Lovely Allergen

Le Zhishi was calling Song Yu all the way, the phone was turned off, and he sent him many, many WeChat messages.

His hands were shaking as he got out of the car to pay.

There was chaos in the airport lobby, the lights were pale and cast blinding reflections on the floor.The crowd gathered in small groups, as if he was alone.Le Zhishi can't remember how he found the counter and how he explained his situation to the counter.Afterwards, he thought that his condition must be very bad, because the service staff kept repeating to him "don't worry, I'll take a look for you".

His mind was in a mess, he only remembered that he said he wanted to go to West City, and he wanted the fastest one.

After the other party inquired, he politely gave him a bad answer.

There are no direct flights.

He had no way to find Song Yu directly and in the shortest possible time.

Le Zhishi's hand pressed against the cold countertop, pressing very hard.A person next to him was in a hurry to buy a ticket, and the suitcase he was dragging hit Le Zhishi's knee and calf when he swung it over, so he swayed and squatted down in front of the counter.

He heard the man keep apologizing to him and asking him if he was okay.Le Zhishi could only shake his head, but he couldn't stand up all at once.

After 1 minute, the person who bought the ticket left, Lezhi finally regained some strength, held the counter and took a deep breath, stood up slowly, and asked about the transit route.

After some twists and turns, he bought a ticket for the provincial capital that was about to take off.

Le Zhishi was very glad that he brought his wallet with him to buy peripherals, and there were a lot of documents in the bag.

It was raining outside, the sky was cold gray and white, and the glass aisle at the boarding gate was full of water mist.Before he took off, he kept calling Song Yu, but he couldn't get through.He was angry and scared, but there was nothing else he could do.

Once again he got on the plane alone.

At [-] feet, the sky was gray and gray, and when I knew it, my heart was still in the rain.

In a short two-hour flight, every second feels like a year.It's hard for him not to think about the worst outcome, and he can't help but attribute bad luck to himself.

Very pulling.Half of his body is filled with imaginary misery and sorrow. It is the real ruins and wreckage, ghostly lingering pale cries for help, and the other half is for Song Yuqiang's many, many bravery, which makes him try to calm down and let Reason has the potential to dispel panic.

Song Yu.

Song Yu.Song Yu.

He repeated his name silently in his heart, taking it as a way of healing from stress.

The battery of the mobile phone is not much, so I turned it off at Lezhishi, and turned it on again when I was ready to land.The flight attendant passed by, and he stopped her in a panic.

"Hello, what do I need?"

"A cup of warm water, thank you." He quickly added, "I also want paper and pen...anything is fine."

The flight attendant quickly fetched water for him, as well as a signature pen and a piece of blank paper.Le Zhishi felt pain in his chest, his chest cavity was like an air bag that was gradually being emptied, and his heart condensed into a heavy shot put, falling hard.The stomach was very uncomfortable, Lezhi drank all the water, pressed his stomach with one hand, and wrote with difficulty on the paper with the other hand.

He knew very well that he boarded the plane with a feverish head and very unconscious, without notifying his family, and even Jiang Yufan who was there on the spot was completely ignored by him, so abnormal that he didn't look like an adult at all.

What he has to do now is to calm down and think of a really effective plan to meet Song Yu before landing.

Lezhi tried hard to recall the advice given by the service staff at the counter on the ground.He had to wait for a whole night for the connecting plane, and seeing that he couldn't wait at all, the other party immediately suggested to transfer to a bus.

He wrote the station on it, and next to it he wrote down the things he must prepare after getting off the plane, a lot of medicine, necessary clothes, chargers, water, enough cash... No matter what he thinks of, he will be the first when he knows When the time was written, he was afraid that he would forget about it in a panic when he got off the plane.

Then he has to think about the bad situation, what should he do if he still loses contact.His mind was confused, Le Zhishi had tried his best to calm down, but his eyes were dizzy and blurred, shortness of breath and chest tightness, he thought this was his psychological reaction after imagining the disaster, so he took out the asthma medicine in his pocket Fog, just in case.

Song Yu.Song Yu...

