoughts that have no hope at all?

I don't know it myself.

It's time for me to go to bed, yes, don't think about him anymore, Jane.

The author has something to say: Thank you, Miss Qingben Jiaren, for feeding mines every day, okay!

Thanks to my family friend Mrs. Xiao for pouring thirteen bottles of nutrient solution in one go!

I didn’t want to write Jane Austen’s diary at first, because she is a great writer, and her writing is so good, imitating her to write a diary is not asking for trouble~~~~ But I always feel that I need to explain Jane’s mental journey, so I wrote it , and using Jane’s confused thoughts as a result of poor writing to cover up→→