Lovely Allergen

too close.

When Le Zhi didn't have time to answer Song Yu's question, his guilty conscience and panic pulled his body back, and he tripped over the higher steps behind him, and his body fell backwards.

But Song Yu grabbed his arm one step faster and pulled it forward. Le Zhishi was like a tumbler who had lost his free will, staggering back and forth, and finally fell into Song Yu's arms.

"What's wrong with you?" Song Yu asked him with a frown, but when Ke Lezhi broke away ungratefully, stepped back and stood on a higher step, his words were a little unsteady, "I'm fine."

Song Yu stood there and stared at him, as if examining the truth of his words.

Le Zhishi's state was very wrong, he couldn't explain his abnormality to his brother, he simply squatted down on his own, buried his head in his knees, and covered it up with other things, "I just accidentally drank someone else's beer, and now I feel a little uncomfortable .”

After hearing this, Song Yu's doubts dispelled a little, and he also squatted down, held his wrist and opened it to check the inside of his arm. There was no rash for the time being.He said he was not careful, Song Yu would not doubt it.

"How much did you drink?"

Le Zhi shook his head, but still buried his head, "Not much, just a small bite."

The arm held by Song Yu was very hot, and the temperature climbed up like a snake, all the way to his heart.There was a thin layer of sweat on his back, a little bit wanting to break free, but also a little bit wanting to maintain the original state, wanting to be held like this, or even hugged like just now.

This ambivalence is so strange.Reminiscent of what I saw in the ktv just now, Lezhi even felt a little subconsciously panicked.

He saw for himself a possibility that he had never imagined extended from himself, a possibility that was different from anyone else.Inappropriately, he thought of the reactions of the other boys after seeing the GIFs of the two men just now, they all laughed and sarcastically in unison, without any concealment.

Only he is different.

Why can't he laugh?

"Go home." Song Yu let go of his wrist, and patted his hand again, "Go back and take a loratadine tablet."

Le Zhi raised his head, his face became redder because of boredom, "Are you going back too?"

Song Yu nodded at him, "It's boring."

"Then why are you here?"

Song Yu's expression changed. Facing Le Zhi's unscrupulous direct questioning, he had long learned to change the subject, and stood up on his own, "Are you going?"

"Let's go." Le Zhishi followed Song Yu and stood up without hesitation, but the next second he remembered that his surroundings were still on the ktv table, so he told Song Yu that he had to go back and get them.

Although Song Yu didn't speak, he silently followed behind him.The big group box booked by junior high school students is on the innermost floor of the first floor, and their senior high school graduating class is on the second floor. Song Yu didn't want to go in at first, but when he thought about the beer he accidentally drank just now, he guessed that there should be some unruly people inside. , so I followed up.

Sure enough, Le Zhishi brought his brother in again, which was even more eye-catching. The atmosphere in ktv is obviously different from that in school, and everyone booed more vigorously.

"Yo Lele, brother is taking you home."

"Your family is so strict."

Song Yu had a cold face and said nothing.Le Zhishi found that those classmates who had dragged him to watch the movie had returned to this private room again. They were singing, and a little afraid of being entangled, Le Zhishi quickly ran to the corner where he was sitting before.

Jiang Yufan was still sitting there playing games with others, when he looked up he happened to see him, "Hey, you're back? They said you went to the toilet."

"I'm going home, my brother is here." Le Zhishi picked up the peripherals on the table, "You also go home early."

Jiang Yufan nodded again and again, "I'm leaving after this game, come out to play tomorrow."

"Okay!" Le Zhishi ran away in a hurry, afraid that Song Yu would not feel comfortable staying here, and also afraid that those boys would hold him back to do some strange things.

Song Yu came out a few steps earlier than him, and his phone vibrated.

[Qin Yan: Handsome guy, are you still coming back? ]

Song Yu bowed his head and typed.

[Fire Hitachi: I'm home. ]

[Qin Yan:? ?You are so funny, you were told not to come before, but you suddenly changed your mind to come, and ran away after a while after coming, without singing a song, you are the king of karaoke and you are the king of pigeons. ]

This joke is really not funny, Song Yu didn't laugh, and didn't know how to reply for a while.

