Lovely Allergen

On the second night in the hotel, Le Zhishi and Song Yu soaked for a long time in the bathtub with beautiful floor-to-ceiling windows.

It was stormy outside the window, but there were bright neon signs, Le Zhishi leaned against Song Yu's arms and stared out the window, feeling like staring at an exquisite Christmas glass ball, the scene inside was very unreal.

Later, Song Yu held his chin from behind, gently asked him to raise his head, and then lowered his head to kiss Le Zhishi's forehead. He felt that it was himself who was not real.

They are the ones trapped in the glass ball.

Before going to bed at night, Song Yu sat on the bed and said he wanted to hear Le Zhishi read his diary. It was just a talk, but Le Zhishi actually took out a diary, and there was more than one.

"Why did you bring these with you when you ran so far?" Song Yu randomly took a book from the several books spread out, and opened it to read.

Le Zhishi had a natural expression, "I thought you were still working outside, in case you can't sleep again, if you call me, I can read it to you."

Song Yu asked seemingly casually, "What if I don't call?"

"Then..." Le Zhishi pursed his lips, and pretended to turn a page easily, "Then recite it, it's not heavy."

Within two seconds, Le Zhi said to himself again, "But you should call me, I think." He emphasized in a tone that he didn't know whether to persuade himself or Song Yu, "Song Yu, Your sleep quality is really poor."

He didn't expect that such an irrefutable fact would be refuted by Song Yu.

"It's not that I have poor sleep quality."

"Then you let me read the diary every day."

Song Yu lowered his head and squeezed Le Zhishi's clean and slender fingertips, "That's because I miss you so much."

Le Zhishi didn't expect him to be so straightforward all of a sudden, and stuttered for some reason, "Then, you still took that melatonin before that."

"It's the same reason." Song Yu said softly.

Maybe there are still confusions and sufferings that don't know how to face the future. After all, for someone like Song Yu who can't wait to make plans on time and complete them step by step, certainty is the most important thing.

Impossible unrequited love is not so painful, at least [impossible] is already certain.But what he is facing is a relationship that is possible but will pull each other into the abyss.

Le Zhishi gently kissed Song Yu's side face, "I miss you too."

He whispered again, "I'm already used to missing you."

Picked out a diary that looked silly, and read it to Song Yu when she was happy.

"I met brother Xiaoyu's classmate at the canteen today. In fact, I have no money. I'm so poor. It was my classmate who asked me to accompany him to buy spicy sticks. Then brother Xiaoyu's classmate said I was cute and gave me a A small packet of Wangzai milk candy, and my classmate also gave me half a packet of spicy strips."

While listening, Song Yu flipped through another diary in his hand. It was different from what Le Zhishi read. This diary seemed to be written by him in the first day of junior high school. Get traces of growth.

[School starts today, the classmates in the class are very nice, they invited me to drink milk tea after school, but I was not very happy. ]

Le Zhishi continued to read, "Although I don't have any money, luckily I have an older brother, so I can get a pack of milk candy for free."

Song Yu looked down.

[Why don't you let me call you brother?I don't understand, don't let others know about our relationship, don't you want to be my brother so much?

After school, Jiang Yufan and I were at the door of the milk tea shop. I saw my brother buying teaching aids in the bookstore. He obviously saw me too, but he left straight away.I felt a hole in my heart, obviously I drank a lot of sweet milk tea, but I couldn't feel it, maybe it all flowed out of the hole.

It's not sweet at all, and I find it aching and bitter.

Want to go back to elementary school. ]

"It's so funny, why did I like prostitution for nothing since I was a child." Le Zhishi turned to another page, and his thoughts were still on this page. I can’t even eat, I’m so pitiful, God gave me a face that is good at cheating on food and drink, but took away my ability to eat at will.”

Feeling that Song Yu hadn't responded, Le Zhi turned his face to the side and looked up at him, "Are you listening?"

Song Yu hummed and closed the diary in his hand.

"Then do you still want to read it? Or just go to sleep."

Song Yu touched his face, "Go to sleep. Your voice is still a little hoarse, stop reading."

Le Zhishi said yes, then lay down and urged Song Yu to turn off the lights.There was a lot of wind outside, and it was a bit exaggerated, as if this gorgeous tall building might be swept away by the wind in an instant, or collapsed, everything was at stake.

The lights in the room dimmed one by one, Song Yu didn't extinguish all of them, he left a warm yellow bedside lamp, lay down face to face with Le Zhishi, and silently stared at Le Zhishi's face.He always subconsciously thinks about how to avoid risks, but in the end he willfully pulls everything into a situation different from what he imagined.

He really wants to know how to portray Le Zhishi as a victim in front of his parents, so that he will not be punished by them, but he also thinks that they love each other sincerely, not unilaterally coaxed, and can be forgiven.

Song Yu can accept any consequences, but he doesn't want to suffer when he knows.

When I don’t want to see Lezhi, write it down in the diary, [I want to go back to before we were together].

For this reason, Song Yu even began to think about what if.

"Lele."

