Lovely Allergen

Le Zhishi didn't know what was wrong with him, so he walked over to participate in volunteer work.

Obviously he felt terrible even seeing the disaster area in the movie.

The other party showed great surprise and gratitude for his appearance, and when Le Zhishi nodded and followed him, he suddenly found that he still had Song Yu's lunch in his hand.

"Wait for me a moment, I'll come to you soon with some lunch."

Obviously, Song Yu disagreed with him being a volunteer.

"You haven't received professional emergency training. Once an aftershock occurs, you don't know how to evacuate. It's very dangerous." Song Yu frowned and paused for two seconds, "You stay in the car."

Le Zhishi didn't feel any emotion because of his rejection, he knew that Song Yu was worried about him.

"It's okay." He touched Song Yu's arm, "I asked, the location is in the resettlement center for the victims, there are many people, if there is an aftershock, everyone will evacuate together. They said, wait for a professional team Here we go, we can take our place."

He lowered his eyes, breathed through his mouth, and said in a slow voice, "I also want to do something for them like you."

"Aren't you afraid?" Song Yu asked.

"I'm afraid." Le Zhishi said honestly, "They can't find anyone. I can obviously do it, so why don't I go?"

After a few seconds of silence, he raised his eyes again and looked at Song Yu, "And as long as I'm with you, I won't panic so much."

Song Yu didn't stop him in the end.

When he put an arm around Le Zhi, he gave him a stable and calm kiss.

"Be careful, don't get hurt, okay?" Song Yu spoke to him in a very gentle begging tone, "I'll pick you up, okay?"

Le Zhishi nodded, "Okay, when I was cooking, I heard that the satellite phone was delivered, you can call mom."

After he grew up, it was the first time he used such a title, which made Song Yu feel a little sad for no reason.

"it is good."

This is also the first time for Song Yu to look at the back of Le Zhishi leaving alone.

He finally wants to really do what he wants to do.

Saying goodbye to Song Yu for a while, Le Zhishi followed the big brother who had recruited volunteers and walked in another direction. There were many people coming and going here, and many victims of the disaster were crowded in tents to eat. Fortunately, most of the injuries were not serious.

"How is your foreign language level? Can you communicate with foreigners?"

Le Zhi nodded, "Yes."

"That's good. Now there are four independent foreign tourists here. They are going to the snow-capped mountains. As a result, they were injured when the earthquake hit, and one of their legs was crushed. Our side is relatively remote, and there are some who can speak English. But it is still difficult to communicate. It is very troublesome to register information now.”

"I'll try my best."

"Are you studying law?" the elder brother asked again.

"Yeah. But I'm just a freshman, and I'm still a first-year student." Le Zhishi was a little nervous, "Maybe I can't help much."

"It's okay, we are not asking you to go to court now. You go to calm down their emotions first, they are too anxious now, we don't understand, they don't believe us. The professional lawyer rescue team is on the way, It might come in the afternoon."

"Okay." While walking with him, Le Zhishi saw a victim with a back injury being carried on a stretcher, and suddenly felt chest tightness and shortness of breath. He didn't dare to look again, and walked quickly.

The four foreign tourists were all from Australia.When Le Zhi arrived, two of them were arguing with several volunteers, neither of them seemed to understand the other.

"Look, I'm really overwhelmed."

Lezhishi was taken there to try to communicate with them. His best subject since childhood was English, and he spoke fluently.When the other party heard the familiar language, his expression immediately changed, and he asked Le Zhishi for help in a panic.

"It's okay, I'll register your information first, and then we will contact your embassy as soon as possible..."

He spent more than an hour communicating with these foreign tourists to calm their emotions. The other party did not want him to leave, and hoped that Le Zhishi could stay with them to help, but Le Zhishi had to leave.

"I still have to go to the legal counseling office to help. If you need any help, you can ask them to find me."

The elder brother also said: "The signal should be repaired in the afternoon, I will leave you a call."

Le Zhishi agreed.

The temporary legal consultation office was actually very simple, with only a cloak and a table.Many people gathered there, most of them were local refugees. They spoke with strong accents, and the conflict seemed to be quite serious.

"If you don't know this or that, what about my house?" A middle-aged woman about 50 years old lay on the table and cried loudly, "I have nothing in my house..."

