my boyfriend is too random

"Look at you," Teacher Feng touched Ding Zimu's face distressedly, and sighed, "You're such a handsome young man, why did you fight with someone? What should you do if your face is damaged... oh, it's already broken. "

Ding Zimu was amused: "Teacher Feng, I'm not an actor, so it doesn't matter what my face looks like. Besides, if it's broken, it's just blue."

"Who said that?" Teacher Feng leaned closer to take a closer look at Ding Zimu's black and blue eye sockets, "Face is very important these days. I just like it, and it’s quite an advantage in society.”

"You also know 'face value', it's fashionable enough." Ding Zimu pulled Teacher Feng's hand and held it, and said affectionately, "Don't worry, it's all a skin trauma, and you'll be fine after two days when the bruises disappear. gone."

"Don't fight with others in the future," Teacher Feng regretted his lips, adding another sentence, "It's a handsome guy, why do you have to fight? Pushing you to the ground, I still remember that year..."

"Stop, stop," Ding Zimu rolled his eyes silently, and said helplessly, "You've been reminiscing about my glorious deeds for almost ten years, aren't you bothered?"

"Don't bother!" Teacher Feng said with relish, "Oh, Luo Yang still talked to me about this when she came to me last month. She still remembers that you were beaten by her until tears came down. Just keep silent and say 'I'm sorry'."

"This is Luo Yang's repertoire, every time she sees that I don't talk about it, she feels uncomfortable!" Ding Zimu said angrily, "That stinking girl."

Teacher Feng stared at him for a few seconds, then smiled and said, "Luo Yang invites you to dinner every month, right?"

Ding Zimu nodded and smiled even more happily, "Teacher Feng, I understand what you mean, you really think too much. I am so familiar with Luo Yang, we are so familiar that we have directly entered the stage of pulling the left hand with the right hand. There is no possibility."

"What a girl..." Teacher Feng sighed again, feeling extremely worried, and looked at Ding Zimu's face again, and became even more worried, "You are a handsome young man, his face is ruined."

Ding Zimu began to ache: "Teacher Feng, I'm really fine. I was robbed at the entrance of the alley that night, and then there was a fight."

"He was robbed!" Teacher Feng raised his voice all of a sudden, and his brows were tightly locked together, "What happened?"

"I don't know, actually... I don't have a deep impression of that night. I vaguely remember that there was a fight, and then... It seems that Brother Zheng came to see me and saved me."

"Xiao Zheng went to see you again?" Mr. Feng said, "Fortunately he went, otherwise it would be dangerous. How many times have I told you that that place can no longer be lived, it is too dangerous, why do you have to live there ?”

"The rent is cheap...but recently the landlord raised the rent, and she insisted that I agreed with it, but I actually don't remember." Ding Zimu was also a little uneasy, and he asked, "Teacher Feng, should I go and have a look? Doctor, I think I have a memory problem."

"You didn't suffer from amnesia when you were young," Mr. Feng thought for a while and said, "I remember you were only eight or nine years old when you came to the orphanage, and you often fell ill. You also suffered from headaches, rolling all over the floor in pain, can't wait You feel a little confused when you feel pain, but it’s not to the extent of amnesia. We also took you to the hospital for an examination, checked the EEG scan and CT MRI, and finally said that you have nervous headaches. I guess you tend to forget things. It has something to do with it, it might have gotten worse."

Ding Zimu thought, what does "deterioration" mean?Why is it that the older Mr. Feng is, the more uncontrollable he is when he speaks?

Ding Zimu hesitated for a while and asked, "Mr. Feng, I checked some books, and you said that I...have... sleepwalking?"

Teacher Feng smiled, "Sleepwalking is definitely not there. There are people on duty every night in the orphanage, and there are surveillance cameras in the corridor. If you sleepwalked in the middle of the night, you would have been discovered long ago."

"That's right." Ding Zimu said, "But recently, I woke up twice and found myself injured all over, but I couldn't remember the reason at all."

"Mumu, I'll accompany you to the hospital for another look in two days. It's not an option if you go on like this. You have to treat your nervous headache well, otherwise something will happen sooner or later."

Ding Zimu smiled and said, "It's a hot day, don't run around, I'm such an adult, I can still go to the hospital by myself."

Teacher Feng couldn't help but stretched out his hand to touch Ding Zimu's face and said, "Mumu, you're almost 23."

"Teacher Feng, you are here again." Ding Zimu said helplessly, "I am only 23."

"I didn't urge you to get married, why are you nervous." Teacher Feng said with an angry look, "Why, you think I'm annoying."

"How could it be? I wish you would bother me every day."

"I think, don't worry about getting married or not. You are still young. But you should try to find a girlfriend. I can rest assured that there is someone who knows the cold and the hot by your side."

Ding Zimu twitched the corner of his mouth and said nothing, but Teacher Feng knew that this was a rejection.When the child faced this topic, he would always avoid it like this.

Children generally have a vague impression of the opposite sex when they are thirteen or fourteen years old, and sometimes two children will secretly "fuck each other".The psychological teachers specially set up in the hospital will provide psychological counseling for children of this age group. After all, their life experiences are different from ordinary children, and their attitudes towards relationships are also very different, so they need special care.

