Long resignation

The fourth brother, who is only in his teens, has not been able to feel like cousins ​​with his elder brother and second brother.

Except for his motherland, his heart was only given to Xue Ming. Until the moment he raised his gun to commit suicide, the faces of all his relatives flashed across his mind one by one, and the one who stayed in front of him was still Xue Ming full of stars, Eyes that took away the brilliance of the world.

When the suicide note was handed over to Shen's residence, many of the handwriting had been covered with bloodstains so that it was hard to see clearly, but Mrs. Liu found that there was a very small envelope at the bottom of the envelope, which read "My friend Huairan personally ".

At the end of the trip, Shen Qian asked Boss Xu to apologize to the organization on his behalf. He disregarded the trust entrusted by the party for his own personal interests.

Shen Qianxing... is dead?

That guy always called him to go to the house to sing for reasons such as feeling unwell, feeling bored, or having nothing to do, but closed the door to deliver the organization's orders and obtained information, and they mingled lively , and even that Shen Qianxing who tried every means to cheat him for a little money once said that one day he would put on a robe and mount a horse to decide the world.

He actually died just like that?

Boss Xu staggered a few steps, and the hand holding the letter became tighter and tighter. The idiot even said that he should be moved out of the Shen family ancestral hall and find another place to set up a memorial tablet with Xue Ming.You must know that most of the people who died on the battlefield could not find their bones, and could only leave such an empty tablet for the living to think about.

Boss Xu scolded Shen Qianxing in his courtyard for disregarding human relations and discipline, thinking that he would die and leave all these problems to him. Together, we must always bear the name of treason and injustice.

The voice of his swearing aroused the doubts of the servant, and the hesitant and soft question of the butler.Boss Xu didn't answer, but stopped as if he was tired of scolding, panting heavily, and finally got angry, held the housekeeper's hand, bent down suddenly and spit out a big mouthful of blood.

He has never experienced such a feeling of isolation and helplessness. Even if he has been in the world as an actor for the revolution, he always feels that there is someone behind him. Suddenly, the person who can be called a life-and-death friend disappeared. A soldier and horse has been martyred in the battlefield all his life.But he still has to fight alone in this world.

After all, it was still the few people who fought in ancient times.

Boss Xu's consciousness had already begun to trance, the housekeeper hurriedly carried Boss Xu into the house with half a hug in his arms, and did not forget to call the servant to get the doctor quickly.

And the suicide note that was mostly stained with blood fell lightly on the ground, and the little girl who ran out of the house stepped on the black shoe prints, only a few words were faintly exposed, it was Shen Qianxing's last cry, but also Xu Huairan has nothing to do with him.

Why is this life called wind and dust? Because of the elders, people have different paths ④.

Xu Sheng seemed to have experienced the love and hatred of so many people in one short night.At that time, it was not a day or two for the national army to abandon Yuancheng, let alone Changqinghe. It was like the famine in Henan in 1942. It was so out of control that they actually wanted to abandon the city and hand over the disaster and victims to the Japanese. .

Shen Qianxing understood a long time ago that he and Xue Ming could not keep their promises, and both of them were doomed long ago that they would not die well and live long.Face to face with the Japanese on the battlefield can also be regarded as an all-out effort for Xue Ming.Just because we were born in troubled times, our lives belong to this country, not just our own home⑤.

The Spring and Autumn Period only records the important things, those things that are said and done, and those that are buried in the heart, have nothing to do with wind and dust, nor love and hate.

Life is infatuated, and this hatred is not about wind and moon.

Only after I die, someone will step out of this jade gate for me.

The author has something to say: ①I don’t know the specific height statement in the period of the Republic of China. After consulting the information, the versions are different and quite different, so I temporarily use the Qing Dynasty’s standard for measuring clothes, one foot is 35.5 cm, one inch is about 3.3 cm, and five feet three The inch is about 1 meters.

②The pavilion is originally a small tea shed.In the Song Dynasty, with the increasing number of tourists, it was converted into a tea pavilion. In 1601, Liao Tongchun, the county magistrate, advocated the renovation and reconstruction, and changed the name to "Jueting" with the meaning of "returning the ignorance and changing the mind, and realizing it as soon as you wake up".The ancients chose characters in many ways, one of which is to use similar meanings to the name. The original meaning of the name "Qianxing" is "humility and introspection, people's steps are also", which is also similar to the confused and foolish people who wake up the world.

③ On November 1938, 11, the Wenxi fire in Changsha, please Baidu for details.Because like the defense of Hengyang, the process is very complicated.

④The specific source is unknown, but it should be an original sentence in an ancient style, to the effect that "why have I lived such a wandering and lonely life in this life? It is because the person I like is not around, and the two are in different worlds, and we can never be together again."

⑤ "The Pretender" lines.