Lovely Allergen

The story of Xu Qichen also spread to Pei Ya. Compared with Jing Jian in the center of the storm, Pei Ya's students were not much calmer, gossip did not distinguish between audiences.The rumors are exaggerated, and there are various strange versions, each of which is more strange and bloody than the other.

Rumors unscrupulously tamper with Xu Qichen's character and behavior. As the spreaders, they have never met him, but they seem to be the people who know him best. "I heard", "It is said", "Look at this appearance", "It has been spread all over"... In these illogical and false words, the person concerned has changed beyond recognition.

On the second day after the training camp ended, Song Yu returned to school for class. In the cafeteria, the boys who ate at the same table chatted about this topic.

"That quiet and frugal one, have you heard that a boy is having an affair with a male teacher." Relying on the same sexual orientation as most people, the other party showed a sense of superiority in his words, "It's disgusting, men actually like men, luckily Not in our school, otherwise I wouldn’t dare to come to school.” The rest of the people burst into laughter when they heard this.

Qin Yan picked up the food with his chopsticks and threw it back on the plate. He said carelessly, "Come on. There are girls who like guys all over the street. They don't just like a guy when they see a guy, do they? It's okay if they like boys of the same sex." Same."

The other party was stabbed by his words, and couldn't hold back his face, "Then what's the matter, why don't you like men to talk about it? Could it be that you also like men?"

Qin Yan put down his chopsticks, "To tell you the truth, I like Hei Changzhi's beautiful sister, but one day I will suddenly bend, and I don't like people from the Qing Dynasty."

As soon as the words were finished, Song Yu, who had been depressed all the time, got up with a plate of food that he hadn't eaten a few bites, and left with a straight face.Seeing this, Qin Yan followed him with a plate.

On the fourth day after returning from the training camp, he finally received a WeChat reply from Xia Zhixu.

[Xia Zhixu: I'm fine. ]

Song Yu didn't think so, the people around were very noisy, and his deskmate took advantage of the break to catch up on sleep, so he edited a sentence.

[Song Yu: If you want to play with me, you can find me on weekends. ]

It's hard for him to care about others, but Song Yu couldn't completely stand on the sidelines with Xia Zhixu. Maybe it was because he happened to be a witness, or maybe he really regarded Xia Zhixu as his mirror.

The mirror was broken, and so was his reflection in it.

The sky was gray, and it was raining. It was a drizzle that was not common in this city, and it fell like needles.Song Yu looked out the window, distracted. When he came back from training that day, the picture of him at the gate of Pei Ya School appeared again.

It is difficult for him to describe the feeling of being embraced by Lezhi after witnessing a bloody failure case.

It must be described, probably drinking poison to quench thirst.

Le Zhishi didn't ask anything that day, just comforted him, saying go home, let's watch a documentary together, shall we?

As if he was just a child, Le Zhishi is actually a very mature adult.

It was the first time they walked home from school along the street. It was a long way, and they stayed close to him when they were happy. They talked a lot of happy things at school, and said that Bian Mu, a friend of Aunt Rong's, gave birth to a cub. He went to see it, very cute.

In terms of trying to convey warmth to Song Yu, Lezhishi will never be tired.

But Song Yu didn't give much response.

When Song Yu saw that post for the first time, he had the thought of shrinking back.He thought, forget it, this is too dangerous, even God is trying to give him a warning.But when he really faced Le Zhishi, he couldn't make such a resolute and decisive retreat.

He really wasn't mature at all.

In the end, Song Yu didn't give the handmade album to Le Zhi, but kept it in his school bag. Sometimes he would see it when he took the teaching aids, but he pretended not to see it.Later, he stuffed it into a drawer and pressed it under many books.

After class, he lay down on the table and closed his eyes to rest, and his phone vibrated.

[Xia Zhixu: I can't delay your review, you can call after the exam. ]

I didn't have time to reply, and a new one appeared in the dialog box.

