non-human secret history

Time in this world is not a straight line.

But the cause and effect of this world is a perfect circle.

It's just that the time span of this chain called "cause and effect" is really too long, so that I never figured out the clues in the middle.

It's like a chess game full of fog, and as a mere player in the game, I don't know which direction I'm going is the right way, or even if the direction I'm going is the "right way" expected by the players behind me, but In the process of moving forward, I don't know when, I may also be easily abandoned.

Just like when I took the poison that Yoichibi gave by accident, and finally gave Chikage Kazama the poison through Yukimura's hand——only after seeing Kahime's madness, I began to have some doubts Is it true that what happened back then was "by mistake".

Of course, this is not important.

Whether it is a coincidence due to fate, or a well-planned injury, when I look back at the tracks left by the past, the only things I can understand are the sadness of my life.

That is an existence that can be easily erased.

As for the person driving me on the chessboard behind the scenes?Maybe it's not a person, it's like the glory of the ghost clan, like the mission of Genji, like a thing called "fate" that makes people fall into it and can't escape, I'm being manipulated by these but I don't care self-knowledge.

with a...

If I had heard the news earlier, I might have hated him so much that even if I crushed him to pieces, it would be hard for me to recover, because for me, that situation was the worst in my somewhat long life for a long time. Painful memories.

In fact, the misfortune that is full of life is far from just this one, and even knowing that Yu Yi is the one who caused the trouble, my heart is surprisingly calm.

"So you are here."

When Tong Mo appeared, I was sitting on the moonlit roof in a daze.I don't know what Wu Mi's plan is, and he hasn't explained such a thing to me.In fact, since that day, my attitude towards him has been more or less lukewarm, and he is not as attentive as when he was in Mr. Susan's clinic, or he is really planning something, in short, I If I don't go to find him specifically, he won't come to me very often.

But I still followed him - after all, in this world that is still a little strange to me, I have no better place to go than him.

Oni Wu Tsuji Wuchan took Yoichi and Tong Mo to a certain direction, and occasionally settled in deserted houses where no one was around. In this era of rising disputes, it is not difficult to find a place to stay—let alone them It has also created many such situations.

I often sit alone for a long time, and it seems that I am digesting the knowledge of these days, about Hua Ji, about Yuyi, about Xuecun.But I know, I just sat there in a daze.

So much so that I didn't even notice when Tong Mo came to my side.

"What are you doing here?" Tong Mo sat down next to me carelessly, looking at me with bright eyes.

I glanced at him, but there was no response.

There wasn't much emotion in those colorful eyes, probably because of this, when he was staring at them, they weren't even as strong as the faint lights that lit up in the daytime.

"It's so cold——" Tong Mo didn't mind protesting my silence: "Obviously I was able to sneak up to find you because of that adult's pressure."

"He specifically warned me to keep me away from you."

"But you still ran up on purpose." I looked sideways at him: "Speaking of which, what do you want me for?"

"That adult said it, let me protect your safety at all times—" Tong Mo looked up at the full moon hanging in the sky, then turned his head back and met my gaze: " Taisho's lord."

"Ok?"

I naturally made a nasal sound with doubts, but Tong Mo didn't hold my appetite, and continued:

"That lord captured Hua Ji. Then..."

After a brief pause, Tong Mo's voice seemed to rise a little higher than before. Although the change was not very obvious, I still caught it.

Such a change made the credibility of the subsequent content a lot lower.

"Hua Ji is quite a witty person. Seeing that the big man was very angry, she didn't resist much, and sent me back here with time-space jump. The price is naturally-"

"Let her life be safe."

When he said this, Tong Mo's eyes seemed to carry a little scrutiny, as if he was judging my attitude.

—he was lying.

I concluded this almost instantly.

But I don't know exactly where his lies started.

If I remember correctly, after Kahime aimed at me with a strangely shaped object, I appeared in this world that seemed completely different from before. jump in time and space.

Thinking about it this way, Tong Mo's words can be justified.

So what is he hiding?If the time-space jump between him and me was all written by Hua Ji, then what was blurred by him in the middle is probably the process of negotiating between Guiwu Tsuji Wuchan and Hua Ji, and such a process...

I don't want to know.