"And my insurance, how can I pay for it? No one cares about us now..."

At the moment, there is only one volunteer in charge. She doesn't understand this, so she can only repeat: "Calm down, the search and rescue work is still in progress, and someone will take care of everyone..."

"—When will you come? All my important things are in the homestay, and my notebook is full of my most important business resources!"

"Me too, can I go back and get it now... Is there anyone to compensate for these things?"

Le Zhishi was a little afraid of seeing such a scene, but he still tried his best to overcome the fear in his heart and walked towards the people who suffered in these disasters.

In fact, for a college student who has just studied law systematically, this kind of experience is almost completely blank.At the beginning, Lezhi could only introduce his major to them, trying to appease their emotions.At first they couldn't accept it, thinking that Le Zhishi was too young, his face looked more like the kind of person on TV, and he was unreliable.

But Le Zhishi patiently popularized the "Property Law" for them, telling them what rights they can claim with a real estate certificate, and what they need to prepare now... Every question asked by the victims, he tried his best to answer accurately and sincerely.Compared with the ambiguous response, the relatively professional answer gave these victims a little comfort, and everyone is willing to believe that they can really help and are willing to help.

When answering questions, Lezhishi will write down the information of the victims, the disaster situation of their homes and their contact information, so that the professional legal team can take over the work more smoothly when they arrive.

Every once in a while, when you know, you need to take some oxygen.

The middle-aged aunt who was crying before also felt sorry for him, "Young man, do you want to drink water?"

Le Zhishi waved her hand and took off the oxygen mask, "It's okay, auntie, I just have a normal altitude sickness." She must give Le Zhishi the precious water in her hand, and finally Le Zhishi only unscrewed the back He took a sip from his head and returned it to her immediately.

He said thank you, but the other party kept shaking his head, smiled at him very simply, and thanked him.

She said thank you for coming to help us.

Le Zhishi suddenly had a sore nose. He felt that he hadn't done anything, and even regretted not studying harder.

From noon to evening, they brought instant noodles in the evening, but Lezhi couldn't eat it. He ate some rice that he didn't finish at noon, filled his stomach, and went to the foreign tourists to help, running both sides.

The volunteer brother finally brought new people, all young college students, who came from nearby cities to support.

"I'm learning a foreign language!"

"I study the Fa, but I don't study well hahaha."

"I am a sports student, and I have plenty of strength."

"Great." Le Zhishi's voice was very soft, and after two seconds, he repeated it again.

"That's great."

Because of the second heavy snowfall, the legal team was stuck on the road for a while and arrived at eight o'clock in the evening.They did not expect that there would be a sorted out and very complete file, and they were very surprised.

"I don't know if the advice I gave them is right," Le Zhi felt a little embarrassed, "I'm still a student, and I haven't really dealt with these things, but the basic information about them is written in these materials, as well as their The expected compensation should help."

"Very helpful." The lead young volunteer lawyer patted him on the shoulder, "Thank you."

Le Zhishi shook his head, looked at this young team, and thought to himself, he really has to work hard to become a lawyer.

In this way, like them, they can come to support legal consultation voluntarily.

A temporary free clinic team came next door, including some elderly doctors and many young girls.

Le Zhishi helped them carry the medicine by the way, met a sister with a nurse card, hesitated for a long time, couldn't help but asked her how to treat the fracture, if the fixation is not good, what should I do if I want to fix it again, How to put the triangle scarf.

He studied for a long time, and then stood by to watch her bandage the injured victims.

Originally, Le Zhishi was most afraid of seeing disaster scenes, especially when seeing injured people, his heart beat faster and faster, and he would have difficulty breathing, but thinking of Song Yu's hands, his many adverse reactions I restrained myself again, my heart rate gradually calmed down, and I worked hard to learn the nurse's techniques.

"So, do you understand?"

The minority boy who was bandaged and could only hang his arms stood up, smiled at the nurse in a very simple way, said a lot of words of thanks, and finally asked Le Zhishi, who was standing by and studying: "Hey, have you learned yet?" ?”

Le Zhishi smiled shyly, and whispered, "I don't know either..."

