Lovely Allergen

The wind messed up Le Zhishi's hair.He looked at Song Yu, looking a little helpless, but his words were firm, "I'm not afraid."

Song Yu guessed Le Zhishi's answer, he was indeed a very stubborn child.

Soon, Le Zhi lowered his eyes again, "I just feel... a little sad, and I dare not look at her."

He regarded Lin Rong as his mother, and he didn't want to hurt her at all.

The first time he saw Lin Rong, he could almost recall Lin Rong's jokes about Song Yu's love. Although they were all teasing, it was obvious that she also hoped that Song Yu could find a girl he liked and be happy and safe. spend a lifetime.

I don't know what to do when I am happy.

"Don't think about it." Seeing his worried face, Song Yu couldn't bear to throw such a complicated problem to him. It wasn't Le Zhishi's fault in the first place, "Let's go up first."

"Ah."

Back in the dormitory again, the dormitory auntie greeted eagerly, "Mom is gone?"

Le Zhishi responded in a low voice, "Well, I'm back."

"Don't worry about getting sick, she almost fell when she entered the door."

When Le Zhi saw the snacks that Lin Rong gave her, the packaging was very recognizable, and she could imagine Lin Rong rushing in and wrestling, because sometimes she walks very carelessly, which is comparable to her own.

With Lin Rong's care, Song Yu was able to go upstairs with Le Zhishi and come in and out of his dormitory at will.

In fact, it's not that he doesn't know that as long as he signs the registration form and shows his identity, he can come to Lezhishi's dormitory to take care of him from time to time.But he just needs a reason to have a space where he can be alone with Le Zhishi, so he deceives himself and pretends to rent an apartment.

Fortunately, I liked him when I knew it, at least now.Otherwise, he really made too many wishful thinking decisions.

On weekends, there is no one else in the dormitory.Le Zhishi opened the door and turned on the light, climbed onto his bed, found the cell phone by the pillow, and saw the spray that Lin Rong put beside his pillow.

Feeling a little depressed, he got off the bed, opened the cabinet and packed two sets of his own clothes into the schoolbag, as well as the laptop and the turquoise Song Yu gave him.

Song Yu stood in front of his table and found the chicken soup that Lin Rong put so much effort into stewing, as well as the snacks and refreshments she gave to each roommate's table, all of which were well distributed.

Even the same habits told him that Lezhishi was also the "son" brought up by Lin Rong.

With complicated emotions, Song Yu felt a little paralyzed.He kept those little thoughts from everyone in the past, and it became a habit over time, and he could digest them by himself no matter what.

But now he is no longer alone. He promised to cherish Le Zhishi, but this decision seems to have dragged Le Zhishi into this abyss of self-blame and suffering.Song Yu was very uncomfortable for a while, and didn't know what to do.

"I've packed it up." Seeing Song Yu in a daze, Le Zhi stretched out his hand, touched his fingers, briefly squeezed his fingertips, and said softly, "Let's go."

Song Yu agreed, then took Le Zhishi's bag and drove him back to the secret small apartment.Along the way, the two tacitly avoided talking about what happened just now.Song Yu played a soothing piano piece to cover up the silence in the car.

Le Zhishi checked the messages on his phone, and saw more than a dozen missed calls, which was shocking to see, as well as WeChat messages from his friends.He had a very strong evasion mentality, and he didn't want to see any of them when he turned off the screen.All of a sudden, he very much hoped that Song Yu could drive him away in this car and hide in a place where no one could find him.

But this bad idea only existed for a few seconds, and he gave up when he knew it.He couldn't take Song Yu away, nor could he leave Lin Rong and Song Jin.

Calm down, Lezhishi answered all the messages one by one, and then chose to turn off the phone.

The apartment is not far from the school, they arrived soon, the underground parking lot was dimly lit, Le Zhi got out of the car and followed Song Yu into the elevator.He sneezed in the elevator, so Song Yu reached out and wrapped his waist slightly.

Opening the door of the apartment, it was dark inside, as if it was no longer the beautiful and warm room in the afternoon, Song Yu reached out his hand to turn on the light switch by the door, but was held back by Le Zhishi.Song Yu wanted to ask him what's wrong, but in the next second, Le Zhishi hugged him and buried his face in his collarbone.He didn't say anything, but this hug seemed to comfort Song Yu.