But Ding Zimu was an exception.Because of his handsome face, he has attracted girls since he was a child. When he was in an orphanage, some girls showed affection to him; when he went to a vocational high school, he also accepted love letters from girls. Later, when he was working in a cake shop, Because the business in his store is very good, there are many young female customers.But I never saw him interested in any girl, let alone any girl he was attracted to.

Teacher Feng once thought that Mu Mu might be a homosexual. She felt that she was fairly democratic and open-minded, which was completely acceptable, but it seemed that Ding Zimu had never been close to any man except that "Brother Zheng".

What is this, love phobia?

Teacher Feng patted Ding Zimu's shoulder lightly, forcing him to raise his head and look directly at him: "Mumu, can Teacher Feng introduce you to a girlfriend?"

Ding Zimu threw out the most realistic reason, "With my qualifications, which girl would like it?"

"This is not a reason. You tell the teacher the truth, what do you think?"

Ding Zimu resolutely said: "I don't want to fall in love now, I just want to find a stable job quickly and earn more money... If you have no family and no job, what kind of relationship is there?"

Teacher Feng looked at the disgust in Ding Zimu's eyes and thought: This child may really need to see a doctor.

"Teacher Feng, don't worry about me all the time. I'm already old enough to take care of myself." Ding Zimu changed the subject to ease Teacher Feng's heart.

"Look at this injury, you just take care of yourself like this? If there is no Xiao Zheng, I don't know what the injury will be." Teacher Feng is really worried, as long as it is a topic related to Ding Zimu, no matter what it is It makes people worry, "You can't rely on others for the rest of your life."

"I know," Ding Zimu patted Teacher Feng's hand reassuringly, "I won't depend on him for the rest of my life, I will be fine."

*****

When Yang Yiming received the call from Mr. Feng, he couldn't remember who this person was. He only stayed in the orphanage for three and a half days, and spent most of the time in the consulting room talking to the children. He had no impression of Mr. Feng. nothing.But this does not prevent him from talking warmly with people: "Mr. Feng, hello, hello."

"Ms. Yang, I have a child here... I want to consult you about his situation, I don't know if it's okay."

"Okay," Yang Yiming said briskly, "Even if he has graduated and left the orphanage, I can still do counseling, no problem."

"How do you know he has left?" Teacher Feng was extremely surprised.

Yang Yiming smiled triumphantly. He felt that his first move had fully achieved its effect, fully demonstrating his superb "professional level".

He pretended to be modest and unpredictable and said: "Guess."

Teacher Feng praised Yang Yiming a few words, and then asked: "Mr. Yang, is there a psychological disease that is particularly afraid of falling in love."

"Huh?" Yang Yiming was stunned for a moment, he thought for a while and said, "Strictly speaking, there is no such disease. Psychologically speaking, fear of falling in love is not a 'disease', it is just a state of stress, which is after being emotionally hurt. People will avoid or even reject love for a short time. There is no need to treat it specially, it will be fine automatically after a long time, or when you meet a specific person.”

Yang Yiming suddenly laughed while talking: "There is no love phobia, but there is 'love mania'. Some patients will feel that someone loves them and they are falling in love with someone. Psychological problems sometimes require drug intervention."

"But this child has been repulsed by love since he was a child. When other people fall in love early, he has no interest in love at all. Not only is he not, but I think he is very repulsive. Why is that?"

"That's it," Yang Yiming said after a moment of deliberation, "Emotional trauma may not necessarily be experienced by him himself. If he has witnessed any love tragedy, he may be affected by it and hold a skeptical or even hostile attitude towards love. "

Teacher Feng was silent, she thought of Ding Zimu's messy background, and after a while she asked slowly; "Then how can I help him?"

"Give him more positive examples so that he can slowly accept love in a normal state." Yang Yiming paused and said, "The key is to have someone who has enough patience and love to help him, accompany him, and love him. , let him have confidence in love."

Teacher Feng has been silent for a longer time this time, wishing to have one heart and one mind, never parting from each other. This is what many people dream of. Throughout the ages, no one has ever pursued it. But how many people can really have it.

Teacher Feng hung up the phone and couldn't help sighing. She liked Ding Zimu, but she also knew that in this realistic society, the probability of Ding Zimu getting such a loving and patient lover was very small.

Yang Yiming quickly put this matter out of the blue. Compared with the several G files and several large boxes of files in his hand, what Mr. Feng said is simply not worth mentioning.

Recently, Yang Yiming has been busy sorting out the information of the orphanage. Zhou Pei is very interesting and handed over all the information and records clearly. Except for a few cases in his hands that need long-term follow-up treatment, all the children in the orphanage are currently in charge. He told Yang Yiming everything.Generally speaking, the psychological condition of the children in this orphanage is basically good. There are more than a dozen that need special attention. Only two really need long-term follow-up and regular consultation. These are enough for Yang Yiming to be busy for a long time.

What interests Yang Yiming the most here is a photo in a file bag. In the photo, a group of children are gathered around a small table with a large baking tray on it.A big boy was wearing a long white apron, a white chef's hat on his head, and holding a piece of dough in his hand, as if he was talking to those children, smiling brightly.

The big boy, Yang Yiming, recognized it: This is that weird large canine creature - called a Ding... a nail... a wooden nail or an iron nail or something.

Yang Yiming felt that there were accidents everywhere in this world.