When I was happy to read it silently, my mood calmed down a lot.He closed his eyes, searching the darkness for clues.He regretted that he didn't go to Song Yuxin's laboratory to see, and he didn't have any contact information of the same group.But he suddenly remembered that he knew Song Yu's senior from the previous lab, so he wrote down her name and wrote "make a voice call after getting off the plane" next to her name.

Soon, he thought of Professor He again. Although he didn't have a phone number, he thought that the school's website must have an email address. In any case, it is good to find an email address at this time.Many ideas and methods flooded into Le Zhishi's mind in an instant.

Song Yu will definitely be found.

With such a thought, the anxiety of Lezhi gradually faded away.

Finally, he got off the plane with the paper full of plans.It's only 02:30 in the afternoon, but it's like a cold evening here, and the sky is dark.Lezhishi was alone, without even a piece of luggage.

He turned on the phone as soon as he landed, and received many messages and calls from Jiang Yufan. It was difficult for him to be distracted, so he replied briefly, telling him not to worry, and then called Song Yu.

It is still off.

He had never hated Song Yu so much.Hate his disappearance and non-response, but after a second his eyes get watery.His heart softened so quickly, he couldn't blame Song Yu for a second, he just hoped that he could connect to his call sooner.

If we really met each other, Le Zhishi thought, he would still lose his temper once, scold him and beat him, and ask him why he didn't answer the phone, why he didn't contact him.

With such a firm idea, I walked to the pick-up gate. There were many people outside, and everyone’s faces were full of joy of reunion. When they saw the person they wanted to pick up, they waved their palms and called out the name of the other party.

But Le Zhishi only had an unreachable electronic voice in his ears.

He lowered his eyes, hung up the phone and hurried out.Holding the paper full of plans, I boarded a taxi. The driver was an enthusiastic person. I heard that he was in a hurry and drove very fast.

"Are you playing alone? Why don't you even have luggage?"

Le Zhishi was in a bad mood, but it seemed rude not to respond, so he simply said, "I want to find someone, and I'm going to Xicheng."

The other party also saw something, saw that he was frowning tightly, so he let out an oh, and drove in silence for a while, and couldn't help but say, "Don't worry, handsome boy."

Le Zhishi suddenly had a sore nose, but he still held back.

"Ah."

The driver drove him to a large supermarket, and Le Zhi thanked him and left.

Usually he is a personality who can wander around aimlessly all day, but at this time, Le Zhishi suddenly becomes an efficient and mature adult, holding the list he planned in advance, and putting his needs one by one After buying all the things, he went directly to the bathroom after paying the bill, and changed into thick down jackets and thermal clothes. He didn't want to get sick before he found Song Yu, which was too useless.

The bus station was more chaotic than he had imagined, perhaps because Le Zhi was sensitive. The voice of anyone speaking was amplified countless times in his ears. It was very noisy and chaotic. He carried a heavy bag and found the ticket gate. .

When the conductor heard his destination, his expression was not very good.His voice became a little harsh through the microphone.

"There's an earthquake there, don't you know?"

Le Zhi nodded a little unresponsively, and was afraid that his meaning would be misunderstood, so he quickly said, "I know."

The other party seemed to think that something was wrong with him, so he repeated, "I said there was an earthquake in the west city, you still have to go there? Many people are refunding tickets."

"I know there's an earthquake." Le Zhi frowned, and wanted to say something more, but he suddenly fell silent, glanced in other directions hastily, and finally couldn't hold back his emotions.

He didn't cry when he heard the news for the first time, and he didn't cry during the flight alone, and he didn't even shed a single tear during the long time when he lost contact with Song Yu.

At this strange ticket office, more than 300 kilometers away from the place where it happened, I heard the news of the earthquake again.The string that had been tense during Lezhi seemed to snap suddenly.

He frowned, his stubbornly opened eyes were filled with tears, which could not bear to fall down.

But he can't break down, it's not yet time.

Le Zhishi wiped away tears with his sleeve, and repeated with red eyes: "I'm going, how much is it?"

The conductor's voice softened a little and gave him a number.Le Zhishi hurriedly took out his wallet and looked for his ID card, but he somewhat forgot which compartment he put it in, and when he found it in a panic, he also pulled out a folded piece of paper.

