Lovely Allergen

of course I remember.

Le Zhishi came to Song Yu's side without warning along with a heavy rainstorm.

He remembered clearly that he was the one who opened the door that night.The unexpected rain rushed in on a summer night and wet his hair. Dad wrapped a child in his arms and wrapped it tightly with a coat. After entering the door, he squatted down and hugged Song Yu.

Song Yu reached out and lifted some clothes in doubt, "Who is this?"

A pair of eyes, like glass beads, appeared from under the loose coat.

"This is my brother."

The six-year-old Song Yu had a younger brother overnight. He was soft and beautiful. He looked like a little angel in a fairy tale picture album. He had curly light brown hair. He could only speak English and had a baby voice.

Contrary to this little guy, Song Yu was not born with a lively personality, he didn't like to be noisy, and he didn't talk too much. His elders and relatives always said that his personality was bad and needed to be changed, but Lin Rong always argued with reason, saying that he was separated from others. The grandfather inherited from generation to generation, so that Song Yu can be himself since he was a child.

He is very smart, and his mind is much more mature than other children, but no matter how mature he is, he will be at a loss when facing a strange child who will take away his doting.Song Yu didn't like him at first, but not to the point of hating him.

Most of the time he was silently observing.

Oddly enough, his eyelashes are too curly.

Why is it so hard for this little thing to talk?It looks stupid.

Could it be that I was so stupid when I was a child?

But Lezhishi is really cute, and any elder will praise him when he sees him. These compliments shake the impression in Xiao Song Yu's heart, and he has to admit that Lezhishi is cuter than the Pomeranian he really wanted to buy. .

On the third day of coming to his house, Le Zhishi suddenly started crying, crying for his parents, his own parents, and no one could coax him.

"Don't cry." As soon as Song Yu approached, Le Zhishi stretched out his arms to hug him, but Song Yu couldn't hold him, so he wrapped himself around him, unable to tear it off like a glutinous rice cake.

"You cry so much that I have a headache." Song Yu was desperate, and said to Lin Rong, "Mom, let's send him back to find his parents and let him go home."

Lin Rong looked at him, wanted to say something but couldn't say it, and finally coaxed Le Zhishi to carry her upstairs, only Song Yu and Father Song were left in the living room.

"Xiao Yu." Father Song pulled him over and told him seriously, "My brother has no parents."

Song Yu frowned and didn't answer.He only thought about the meaning of this sentence in his heart, and soon Father Song gave him a more definite answer.

"His parents are gone, and he has no home to go back to."

He understood what "absence" meant.

Song Yu's frown deepened. He looked up at the upstairs, and then looked back at his father.

"Then will he leave in the future?"

Father Song shook his head, "This will be his home from now on."

Adults always judge children subconsciously, thinking that children don't understand anything.But in fact, children have more empathy than adults, and they will hold an umbrella for a little stray dog ​​on the way home.

So is Song Yu, even though he was not such a empathetic child since he was a child.

After returning to his room, he hugged the pillow and nestled in the small sofa, thinking about what Father Song said.

Le Zhishi looks so cute, but he has no parents.

This sentence stuck in his heart, so he felt more and more pitiful when he was happy to know.No matter how beautiful stray dogs are, they are still stray dogs. They have nowhere to go when it rains, they can only hide in tunnels shivering, cold and hungry.

The door opened with a creak, which also interrupted the adventures of the stray dogs in Song Yu's mind.He looked up, and saw Lezhi was huddled by the door, peeping in with half of his head, and hiccupped stupidly.

Song Yu glanced at him, acting like a little master, "Why are you hiding?" Seeing that the little thing didn't move, he couldn't bear it, so he raised his hand to beckon him to come in.Only then did Le Zhishi slowly walk towards him.The child's soles were unstable, and he staggered with every step, as if he was about to fall down in the next second. Song Yu was terrified to see it.

After finally walking up to him, Le Zhishi just looked at him with his big eyes blinking, his face flushed from crying, and his whole body was like a little peach that was about to break its skin.

Eyes are swollen.Song Yu thought about what his father said again, so he gave him a little seat and asked him to curl up with him on the small beanbag sofa.

It has been raining for several days, as if it has not stopped since Lezhi came.

When he asked Le Zhishi why he came to his room, a white light suddenly flashed outside the window.Before Le Zhishi could answer, he was cut off by a huge shock of thunder. He was so frightened that he hugged Song Yu all of a sudden, trembling all over.

Although Song Yu was also frightened by the thunder, Le Zhishi was much more frightened than him, not only trembling, but also crying.

Song Yu was most afraid of him crying, so she thought of going to ask her mother to take him back to the room, but when she knew it, she just clung to him and slid into his arms desperately.There was no way, Song Yu could only coax him like a real brother, but he didn't like to talk, so he could only cover his ears and pat his back gently.

Lei will not disappear easily, and always reappears after the fright of Lezhi recovers a little bit, and if he strikes, all the previous coaxing will be in vain.

He decided to find a way to divert the little poor's attention.

After thinking for a while, Song Yu took out a large box of madeleine cakes, chocolate ones, which his father brought back from abroad.He has never been willing to take it apart.

It's cheap for you.

With the sweet cake and Song Yu covering his ears, Le Zhishi was not so scared anymore.The way he eats is very cute. He holds the cake in his two small hands and bites. When there is a sudden thunder, his whole body will shake, and the small cake will fall. He picks it up again after a second, and continues to eat with tears.

Funny and pathetic.