During this trip, he saw too many mothers looking for their children, collapsed houses, and victims crying because of displacement. These all aroused the deepest fear in Lezhi's heart, but there were more people, They are stronger and more optimistic than Le Zhishi imagined. They can even tease each other in the temporary tent, and comfort him in turn, telling him not to be afraid, there is nothing to be afraid of.

Le Zhishi couldn't help but think that these people seem to be invincible.

Really coming to the scene in person and providing them with a little assistance seems to have the courage to face the disaster.

There seems to be a voice in my heart saying, I am not afraid of you.

Although human beings are small, their combined strength is great.

With heavy steps and lack of rest, Le Zhi arrived at the place agreed with Song Yu after his shift. He stood there waiting for a few minutes, and heard a child crying, it seemed to be a very small child.

After searching for the sound for a while, he finally found a child in the back of a concentration tent, only five or six years old, wearing a red padded jacket.

"What's wrong with you?" Le Zhishi knelt down and touched his face lightly.

He was sobbing, crying and calling out to Le Zhi when he asked for his parents.

Le Zhishi's heart suddenly felt tingling, and his abdomen was very uncomfortable.But he hugged the child and touched his back, "It's okay, tell me, did you see your parents after the earthquake? What's their name?"

He picked up the child and learned from the few words he got between sobs that he had been separated from his mother in the street and had not seen them now.

He was crying right next to his ear, and when he knew it, a wave of grief surged in his heart, almost drowning his whole body, but there was a heavy life in his arms, and he couldn't be weak at all.

"I'll take you to find him."

Song Yu hadn't come yet, so he asked a volunteer at the appointment to help him pass the news, and then found the elder brother who was recruiting volunteers today.He has a megaphone and a relatively wider network.

But it's really hard to find people. It's too cold and messy here. Everyone is hiding in tents. Even if they are in the same concentrated area, they may miss it.He was very glad that he came in the early morning, when there were not many people, Song Yu was able to find him.

It took a whole night, and Lezhi was exhausted, but when the baby cried, he would hug him.For a moment, Le Zhishi even thought numbly, if he really couldn't find it, he would like to adopt this child very much.

At least like yourself, someone takes care of you.

But his idea didn't materialize, and luckily it didn't.

The kid's father came to look for him after hearing the broadcast. He seemed to have sprained his foot, and his walking posture was very uncomfortable, but he seemed to forget that he was injured, so he ran over quickly, squatted down and hugged the kid tightly. child.Hearing him call Dad sadly, Le Zhishi finally couldn't help turning around and crying with his back to them.

At this moment, he finally dared to think about his father.

The man who sounds perfect seems to only exist in the mouths of others. He doesn't understand when he wants to know, and he doesn't want to know. Every time he hears a story about him, he is silent when he wants to know.

He has not enjoyed much parental love, and is afraid to miss it, because no matter how much he misses it, it is futile.

Just don't think about it.

In the movie theater, when Le Zhishi saw the most powerful disaster scene, he felt that it was bearable, even if it was a very bloody and cruel scene, he would not leave the seat.

What really made him unacceptable was the moment when the child and mother in the movie met.

At that time, he thought extremely painfully, why can't we meet again?

Why didn't you come back alive...

At this moment, seeing that the child lost in the earthquake can return to his father with his own help, Le Zhi dared to really imagine.

If he hadn't died back then, would he have hugged his father who rushed back like this child did.

Leyi should also hug him tightly, and say to him like the father in front of him: "It's okay, Lele, Dad is back."

Just when Le Zhishi was holding a small plastic bead given to him by the child and standing in the cold wind, watching them leave, Song Yu called his name and walked towards him.

Le Zhishi showed him a faint smile and was embraced by him.

Afraid of touching Song Yu's injured hand, Le Zhishi quickly backed away, "How are you today, does your hand hurt?"

"It's okay." Song Yu put a down jacket on him. "I borrowed a satellite phone this afternoon and called my mom. She scolded me."

Saying that, Song Yu smiled, "I can only tell her that I don't want this kind of thing to happen either."

"Did she scold me too?" Le Zhi lowered her eyes.

"Well, she's so mad at you." Song Yu finished scaring him, and hugged him again, "But she also said that you must be worried about her, so you didn't dare to tell her. About grandma...you didn't tell me ?"