It was a response written by Song Yu in his teaching materials.

A certain part of Le Zhishi's heart seemed to have collapsed, and a lot of bitter juice gushed out again.But he had no time to be sad, so he could only stuff the paper back into his wallet, and accepted the ticket and certificate handed over by the conductor.

"This is the last flight, and the rest are out of service."

He suffers from severe motion sickness, so he never takes a bus.This time the drive was seven hours, which was almost unbearably long for Le Zhishi in the past, not to mention that this time his destination was the disaster place he feared and panicked the most.

But he thought that he might see Song Yu seven hours later, and the process seemed less tormenting.

For Song Yu, he can seize every slim chance that he might be with him, he can give up the happy life of the rest of his life in exchange for a period of time to try with him, and he can also work hard for him to repair his flaws that cannot be loved calmly.

He's not that brave, but if Song Yu is trapped in the abyss he fears most, Le Zhishi will jump into it without hesitation.

Sitting in the car, the thick coat and schoolbag squeezed Le Zhishi's body on the small seat. The car was filled with a dizzy smell, and there seemed to be countless dust particles floating in the dry air.

He was wearing earphones, and the mobile phone that was always plugged into the power bank kept making calls. He would not make another call until the proposal tone on the other side passed and the beep was cut off.

Listening to the interval between the prompts, Le Zhishi struggled to unscrew a bottle of water, searched for anti-altitude sickness medicine, poured many pills into the palm of his hand, and swallowed them all at once.One appeared to be large and lodged in the throat.

The phone still didn't connect.

Le Zhishi drank a few more sips of water, coughed for a while, unfolded the paper that was almost crumpled by himself, read the items on it, crossed out the completed part with a pen, and then tried to contact Song Yu's senior sister After [-] minutes, she gave a reply, but she didn't know much, but she enthusiastically offered to ask other students to help Lezhi.

He started searching the web again, looking for Professor He's contact information, but finally got only an office phone number and email address.Le Zhishi tried to call the office, but no one answered.He spent 10 minutes editing an email and sent it to Professor He with the campus mailbox.

But he didn't expect much from the Echo, because he knew that under these circumstances, no one had time to check the mail.

Hope dimmed again.

Looking at the gray sky outside the window, Le Zhi took out the piece of paper again, with Song Yu's name written all over it, and Song Yu replied with one last word.

He very much hoped that Song Yu could respond to him like he did back then, even with a single word.

The car swayed forward, and Le Zhishi felt dizzy and nauseous. He didn't know if the anti-altitude sickness medicine had worked, or he was really too tired.In a daze, he closed his eyes, leaned against the car window and fell asleep swayingly, and also had a dream.In the dream, he took a taxi again, came to the airport, went through the security check and boarded the plane by himself.It was as if he had gone through his chaotic day all over again.

But eventually he dreamed that the car he was in had hit another truck and woke up with screeches of brakes and crashes.

The windows of the car were covered with fog, and the outside was completely white.Waking up from sleep, Le Zhi stretched out her hand in confusion to wipe off the fog on a small piece of glass.

The passenger next to him spoke in a dialect that Lezhi could understand partly: "It's snowing a lot, what should I do, there are still disasters over there... I have to go back to see my mother, she is alone At my hometown."

Le Zhishi's heart sank a little bit, he turned on his phone, only to realize that he had fallen into a deep sleep, and Lin Rong didn't receive a call from him.

She seemed to be busy taking care of the elderly, and didn't know the news of the earthquake, and even sent a text message asking him if he would go home for dinner at night.

Le Zhishi thought for a while, and told her that he would not go home at night.He didn't want to tell Lin Rong about this. She has been working too hard recently. If she knew that Song Yu had an accident outside, it would be difficult to accept, and she might collapse.

One minute later, he received a reply from Lin Rong.

[Aunt Rong: Then eat well, be careful, and take care of yourself. ]

The snow outside the window was really heavy, so big that the speed of the car dropped obviously, which made Le Zhishi panic.

Someone asked if it would be late, but the driver couldn't give a clear answer, so it was like a vicious circle. The less clear the answer was, the more uncontrollable people's emotions would be.

