non-human secret history
Chapter 54
Seeing that I didn't respond for a long time, the red-haired ghost killer spoke again, with a bit of concern in his tone.
"What's the matter?" His voice was soft and soft, as if he was afraid of disturbing something: "Is it because of some scruples that you can't say it?"
Seeing his focused expression, I could only shake my head leisurely.
"No, I really don't know where he is." I said with a sigh, "Actually..."
After a little hesitation, I continued, "Actually, I want to see him too."
It is very rare for me to say such words that are always difficult to say but come from my heart.
"I see." The man nodded thoughtfully, then looked at me, the corners of his lips raised a little: "Then do you want to walk with me?"
"Since our purpose is the same, maybe we can walk together." He said again.
Peer?
I lowered my gaze and felt the corners of my lips twitch unconsciously, but I didn't know what kind of expression I finally made.
The people in this ghost killing team are kinder and gentler than I have ever met before. He always measures the world with endless kindness. He believes that killing evil spirits is a just thing, and he also believes that I am not a bad person. From this, I came to the conclusion that I would be his companion.
But it's not like this.
Even if the direction of progress is the same, our purpose is not the same after all - it can even be said to be diametrically opposite.
He really wanted to kill Wu Mi and completely eradicate the root of "ghosts", but I just wanted to see that person again.
No matter how I look at it, I shouldn't agree to him.
— But isn’t this a dreamland?
Because it is a dream, you can make absurd choices, allow unintentional unfolding, say things you couldn't say before, and do things that you didn't even think about before.
If I have to live according to the established pattern even in the dream, then I would be a little pitiful.
I'm not entirely without doubts about the fact that this is a dreamland.After all, I really can't figure out why I saw such a completely irrelevant person in my dream.
But whether it is the frequent and weird jumping of the scene or the inexplicable behavior of the ghost killing team member in front of me, it is really not like what would happen in reality, so I can only tentatively believe that I am in a dream.
That being the case, my choice doesn't seem to matter all that much.
So I said yes to him.
Probably because I had the experience of walking with Hu Dieren and Purgatory Xingshourou before, or because everything here didn’t feel so real, in short, when I walked with the red-haired ghost killer, I Not even the slightest sense of disobedience.
He told me that his name is Ji Guo Yuan Yi, and he is Nil Pillar of the Demon Slayer Squad.Because he is powerful enough, even when dealing with difficult problems, he is more inclined to go alone - or because he is too powerful, the rest of the ghost killing team can't keep up. Follow in his footsteps.
Including his elder brother Ji Guoyansheng is also like this.
"I've always been thinking, if possible, I'd like to go on missions with my brother." When mentioning Ji Guoyansheng, he had a rare warm smile on his face.
"If there is a chance, I can introduce my brother to you. Although he hates ghosts, he is the most gentle person in the world. I think he will understand your existence. Understand that 'not all ghosts are It's a sinful thing."
I don't quite understand why he agrees with me so much. As a member of the Ghost Killing Squad, he shouldn't be so gentle to me no matter how he looks at it, but Ji Guoyuan didn't confront me with swords and swords, and even tried to comfort me , wants to redeem me, wants to introduce me to his most important family.
Until a certain moment at the junction of dusk and night, I heard him pronounce two incoherent characters in a very vague voice: "uta."
There was a trace of surprise in the sleepy eyes that were opened just now, but immediately, the light dimmed like a shooting star, and his vision returned to the clarity of the past.
He didn't mention the relevant things to me, and I don't want to speculate on such things-this probably wasn't a good past for him, and he still hasn't escaped from that past.
In other words, it was precisely because he couldn't break free from that past that he became the most powerful force in the Ghost Killing Squad.
——This is not the so-called power of hatred. In fact, I don't feel a lot of hatred for ghosts in him.
I don't think he chose the ghost killing team because he hated ghosts, otherwise he wouldn't have faced me so calmly.Ji Guoyuanyi, the reason why he chose to pick up the Rilun Saber is probably because he really wanted to prevent more people from falling into the same unfortunate situation as him.
He is fighting to protect the happiness of others.
So there is always a kind of tenderness about him.