"She won't let me tell you."

The family members report the good news but not the bad ones.

But it's also because we love each other that we dare not speak.

Le Zhishi didn't tell Song Yu about the child just now, but just held Song Yu's left hand tightly, and went back to the measurement and control vehicle with him.Although Le Zhishi was too tired to tell him about his volunteer activities during the day, Song Yu still hugged him and said to him over and over again: "You have grown up, you are great and brave."

Although the intensity of the first earthquake was very high, the rescue command at that time was very timely and carried out search and rescue continuously and efficiently, and the casualties were much less than before.

The resettlement area was powered on the next day, and the signal was partially restored. Lezhi finally received the belated news from Song Yu.

Seeing those words, he seemed to be able to see Song Yu's flustered face in front of his eyes.He repeatedly chewed Song Yu's words "I love you. Don't come." He tasted a bitter sweetness in his heart.

He plugged in his power bank and made a call to Lin Rong with the worst signal in history. She scolded her intermittently, heard her sob and cry, and then kept apologizing and admitting her mistakes.

Lin Rong blamed him, "You are too courageous, aren't you afraid of accidents on the road?"

Le Zhishi whispered, "When I heard the news, I forgot to be afraid..."

"Hey, you can't go home for the New Year this year, can you?"

Le Zhishi was silent for a long time, but did not dare to answer.

Lin Rong couldn't blame him, and even said that she would come to accompany them, but she was persuaded by Le Zhishi before dispelling this idea.

He also reported the safety of all those who cared about him. Jiang Yufan was hotheaded and wanted to come to help.

But he himself didn't want to go.

Lezhi still wants to stay here and help more people.

By the fourth day, the resettlement center became more and more perfect. There were mobile toilets, and children gathered in the big tent of the resettlement center to receive psychological counseling, and a special psychological teacher came to give psychological classes and make adjustments after difficulties.

Sometimes when I was very tired, I would sit outside the tent and listen to their classes. I would feel hopeful when I heard those cute children answering questions in unison with immature voices.

Fortunately, the frequency of aftershocks has dropped, and everyone passed the next few days in a state of anxiety.

He became a volunteer of the survivor information collection team, traveled to every corner under the snow-capped mountains, collected information, contacted news media and self-media on social networking sites, released their news, and reported to the relatives and friends of the survivors as much as possible. Safety.

They have been disseminated and reposted by many people, and family members continue to meet each other, and reunite after disasters.

Le Zhishi has been able to calmly accept the loss and recovery of others, and feel happy for it.

On New Year's Eve, he who was collecting information passed by a place with a fellow ethnic minority.Le Zhishi stopped in his tracks and watched quietly for a while.

His companion told him to go, only when Le Zhi hurriedly followed.

Song Yu said that their disaster map is becoming more and more complete and accurate, which can help the command center to formulate rescue plans. I feel very lucky when I know it.

The disaster situation has gradually stabilized, the intensity of search and rescue work has been continuously reduced, and medical resources are sufficient to deal with it.When it stabilized, the school asked Professor He to take the students back, and they had to go.

Le Zhishi had the final say, the first half month was like a flustered dream, not scary, but sad.

Even reluctant to leave like this.

It snowed again the day before leaving, Le Zhishi took Song Yu's hand and said that he would take him somewhere.

The snow-capped mountains were behind them, shining brightly under the warm winter sun, and the sky was so blue, as if nothing unfortunate had ever happened, so beautiful.

The two walked and watched, and Song Yu would look down at Le Zhishi from time to time.

"You're so tired, you've lost a lot of weight."

Le Zhi raised his face and smiled at him, "No."

Song Yu fell into a short silence, as if he had made a very difficult decision in his heart, he frowned and asked him: "Are you afraid, I will continue to do this kind of work."

"Yes." Le Zhishi nodded honestly, then lowered his head, "Everyone is afraid. People are selfish, and I also hope that you can do the easiest and most secure job."

"But when I saw the disaster map and model you made that day, I suddenly felt...so good." Le Zhishi frowned and looked at Song Yu, "You really saved a lot of people."

"There are also firefighters, doctors, nurses, and even ordinary people who have stepped forward. They also have lovers. Their lovers and relatives are so selfless."