[Xia Zhixu: I finally met him just now, but he doesn't seem to want to see me.He said he wasn't gay and didn't want to be friends with me anymore. ]

[Xia Zhixu: You said let me try it, but it seems that there is no chance. ]

The night of the power outage, the crappy pigeon metaphor, and Xia Zhixu's conservative imagination, all these seemed to have been foreshadowed.Song Yu thought, before this happened, whenever Xia Zhixu backed down again, he could push his shoulder and tell him, "I don't think so."

But now, he can't say that sentence anymore.

A more likely to succeed example ended bloody in front of Song Yu.He thought he was mature enough to give another person similar to himself a shot in the arm, hoping to catalyze the desired result.Do you want to say that he is so great that he wants to fulfill other people's love?Not really.

Song Yu knew that he was just looking for a successful case close at hand so that he could be inspired.

Still too young after all.

Never guess what will happen tomorrow.

Le Zhishi occasionally thinks of Song Yu's appearance on the day he returned to school from training camp.

His fatigue didn't seem to last long.After returning home, Song Yu didn't want to watch the documentary with him, but locked himself in the room, and when he came out again, he became the calm Song Yu before.

Although his words and deeds are not much different from before he went to the training camp, Ke Lezhi always feels that Song Yu has changed a bit.He spoke less and refused to express more than before.

Going to school after the monthly vacation, Lezhishi also heard rumors about Xu Qichen, everyone who tried to criticize Xu Qichen maliciously in front of him, Lezhishi directly expressed their objections face to face.

In his heart, he firmly believed that Xu Qichen was not the kind of person they said, but these things eventually left a shadow in Le Zhishi's heart.

It turns out that there are boys who like boys.

From childhood, they have been taught that opposites attract, and there are few other possibilities. From the very beginning, the same presupposition has been established for them, and the germination and awakening of consciousness can only start with suspicion.

Le Zhishi couldn't help thinking back to the rainy day when he and they first met, thinking of the subtle connection between Xu Qichen and Xia Zhixu, he felt as if he had discovered something, but felt that it was not clear enough.

He was already about to fall asleep, turned over and turned on his phone, looking for the answer in the search engine.

Le Zhishi almost fell asleep in the morning, only to wake up when Lin Rong knocked on the door, the phone in hand was dead and turned off.He rushed down to wash up, and saw Song Yu standing in the living room taking off his school uniform shirt, the lean muscles of his back covered the bones, pulling along with his movements.

When I knew it, I suddenly felt a strange feeling and stopped in place.

Lin Rong fetched another school uniform shirt, "This one should be completely dry, but I picked it up by mistake just now, no wonder it's a bit wet, here it is." She handed the shirt to Song Yu, and when she looked up and saw Le Zhi who was standing there, He urged: "Lele, why are you still in a daze, eat something and go to class, I can drive you off today."

Song Yu put a new shirt on his body, turned his head, and met Le Zhishi's eyes briefly.

The fingertips seemed to have been electrified, Lezhi lowered his eyes, and hurriedly went downstairs to clean up.

Lin Rong drove an A-class car with less space, and Le Zhishi followed Song Yu into the car, sitting close to the window and door.There was quite a distance between the two.

Glancing in the rearview mirror, Lin Rong joked, "Lele, you've grown up."

Le Zhishi was a little puzzled, "Huh?"

"You used to want to stick it on your brother." She smiled beautifully, and the pearl earrings on her earlobe were shaking, "Like a small pendant."

Hearing this sentence, both Song Yu and Le Zhishi turned their heads to look at the distance between them. Two seconds later, Song Yu turned his head to look at the scenery, and Le Zhishi stared at the schoolbag on his lap.

"It's a little hot when it sticks." Le Zhishi explained without confidence.

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In the two weeks before the college entrance examination, Le Zhishi was always sick, with stomach discomfort and a fever.

He was afraid that his family members would worry, so he quietly went to a nearby outpatient clinic.The old doctor sitting inside just glanced at him, and said that many students came to see the doctor recently, similar to him, all of which were stress reactions caused by excessive stress before the exam.

"Don't be nervous, the more nervous you are, the more uncomfortable you will be." The doctor made a general examination, took out a medical record from the drawer after sitting down, and glanced at the calendar, "Oh, it's the second day today, and the college entrance examination is really not much later. God."