And I was staying by his side in an almost deceptive way, feeling such tenderness majestically.
As time went by, I began to regret agreeing to go with him.Every time I fall asleep, I look forward to returning to my original life when I open my eyes again, but every time I open my eyes, what I see is the same scenery as before falling asleep. There is the face of Tsukuni Enichi wearing a red haori by his side.
Maybe I should point it out to Ji Guoyuan directly. In fact, I don’t want to destroy the ancestor of ghosts with him as he expected. On the contrary, maybe when he fights that man, I will not be able to. Self-control to stand in the opposite camp - but the longer the time drags on, the more I can't say it.
Living with lies can be exhausting.
If there is no way to end the dream, then maybe I should take the initiative to end this somewhat deformed state, even though it was my irresponsible whim that caused me to fall into this state.
After much hesitation, I finally decided to leave without saying goodbye while this man wasn't paying attention.
It just so happened that the weather was very gloomy that day, and the wind that used to shuttle through the mountains and forests was completely suppressed. Coupled with the steaming heat of midsummer, people felt depressed for no reason.
"It's very disturbing weather." Before resting at the place where he settled down, Ji Guoyuanyi said, "It seems like something bad is about to happen."
"Yes." I responded somewhat perfunctorily.
This kind of weather does make people feel inexplicably agitated, and such agitated emotions will inevitably make me a little unspeakable uneasy.
——"If my departure can be regarded as a 'bad thing', this premonition should be considered fulfilled."
When I moved out lightly, I had this thought in my heart.
Because I really don't want anything worse than this to happen.
But the truth doesn't always go as expected.Before he had gone very far, the somewhat familiar aura around him gradually became clear.
It was Ji Guoyuan who caught up.
If I had quickened my pace at this moment, I would probably be able to get rid of him before he found my figure, but at that moment, I suddenly thought, maybe I don't need to escape so embarrassingly.
It's just that they have different ways and cannot conspire with each other.
But after a moment of hesitation, the man's breath was much closer, so I simply stopped moving forward, but stopped and waited in place.
"Did I disturb you?"
I asked.
"It's such a weather that it's always impossible to sleep peacefully."
When Ji Guoyuan answered, his voice was very calm.
I didn't say anything more, but after a brief silence, Ji Guoyuan spoke again.
"I'm leaving."
It's a very firm tone.
"Ah."
I have no intention of continuing to hide.
"No matter how you think about it, the ghost killing team and ghosts are different after all. Besides... I think Mr. Jiguo himself has some misunderstandings about me, but I don't want to disturb Mr. Jiguo's tenderness."
I said it, but I felt that it didn't seem quite right to say it.
"Being born as a ghost is indeed something I have no choice, and I really want to see that man." After a short thought, I continued: "But I..."
"Probably didn't think about knocking him down."
Turning my gaze, I looked at the man in the red haori: "If you say this, it will probably disappoint Mr. Jiguo."
"But I know that Mr. Jiguo's ideal is to make the 'misfortune' like ghosts completely disappear from this world, so I have to leave, otherwise I might hinder Mr. Jiguo's actions."
"Because of that man..."
Having said that, I didn't continue.
Because of the silence and hot air, two smells of blood suddenly appeared.
It's a very powerful, ghostly breath.
——When I felt that breath, I suddenly realized that the "bad premonition" in Ji Guoyuan's mouth did not refer to my departure from the beginning, but to the relationship between these two people who suddenly broke into each other. Ghost encounters here.
And one of them is the guy I was talking about just now, who keeps my mind cutting and messing up.
Ghost dance Tsuji is not miserable.
Ji Guoyuanyi obviously sensed that guy's presence, he clenched the handle of his knife, and his fighting spirit instantly became unprecedentedly strong.
That arrogant face soon appeared in my field of vision, he looked at Ji Guoyuan, his face was full of arrogance and disdain.
Then, his eyes fell on me, and a pair of eyebrows were instantly drawn together—I could clearly feel the anger rising from his body.
This is really not a suitable situation for meeting.
But I don't think he has any right to be angry, because beside him there is also a beautiful woman wearing a Wu suit embroidered with a large handle.