"You are so young, how can you eat so well?" Song Yu looked at the empty box, only the last cake was left, he picked it up and took a bite himself, sweet chocolate flowed out of it.

Lezhi stretched out his hand to him again, softly saying that he still wanted it, Song Yu had no choice but to hand him half of it again, "It's gone."

In the end, he also ate up the half with the same posture, with chocolate on the corners of his mouth.Song Yu thought he was dirty, so he took a tissue and wiped the corners of his mouth.

He felt like a big brother really.

This sudden extra brother-like identity gave Song Yu a very complicated emotion, a little burden, but also a little joy and pride.Convinced him more than a hundred people saying "you've grown up" to him.

When going to bed at night, Le Zhishi was also desperately unwilling to leave, crying and clamoring to sleep with Song Yu, Lin Rong had no choice but to carry him into her son's room.As soon as he got into Song Yu's bed, Le Zhishi stopped crying and fussing. He was obedient and quiet, sleeping next to Song Yu's arm, like a little doll, and obediently said goodnight to him while suppressing his crying.

He seemed to have developed a fledgling with this boy who was three years older than himself, because he would cover his ears and eat cakes for him when it thundered.

After Lin Rong left, Song Yu turned over and looked at Le Zhi who had closed eyes, thinking in his heart that having multiple little brothers might be fine.Even if he is a little sticky and always sticking to me, I don't hate it.He can take him to Jiangtan Park to fly a kite, look at the reeds, and take him to the Math Olympiad class, but this little thing must not understand a word.

Song Yu's mind was already full of being stuck by Le Zhishi.

Children are always full of curiosity, but Song Yu is not. He has been extraordinarily rational since he was a child.But when he realizes he's going to be an older brother, a naive novelty strikes him for the first time.

But it was also that night that Song Yu realized for the first time that being an older brother was not so simple.

In the middle of the night, he was awakened by the sound of Le Zhishi's breathing, his small hands tightly clutching his arms, as if he couldn't breathe with every breath.Song Yu was terrified, and her first reaction was to run out of bed and smash the door of her parents.

The sound of an ambulance is more terrifying than thunder.Song Yu fell into it all night, as if his ears were ringing.He refused to listen to the persuasion and insisted on following, so he ran behind the adults, and when he saw Lezhi being hugged by his father, he was so small, with his eyes closed, and his lips were no longer pretty pink.

Everything in the emergency department was flustered, and in my memory, it was like a chaotic scene edited quickly, the eyes were gray, and the sound of heartbeat and Lezhi's sad breathing was the background sound.

It wasn't until the doctor came out and told them everything was fine, the tearful mother stood up all of a sudden, and the father snuffed out the cigarette, that Song Yu's heart fell.

"Our preliminary judgment is food allergic asthma. After checking the allergens, this child has a very severe wheat allergy. Theoretically, he cannot eat any food containing wheat. The mild clinical reaction may be diarrhea and urticaria, which is more serious. It will induce asthma like this time. How can you parents not pay attention to these things?"

Lin Rong wiped away her tears and didn't speak. Lezhishi didn't eat anything made of flour these days, mostly vegetables, fruits and rice cereal. The child's parents left suddenly, and they didn't know it at all.

"We must be careful next time." Father Song said hoarsely.

"Allergies can be big or small, and the child is only three years old. I'm not joking." The doctor then asked, "Did he eat something he shouldn't eat today?"

"There shouldn't be any..." Lin Rong was also puzzled, but no matter how hard she recalled, she couldn't think of any wheat products.

A string broke in Song Yu's mind.He suddenly understood that he was simply the most terrible criminal in the world, and he almost killed this younger brother who was so dependent on him.I thought it was just to coax him with my favorite cake, but what I fed him was poison.

"He...he ate the cake, and I gave it to him." Song Yu had never been so anxious for a moment when he grew up so big, but he still confessed his "crime" truthfully, even if he was really unintentional.

The doctor sighed, "This kind of situation is also common. Children, don't they also have the kind of thing that feeds small goldfish, and the fish dies the next day after feeding too much? It's not intentional."

This example didn't ease Xiao Song Yu's sense of burden, on the contrary it aggravated it.

"According to the symptoms of this disease, it is estimated that he ate a lot." The doctor comforted, "You may also like your brother too much, so you fed so many cakes. Remember next time, don't do this .”

The child's self-blame and burden made Song Yu understand for the first time that liking can also cause harm.

He thought he was taking in a poor stray dog ​​and holding an umbrella for it during the rainstorm, but in fact, what he stretched out was a hand that sprinkled fish food without restraint, full of joy, and what he waited for in the end might be a lost dog. Little fish that float with life.

Although the parents did not blame, they comforted him like the doctor and told him it was nothing.But from that day on, Song Yu consciously distanced himself from this younger brother, not being too close.He also couldn't tell the reason, maybe it was that the fear and self-blame that night were still difficult to overcome, or maybe he understood what restraint is.

Learned this earlier than many adults.

After growing up, Song Yu often felt that he was born to keep a distance from this world, holding a few lines in his hand, connecting him with some necessary people in his life, everything was set in black, white and gray .

Only when I know that it is an unexpected visit beyond my destiny, it is a sudden rainstorm.Some people say that this is the unfinished brotherhood in the previous life, and they have also collided in this life, so he has a special thread in his hand, a thin red thread, as if it will be blown away. After all, this is not his own, so He didn't just hold it, but tried to hold it together.

I just chose the stupidest but safest way.