He wrote quickly without raising his head, "What's your name, how old is it?"

Le Zhi reported his name, "Fifteen." He sat down on the chair opposite and confessed honestly, "It's not my college entrance examination."

"Fifteen?" The doctor pushed the presbyopia on the bridge of the nose, "Huh? What I said, you look quite small, not like the one who took the college entrance examination. Then you are nervous about the high school entrance examination?"

"I don't think so." Le Zhishi said, "But I'm really nervous, and I can't sleep well at night." He added, "My brother is going to take the college entrance examination."

"You are worried about him." The doctor seemed amused, "You should be nervous for yourself, silly boy."

Le Zhishi finally took a bunch of medicine home and took it for two days, and the symptoms relieved a lot.

The school notified the junior high school that it will be used as the college entrance examination room in a few days. Everyone began to move books to their homes one by one, and waited for the exam room to be arranged after emptying out. Can only study at home.

Feeling hungry after reading, he went downstairs to find something to eat, and it happened that Lin Rong was video chatting with a friend.Lin Rong beckoned him over to say hello, Le Zhishi took the pudding and sat down, politely called auntie.

"You're so good, you've become handsome again. Hey Xiaorong, both of your sons are going to take exams."

"Yes." Lin Rong changed her face in a second and covered her heart, "I hope they will be healthy and healthy recently, and we will go on a trip after the exam."

"You really are. Parents are worried about failing the exam and worrying about volunteering, so you know how to play. Hey, do you know that Chen Xiaomei, who is a doctor, she went to Guiyuan Temple to burn incense for her daughter the day before yesterday."

Lin Rong laughed, "Does it work?"

"She was also introduced by others. Someone said that the thief spirit made me want to burn a stick of incense."

"I'm too lazy to go, it's too troublesome. The boss of my family won't appreciate it either."

Le Zhishi listened to it by the side, went upstairs after eating the pudding, turned on the computer and searched for Guiyuan Temple, unexpectedly it was full of positive comments.I have been educated in atheism since I was a child, but I saw a comment when I was happy, and I felt it was very reasonable-belief and sincerity.

What's more, as long as he thought of being in the same examination room, someone had burned incense to pray for God, and was wearing an amulet, but Song Yu had nothing, he would feel unhappy.

What others have, my brother must also have.

Le Zhishi is a man of action. The next morning, he brought all the money he needed, and ran out on the pretext of going to KFC for a review with his classmates.Guiyuan Temple is far away from home. He took the subway instead of the bus, and rode a shared bicycle for a long time before arriving at his destination.

As the exam was approaching, the monastery was crowded with people. When I heard that a child went in, I found that there was no guide inside, so I could only follow other pilgrims.Guiyuan Temple was bigger than he imagined, and most of the buildings were similar. He went around many circles in a daze, asking for directions all the way.There are also many statues of Bodhisattvas and Buddhas here. The five hundred arhats alone made Le Zhishi dizzy, and it took a whole morning to find what I wanted.

When burning incense, he carefully observed other people, and when it was his turn to go up, he bowed and worshiped very seriously.

Please, I must bless my brother all the best.Facing the Bodhisattva, he sincerely recited silently.

Before leaving, Le Zhishi drew a lottery, and another pilgrim teased him, "Come here to burn incense at such a young age, do you understand?"

What was written on the signature was a sentence similar to an ancient poem. Le Zhishi honestly said that he couldn't understand it, and asked him to help explain it.

"Did you smoke for yourself? What are you asking for?"

"No, I begged for my brother." Le Zhishi was afraid that he would forget to unlock the sign, so he took out his mobile phone and said to record it.

The other party pushed his glasses, "That's it." After the other party finished speaking, he handed the lottery to him, "Why don't you ask for a lottery for yourself? It's not easy to travel all the way."

It made sense, so Lezhishi drew another lottery, and asked this expert to help solve it, and take it home together.

Sitting on the bus, Le Zhishi was so tired that he fell asleep, but accidentally passed the station, got off at a strange station, reversed the bus, squeezed the subway hungry, and was exhausted, as if he had experienced I went to the West to learn Buddhist scriptures.