A child in the front seat next to him started crying loudly, making the whole car even more noisy. Le Zhishi lowered his head and took out a bag of candy.He took it apart, grabbed a few, reached out his hand through the gap between the two seats in front, and handed it to the young mother who was coaxing the children.

The other party was very surprised, and he reacted and expressed his thanks again and again.The child stopped crying, grabbed the red candy that Lezhi gave him, and said thank you brother while crying under the guidance of his mother.

Le Zhishi shook his head, peeled off one and stuffed it into his mouth.Then he continued to send Song Yu wechat messages, and after sending them, he saw the option to call, and couldn't bear it anymore, so he made a video call to him.

Knowing that no one answered.

He suddenly found that he was not so panicked, and his hands were no longer shaking uncontrollably.

But he fell into a boundless and empty emotion, and his consciousness was like slowly flowing ice water, soaking his body little by little, and finally reaching his heart.

All the thoughts, thoughts, and plans he had worked so hard to write down were all discarded in the slow-flowing consciousness, and only Song Yu's name flowed downstream to his heart.

Finally, the car arrived at the destination. This was the second thing Le Zhishi felt lucky in this long day, even though it took three hours longer than expected.

There were very few people at the station in the early morning, and it was very cold.Lezhi put on a down jacket and hat and got out of the car. The anti-altitude sickness medicine seems to have little effect. Lezhi had some difficulty in breathing and a headache. These are very consistent with the altitude sickness he retrieved, so Lezhi Wasn't very worried.

He used the mouth breathing method suggested on the webpage to try to alleviate the symptoms, breathing and inhaling in small mouthfuls, but it didn't have much effect for the time being.

Outside there were many people in fire uniforms who appeared to be screening every incoming passenger and partially restricting access.

Walking out in line, there were volunteers wearing black thick down jackets on duty late at night. They asked all the passengers leaving the station the purpose of their trip in detail, and registered their names and contact information, constantly emphasizing that there might be aftershocks afterwards.

It was snowing heavily, and the station would be temporarily closed soon. Le Zhishi was glad that he caught up with the last chance.

A volunteer wearing a red armband collected his identification information, while another handed him a first aid kit and emergency guide.When asked about the purpose of this trip, Le Zhishi quickly replied, "I'm looking for my boyfriend."

This place is no different from a college, and some people around cast strange glances at him.

But the young female volunteer just paused and asked some more questions, "Then where is your boyfriend now? Is he a local? Can you get in touch now?"

Le Zhishi shook his head, "Not a local, lost contact, he came here to do surveying and mapping, now..."

She pulled Le Zhishi aside, "It's okay, tell me slowly, what is the surveying and mapping mission?"

Le Zhishi thought that she might be able to help, so he quickly explained Song Yu's work, and emphasized, "If he hadn't had an accident, he should have participated in the emergency rescue work, but I can't get in touch with him now."

What did Le Zhi think of, "Do you have a phone number for the local earthquake rescue command center?"

"It seems to be there." The female volunteer frowned, took out an old notebook from her body, rummaged through it, and found a similar phone number, but the line was always busy when she dialed out.She also called a friend who was a volunteer at the epicenter command center, but the other party did not get through for the time being.

"In this situation, it is very difficult to get through the command center." Another volunteer approached them, "It's very busy now."

"Is the disaster serious?" Le Zhi asked.

The man explained, "We are not the epicenter of the epicenter. If we drive westward, many houses have collapsed." He pointed to a bus parked on the side of the road with lights on, "Did you see that Is it? A group of rescue medical teams that just came from the provincial capital are going to go there now. I advise you not to go right now, it’s very chaotic, you can’t take care of anything there, you can’t even eat.”

He took out a cigarette, fumbled for a long time but couldn't find the lighter, and put it back again, "Forget it, young man, you can just wait in a nearby hotel overnight and see how it goes in the daytime tomorrow."

Le Zhishi's attention was completely attracted by the bus. He took two steps in that direction, but was stopped by a female volunteer, "Hey, where are you going? That bus doesn't carry outsiders."