He also felt that his desire to protect was too strong.

Le Zhishi came out with his beloved accessories, and walked to the bus station with Song Yu.He found that many things were like counting sheep on the bed after insomnia, the more he read, the more he couldn't fall asleep.The more he warned himself now, not to recall that scene, but the advertisement animation kept flashing in front of his eyes, which made him very embarrassed.

The departure interval of the bus at night became very long. They stood side by side, neither of them said a word. There were cars passing by on the road, and they didn't have dinner.

But Song Yu didn't think much of it, he asked Le Zhishi to sit here and wait, and after a while, he came out with red bean matcha Daifuku and a box of ice cream, and handed them to Le Zhishi.

The car also came.They boarded the bus, and the only one on the bus was a young man sleeping with headphones on, sitting at the front.The two swiped their cards to get in and sat in the last row of double seats.Le Zhishi disassembled the Dafu and swallowed it in two bites. He tore off the lid of the ice cream and enjoyed it slowly.

When eating, his attention will be unconsciously diverted.

Song Yu helped him hold the figurine and stared at it for a while, "That's why you went to the party."

"Yes." Le Zhishi didn't hide it, and said that this is the peripheral he wanted most. "Actually, there is still the Hokage one, but it's sold out. I'm going to squat in Xianyu and try my luck."

Song Yu sighed silently. He thought it would not be impossible for Le Zhishi to run away with someone because of an animation peripheral.

The ice cream was also matcha flavored. Le Zhishi thought that Song Yu would like it, so he scooped up a scoop and handed it to his mouth, but Song Yu still refused.Le Zhishi had no choice but to finish eating by himself, and put the box into a plastic bag in the convenience store, feeling satisfied.The ice cream he ate made Le Zhishi's body heat drop, but he still had some strange emotions in his heart.

He found himself afraid to ponder and probe deeply, as if afraid to know something.

The sprouting of puberty is like wisdom teeth ready to move, hidden in the deepest part.That kind of presence can only be regarded as faintly visible at best, but it just makes you unable to ignore it. You always want to lick or touch it with the tip of your tongue, but you can't get any clear feedback.

Anxiety, curiosity, panic, fear, these emotions are all lurking in the ambiguous soft flesh, and you cannot make correct expectations.

Looking forward to it sprouting, but also afraid of the dull pain that may come at any time.

Song Yu was sitting next to him, and he didn't know when he put on the earphones.The car swayed forward, the reflective glass reflected his handsome side face, together with the flashing neon lights, there was a kind of illusory beauty.

When Le Zhi looked at the glass window, there was a kind of curiosity of the young towards the elders in his heart.

"Brother Song Yu." He turned his head sideways.

Song Yu took off an earphone and looked at him.

"Have you ever seen that kind of video?" Le Zhishi's expression and tone showed obvious embarrassment, but he seemed to be afraid that Song Yu would not understand, and he added a sentence, "The kind that is not suitable for children. "

Song Yu frowned, "Why do you ask this?"

Le Zhishi was not taken away by his rhetorical question this time, and insisted on asking, "Have you seen it?"

Song Yu was silent for a second or two, and raised his hand to put on the earphones, as if he was not ready to answer his question.Le Zhishi hurriedly pressed his earphone-wearing hand, "I'm just curious."

"Why are you curious?" Song Yu stared at him with sharp eyes.

Le Zhishi didn't avoid Song Yu's eyes, but paused for two seconds before speaking, "A few boys showed me just now."

He was a little scared at first, but Song Yu's reaction was much calmer than he expected, "And then?"

He raised his eyebrows, but there was still not much expression on his face, "Does it look good?"

Le Zhishi lowered his eyes and muttered, "That's it." He didn't dare to say what he saw afterwards, but only said the first half, "I didn't really see it clearly, they were all crowded together, and the phone screen was so small , and laughed very loudly. They said that girl has a good figure, I can't tell if she is good, anyway, she is very white, she is a foreigner, that man..."

"Not good-looking, unshaven." Le Zhi raised his eyelids and glanced at Song Yu, like a puppy who made a mistake and huddled in the corner, but the words he said were so direct that it made people laugh, "Not as good-looking as you."

