Su Shuang's world is collapsing [Comprehensive]

Liu Quan paused and smiled.

"That's good," she said.

"My blessing has come true."

On the small screen in the locked office upstairs, Xiao Song stood in the room, looking back at the writing on the wall.

The corners of his lips were slightly raised, revealing a smile similar to a wry smile.

"...If I let you know my current choice, what would you say to me?" He whispered to himself.

Then, in the next moment, he seemed to hear a familiar voice, and said to him with a smile: 【... Be a good husband.Cherish your future life and wish you happiness. 】

He suddenly opened his eyes wide.

Looking around, there was no other figure in the room except him.The shoji door that Xixiang opened when he left has not been closed yet, and the warm breeze from the courtyard blows into the house, and there seems to be a scent of flowers and trees in the wind.

It is already spring.

It seems that many days have passed since the day she left this world.

He also sometimes wondered, after turning into a spot of light and dissipating, whether she, as the "evil god", would return to the God Realm that he would never be able to touch, just like after Sunshine defeated Tianhai, Tianhai would also be defeated. It's like being exiled to that endless "rift of time and space" that never sees the sun.

He even rudely interrupted what the Son of God was going to say that day, and asked Tianhai first where a god or the reincarnation of a god would go after disappearing from this world.

But Tianhai just watched him and let out a burst of wanton laughter.

During that burst of laughter, Tianhai seemed to turn his hands and feet slightly.There was a crisp sound of chains colliding with each other.Clang.Clang.

Then, he said to Xiaosong with a smile:

"Even if you know her whereabouts, what can you do?"

"You can only live forever in the hope and longing for that unreachable person. In places you don't know, she may have flowed past your eyes time and time again, slipped away from your fingertips..."

"Until you have to finally choose another person, because all the status, fame and glory in this world have a price tag; since you have such benefits, you have to pay the price-then, all her dedication and sacrifice It all came to naught; no matter how much you don't want to see it all, you have to admit that in the end, it's other women who are qualified to stand by your side...not her."

"Until tens of millions of years take away your short life as a mortal, from young to old, and finally turned into a handful of dry bones..."

"...and you will forever be lonely with this hopeless love."

"No one will find out where we are, no one will find us again, sinking in this eternal silent darkness—"

"This is the fate of me and her as gods."

"You had your chance...but you missed it. How does it feel to get what you want, my lord?"

Tianhai's unbelievably handsome face slowly twisted.He tilted his lips, and when his body gradually turned into light spots and floated up, he showed a malicious smile towards Xiaosong.

"...come to hell with me."

However, today he seemed to hear her smiling voice again in this empty room except him.

Still so peaceful, so quiet, with a touch of playfulness, not even any resentment, anger or injustice.

【Treasure your life in the future, I wish you happiness. 】she says.

He suspected that he was delusional again.Just like from the day she left, for many days to come, he often had the illusion that he heard her voice still echoing in his ears.

When the moon was rising, when he got up in his clothes and came out of the room to stand on the porch, she seemed to be smiling and said to him, "Come up and enjoy the moonlight tonight."

In the middle of the night, she thought of the past when she and Shenzi acted together, and everyone always took care of Shenzi. When deep regret filled his heart, she seemed to say to him softly, "I am an evil god, I am a willful and reckless person. evil, unloved god".

When he was overwhelmed by heavy official duties and felt physically and mentally exhausted, she seemed to solemnly say in his ear, "Mr. Komatsu must be more useful to the world than me."

Even when he was bedridden with illness, he seemed to hear her whispering in his ear, "Please try to live until you are very old before leaving, Mr. Komatsu".

Ah.Looking back now, it seems that they didn't have many incredible conversations, let alone any in-depth conversations and vows.

Then, he took it upon himself to regard that sentence as their final oath.

As she said, he will try to live until he is very old before leaving this world.Try to do everything useful in this world.He even pretended to let himself live a normal life again, as if he was very happy——

If that's what she wants to see, then he'll get it done.

He gazed at the verse written on the scroll hanging on the wall.

It was a scroll written by himself.Written by Izumi Shikibu.

【This thought has been forgotten/Leaving Nong's body in vain/Mo Feijun's relic】

Ah, it turns out that there are such strange things in the world.