"My boyfriend is there." Le Zhishi opened his mouth, his voice was very soft and weak. He was afraid that the other party would not hear him, so he repeated a little louder, "He may be doing emergency rescue. Their work is very important. They can Saved a lot of people."

"He is very young, only 22 years old, and he has just started doing emergency surveying and mapping. This is the second time he has gone out to work after he changed directions... I have called him many times, and wechat..."

Le Zhishi had no blood on his face, spoke very slowly and illogically, and the bag on his back seemed to be able to overwhelm him, but he was also very stubborn. He obviously had difficulty breathing, but he kept opening his mouth, trying to persuade They said, "He's over there, I just want to find him, please, can you help me?"

"You...don't you also want to count the missing persons?" Le Zhishi stood in the cold wind, holding the arm of his left hand with his right hand, "If it is confirmed that he is missing, you...you can also..."

He couldn't go on, he tried his best.

"Oh, really." The man who hadn't even smoked a cigarette just now took out his car keys, "I'll go to the epicenter to replace someone later, so I can pick you up."

Le Zhishi finally grasped a glimmer of hope, "Really? Thank you... sorry for the trouble."

"Don't thank me, I'm afraid I will harm you." The eldest brother opened the car door, "Many of them are looking for relatives. You came late, and many people have picked them up."

But he did his best.

The female volunteer also got into the car. There was not much space in the car, and the trunk and seats were full of folding tents and boxes of water.When the male volunteer made room for Le Zhi, he asked him to fasten his seat belt.

The snow stopped, but there was a lot of snow on the road, which made it difficult to walk.After driving for a kilometer, Le Zhishi couldn't help but look out the window. It was too dark, and he could only faintly see some dilapidated buildings and collapsed houses when he lay beside the car window, which was not real, but he There was still a subtle pain in my heart, and my breathing was difficult.The feeling continued to spread, and finally spread to the whole body.

Sitting on the seat, Le Zhishi bent down, curled up her abdomen, and took a small breath.Altitude sickness, the stress of the disaster, and the longing for Song Yu all tormented him in complex and multiple ways.

Afraid that he would get sick, he held his mobile phone in one hand and asthma medicine in the other.

The female volunteer looked back with concern, and asked him if he was high-rebellion, if he hadn't eaten, and if he wanted something to eat.Le Zhishi couldn't say much, so he shook his head, then rummaged through his bag to find something edible, stuffed it into his mouth, chewed it mechanically, and then swallowed it with the unfinished water in the car.

Because the original road had a slight crack in the ground, they changed it to a longer one.Le Zhishi tried to call Song Yu again, but another bell rang in the quiet carriage.

"My friend called back." The voice of the female volunteer was a little higher, and she quickly got through, "Hello? Yes, I met a boy here. He is looking for a 22-year-old boy who is doing emergency mapping at the epicenter. , young man, it is said that he came with a team led by a professor, um... he said he was a boyfriend... In short, you can help me get in touch, okay, I'm sorry..."

She reported her detailed address and where she was going to resettle before hanging up the phone.Turning around from the co-pilot, the female volunteer comforted Lezhi, "I have asked my friend to look for it, so don't worry."

Le Zhishi thanked her many times, but his voice was weak.

"It doesn't matter. I was originally responsible for registering the population, and finding people is also my responsibility."

The eldest brother sitting in the driver's seat kept looking at him from the rearview mirror, "Young man, your high-reflex is a bit serious."

He thought that he and his body were about to be separated, and he was very used to the feeling of shortness of breath. He was said to be serious, but he only showed a confused expression.

"It's almost there. It's almost there."

The female volunteer saw that something was wrong with him, so she found a portable oxygen cylinder from her backpack and handed it to Le Zhi in the shaking car, "Take it, and I will teach you how to use it."

He didn't want to pick it up, and didn't want to waste other people's oxygen cylinders.

"Take it quickly, I still have it, and I'm local, high-reflex is not serious." She took off the dust cover by herself, inserted the transparent oxygen breathing mask into the oxygen nozzle, and stuffed it into Le Zhishi's hand, "Facing the mask, press the pump head to inhale oxygen."

The car stopped in the dark, and the door was pulled open. The female volunteer advised him not to go looking for someone blindly, and would not let him go, saying that there might be aftershocks here at any time.