Song Yu had a puzzled expression on his face, "Why do you compare me? Do you think I'll be happy when you say I look better than porn actors?"

Le Zhi was also puzzled for a while, but he quickly found the reason, "Because you are here. And you are very good-looking."

Song Yu was left speechless by him, the radio in the bus announced the stop, Le Zhishi pushed his shoulder as if awakening from a dream, and the two got off the bus.

"Don't hang out with those people in the future, you will only learn to be bad." Song Yu warned him with a stern tone.

But even if he doesn't say it, Le Zhishi knows it in his heart.Although the tutoring he received since he was a child was not an iron fist, it had always guided him in a good direction. Even when he was happy to know, he didn't like the feeling of the group of people just now.

And he always subconsciously felt that if he failed in his studies, he might be hated by Song Yu.

Walking on the street, the summer wind blows towards us, and there are many barbecue restaurants with a lot of business on the side of the road. The tables are placed outside, one next to the other, and everyone sits outside to eat supper and chat.Song Yu's voice seemed a little fuzzy in the noisy environment, and he was not so harsh, "It's normal to have sexual consciousness, you've grown up."

Le Zhishi didn't know how to answer the call, so he simply didn't say anything.They walked through the area of ​​food stalls, and the surroundings suddenly became quiet, only the chirping of cicadas at night, and the dim streetlights elongated their shadows, sticking together.

With her head down, Le Zhi heard Song Yu ask again, "Is this all you have after reading it?"

He didn't know why Song Yu's words changed again, and he said stiffly, "Yeah."

Song Yu didn't press the question any further, the two of them walked to the elevator downstairs in silence, and he raised his hand to push the elevator up.While waiting, Song Yu said in a low voice again, "Actually, you don't need to feel ashamed about this kind of thing, even if you really have some feelings or reactions when you see it, it's normal, human beings have reproductive desires instinctively. You can be curious, you can take the initiative to understand, but don't do things you shouldn't do out of curiosity."

In fact, Song Yu didn't want to act as a guide in this regard. He pretended to be indifferent to deal with this situation, but he didn't want to embarrass Le Zhishi because of this incident.

But in fact, he didn't want to imagine what Le Zhi saw when he saw those pictures.

"Sex is not something to be ashamed of. Only by facing it squarely can we treat it correctly."

On the one hand, Song Yu hoped that his younger brother could treat the germination of sexual consciousness correctly, but on the other hand, he felt that he didn't seem qualified to teach him.After all, the thoughts he holds are "incorrect" in the public sense.This kind of sense of contradiction that goes against common sense makes Song Yu troubled and deeply trapped in it, but he still has to learn to fulfill his responsibilities as an elder brother.

"It's all normal, don't be nervous."

Thinking of Le Zhishi being able to tell him these things so easily, Song Yu felt more and more that he should be a good brother in a law-abiding manner.

Le Zhishi chewed Song Yu's words over and over again, and the burden in his heart seemed to be a little less.But what he couldn't say and what Song Yu said seemed to be two different things, with different degrees and directions.

But maybe it was the same, he convinced himself.

But if Song Yu really knew that he reacted more when he saw the picture of boys and boys, would he still be able to say this to him calmly?

I'm not sure when I know.

The elevator door opened. I don't know if it was something transported before. The moment the door opened, a little dust fell down. Le Zhishi, who was standing in front, inhaled it, and couldn't help coughing.

"Are you okay?" Song Yu pressed the floor. He was sensitive to smells and didn't feel anything unusual in the elevator, so he subconsciously lowered his head to check if he still smelled of smoke.Seeing this movement, Le Zhi shook his head, calmed down his breathing, and said to Song Yu, "It's not on your body, it's just dust off."

When Le Zhi discovered the motive, Song Yu's tone changed unnaturally, "I just don't want to smell of smoke, it smells bad"

"A little bit. But I don't know why," Le Zhishi gasped while leaning against the elevator wall. After coughing, his pale face turned red, his eyes were wet, and his tone was as sincere as his eyes.

"It smells good on you."

The author has something to say: Lele, mom is so big, you can't flirt anymore...