It was strange how they seemed to be in the dark for granted.

Le Zhishi's arms were crossed on Song Yu's back, stroking up and down lightly, trying to ease Song Yu's tense mood, after a long time, he said, "I'm hungry, let's drink the soup .”

Song Yu said yes and turned on the light.

There are red dates and wolfberry in the chicken soup, as well as nourishing wild ginseng and fish maw. The color is golden and bright. When you open the lid, you will be greeted with a familiar aroma.Le Zhishi took out the porcelain bowls and spoons they bought, washed them and served them with soup. After taking a sip, he remembered his childhood.He was not in good health and had a lot of things he couldn't eat. Until he graduated from elementary school, Lin Rong brought him meals to school every day and accompanied him to finish eating in the cafeteria.

No one does not envy him for having such a beautiful "mother" who can cook, so when Le Zhishi was a child, he would not call Aunt Rong outside, and he enjoyed being praised by others for his mother's ability.

This kind of poor vanity makes Xiao Lezhi feel very satisfied.

"Eat more." Song Yu picked up a crispy stewed chicken leg for him and put it in a bowl.

Le Zhishi looked at Song Yu and wondered if he had done something wrong, if he shouldn't have said that he liked him.Wouldn't it be good for everyone if we were patient.

Time passed slowly in the quiet air. Le Zhishi really wanted to say something to make Song Yu happy, but it was Song Yu who was always talking. He said he should remember to take medicine, take his temperature later, and remember to Sending a message to my mother, he said while standing by the sink to wash the dishes.

Song Yu usually doesn't talk so much, he is usually the quietest one.He said so much, but it made Le Zhishi uneasy.His mind was confused and his mind was also confused.He blamed himself for being too naive, thinking that as long as he could be with Song Yu, he would already be in heaven, but when he came back to his senses, he realized that this heaven might very well be the hell for their loved ones.

This is why Song Yu has always kept a silent attitude towards feelings.

One night, Le Zhishi quietly obeyed Song Yu's words, took medicine, washed up, and when he returned to his room, he found that the quilt Song Yu carried last night was missing, and he couldn't help being a little disappointed, but He didn't want to cause Song Yu any more burden, so he didn't say anything.

Lying on the bed, he sent a message to Lin Rong, saying that the chicken soup was delicious, and asked if she got home safely.

Lin Rong replied quickly, and sent him a picture of marshmallows and oranges sleeping side by side.

[Aunt Rong: Is brother in a better mood? ]

Le Zhishi honestly said that it seems that there is no such thing.

Lin Rong quickly replied.

[Aunt Rong: You coax brother, he likes to be alone every time, I am actually very worried.My brother has grown up, and he doesn't want to tell his mother anything anymore. Fortunately, you are by his side, and he will smile more when he is with you.If only my brother could rely on us as much as you do. ]

Looking at the words sent by Lin Rong, Le Zhi thought for two seconds.

[Lele: Aunt Rong, if one day you feel that your brother or I hurt you, can you not be angry with him?You just need to be angry with me, you can beat me and scold me, my brother loves you very much, and I love you very much, but if you do something wrong, it must be my fault. ]

Lin Rong quickly replied.

[Aunt Rong: What are you talking about? Could it be that you did something that you dare not tell me?It shouldn't be, you two are so obedient, tell me if you have any unhappy things, and I will help you solve them, otherwise why do you need your parents.And I know you all love me, and Papa, and I'll never be mad at you. ]

After a while, he received another one.

[Aunt Rong: At most, it will be symbolic for a while, and it will be fine if you coax me. ]

Le Zhi Shi sucked his nose.

[Lele: Well, I love you [爱心]]

His nose was a bit uncomfortable at first, but because he wanted to cry, he was even more uncomfortable, so he needed tissues.He got out of bed and looked around in the bedroom, thinking that he saw it in the living room during the day, and planned to go down to get it.Opening the door lightly, he saw Song Yu in the living room on the second floor, hesitated for a moment and did not go downstairs directly.