The voice that used to be considered flat, unimportant, and negligible, now appears so deep and heavy, as if it can shake the soul and resound through the sky.

He seemed to be staring at the waka for a long time, and finally, he slightly curved his lips.

——My body left in this world is nothing but your relic.

But when you left, you said that you want me to live long, long.

Then, I will obey you.

……

At the same time, in the courtyard downstairs, Shannan still closed his eyes quietly, breathing slowly and slowly.

The bench they chose was in a corner of the courtyard where no one would disturb them. The midday sun shone down, and the two of them sat and lay down like this, bathed in the warm light.The surrounding vegetation exudes a fresh aroma, the breeze blows through the treetops, and the branches and leaves rustle softly.

I don't know how long it took, just when Liu Quan felt that Shannan should have fallen asleep, his finger suddenly moved, slowly pulled it out from under the cover of her palm, then covered it with his backhand, and slowly climbed up with his fingertips. The back of her hand, finally holding her hand.

"...What happened at the end of the last mission?" His gentle voice sounded softly.

Liu Quan was startled, and lowered his eyes to look at his face.

His face was calm, but she knew that if she didn't answer this question seriously, the black mud buried deep in his heart might roll up again, which would not hurt her, but would submerge himself.

"Many monsters attacked him, and I stood in front of him and was killed by the monsters," she said simply.

Shannan opened his eyes and looked up, just enough to meet her gaze.He raised his right hand upwards, and his fingertips lightly touched the arc of her jaw.

"Really..." There seemed to be a pity-like sigh in his voice.

"With your current ability, you will still be killed by monsters. It must be very hard..."

Liu Quan lowered his eyes and did not stop his fingertips from stroking along the curve of her jaw.She pursed her lips, seeming to hesitate a bit, but finally spoke.

"So, I think, it is precisely because of this ending that I left a deeper impression on him... Maybe he just had a good impression of me before, and thought I was a pretty good girl; but now, he His conscience may also make it difficult for him to pass this test..."

Shannan flicked her chin back and forth lightly and paused.He responded briefly: "...Really."

Liu Quan paused for a moment, then took his left hand that was still on his waist and abdomen with his backhand, and squeezed it lightly twice, as a gesture of comfort.

"I think I can understand his feelings... because it was almost the same when I saw Mr. Shannan disappear in front of me." She said.

"I obviously thought that I couldn't be regarded as the closest person, but when that moment came, I suddenly realized that I was so important in the other party's heart... But, death will take you away soon, and I will even pay you back a little bit. Your chances are gone..."

"The feeling of guilt and self-blame is so unforgettable..."

"I even thought that although I have met many people so far, I have almost all tried my best to treat each other well..."

"It seems that only Mr. Shannan, I have not been able to repay your kindness... I don't even know when I have received such a deep kindness from you, and I still regard this kind of gentle treatment as a kind of kindness. It seems natural..."

"If you think about it this way, you will feel even more sad, and feel that you can't forgive the self who ignored your kindness..."

Shannan listened to her speech quietly, then slowly blinked behind the glasses and said, "...Oh."

The indistinct tension on his body seemed to have finally faded a little.But he still maintains this posture of knee pillow calmly, as if he still wants to listen to her talk more.

This seemingly obedient, but vaguely stressful posture seemed to be no stranger to Qingyuan Xueye, and she had already dealt with it very smoothly.

She continued: "Seeing him reminds me of me when I left Sendai City."

Shannan: "...?!"

His eyes suddenly narrowed behind the lens for a moment.

However, Qingyuan Xueye used that calm and candid tone to calmly analyze her mood at that time; the words fell like a scalpel, piercing flesh and blood and reaching her heart.

"Anger, sadness, pain, reminiscence, remorse...the kind of loneliness and bewilderment that clearly want to grab something, but reach out but can't catch anything..."

"I will always think about every word I said to this person, everything I did..."

"Even the expression on the face at a certain moment, I want to dig out from the depths of the memory that is about to be forgotten, polish it, and put it in the memory again..."

"I will regret that I should have been nicer to this person in the past, and just watched this person for a little longer..."

"...will want to repay the kindness received from this person at all costs."

Having said that, she paused for a moment, and then strengthened her tone a little.

