my boyfriend is too random

Ding Zimu woke up in the bedroom. When he opened his eyes, it was already dark, and Yang Yiming was sitting by the bed.

"Teacher Yang," Ding Zimu sat up slowly, "This is..."

"It's okay." Yang Yiming stuffed a pillow behind him and let him sit on the head of the bed, "You got a sap and fainted."

"I remember that the stick was not very strong, how strong can Ding Kuiqiang be?" Ding Zimu was a little puzzled.

"Then who knows?" Yang Yiming brought a glass of water from the bedside and handed it to him, and said calmly, "It may be that you have been a little weak recently."

"Really?" Ding Zimu said suspiciously, "Could it be that Da Ding or brother Zheng Xu Lin are here?"

"Do you think it's possible for Xu Lin? He can't even hide." Yang Yiming laughed, "Brother Zheng doesn't even know about it."

"That's Da Ding." Ding Zimu said with certainty.

"There was such a commotion at the gate of the community that day that Da Ding didn't come out. Today's situation is clearly winning. Do you think Da Ding may come out?" Yang Yiming said without changing his expression, "Have you forgotten what the professor said? You are no longer It needs to be protected, so Dading should not come again now."

"What do you mean 'should not come again'?" Ding Zimu asked, his face turning pale.

Yang Yiming handed over a glass of water: "Drink some water first, you see your lips are dry."

Ding Zimu took the water glass and looked at Yang Yiming suspiciously. After all, he drank half of the glass of water obediently. He touched his heart: "Mr. Yang, I feel... empty in my heart."

"Because you were knocked out and passed out, it may be due to heat stroke and emotional excitement." Yang Yiming took the cup over, "Are you hungry? I'll cook a bowl of noodles for you."

Ding Zimu shook his head: "I always feel that something is wrong?"

"The only thing wrong is that you haven't asked Ding Kui if he has made a strong move."

Ding Zimu froze for a moment, as if he just remembered this question: "Yes, who is that person?"

Yang Yiming paused, and tentatively asked: "How do you know that Ding Kuiqiang must have said it, what if he didn't."

"Uh, he didn't say it at first, but..." He touched his heart again, "Mr. Yang, I'm pretty sure he did... Why? Is it Da Ding..."

Yang Yiming sighed, leaned over to hold down Ding Zimu, rubbed his lips and teeth together, and left after a while.Ding Zimu panted slightly, but insisted on asking, "Tell me, is it Da Ding?"

"No." Yang Yiming said affirmatively, "You were knocked out at the time, which frightened me. Yuan Qiao's friends rushed over and beat Ding Kuiqiang hard, tsk tsk, I couldn't stand it anymore. Then Yuan Qiao came out to be a good person again, and promised to help him pay back the money. In the end, he threatened Ding Kuiqiang. Hired." Yang Yiming opened his eyes and said nonsense, anyway, Yuan Qiao is not a good person.

Ding Zimu looked at Yang Yiming, and smiled after a while: "Mr. Yang, I remember you once said that I will absolutely trust you."

Yang Yiming nodded.

"Then don't lie to me, has Da Ding been here?"

Yang Yiming hesitated for a moment, then snorted Ding Zimu's hair vigorously, turned his face to face himself, Yang Yiming said, "Ermu, do you want Dading to stay?"

Ding Zimu's face suddenly turned pale.

Yang Yiming: "Tell the truth, absolutely the truth."

Ding Zimu gritted his teeth so hard that his mandible protruded. He stared at Yang Yiming's eyes without speaking.

Yang Yiming asked mercilessly: "Ermu, tell me the truth. Do you want Dading to stay forever?"

Ding Zimu trembled, he closed his eyes violently, and shook his head violently. "No." He gritted a word through his teeth.

"Why? Don't you like him very much? Isn't it good for him to stay?" Yang Yiming asked almost cruelly, as if he wanted to push Ding Zimu to a desperate situation.

Ding Zimu opened his eyes, with traces of blood red in his eyes: "Because, I don't need him."

"Why not?"