Hearing Song Yu calling him, Le Zhi opened his eyes and moved towards Song Yu, with a soft nasal tone in his voice, "Huh?"

"If I wasn't with you."

He didn't even finish the question.

Le Zhishi didn't know what he was going to say later, whether it was other assumptions he had already thought of, or just asking "what do you want to do", but these made no difference to Le Zhishi.

Don't talk when you know.

He rarely did not answer Song Yu's questions.

When he saw Le Zhi, his eye circles were red, his eyes avoided him, and he looked in other directions. Seeing his chest rising and falling due to deep breathing, Song Yu couldn't continue.When he quickly leaned over to hug Le Zhi, he held him in his arms with some force, saying that he was just asking casually and had no other meaning.

But Le Zhishi still didn't speak, because of his silence, Song Yu gave up many thoughts in his mind for a moment.

"I won't ask such silly questions in the future." Song Yu kissed Le Zhi's earlobe, and promised him very low and lightly, "It is impossible for us not to be together."

Le Zhishi put his arms around Song Yu's waist, and buried his face in his collarbone.

He can no longer tell the lie of [I will leave you and live alone].

Song Yu had recurring dreams all night, dreaming of an endless black sea, he and Le Zhishi curled up in an old boat, cuddling each other.He likes the future that can be seen at a glance, but he is stuck in the sea with no direction.

After a while, Le Zhishi, who was in his arms, suddenly stood up, walked to the side of the boat, and looked at the world outside the boat expectantly. Song Yu in his dream panicked, but he found that he couldn't move, so he could only move. He watched Le Zhishi standing beside the boat.

Fortunately, Lezhi didn't jump down at the end. He returned to Song Yu's side, touched his arm, and then hugged him.

The boat didn't sail to any island, and Song Yu woke up at dawn.He found that what Le Zhi said was not wrong, the quality of his sleep was indeed not very good.

Le Zhishi was still sticking to his side, with his fingers gently on Song Yu's arm, breathing evenly and long, and his curled up posture was very similar to his dream.

Just after waking up, she felt a little confused, Song Yu wanted to get up to drink a glass of water, but when she just sat up, she felt her hand was being pulled by something.He looked back, raised the hand that was grabbed, and found a slender black ribbon, tied around his wrist at some point.

Following the clues, he found the other end.

Le Zhishi's right hand was bound.

·

Typhoon left Guangzhou with them, and then parted ways.

These few days in Guangzhou are like a dream, nice but unreal.Back to the school I was familiar with, I thought again when I was happy to know, it seems that Guangzhou is not the only place.

Every day after being with Song Yu is like a dream.

Lezhi fell asleep again when he was on the high-speed rail, and when he woke up, he found something clutched in his hand.Song Yu pretended not to know anything, and let Le Zhishi hold his arm and ask a lot of questions, such as "Is this a gift you gave me to go out", "When did you put it in my hand" and so on.Until Song Yu felt that he was a little noisy to others, he turned his head and kissed his lips, and then admitted.

"I didn't pick it up, I bought the ore from a local." Song Yu was very honest.

"That's okay, I don't think you can pick up so many precious stones." Le Zhishi touched the ore in his hand, and the cut surface revealed a very shiny dark green, "What kind of stone is this?"

"Tibetan jade."

"Tibet?" Lezhi looked up at him, "Tibet in Tibet?"

"Ah."

When I was happy, I thought of other pronunciations of the first word, and then I suddenly became happy.

"I like this name." Le Zhishi held her cherished hands and pressed them to her chest.

"I'm going to hide him."

When he was in Guangzhou, he bought a lot of special products and wanted to take them back to Lin Rong, but when he got back, he found that he didn't have time to go home to see her.Le Zhishi was busy catching up with coursework and the imminent moot court, and left almost all of his spare time for the art festival.

They got the fabric, and thanks to Xiaoqi, they also found a garment processing factory willing to cooperate with their students, and then held meetings over and over again, revised the design, made patterns, and revised again.Nan Jia spent all her time training the models. When Le Zhi occasionally revised drafts, she was so exhausted that she would go to watch them walk and relax.

"I think you are very suitable for yourself, much more suitable than the stupid big guys of these basketball teams." Nan Jia teased him, "You don't need to be white with your little face."

Le Zhishi stretched his waist, sat cross-legged in front of a large mirror, and looked at the long legs very comfortably, "That's no good, I have to rely on my talent to make a living. And I want to make a lot of money."

"Why do you suddenly want to make a lot of money?" Nan Jia thought he was cute.

"Ah..." Le Zhishi felt that the reason was hard to say, and scratched his hair, "I just suddenly felt the importance of money."

Nan Jia let out a long groan, and seeing a person's step has a problem, she quickly got up to give instructions.

Le Zhishi looked over, his eyes swirled around the other people who were practicing stepping, and finally saw a figure that gave him a sense of familiarity, and he almost misread it.

But no.

"Sister Nanjia, this boy," he pointed to Nanjia, "can you give me his contact information?"

"I want him to try on the clothes I closed the show on."