In the subway, he took out the two lottery tickets, and looked at the text of the lottery correspondingly. At first, he asked for Song Yu's No. 169 Guanshen Venerable in Five Hundred Arhats, and later asked for No. 015 for himself. Buddha Mita Venerable.In comparison, he felt that the lottery he asked for had a better meaning.

In the evening, Song Yu came back from school. This was the last day before the exam, and school ended much earlier.

After the training camp and entering the sprint period, Song Yu never went to and from school with Le Zhishi again. Even when he returned home, Song Yu would review in his room and would not come out.

Le Zhishi is also in the critical period of preparing for the exam, and because of some unexplainable feelings, he is not likely to take the initiative to find Song Yu recently.

Even though they are under the same roof, the two are subtly staggered.

It started to rain again. It rains almost every year in the college entrance examination here. Le Zhishi couldn't help worrying about it. He always felt that rain was not a good thing.Hearing movement from downstairs, he opened the door, confirmed that Song Yu had come back, and stood at the door of his bedroom waiting.

Song Yu went up to the last step of the stairs, looked sideways, his eyes lit up a little, and the drooping eyelashes suppressed the light again.

"Is something wrong?" He came over.

Le Zhishi had his hands behind his back, and the soft light in the corridor made his eyes innocent, reminding Song Yu of the text message he had sent.It seems that he did have a misunderstanding, Le Zhishi would not be angry because of such words.

"Brother, I have something I want to give you." Le Zhishi walked closer.

But Song Yu didn't seem to be willing to open the door, he just stood there, "What?"

Le Zhishi didn't want Lin Rong to know. He felt that it was a bit embarrassing for him to go to the temple, so he tried again, "Can I go in? It will only delay your time for a while."

"It's right here." Song Yu stood still, and said the answer he guessed directly, "If you made any handicrafts or other things, just give them to me."

Downstairs, Lin Rong happened to raise her eyes to look upstairs, "What are you two doing standing in the corridor? Lele, do you want juice?"

Le Zhishi shook his head quickly, "I won't drink." He turned his face again and showed Song Yu a pitiful expression, but he didn't mean to give up, but this time he didn't reach out to hold his wrist.His large, transparent, light-colored pupils are full of innocence, conveying the need for pity.

Song Yu sometimes suspects that Le Zhishi actually knows that he can't reject him, because his sense of propriety is always just right, and when he lifts his foot, it's just a little higher than the threshold he set.

He turned around, opened the door of the room as default, walked in first, turned on the light, and then overturned his conspiratorial conjecture on his own.

It's not right.

In fact, he has no threshold at all when he knows music.

It was already summer, and the white wool carpet in the bedroom was removed, and it returned to that cold, impersonal space.Le Zhishi closed the door, got straight to the point, and handed over the amulet in his hand to Song Yu.

"This is the talisman I asked for at Guiyuan Temple, and they said it is very effective." Le Zhishi was afraid that he would not want it, and introduced it quickly like an insurance salesman, "Did you know that there are so many people who go there to offer incense, many They are all asking for this talisman, and it is said that it has been consecrated. It is so big and messy, and I found it after wandering around all morning. And when others burn incense, they bow three times, kowtow three times, and I get more than others every time. Once. The Bodhisattva must have seen my sincerity."

Song Yu lowered his head and looked at the so-called illuminated talisman in his hand. Hearing what he couldn't finish at one breath, he could already see the image of this fool running around the temple in his mind.

He said that he would say goodbye once more, and it must be more than once.

"Thank you." Song Yu put the talisman on the table and said nothing.

When the tacit understanding between them told Le Zhi, the brother meant that he could leave.He obviously began to feel sad, and felt that his brother was indeed what Aunt Rong said, and he didn't believe such things.

"You're welcome." Le Zhishi sniffed, and the next sentence became very jumpy, "It will rain tonight until tomorrow morning."

Song Yu was a little shaken when he saw him standing where he didn't want to leave.They confronted each other and were silent for about five seconds. When they were happy to know, they chose to give up, and when they were about to turn around and leave, Song Yu still spoke.