"You are here, my friend is already looking for you."

Le Zhi nodded, got out of the car while inhaling oxygen, his feet were shaky, he stabilized a little, checked his phone, and found that his phone was turned off.He hurriedly turned it on, but couldn't turn it on.

"It's too cold here, ten or twenty degrees below zero, and it's easy to freeze and shut down." The female volunteer reminded him, "Don't freeze your hands, you don't even wear gloves."

Looking at the thick snow, Le Zhishi finally put his phone back in his pocket, inserted the oxygen bottle in his other hand into the side of the bag, and began to help the volunteer elder brother carry supplies.

"Hey, don't move!" The eldest brother stopped his arm, only to hear Le Zhi whisper, anyway, there is no news, and I want to help a little.

"Okay..." The eldest brother sighed, "Be careful, this one is very heavy."

Le Zhishi didn't even dare to observe the disaster area carefully, dare not look at the collapsed houses or ruins, only a white expanse of snow in front of him.He blindly followed the volunteer elder brother to carry, and then hoped that their friends would have some news.

He needs to do more things to accumulate more good luck, his luck is really too bad.

In a trance, he thought again, is this not pious enough?

But he's really hoping for luck this time around.

After carrying all the water at the resettlement site and setting up the fourth tent with others, Le Zhishi felt a little overwhelmed and had a tight chest pain. He quickly squatted on the ground and inhaled oxygen for a few minutes to ease the altitude sickness.From a distance, he seemed to hear someone crying, crying loudly, and a great sorrow rose in his heart.

Standing up, Lezhi took out a new folding tent.This time he became more proficient, and finally he was able to find the gap where the skeleton was placed, so that he could support a point very quickly.

After building a roof alone, Le Zhi felt a little sense of accomplishment in his heart.But it didn't exist for a long time, and soon, Le Zhishi's emotions were paralyzed again, and he took out a new one without saying a word.

I thought it could be opened smoothly this time, but after I opened it, I found that the side of the tent was open, and the wind came in from the outside, scraping his face like a knife.Le Zhishi was standing alone in the heavy snow, the sneakers on his feet were almost covered by snow, and some melted seeped into the shoes, and his legs were numb from the cold.

The big blue tent blocked all his view, except for a crack that let in light.He turned his face and spoke to the volunteers who were busy behind him, but his voice was too weak for them to hear him at all.

"Then I'll put it away." Le Zhishi murmured blankly to himself, pulled out the skeleton, and accidentally got his hands, but his fingers were blue from the cold, and he had no feeling.

As soon as the skeleton was pulled away, the tent slowly collapsed.Holding the icy snow with his palms, he stood up with difficulty, and the night and white snow returned to Le Zhishi's field of vision.

In addition, there is a tall figure.He was wearing the blue down jacket that Le Zhi had praised for its good looks, and he was holding an old fashioned mobile phone in his left hand, with the other sleeve fluttering.He had a white work badge on his body, and he seemed to be wearing something else. A white belt was wrapped around his neck. Behind him was a nasal oxygen tank with oxygen hoses over his ears. He ran around with a volunteer to search.

At a certain moment, the flustered eyes and the confused Lezhi met their gazes.

Lezhi felt that for a moment, he seemed to have died, and his consciousness had left this cold body.Until Song Yu really ran towards him and appeared in front of him.

He wanted to confirm if it was his hallucination, but the next moment, Song Yu in front of him stretched out his left hand, took him into his arms, and lowered his head, calling his name.

"When you know, when you know..."

Very rarely, Song Yu's voice trembled, asking why you came here and who asked you to come.

Le Zhishi had difficulty breathing and his brain was dull, as if he hadn't heard his words.

"Song Yu..." His voice was very weak, like a piece of snow that was about to melt in his arms.He called his name several times and got many responses, but Le Zhishi didn't answer Song Yu's question. For a moment, he forgot the purpose of coming here, and even forgot what he had planned to say in the meeting.

He just lowered his head, held back his crying, sobbed and raised his hand to wipe away the tears on his face.

"Song Yu, I know how to set up tents now, I set up those..."