Le Zhishi withdrew his empty eyes and smiled at Song Yu, "Compared with them, your job risk factor is not so high. So I have to work hard to learn not to be so selfish."

Song Yu held Le Zhishi's hand, speechless because of emotion, and was led by Le Zhishi to a gate in the old city.

"It's here." Le Zhishi's tone was a little smug, "I have memorized the way for a long time to bring you here smoothly."

This is a church, not as grand as the one in Guangzhou last time, and not as exquisite. It stands quietly under the blue sky and snow-capped mountains, revealing a very simple and pure beauty.

Le Zhishi took out a small blue velvet box from his pocket and almost dropped it. His nervousness made him a little funny, he finally caught the small box and put it in the palm of his hand, with a cute and awkward expression on his face.

"This is the gift I customized for your birthday before..." He felt a little ridiculous, it was already past New Year's Eve, and he hadn't sent out the birthday present yet.

Song Yu was stunned in place, his eyes slowly moved from Le Zhishi's frostbitten fingers to the unfolded box, inside was a pair of rings shining with silver light, the style was very simple, one big and one small, leaning together.

"I searched for a long time before I found a custom shop, and I designed it with that craftsman." Le Zhishi said with some embarrassment, "I also borrowed a sum of money from Aunt Rong, so now I have no savings, only external debt."

Song Yu couldn't help touching his cheek, "Is the inheritance left to me gone?"

Le Zhishi quickly picked up a ring, as if afraid that he would not want it, "This is the only one left."

He took Song Yu's left hand, stood in front of the Lucky Church that did not collapse due to the disaster, and asked Song Yu very softly, "Can I put it on for you?"

Song Yu also picked up the other one in the box, "Can I?"

Le Zhishi quickly nodded several times, stretched out his finger, and obediently said thank you in advance.

When putting it on for him, Song Yu saw what was on the inner ring. He turned the ring and looked at the sun. It was a piece of dark green jade the size of a [-] diamond, embedded in the platinum ring.

"This is……"

"Tibetan jade." Le Zhishi pursed his lips, "It's quite appropriate, we are very close to the place of origin, right?"

Song Yu smiled knowingly.

It turned out that he secretly embedded the jade he gave him.

"This is difficult to make. The craftsman has tried many times, so it is very slow."

"Why is it embedded inside?" Song Yu asked.

"I want to hide my jade." Le Zhi laughed, there was a small dimple at the corner of his mouth, those beautiful eyes seemed to have never suffered any suffering, and they were bent like a crescent moon.

"The ring exchange ceremony is over." Song Yu held his cheek with one hand, "Can the two couples kiss?"

Le Zhishi backed away in embarrassment, wanting to say that this was not a marriage, but Song Yu took the first step to wrap his arms around his waist, and kissed his soft lips under the beautiful church.

There is no white gauze, no suits and leather shoes, no flowers and carpets, not even anyone's blessing.The cold wind embraced their bodies, and the snow-capped mountains also came to witness the rest of their lives.

And their silent vows, short stays, long promises.

Before the car started on the return journey, Professor He called Song Yu down to talk, and Le Zhishi sat in the car and looked down from the window glass.The ring finger of Song Yu's hanging hand was the same as his own, shining with a beautiful silver light.

"Where is Song Yu?"

Hearing someone calling him, Le Zhi turned his face away first, and saw a senior holding a mobile phone with a broken screen in his hand.

"Senior, he went to talk to Professor He." Le Zhi said softly.

"Really? Then I'll give it to you." The senior smiled and handed the phone to him, "Look, it's smashed...we all freeze and shut down the phone, but he smashed it. The buddy who repaired the phone just gave it to him." Me. You can give it to Xiao Song later, I don’t know if he wants it or not.”

Le Zhishi nodded and looked down. The screen of the phone was indeed broken, but miraculously, it could still be turned on.

Just now the senior sat down in front, as if he suddenly thought of something, he turned to Le Zhi and said, "Is your avatar a little cheese? The one in cat and mouse."

Le Zhishi nodded, "En."

"No wonder, as soon as I turned on my mobile phone, the WeChat messages exploded, and I saw that they were all sent by a person named 'Murmansk'. It must be you." The senior said with a smile, "You are really worried."