——What a sarcasm, like in such a scene, no one is willing to show weakness.
"What's the matter?" His voice was soft and soft, as if he was afraid of disturbing something: "Is it because of some scruples that you can't say it?"
Seeing his focused expression, I could only shake my head leisurely.
"No, I really don't know where he is." I said with a sigh, "Actually..."
After a little hesitation, I continued, "Actually, I want to see him too."
It is very rare for me to say such words that are always difficult to say but come from my heart.
"I see." The man nodded thoughtfully, then looked at me, the corners of his lips raised a little: "Then do you want to walk with me?"
"Since our purpose is the same, maybe we can walk together." He said again.
Peer?
I lowered my gaze and felt the corners of my lips twitch unconsciously, but I didn't know what kind of expression I finally made.
The people in this ghost killing team are kinder and gentler than I have ever met before. He always measures the world with endless kindness. He believes that killing evil spirits is a just thing, and he also believes that I am not a bad person. From this, I came to the conclusion that I would be his companion.
But it's not like this.
Even if the direction of progress is the same, our purpose is not the same after all - it can even be said to be diametrically opposite.
He really wanted to kill Wu Mi and completely eradicate the root of "ghosts", but I just wanted to see that person again.
No matter how I look at it, I shouldn't agree to him.
— But isn’t this a dreamland?
Because it is a dream, you can make absurd choices, allow unintentional unfolding, say things you couldn't say before, and do things that you didn't even think about before.
If I have to live according to the established pattern even in the dream, then I would be a little pitiful.
I'm not entirely without doubts about the fact that this is a dreamland.After all, I really can't figure out why I saw such a completely irrelevant person in my dream.
But whether it is the frequent and weird jumping of the scene or the inexplicable behavior of the ghost killing team member in front of me, it is really not like what would happen in reality, so I can only tentatively believe that I am in a dream.
That being the case, my choice doesn't seem to matter all that much.
So I said yes to him.
Probably because I had the experience of walking with Hu Dieren and Purgatory Xingshourou before, or because everything here didn’t feel so real, in short, when I walked with the red-haired ghost killer, I Not even the slightest sense of disobedience.
He told me that his name is Ji Guo Yuan Yi, and he is Nil Pillar of the Demon Slayer Squad.Because he is powerful enough, even when dealing with difficult problems, he is more inclined to go alone - or because he is too powerful, the rest of the ghost killing team can't keep up. Follow in his footsteps.
Including his elder brother Ji Guoyansheng is also like this.
"I've always been thinking, if possible, I'd like to go on missions with my brother." When mentioning Ji Guoyansheng, he had a rare warm smile on his face.
"If there is a chance, I can introduce my brother to you. Although he hates ghosts, he is the most gentle person in the world. I think he will understand your existence. Understand that 'not all ghosts are It's a sinful thing."
I don't quite understand why he agrees with me so much. As a member of the Ghost Killing Squad, he shouldn't be so gentle to me no matter how he looks at it, but Ji Guoyuan didn't confront me with swords and swords, and even tried to comfort me , wants to redeem me, wants to introduce me to his most important family.
Until a certain moment at the junction of dusk and night, I heard him pronounce two incoherent characters in a very vague voice: "uta."
There was a trace of surprise in the sleepy eyes that were opened just now, but immediately, the light dimmed like a shooting star, and his vision returned to the clarity of the past.
He didn't mention the relevant things to me, and I don't want to speculate on such things-this probably wasn't a good past for him, and he still hasn't escaped from that past.
In other words, it was precisely because he couldn't break free from that past that he became the most powerful force in the Ghost Killing Squad.
——This is not the so-called power of hatred. In fact, I don't feel a lot of hatred for ghosts in him.
I don't think he chose the ghost killing team because he hated ghosts, otherwise he wouldn't have faced me so calmly.Ji Guoyuanyi, the reason why he chose to pick up the Rilun Saber is probably because he really wanted to prevent more people from falling into the same unfortunate situation as him.
He is fighting to protect the happiness of others.
So there is always a kind of tenderness about him.
And I was staying by his side in an almost deceptive way, feeling such tenderness majestically.