"Which Bodhisattva are you worshiping?" He picked up the amulet on the table and asked a strange question.

Apparently, Lezhi was stumped when asked.He looked up at Song Yu in a daze, thinking about the answer in his mind.

After entering Guiyuan Temple, he was only thinking of looking for talismans, and finally found one after walking half a circle. There were so many people, he followed behind and waited in line to worship.Which Bodhisattva...

I can't remember, Le Zhi frowned, and blamed him in a serious way, "Bodhisattvas are all gods, how can you pick Bodhisattvas?"

Song Yu sighed silently.

Now he suspects that Le Zhishi is actually Lin Rong's own son, and he is the one who carried him.

Not long after, Le Zhi said again, "Oh, I remembered, I worshiped the double-faced Guanyin." After he finished speaking, his eyes lit up, and his expression seemed to say, is it very powerful, Guanyin, or double-sided.

Song Yu nodded, and put the lottery in front of him in the test bag that he would take away tomorrow, together with the stationery and certificates.

Taking advantage of his elder brother's effort to pull the zipper with his head down, Lezhi quickly took out the two lottery tickets he asked for before leaving the temple, handed the one with the name of Buddha Mido to Song Yu, and told him very solemnly , this is for him.

"Mine?" Song Yu looked down at the words on the signature.

[There is this happy Buddha in the west, who pushes the world to laugh.A healthy and strong future can be done by you, and everything can be done without trouble. ]

No matter how you look at it, it doesn't look like his.

Le Zhishi nodded, "Yes, when I was drawing lots, there was an expert who had a lot of research on this, and he told me that it was very auspicious. The signer is compassionate and kind, and will always be carefree, have a bright future, and everything will go smoothly. No matter what you want, your wish will come true."

May all your wishes come true.

Such an explanation is even more unbelievable.

Song Yu glanced at it and saw that he was still holding another one in his hand. Before he could say anything, Le Zhi immediately pinched it sensitively and explained, "This is mine."

Song Yu stretched out his hand, "Show me."

I took another lottery from him, which was actually a little better than Song Yu imagined, it was the Venerable Avalokitesvara.He thought it was something terrible to sign.

[It is ominous to see Yuanyu, and if you are wise, you will suffer disaster if you hide.Let go of worries and worries, the world is wide, and let nature take its course. ]

"It's not top-notch, but it's not bad either." Le Zhishi wanted to take it back, but Song Yu didn't intend to give it to him, and asked him to explain.Le Zhishi had no choice but to simply say, "Just let nature take its course."

In order to prove that these things are really effective, he added: "Well, I seem to have entered a bottleneck period in my review recently, and I am very nervous. It seems that this Bodhisattva is telling me not to worry about this, but to resign myself to fate."

After being explained in this way, Song Yu hooked the corners of his mouth, as if he was smiling.When he returned the lottery in his hand to Le Zhi, he let him resign himself to his fate and go back to sleep.

Le Zhishi didn't force him to stay this time, he knew he couldn't bother him any more, and he was afraid of revealing himself, so he went back quickly.

The door was closed, and Song Yu sat back at the table alone, glanced at the red amulet in the transparent test bag, and then at the lottery in his hand.The text above is like some kind of hint, beating and heralding something.

It is a bad omen to be able to see fish swimming in the abyss. People who peep into other people's privacy will bring disasters. The smarter you are, the easier it is to sink into the mud.Only by letting yourself go for a while, letting go of these mediocre troubles, and letting nature take its course, can it last for a long time.

Song Yu suddenly discovered that when the people who went to the ancient temple were happy to know, he was the one who believed in these mysterious teachings, and when the people who drew lots were happy to know, he was the one who cared about the interpretation of the gatha.

Because Le Zhishi is not confused or troubled, he is not a believer who is trapped in a sea of ​​suffering and needs to be enlightened, he only cares about whether he can get a lottery that can be given to Song Yu.

Even if there is only one, Le Zhishi will happily replace it with the best one.

Seeing this clearly, Song Yu felt that he was even more hopeless.

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