Ding Zimu was forced into a desperate situation and burst out with infinite courage: "I have grown up, I have enough ability to protect myself, I can live a good life, I have friends like you, I have a mother and sister, and a big brother, No more bullying."

"Will his presence interfere with your life?"

Ding Zimu's face was as pale as a dead man.

"It's cruel, isn't it?" Yang Yiming said coldly, "You know he is a good man, you like him, but you don't want him to exist, because his existence is bound to be a threat to you, and he will definitely affect your life. Worst of all, you don't want him right now. So, do you feel like an executioner?"

"Stop talking!" Ding Zimu yelled, and slammed his clenched fists on the bed.

Yang Yiming closed his mouth and said slowly after a while, "Ermu, this is inevitable, we cannot avoid it."

Ding Zimu shed tears silently.

"He is your dream, or your childhood dream, you need him, so he came. But now, you don't need him, you are trying to live your life every day, you firmly grasp the In your own life, you are getting stronger and stronger, and you have absolutely no value in giving him space to exist."

Ding Zimu bit his lip and said nothing, only tears kept dripping down.

Yang Yiming put his palm on Ding Zimu's hand and grabbed it firmly. He said, "So what if he stays? Can you give up yourself and give him the rest of your life? Can I love him?"

"No!" Ding Zimu suddenly raised his head, his red eyes fixed on Yang Yiming, "No, you can't do that."

Yang Yiming shrugged: "If you want to love me, I have loved it a long time ago. How can I wait until now? I just want to tell you that Da Ding is a very self-determined person. If you want it, you will fight for it. If you can't get it, you will let it go. So For him, staying is actually a kind of torture, it is hypocritical mercy, the last thing he needs is mercy."

Ding Zimu twitched the corner of his mouth: "Usually he is showing mercy to others."

Yang Yiming pressed his palm on Ding Zimu's chest, and said, "Ermu, Da Ding hasn't left, he's always been here, always here."

Ding Zimu looked down at Yang Yiming's palm.

Yang Yiming: "I said, he will be waiting for you somewhere in the future, and then you will become him. Actually, now you have surpassed him, he is behind you, in the past."

Ding Zimu trembled and asked, "Can I still see him?"

"Maybe, but does it make sense?"

"Will he be very painful and unwilling?"

Yang Yiming said: "I don't know, but I know that if he wants to stay, then no one can do anything about it. Similarly, if he wants to leave, no one can keep him."

Ding Zimu was silent for a while, then lowered his head with an "oh" and said, "Go and cook a bowl of noodles for me, I'm hungry."

Yang Yiming stood up and walked out.

The room became quiet again, and after a while, Ding Zimu touched his heart: "Da Ding."

There was no echo, and my heart was empty, as if a big piece was missing.

"I want to meet you, okay?"

"..."

"Today, you helped me, right?"

"..."

"Ding, I want to tell you a lot, but I don't know if you will listen."

"..."

Ding Zimu waited for a while, and the room was so silent that it made people feel cold.Ding Zimu hugged the quilt into his arms, but didn't see how warm it was. He said, "Ding, it seems that we have never had a good conversation. Actually... I don't know what to say to you now. , it seems that there is nothing to say except 'thank you'."

Ding Zimu rubbed his eyes: "Ding, to be honest, I have always envied you, you have lived the way I want to live; I am also grateful to you, because you have always protected me; Teacher Yang said that I will become you, I I just want to do better...but in the end you helped me. I...is not enough, but I promise you, I will continue to work hard and live a better life than anyone else."

"No matter what, I want to say thank you. Don't worry, I will take good care of you, and Teacher Yang will do well."

The room was silent.

Ding Zimu touched his heart: "In this life, I will never let you down."

***

One month later, Ding Zimu stood in the plaintiff's seat. The physical evidence from 14 years ago was laid out in court one by one. Every detail can be matched, and every scene has been restored.

There were thin discussions from the auditorium, and everyone looked at Ding Kuiqiang with anger. Ding Kuiqiang couldn't stand firmly on the dock, slumped on the chair like mud, and his shivering gaze didn't dare to stay on Ding Zi wooden body.

Yang Yiming sat down and was impressed by Ding Zimu.