So after a brief silence, I just elongated my voice and said "Oh" without any ups and downs.

"She used to be a follower of the Bliss Sect."

Tong Mo said again.

Christians...?I vaguely remember that it was Tong Mo or someone else who seemed to have said such a thing to me, but no matter how I think about it, such a memory has not become real after all.

But this sentence is not a lie, at least there is no need to question the fact that Hua Ji and Tong Mo knew each other before.

"She is a follower of the Bliss Cult, but she doesn't believe in me. The reason why she comes to the church every day is to ask me a question."

"Actually, with her strength, it seems that it is not too difficult to sneak up to me quietly, but she is still like an ordinary believer. She waited until I asked her to come to my room before asking. That question."

"She asked me, 'Is there bliss?'"

I have to admit that Tong Mo is really good at communicating. Perhaps it is because of this that he, who became the "Father of the Bliss Sect of All Ages", can really retain so many believers.

At least at this moment, his words have successfully aroused my interest——

"Then how did you answer?"

"If I answered 'doesn't exist', wouldn't I be tearing down my own signboard?" He said lightly with his eyebrows bent.

If one ignores the hideous blood-stained blood-stained mark on the top of his head, under the clear moonlight, his appearance actually seems to be inexplicably sacred.

But I know this is an illusion, no matter how much he puts on a look of compassion, he still doesn't know what the so-called "compassion" should look like.

—— "So what do you think is 'Bliss'?"

Tong Mo's eyes darkened, and then he adjusted the curvature of the corners of his lips to a proper look:

"Live forever in the best posture."

He said.

"Bliss."

I didn't expect that he would really give an answer, but when I think about it carefully, it's not that, as the patriarch of the Eternal Bliss Sect, he answers questions for his disciples on a daily basis. Regarding the question of what is "Bliss", he should be It has been answered more than a thousand times.

But even so, even though I knew that what he said was mostly an excuse, but when I listened to his answer, I still subconsciously felt that maybe this was the answer to that question.

"Do you live forever in the 'best posture'?" I repeated his words, and asked again: "Then what is the 'best posture'?"

Hearing me ask such a question, Tong Mo turned his gaze and looked at the full moon that seemed to be a little low above his head. After a long while, he said: "You shouldn't ask me this question."

"Because the 'best posture' for me may be a completely different thing from the 'best posture' for yourself, and the bliss I'm talking about is not the fulfillment of my own wishes, but— "

He suddenly leaned over and put his face close to my ear, breathing rhythmically, he said: "May all beautiful girls like you be happy."

Like an electric shock, I suddenly flashed to the side.

Tong Mo still had a nonchalant expression on his face: "Of course, if you really don't want to explore your own heart, I don't mind giving you what I consider 'happiness', it's just..."

He didn't finish his sentence.

He stopped abruptly, and then his entire body suddenly flashed to the side. Almost at the same moment, the place where he was originally sitting was hit by something that came fast and violently, and rubble and dust were splashed.

I raised my hands to cover my face, and somehow escaped the attack of the fine dust, and the next moment, I felt the familiar aura that was gradually approaching—with an indescribable sullenness.

How clever Tong Mo was. Seeing that the situation was not right, he quickly disappeared into the night in the courtyard without looking back. The man who rushed over suddenly did not chase after the fleeing Tong Mo, but walked slowly to the place where he was dusting off the ashes. by my side.

"What are you doing here?" He asked in a low voice.

He didn't show sullenness towards me, but through his frowning brows and somewhat blunt tone, I could still tell that he was probably in a bad mood at the moment.

It's no wonder that he had seen Tong Mo's frivolous behavior just now, and with his temperament, it was enough for him not to crush Tong Mo's head on the spot.

I turned my head to look at him, briefly, and then softly called his name: "Wu Mi."

"When I was talking to Tong Mo just now, I suddenly thought of a question."

"I've been thinking about it but I dare not think about it. It's a question I don't know how to answer."

"Why is it you?"

"If it wasn't for you, wouldn't I have to be in such a situation?"

The author has something to say:

I probably said it before, let me say it again, my brother Deng (Qi Taki) and I made an appointment to publish a new article on December 12, which is the book "How to Raise Hong Kong Hei in Taisho" next door. If you are interested, remember to come and join us!

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