Because he found Song Yu standing in front of the low white cabinet next to the sofa, found a bottle of some kind of medicine, poured one in the palm of his hand, and drank it with cold boiled water.

Le Zhi frowned, thinking that Song Yu was also sick, he was very worried, and took another look at the bottle of medicine, feeling that the packaging on the bottle was very familiar.Song Yu was about to turn around, but Le Zhi returned to her room with a guilty conscience and closed the door.Leaning behind the door, he heard Song Yu's footsteps going up the stairs softly, and the wooden stairs made a dull sound.

The footsteps stopped at his door for a few seconds. I don't know if it was the hallucination of Le Zhishi. His heart beat faster, but the footsteps did not stop in the end, and he went to the next room.

Le Zhishi suddenly recalled why he felt familiar. He had seen this medicine bottle on Song Yu's dormitory table before. The packaging was exactly the same. Song Yu told him it was melatonin and refused to let him take it.

He belatedly picked up his mobile phone to check the effect of this hormone.

[Taking melatonin can help slow down sleep disorders to a certain extent and relieve the pain of insomnia. ]

Seeing this sentence, Le Zhishi felt a sudden pain in his heart, and he continued to read all the introductions about this hormone.

The night passed quickly, and the lake outside the glass window was very quiet. When Le Zhi looked at the lake, his worried face was reflected on the transparent glass, as if the lake was also looking at him.

Ten minutes later, when I tried to convince myself not to disturb Song Yu's Le Zhi, I couldn't hold back.He was afraid that wearing slippers would be too noisy, so he put on socks, stepped on the ground with bare feet, opened the door very lightly, walked to the next door, and spent almost half a minute twisting the doorknob, trying not to make any noise.

Song Yu's room is always dark and quiet, like an air-raid shelter that isolates everything.He likes to draw all the curtains so that no light is left.Le Zhishi groped in the dark, groped forward very carefully, and soon his eyes adapted to the darkness, and saw Song Yu's bed, and he moved closer.

But it was still found.

Song Yu reached out and turned on the desk lamp, and the room lit up all of a sudden, Le Zhishi was like a stupid thief who failed to steal, standing by the bed in a daze, staring at him with some embarrassment.

"Why are you here? Are you uncomfortable?" Song Yu leaned up and looked at him.

At this moment, Lezhi wished that he was a puppy like Marshmallow, ran over quietly, jumped onto the bed with a light jump, and stayed next to Song Yu without disturbing him.His eyes were a little sore, he walked over and sat down beside Song Yu's bed.

"No discomfort." Le Zhishi explained for himself, "I didn't come here to cling to you."

Song Yu looked at him, his eyebrows frowning from turning on the light slightly relaxed, his hand stretched out from under the quilt, and covered Le Zhishi's wrist, his fingertips felt cold, "You don't want to cling to me again?"

"No." Le Zhishi felt misunderstood and quickly denied it.He turned the light to the darkest, lay down next to Song Yu, and put a hand on Song Yu's body, "I came with a mission."

"What mission?"

"Coax you to sleep." Le Zhishi's expression was a little smug.

Song Yu's mouth hooked slightly, but he didn't speak.Le Zhishi added, "I'm amazing. Every time an orange is lying on my lap, I just touch it and fall asleep."

"So you also want to come and touch me casually?" Song Yu's voice was a little lazy, and it was deep and pleasant to hear.

Le Zhi shook his head, "Not casually, I will coax you seriously." After speaking, he began to perform his duties, patting Song Yu's shoulder with light force.Song Yu was afraid that he would catch a cold again, so he pulled him into the quilt.

"Your hands are cold." Le Zhishi was a little dissatisfied, thinking that one of the side effects of the hormone was a drop in body temperature, and he felt uncomfortable. The hand that didn't pat the shoulder grabbed Song Yu's hand and covered it for him.

Song Yu stared at his face and asked in a low voice, "Why did you come to put me to sleep?"

Le Zhishi replied honestly, "I saw you took melatonin. I just checked and found out that melatonin can relieve insomnia." He raised his eyes, his eyelashes trembling, "You often Can't sleep, can you?"