Hong Xingda was sentenced to 25 years in prison.

Ding Kuiqiang, for the crime of compulsory indecency, five years, which is already the maximum sentence.

Yuan Qiao saw Ding Zimu who was calm to the point of indifference in court, looked at his straight shoulders like a steel plate, thought of him gritting his teeth, and said hysterically: "I want to kill him with my own hands", and remembered Ding Zimu's mention of "24 Billy", thinking of Ding Zimu's words in the warehouse that day... Yuan Qiao was a little dazed, vaguely feeling that he understood something, but felt that it was too far-fetched.

But... so what?Yuan Qiao felt that it didn't matter, Ding Zimu was Ding Zimu, he would not ask endless questions, but if one day Ding Zimu was willing to speak, he would also be a calm and nice listener.

Yang Yiming asked Ding Zimu if he would be unwilling after only five years.

Ding Zimu said flatly: "Don't mention him to me again, let him go as far as he can."

After the [-]th, Yang Yiming finally went to the Education Committee to work.For a whole October, he was chased and scolded by the director and Zhou Pei every day, especially Zhou Pei, who must ask him what case he went to Professor Friedman for.

Yang Yiming was glad that Zhou Pei hadn't seen the invitation letter, he hesitated and interrupted with "severe depression" all the way, and finally was forced to rush, and promised to bring Zhou Pei with him when he went to the professor for "communication" next time.Yang Yiming thought, anyway, I have to go to the United States in a year, so it would be great to take Zhou Pei there for a "communication". Anyway, at Zhou Pei's level, he can only listen to the professor in front of him, and of course the professor can't explain Ding Zimu's situation Tell Zhou Pei.

At the end of the year, Mama Yang's condition took a turn for the worse, and Ding Zimu was so anxious that he took a long vacation with Yuan Qiao to stay with her around the clock.Yang Shuangming reassured him that it was beyond expectation that he could survive until now, and Ding Zimu was here to rejoice, and he was quite successful.The old lady could close her eyes when she saw that both her sons and daughters were settled.

Ding Zimu listened, smiled and tears fell directly.

Yang Yiming booked a box at the best restaurant in the city before New Year's Day, and invited the whole family, Mr. Feng, Luo Yang, and Song Zhi. Yuan Qiao also received the invitation, but he threw it into the trash can in the kitchen.At the wine table, Yang Yiming pulled Ding Zimu to toast everyone, begging for red envelopes one by one, Ding Zimu followed behind him and peeled chocolate for everyone with a blushing face.

Ding Zimu said: "I will treat Teacher Yang well."

Everyone burst into laughter, and Mother Yang couldn't stop laughing from ear to ear.

Yang Yiming said generously: "You must be nice to me, you will be a big boss in the future, and you can't become guilty when you get rich."

Teacher Feng said: "Our Mumu is the most honest, just don't bully him."

Luo Yang leaned on Teacher Feng and said, "Mr. Feng, you don't know Mumu too well. Now he is 'proud of being favored'. He is terribly fierce. Teacher Yang is no match for him at all."

Teacher Feng said: "Why don't I understand Mumu? Mumu is so honest and good-hearted. He is a very simple and kind child with a special love. He would rather wrong himself than make others feel bad. So, Teacher Yang, you have to treat Mumu Wood is better."

Mother Yang said to Teacher Feng who was sitting next to her: "Don't worry, my family Yiming is very serious about relationships, especially caring and capable. You see, he did his best to Mumu before, so he won't let Mumu down. .”

Yang Yiming and Ding Zimu covered their faces and felt that their mother's boasting about their son was really... embarrassing.

Mrs. Yang said with a smile: "Mumu, after this meal, I will give you a red envelope for next year's New Year, and I will give you a big one."

The old lady kept her promise, and after the fifteenth day of the first lunar month in the coming year, the old lady suddenly fell into a coma, and stayed until the twenty-first day of the first lunar month, accompanied by her family, and left with a smile.

On the tombstone, Ding Zimu's name and Yang Yiming's are engraved together.

In July, Penumbra opened.

Yuan Qiao looked at the shop door full of flower baskets for a long time, and asked, "What the hell is Penumbra?"