"...Unfortunately, he has no chance of getting it back; but I have," she said.

When she said these words, she looked forward, and her tone was so calm that she was almost objective without ups and downs; but when she made up her mind to say the next thing, her tone seemed to change.

"Mr. Shannan... I heard later... During the Ikedaya battle, I was still in confinement and punishment... It was you who pleaded with the director and deputy director in private, so I was able to go out; of course, in the And after that, I got the recognition back for what I did that night—isn't that right?"

Shannan was slightly taken aback, his face quickly softened, and he replied softly: "Ah."

Qing Yuan Yuki continued: "...on the night of the Youxiaolu incident, you were the one who asked me to go there to support, because you were sure that I would be able to bring everyone back safely—"

Shannan quietly responded again. "……Yes."

His narrow eyes looked up at her face calmly behind the lens.Due to the blazing sun today, it fell on his glasses, and there was a little reflection, which made it difficult for her to see the hidden emotions in the depths of his eyes.

However, those words that should have been said a long time ago... the thanks that should be expressed, let's say them all today.

"Many times, many times...Mr. Shannan is right behind me, so he believed in me, paid attention to me, and did many things for me silently..."

"Even after leaving that era, many times I have thought about that night in Shimabara Flower Street. I completed the task of investigating inside and defeated those rogues, but I was not very happy..."

"I feel like I've been abandoned... Just because Chizuru is weaker than me, I'm the one who's abandoned..."

"I'm not angry with anyone. My rationality tells me that even if I'm alone, I can find a way to win... However, this can't eliminate the grievance and unwillingness that naturally arise in my heart—"

"...until I walked out of the corner room and found you there."

"Riding the risk of being discovered and coming to that brightly lit and crowded place is just because you are worried about me, isn't it?"

When she said this, Shannan finally responded.He squirmed his lips and let out a soft "ah".

She seemed a little hard to speak, she opened and closed her lips several times, and a faint flush suddenly appeared on her face.

"Mr. Shannan..."

She sees clearly now.On her lap, the narrow, beautiful eyes, hidden behind the glasses, watched her tenderly.

"Huh?" he replied softly.

She suddenly felt that her face seemed to be getting hotter.The fingertips of his right hand seemed to be touching the skin of her chin, making that small piece of skin suddenly become extremely sensitive. Although his touch was as weightless as a feather, every time he touched It seemed to dye her face a little with the heat of his body.

He is alive, warm and real.Right here, before her eyes—

She finally overcame the embarrassment and squeezed out what she wanted to say to him from her throat——

"...I still want to see the smile Mr. Shannan showed me that night outside the door of the corner house—"

The eyes behind the glasses widened slightly, as if they had become extremely surprised.

"Tell me 'don't regret it', tell me 'don't care about those things'..." she continued to say word by word.

"Tell me 'that's fine'—"

"Come to comfort me when I'm down, worry about me, pick me up in the shadows outside the corner house door, and then show me such a gentle smile, like no matter what I do, I can get well Indulge..."

As she said so, she slowly took hold of his right wrist that was stretched out to her.

"Can I ask you so capriciously, Mr. Shannan?"

Her last syllable fell, as if melting in today's hot sun for an instant.He looked up at her face. After a long time, he suddenly ignored the little hand holding his wrist. With a sudden push of his right hand, he stretched out a little more, grabbed the back of her neck, and pressed down hard. !

At the same time, he suddenly leaned up from her lap, raised his head and greeted her——

The next moment, their lips met in mid-air.

I don't know how long it took, when both of them were a little out of breath, he let out a low, pleasant chuckle from his throat.

She seemed to want to sit up a little more, but his right hand, still clasped behind her neck, prevented her from trying to open the distance between them.

He still maintained the posture of sneaking up from below, and with her forehead touching forehead, nose touching nose, he answered her in a low voice:

"as you wish."

Yes, as you wish, Mr. Xueye.

You want the gentle Mr. Shannan, then the gentle Mr. Shannan will live in front of you.

You want an understanding Mr. Shannan, a reliable Mr. Shannan, and even Mr. Shannan who appears in time to guide you when you are occasionally confused... All of these can be done.