Another senior sister said, "Of course I'm worried. Xiao Le and Xiao Song are the fairy love in our school. Do you think when we, Bingshan Xiao Song, whispered to others? We hugged each other when we met. The smile is very gentle, it doesn't look like him at all." She sighed, "It seems that there is no iceberg man in the world, and he will definitely melt when he meets true love."

Le Zhishi's attention was focused on what the senior said just now, and he muttered to himself in a little confusion, "Murmansk..."

He lowered his head, unlocked the phone, tapped his fingertips on the broken screen, and saw his WeChat dialog box.

It is indeed this note.

He was very familiar with these words, but he was a little confused.

Turning his face slightly, just in time to meet Song Yu's gaze outside the car, he raised his head and gave Le Zhishi a gentle smile.

"Sister." Le Zhishi looked away, leaned forward, and asked softly, "Murmansk is that place name, right?"

The senior turned her face away, "Ah, yes, in Russia."

"It's the only ice-free port in the Arctic Circle."

——End of text——

The author has something to say: the main text is over, and there will be a special episode later, because the back pain has been continuing recently, and there seems to be endless things to do every day, so the next episode may temporarily adopt the mode of updating every other day, starting from the 9th, sorry sorry.

The postscripts have always been written at the end of the episode, this time I want to write a little bit about the ending of the main text.

Older readers who have been around for a long time may know that this book is actually a copywriting written after the character design was written in 18, and it is still hanging in the chapter v of a certain (non-human?). But the fourth book in the middle jumped in the queue, so I wrote it now.At first, I just wanted to write cute feelings on a whim one day, but I put it away for a long time, and when I picked up this article again, it was the end of May 2020.

Half of the time in 2020 was stuck in my hometown, which had a very, very big impact on me. Both my life mentality and my writing style have changed a lot.So I picked up this article again, and in a blank outline, the first idea that came to my mind was the ending scene: when the disaster happened, many people dedicated and sacrificed for it, and moved forward with heavy burdens, before the dust settled. Loved ones give each other a comforting hug.

It can be said that the tone of the whole article was set after I first had such a catastrophic ending.So some readers said that this article seems sweet, but in fact the tone is rather depressing, that's it.

Song Yu's career has been questioned since he chose a major, why should he learn this, why not go to T University and so on.In fact, it is also based on the ending in my mind.I always think that the reason why we can live in peace is because someone has done many things we have to do for us, protecting us in obscurity. This is very respectable, and their value cannot be measured by money and future. .

Including Lele's pleasing personality, separation anxiety and disaster ptsd, they are actually all what I feel from reality, and it is also a character design reversed from this ending.He is no longer the simple and cute setting I thought of two years ago, but Le Zhishi after two years of having the overall tone of the whole article. I think this is a complex character I want to write.

I am very fortunate to be able to stick to the original idea of ​​the ending, which did not deviate too much from what I imagined at the time, and even had a feeling of going back to the beginning through a circular track.I saw Song Yu and Le Zhishi who were standing at the starting point and running for others, the Arctic Circle and his only ice-free port.

In fact, my mentality towards this story is quite complicated. On the one hand, I hope that everyone can feel the content I want to express, and on the other hand, I hope that everyone will never feel the same about it, and don’t suffer from disasters, and don’t suffer from insufficient intimacy. And sad.So no matter what kind of voice, I think it is good, because people are different.

Finally, I would like to thank all the people who have carried forward in every natural and man-made disaster. I am very grateful. They also have lovers and relatives, but they have to stand up to protect more people. It is really great.After 2020, I realized how important many jobs that I didn't pay attention to in the past are, and how important the people who stick to these positions are.I can't express my gratitude, and I really hope that they can all get blessings.

As always, I would like to thank every reader who accompanied me through the serialization period and gave me encouragement and help. It is you who make this article fully displayed and allow me to insist on writing what I want to write.Many people may think that this is a polite remark, but it is not. No matter how busy I am every day, I will check the comment area after nine o’clock, so that I will have the motivation to write the next chapter.I would like to bow to everyone here, it is even harder to chase.

Goodbye, I will sprinkle more sugar.