Song Yu didn't answer. As the time of his silence continued to prolong, he saw a layer of water vapor in Le Zhi's eyes, so he said, "Isn't this normal? Nowadays, many people can't sleep at night and like to stay up late."

"Liking to stay up late is not the same as wanting to sleep and being unable to fall asleep." Le Zhishi finally couldn't help but hugged Song Yu, "If it's nothing, why would you take melatonin? And that can't be taken often, it has many side effects , there will be dependence, and it may cause mild anxiety and short-term depression."

He called out to his brother in a nasal voice, "Can you stop eating in the future?"

Seeing that he was so worried and hugged him so tightly, Song Yu had no choice but to respond, "Okay, don't eat."

"I'll stay with you if you can't sleep." Le Zhishi said everything with a serious look, "I'll buy a book to read to you, and I'll read civil law and criminal law to you..."

"Then there's no need." Song Yu smiled lightly.

Hearing his laugh, Le Zhishi's tight string was slightly loosened, and he raised his head to look into Song Yu's eyes, "Then whatever you want me to read, I'll read it to you."

Song Yu thought for a while, and seemed to have a very good idea, "Your diary from grade one to grade six."

Le Zhishi's face immediately showed the most difficult expression, "This is my privacy..."

"Forget it." Song Yu said, "Just let me lose sleep."

"Yes, yes," Le Zhishi quickly agreed, "When I find it, I'll bring it all over and read it to you." He stroked Song Yu's back, "I hope you won't be unable to sleep after listening to it, The things I wrote when I was a child are probably not normal."

"For example, I hope that all the wheat in the universe will be extinct, so that everyone can't eat it?"

"How do you know!" Le Zhishi opened his eyes wide, "Did you peek?"

"My mother accidentally saw it when she was giving you a late-night snack, and she secretly told me."

"Why is this..." Le Zhishi felt ashamed when he thought that he had been secretly laughed at for a long time.

The corners of Song Yu's mouth were raised slightly, as if he was happier than before.This makes Le Zhishi very satisfied.He leaned his face against Song Yu's neck with some dependence, "I hope you are happy every day."

"No one is happy every day." Song Yu gave a negative response.

Lezhi gave a counterexample, "I am happy every day when I am with you, and I am happy even if I am happy for an hour."

After finishing speaking, he lowered his voice, buried it on Song Yu's shoulder, and remained silent for a while.

Song Yu thought he couldn't speak anymore, and wanted to urge him to go back to sleep.

"Brother." Le Zhishi still opened his mouth, his voice muffled in their embrace.

"If being with me makes you sad, just tell me, okay? I won't insist on being by your side."

The room was very quiet, he could hear Song Yu's heartbeat beating dully against his chest.I don't know how long it took before Song Yu gave his answer.

"With you, I am both happy and sad." His voice was hoarse, "It's like overdrawing the good part of life. But I still want it, I really want it."

Le Zhishi hugged him, trying to comfort him or make him feel relieved, but soon, he heard Song Yu say the next sentence.

"But if you leave me, I may only be sad."

This sentence caused Le Zhishi great pain and reluctance.He felt that Song Yu was very different from usual, or maybe he had never seen Song Yu like this before.Like a cat that can only lick its own wounds, he always carries his back proudly, giving Le Zhishi a strong-looking back.

"Although I promised you that I would give it a try." Song Yu stroked Le Zhishi's hair, "But in fact, the initiative is in your hands. If you feel scared and don't want to hurt others, you can withdraw at any time, and we can return it. to the previous relationship."

After he finished speaking, he added, "I will still treat you well."

His persuasive tone seemed to be enlightening, but Le Zhishi didn't want to be like this, he didn't want to be treated like a child, especially after he knew that Song Yu would be very sad without him.

"If you say so, I won't quit." His tone was a little angry, "If I really leave you, we can't go back. Don't be nice to me, I will cry directly to you look."

"When I was with you, you would hug me to sleep, touch my face, kiss my arms, and smile at me very gently. It's simply unacceptable."

Song Yu smiled wryly, "Then what are you going to do?"

Le Zhishi couldn't hold back, and shed a little tears. He buried his head, not wanting Song Yu to find out.

"I'll leave you all and hide somewhere where no one will be found."