He could pretend to be nicer to other people in order to hide something that even he was afraid of—a certain mood; but in the end, he couldn't help but care about her.

He can treat others tenderly and take care of the weak; but in the end, he will always fall in the dust under her feet, wanting to beg for her mercy.

He used to be the gentle and wise head of the Shinsengumi, and he was also a twisted Rakshasa ghost in the middle of the night.He was once gentle and strong, and he was once wiped out.But in the end, it all comes down to one thing, one person——

He died in front of that person and was reborn in front of that person.

He had never imagined before that one day he would be able to witness with his own eyes the "future" that everyone had fought for and imagined in turbulent times.

She once asked him with a smile, is he satisfied with seeing the stable and stable life in this world?Think all your bravery and sacrifices were worthwhile?

In fact, he wanted to say that he was only satisfied with the current result.

Now that he could be with her, he felt that all the patience, pain and sacrifices in the past were worthwhile.

That's fine.He told her silently in his heart what she wanted to hear from him.

That's fine.Mr. Snow Leaf.

You may not know, for me, everything that happened after I met you——

This brand new world, this future that would never come, this fate that should have been irreversible——

Everything, what happened, the feelings that arose...

All are incredible.

[No Responsibility Extra Shannan Chapter~THEEND]

★The full text is over, thank you for watching★

The author has something to say:

February 10:

Okay, so today Sannan-san's personal line finally reached HE!

Applause, sprinkle flowers~~

The next Hakuouki Campus paro, I checked the outline and felt a bit bloody [Hey!

Then, in fact, I have repeatedly written several beginnings recently, and I feel very dissatisfied.

So let's stop writing...

If there is inspiration in the future, I will update it separately, and I will make a notice and notice in the updated article at that time and this article.

Well, in this way, this long article spanning five years is over.

After calculating the time, it seems that the pit was serialized almost exactly five years and one month ago

Although I feel very reluctant, the past five years have been a beautiful and incredible journey

Being able to write such a long article can be regarded as challenging the limit of counting and breaking the record of counting.

Looking back now, I feel that I wrote all the male gods I planned to write very seriously.

Moreover, it should also convey the various ideas and feelings that you want to express well.

The story and ending I wrote are also the results I most want to achieve

Here, I am deeply grateful to every little cutie who supported and encouraged me along the way!

From the beginning of writing the article until now, everyone's love will always be the motivation to support me to work hard.

Thank you lovely guys.

So the last chapter, our soundtrack, is "At least there is you".

It's been a long journey, at least there are you, so that I can tell the story I really want to portray willfully.

============================================

After a night of thinking [Hey!

I decided that in the next article, I will completely let myself go!

Gouxue Tianlei's old stalks, Gouxue Tianlei's brain holes, and Gouxue Tianlei's lines, I have to get together and read them all!seriously!

And I must write a new article!short!point! [you are enough

Frankly speaking, the original idea and the first draft of the new article were formed in 2013.

But at that time, I didn't seem to have the mental capacity to bear it now, and felt that if I wrote it out, I would cry if I was scolded.

So just give up.

After so many years, I feel that I can ignore the opinions I don’t like, and write very openly on my own hahh

So let's do something special next w

The name of the new article is "Princess of the Tower", you can search it.I expect the update to start [within a week].

Foretell the elements of this article in advance:

1. Western Fantasy, the background of the game is more like the style of the Middle Ages + the beginning of the industrial revolution

2. In order to make the reading feel completely like the process of playing a game, and to retain some suspense in the plot and emotional line, the new article is the No. 1 perspective of the heroine.

3. Occasionally, there will be extra episodes from the perspective of the male protagonist and supporting actor, as a supplement to the emotional line.

4. I think Ji Ji has grown up, so there can be some special plots in the new article hhh

5. Ending HE, 1v1.The sad Bai Yueguang or the vicious female supporting role will not appear at all.

6. It is still my favorite heroine who grows up to the plot, and has a career and a relationship line at the same time [.

Please support the cuties ^^

============================================

In short, at the end of this article, I would like to thank the little cuties who have accompanied me along the way so far.

Hope to see you again in the next article.

Comparing everyone!

感谢在2020-10-2522:35:22~2020-10-2621:04:13期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: Gui Heshen 1;

,