Ding Zimu said: "The penumbra is the accompanying shadow, a person who can accompany you all your life like a shadow."

"Huh? What?"

Ding Zimu smiled.

Yuan Qiao muttered: "Who will accompany whom for a lifetime? Why can't I get a shadow to accompany me? Can the shadow be hugged and sleep?"

At the beginning of the second year, before spring came, Liu Guoqiang called and informed Ding Zimu to go to prison, because Ding Kuiqiang died. The official cause of death was lung cancer, but Yuan Qiao said that people like Ding Kuiqiang and Hong Xingda went to prison for crimes like this. , that really makes life worse than death.

Accompanied by Yang Yiming, Ding Zimu went to the prison hospital, took a quick glance at the corpse and signed it. The next day, he was burned directly, and the ashes were scattered into the sea.On the day when the ashes were scattered, Yang Yiming accompanied him. The two of them stood by the seaside in the cold winter, watching the gust of wind sweep away the grayish-white powder and dissipated in an instant.

Ding Zimu clapped his hands, opened his arms and let out a long breath: "Finally, it's over."

Yang Yiming reached out and hugged him into his arms: "Yes, it's over."

Ding Zimu pressed his back against Yang Yiming's chest: "Mr. Yang, you are my last relative."

Yang Yiming said sourly, "Is that brother Yuan of yours not human?"

"He can't compare with you."

Yang Yiming was overjoyed, hugged him silently for a while, and suddenly let out an "oops".

"What's wrong?" Ding Zimu turned his head and asked.

This posture was so good that Yang Yiming bowed his head and kissed it.

"I remembered, you still have a family member." Yang Yiming said with a face full of pain, "My old man is really too difficult to deal with, and he will almost torture him to death."

Ding Zimu laughed hahaha: "Brother Zheng has treated you much better recently, don't be dissatisfied."

"When I earn more than you, he says that I seduce boys from a good family and bully men and women; when I earn less than you, he says that I don't seek money from sugar daddies. To be honest, does he think that only Yuan Qiao is like you?" Is the little boss worthy of you?"

"He actually likes gentle and virtuous people."

"Aren't I gentle?" Yang Yiming sneered, "He is so difficult to serve. I said Ermu, why can't you control it and let him rest more?"

"I only come once every two months, so bear with it." Ding Zimu smiled and said, "Actually, I've always been quite strange."

"Huh?" Yang Yiming put his chin on Ding Zimu's shoulder and neck, and snorted lazily.

"Xu Lin, he stayed in the past; Da Ding..." Ding Zimu paused, and said with difficulty, "I think he's gone."

Yang Yiming tightened his arms and hugged him even tighter.

Ding Zimu said, "It's been more than a year since that day, and he hasn't been here once."

Yang Yiming looked at the sea in front of him, noncommittal.

Ding Zimu was also silent, and after a while he said silently: "I should say thank you to him."

"No need." Yang Yiming said, "He understands everything."

Ding Zimu took a breath, tried to cheer himself up, raised his voice slightly and said, "Mr. Yang, I'm actually quite strange. Why is Brother Zheng always here?"

Yang Yiming thought for a while: "I'm afraid he will stay with you for a long time, but the professor also said that he has no influence on your life at all, so you have to get used to his existence, after all, he plays the role of your 'father', and ..." Yang Yiming said with dissatisfaction, "And he is quite addicted to it, and he can't even go away."

"I'm used to it," Ding Zimu said with a smile, "Aren't I afraid that you won't get used to it?"

Yang Yiming grabbed Ding Zimu's arm, turned the person around and stood facing him, leaned over and kissed Ding Zimu's lips, and said softly, "As long as he doesn't appear at such a time, I can adapt."

By the sea, the cold wind is accompanied by the waves, and the ears are full of whistling sounds, single and noisy.

Yang Yiming asked: "Is it cold, let's go back."

Ding Zimu shook his head and said, "It's not cold, but it's a little noisy. It's been so noisy for more than ten years, but it's finally quiet now."

Yang Yiming smiled: "It's okay, let them argue, anyway, I only know you."

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