Before that, he would take away the little stone that Song Yu gave him, and the math book that Song Yu had read.That book was indeed difficult to understand, but his life was long, and he could always read it by himself.

"Do you want to live your whole life by yourself?" Song Yu asked.

"Yeah." Le Zhishi wondered if he seemed ruthless like this, should he be like those idiots who die for love in TV dramas and movies to show that he likes him more seriously.So he explained: "My parents' lives are very short, I'd better live for them for decades."

He said it lightly, like a joke, but Song Yu suddenly hugged him very tightly, almost rubbing him into his body, and soon loosened again.

"One cannot live alone."

There is no clear reference to this sentence. At first, Le Zhi felt that Song Yu was talking about him, but later felt that he was talking about himself.

"So don't let me go." Le Zhishi kissed the side of his neck, "Don't treat me like a child anymore, I have grown up, no matter what happens, I can bear it with you."

"I know I did something I shouldn't do. When I saw Aunt Rong today, I felt that I was really guilty. They treated me so well and raised me like their own son, but I took you away from them gone."

"You didn't cause this." Song Yu said.

Le Zhishi corrected him, "This is not caused by you alone."

He raised his head slightly, kissed Song Yu's chin, and looked at him, "You said that you are happy and sad when you are with me, and you are only sad when you leave me. Then I can't leave you alone. If you keep That part is happy, give me the sad."

"Anyway, as long as I have you, even sadness is happiness."

Song Yu really couldn't figure out where did Le Zhishi get so many warm emotions, like a plant that sucks carbon dioxide but continuously releases oxygen, trying to digest all his negative energy, just to make him smile.

He is an unusual special substance that appeared in his life, with great energy that cannot be measured.

"Okay." Song Yu could never refuse, so he simply gave up resisting.

"I said to cherish you, and I won't run away by myself until you make other decisions."

"There is no other decision." Le Zhishi was firm, "As long as you need me."

When Song Yu hugged Lezhi, it was as tight as hugging a doll.Their skins touched, and the body temperature of Le Zhishi gradually flowed to him, making his body relax.Le Zhishi patted him on the back while telling him what happened when he was a child, the lotus plants they picked together, the loquats they planted together, the sunflower fields in Jiangtan Park and the endless summer in the botanical garden. The voice gradually became blurred, and the movements of the hands also slowed down.

His anxious heart for Song Yu became quieter than his consciousness, extending into his dream.

On the second day, Lezhi had a low-grade fever again. I don't know if it was caused by the wind at night. He was taken to the hospital by Song Yu, where he received another two-hour injection.Song Yu was writing a thesis next to him, and he leaned quietly on Song Yu's shoulder, watching anime on his mobile phone, chatting with Jiang Yufan from time to time.Song Yu glanced occasionally and found that Jiang Yufan was showing affection and sent many group photos to Lezhishi.

When he came out, he was just eating dinner. Le Zhishi had a bad appetite and ate slowly and little. Song Yu urged him to drink a bowl of pork ribs and lotus root soup before ending the meal.

"I want to go to a place, in school, can I not go home directly?"

Song Yu glanced at him, "Then go get an injection tomorrow?"

"I won't catch a cold anymore." Le Zhishi shifted the responsibility to him very smoothly, and said in a low voice, "Maybe it was because you snatched my quilt yesterday..."

Song Yu tilted his head and stared at him without speaking.

"It's definitely not, I kicked it away myself." Le Zhishi touched his arm, "You can sleep on me today, so I will definitely not be able to kick the quilt."

Passing by a person, Song Yu covered Le Zhishi's mouth, and did not let go until the person left.

"What are you talking about?" His tone became awkward again, and he couldn't understand why when he knew it.

He said he disagreed, but in the end Song Yu followed Le Zhishi to where he was going.They walked on the campus for a long time, relying on Lezhi to watch the navigation the whole time, and the more they walked, the more they went astray.

"You tell me, I'll take you there." Song Yu couldn't help but said.

Le Zhishi stared at the phone and waved his hands, "You definitely don't know, absolutely."

"Cold knowledge: I am a senior, and you are a freshman."

"Shh." Le Zhishi didn't even lift her head, she reached out to cover Song Yu's mouth, but she was caught instead.