Coming out of the dance classroom where she practiced, Le Zhishi plunged into her homework again, stayed up late in a self-study classroom, and when she came out, the corridor was very cold, and she suddenly missed Song Yu very much.During the week they came back, they were so busy that they could only eat together or see each other on the basketball court.This sudden social distance makes Le Zhishi often in a daze, and often thinks of the days when he was intimate in Guangzhou.

He stopped in front of a coffee vending machine, Le Zhishi hesitantly clicked on the screen, wondering if he wanted a latte or a macchiato, finally he made up his mind, chose one, and when he lowered his head to take out his phone, there were many people around him. Make a figure.

Looking up, Lezhi saw Song Yu reaching out and canceling the options that had been selected on the screen.

He put a glass bottle of hot milk in Le Zhishi's hand, "Drink coffee now, don't you plan to go to sleep?"

The very real heat was transmitted to the skin, and Le Zhishi was dull for a few seconds before asking him, "Why are you here?"

Song Yu didn't answer his question directly, but took off the scarf around his neck, and then wrapped it around Lezhi Shikong's neck, "I heard from Nanjia that you are still in the self-study classroom, come out of the laboratory, Came by the way."

It takes nearly 10 minutes to walk between his laboratory and this self-study classroom, so it's not a bad way.

Le Zhishi's heart was gradually filled with sweetness, and a pair of girls walked by, one of them looked at them, and when they walked past, Le Zhishi got closer and said to Song Yu with a smile, " What a coincidence that you came, I was just thinking about you."

Song Yu felt that he might not be able to get used to the frank show of love to Le Zhishi. He said that no matter how many times, Song Yu's heartbeat would speed up slightly, and then he would lose a little bit of sense, like a cat whose tail was touched.As much as he hated losing his superficial calm, he thought it was fine in this case.

He hoped that Le Zhishi would show love to him for the rest of his life.

In the middle of the night, along the dark and deserted path on campus, Le Zhi boldly held Song Yu's finger from time to time.His hand was warmed by the milk, and it was very comfortable to hold.Once there was a sound, he would let go in a panic, and finally found out that it was just a stray cat.

Before Song Yu sent him back to the dormitory, he took him to a small forest, which was not far from Le Zhishi's dormitory. When he was not in a hurry in class, he would occasionally look a little more, because there were unknown The tree will become very beautiful in autumn, a piece of golden yellow, and the dead leaves like butterflies will fall slowly.

At night, it's dark and not so beautiful, and even the fallen leaves are like a dark cloud that has gone the wrong way.

There was a rustling sound from the dead leaves all over the ground. Le Zhi took Song Yu's hand a little vindictively to a big tree, and stepped on it around the tree. Because of this, once anyone passing by heard it, They will guess that there is a couple here.

But they couldn't see it, and they wouldn't realize it was him and Song Yu.Darkness is his umbrella.

"Is it fun?" Song Yu asked him in a low voice.

Before he had time to answer, before he had time to lift his foot and take another step, Le Zhi suddenly heard the sound of dead leaves breaking from another direction.

"Someone is coming." Le Zhishi dragged Song Yu to the back of the tree.He wanted to hide in Song Yu's coat, but Song Yu's coat was buttoned up, so Le Zhishi hurriedly unbuttoned him, opened his clothes, and then got in. This scene is a bit strange no matter how you think about it .

The forest is not small, and the footsteps of two people are scattered, which is different from what Le Zhi had expected. They seem to have stopped not far away.

He pressed against Song Yu's chest, Song Yu pressed against the big tree, and both of them kept quiet.

But another unsuspecting couple did not have the simple goal of "stepping on fallen leaves" like Lezhishi. They said a few words, the girl's voice was very playful, and she made a cute joke, and the boy pretended to be angry. The tone, saying that if you say it again, you will kiss her.

"Just say... um!"

After that, Lezhi could only hear the sound of kissing water and panting.

This situation was a bit embarrassing, he hid in Song Yu's arms, his cheeks were burning hot, as if he was drunk, even though he had never been drunk even once.The voice became clearer, and Le Zhi wanted to retreat subconsciously from Song Yu's embrace, but as soon as her body moved, Song Yu's arms wrapped around her waist.

Raising his head, he looked at Song Yu's unreal handsome face in the dark, and met his gaze.

Song Yu warned him in a voice that only two people could hear, "If you step back, you will be discovered."

A crushed dead leaf cannot hide a secret.

Le Zhishi's heart was beating so fast, he couldn't move, and he had to try hard not to listen to other people's secret intimacy, and lowered his head shyly, secretly regretting his decision to bring Song Yu in.

But when he was hugged by Song Yu, and the metal buckle on Song Yu's belt was grinding like the current situation, Le Zhi's chest was intimately pressed against his chest, and even Song Yu's cold, pleasant smell on his body changed. It's ambiguous and hot.

When Song Yu lowered his head and put his lips against the tips of Le Zhishi's ears, the fragrance enveloped his unspeakable thoughts like mist.

He opened his mouth and kidnapped Le Zhishi's reserve with his gentle voice.

"You really don't want to kiss me?"