As time went by, I began to regret agreeing to go with him.Every time I fall asleep, I look forward to returning to my original life when I open my eyes again, but every time I open my eyes, what I see is the same scenery as before falling asleep. There is the face of Tsukuni Enichi wearing a red haori by his side.
Maybe I should point it out to Ji Guoyuan directly. In fact, I don’t want to destroy the ancestor of ghosts with him as he expected. On the contrary, maybe when he fights that man, I will not be able to. Self-control to stand in the opposite camp - but the longer the time drags on, the more I can't say it.
Living with lies can be exhausting.
If there is no way to end the dream, then maybe I should take the initiative to end this somewhat deformed state, even though it was my irresponsible whim that caused me to fall into this state.
After much hesitation, I finally decided to leave without saying goodbye while this man wasn't paying attention.
It just so happened that the weather was very gloomy that day, and the wind that used to shuttle through the mountains and forests was completely suppressed. Coupled with the steaming heat of midsummer, people felt depressed for no reason.
"It's very disturbing weather." Before resting at the place where he settled down, Ji Guoyuanyi said, "It seems like something bad is about to happen."
"Yes." I responded somewhat perfunctorily.
This kind of weather does make people feel inexplicably agitated, and such agitated emotions will inevitably make me a little unspeakable uneasy.
——"If my departure can be regarded as a 'bad thing', this premonition should be considered fulfilled."
When I moved out lightly, I had this thought in my heart.
Because I really don't want anything worse than this to happen.
But the truth doesn't always go as expected.Before he had gone very far, the somewhat familiar aura around him gradually became clear.
It was Ji Guoyuan who caught up.
If I had quickened my pace at this moment, I would probably be able to get rid of him before he found my figure, but at that moment, I suddenly thought, maybe I don't need to escape so embarrassingly.
It's just that they have different ways and cannot conspire with each other.
But after a moment of hesitation, the man's breath was much closer, so I simply stopped moving forward, but stopped and waited in place.
"Did I disturb you?"
I asked.
"It's such a weather that it's always impossible to sleep peacefully."
When Ji Guoyuan answered, his voice was very calm.
I didn't say anything more, but after a brief silence, Ji Guoyuan spoke again.
"I'm leaving."
It's a very firm tone.
"Ah."
I have no intention of continuing to hide.
"No matter how you think about it, the ghost killing team and ghosts are different after all. Besides... I think Mr. Jiguo himself has some misunderstandings about me, but I don't want to disturb Mr. Jiguo's tenderness."
I said it, but I felt that it didn't seem quite right to say it.
"Being born as a ghost is indeed something I have no choice, and I really want to see that man." After a short thought, I continued: "But I..."
"Probably didn't think about knocking him down."
Turning my gaze, I looked at the man in the red haori: "If you say this, it will probably disappoint Mr. Jiguo."
"But I know that Mr. Jiguo's ideal is to make the 'misfortune' like ghosts completely disappear from this world, so I have to leave, otherwise I might hinder Mr. Jiguo's actions."
"Because of that man..."
Having said that, I didn't continue.
Because of the silence and hot air, two smells of blood suddenly appeared.
It's a very powerful, ghostly breath.
——When I felt that breath, I suddenly realized that the "bad premonition" in Ji Guoyuan's mouth did not refer to my departure from the beginning, but to the relationship between these two people who suddenly broke into each other. Ghost encounters here.
And one of them is the guy I was talking about just now, who keeps my mind cutting and messing up.
Ghost dance Tsuji is not miserable.
Ji Guoyuanyi obviously sensed that guy's presence, he clenched the handle of his knife, and his fighting spirit instantly became unprecedentedly strong.
That arrogant face soon appeared in my field of vision, he looked at Ji Guoyuan, his face was full of arrogance and disdain.
Then, his eyes fell on me, and a pair of eyebrows were instantly drawn together—I could clearly feel the anger rising from his body.
This is really not a suitable situation for meeting.
But I don't think he has any right to be angry, because beside him there is also a beautiful woman wearing a Wu suit embroidered with a large handle.
——What a sarcasm, like in such a scene, no one is willing to show weakness.
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