They finally found it. On the Lion Mountain behind Yingding Peak, there is a small mountain road built with stones. The beginning of the road is at the foot of the mountain.There are almost no other people here. Le Zhishi held Song Yu's wrist, and was more excited than arriving in Xitian to get the scriptures. "It's here, I found it!"

Song Yu frowned suspiciously. There are countless small mountain roads like this. He would never consider this kind of path at all. It is inconvenient and inefficient.

"So? If you want to go to Sakura Peak, there are many ways..."

Le Zhishi didn't wait for him to finish, he squatted down, pointed to the ground, "Look, brother."

Song Yu lowered his head, only to realize that there are many cobblestones inlaid on the road here, and he spelled out five words very clearly, which were read out by Le Zhishi, "Please, Shang, Love, Love, Road!"

He suddenly wanted to laugh, "Is this what Jiang Yufan told you?"

Le Zhishi stood up, "He said his girlfriend brought him here last week, it was very interesting." He whispered to himself, "I like stones."

After finishing speaking, he tugged Song Yu, "Let's go, please go to the road of love."

Song Yu thought that he would never do such a naive thing in his life, but not only did he do it, he was also a little happy.They were next to each other, walking up step by step.

In addition to the five characters at the beginning, there are many ancient poems and love poems, all of which are made of cobblestones. Le Zhi said that this seems to be an extracurricular labor done by a teacher and students in the [-]s.

"This teacher is so romantic." Le Zhishi said, "The spelling is so cute." He suddenly saw a yellow translucent pebble, "This is beautiful, like jade."

Song Yu put his hand loosely on his shoulder, "This is silica colloidal chalcedony, and the blue part is due to the copper element."

Le Zhi stared at him, "It becomes very subtle once you explain it."

Song Yu raised his eyebrows disapprovingly, "Science reveals the essence of romance."

"Okay, I can't tell you." Le Zhishi took him through the city name he made up, and the words "Li Liyuan on the grass, one year old and one dry and prosperous" written on the stone, and "If the two loves last long, How can it be day and night?" During the period, Le Zhishi paused, and said to the ground, "Mispelled, it's a long time."

They went to the high place of the small hill little by little, and soon, the two of them walked to the end of the road together, surrounded by green trees, and no one came to disturb them.

"The end is here." Le Zhishi jumped a little, pointed to the words on the ground and said to Song Yu, "Look."

The simple four words pieced together by the humble pebbles seem to sum up the many years between them.

"Love is deep and meaningful." Song Yu read softly.

Taking advantage of no one, Le Zhishi took his hand, "We have already walked a road of love, and now we are very experienced, don't worry, everything will be fine."

Song Yu couldn't help laughing, "What experience do you have..."

Just after finishing speaking, Le Zhishi suddenly leaned over and kissed his lips very lightly and quickly.Just like autumn in this city, it is short and beautiful.

He nervously retreated to a safe position, let go of his hand, looked around in a panic, and pursed his lips.

"The experience of the first kiss." Le Zhi said stutteringly, without confidence.

The setting sun fell gently on his face, even his soft hair was golden, his ears were red, translucent by the sunlight, even the capillaries were faintly visible, like a golden shell.Song Yu stared closely, hoping that the twilight would fall later, because this scene was really beautiful.

But he also hoped that the sky would be dark immediately, so that he could hug Le Zhishi in the dark corner.

"Are you dissatisfied?" Le Zhishi looked annoyed and raised his head, "You are not satisfied, right?"

Song Yu put his hands in the pockets of his windbreaker jacket, and said with a relaxed expression, "A little bit."

"Then can I do it all over again? That doesn't count."

Song Yu took a step forward, the distance was shortened to zero, and their chests were pressed together, he said, "Yes."

Le Zhishi took another sneak peek, then quickly kissed the second time, took another half step back, and asked the other party how he felt seriously, "How about this?"

His love partner was very difficult, and the corners of his mouth raised a little, but he still shook his head, "I'm still not satisfied."

Le Zhishi realized that he had dug a hole for himself, "I don't think you will be satisfied."

Song Yu raised his eyebrows, "It's okay, I'll give you many chances."