There were some dents on the outside of the cabin by the rain of arrows. It was not very clear from a distance, but it was a bit embarrassing when viewed up close.
Chen Cheng thought about it, after the market opened, he had to make a lot of trouble.
He asked Bo Yin to wash his hands and make dumplings with him, but the other party didn't have any objections.
This aspect of his personality is also very good, because he has no desires and no desires, so he will satisfy other people's requirements at will.
Perhaps he was really shocked by Chen Cheng's words. He didn't say a word to Chen Cheng during the quarter of an hour when he sat down.
Chen Cheng glanced at him from time to time, his eyes rolled and he was full of smiles.
Bo Yin finally looked up at him: "Am I poisoned?"
Chen Cheng was taken aback, blinked and said, "What do you think?"
"This small injury is not enough to make me lose consciousness."
"You're so organized." Chen Cheng praised him, half-truthfully, and then said, "That's right, it's poisoned, but I've already cured it for you."
"Is it... spring poison?"
Chen Cheng found it funny: "You really want to know?"
"think."
"Then you beg me and I'll tell you."
"Please."
"..." Chen Cheng chuckled.Flour-stained fingers pinched his face, Bo Yin was slightly stunned, subconsciously raised his hand to touch the place where he had been pinched, and said, "Are you not angry with me anymore?"
"I've never been angry with you." Chen Cheng said, "I ignored you before because I thought talking to you was like talking to a duck, and it wasn't interesting."
"now what?"
"Why do you like to ask the bottom line so much?"
"Because I want to know more about you and avoid some problems that have arisen before."
Chen Cheng has never seen such a rigid person in love, and Bo Yin is like those rare flowers and plants raised by Chen Zhuji, which he has never heard of before.
"I..." He lowered his eyes and rolled his skin, and said softly, "Now I want to spend my whole life with you properly."
Bo Yin's heart beat wildly.
He looked at Chen Cheng for a while, and saw that his cheeks were slightly red, so he also lowered his head silently, and slightly curved the corners of his mouth.
The small window of the wooden house shone into the sunlight, Chen Cheng ordered the dumplings and brought them over to eat with him.
Bo Yin was eating, and suddenly handed one to his mouth. Chen Cheng glanced at him and said, "I have it."
"Want to feed you."
Chen Cheng opened his mouth to eat it, looked up and saw that he was continuing to eat, suddenly felt bad, took a bite of the dumpling, and handed the remaining half to his mouth.
Bo Yin looked at him, and Chen Cheng blinked at him.
"...unhygienic."
Chen Cheng's face was serious: "Can you say one more thing?"
Bo Yin obediently swallowed it.
Chen Cheng tilted his head happily, picked up the dumplings, and took a bite.
Bo Yin's chopsticks landed on the white and tender dumplings, and said, "Why do you look like a kid in kindergarten, and make people drool on you."
His voice was soft and soft, revealing a touch of magnetism, which was obviously very pleasant to hear, but Chen Cheng was stunned for a moment, his mind went blank, and the dumpling he picked up fell back into the plate.
He looked at Bo Yin and said, "What did you say?"
How did Bo Yin know about the kindergarten?Isn't that a facility that only exists in another world?
"A Cheng once helped a little blind man who was abused by the family when he was young." Bo Yin said slowly: "I once had a dream. In the dream, I had a father who was drunk and beat others. I didn't see him. I told my mother that she ran away because she was often beaten."
Chen Cheng couldn't believe it.
"I met a child, I don't know if it's a boy or a girl, and I can't tell whether it's a boy or a girl. I only know that he has long hair, and the clothes I wear are the same as those I have seen, but they are different from the dream. other people in the
"He is very good and treats me very well. I ignore him, and he will drag me out and around, holding my hand tightly all the time. He told me that there is a kindergarten in front of the house, which is specially for children. Children go to school, and those passing by with horns on the road are called cars..."
The little Boyin in the dream only knew that there was darkness in front of his eyes. Since he was a child, he had never really understood the world. Because of his blindness, he could only stay in that narrow room, and would instinctively grope around when he was hungry. When he goes out to find food, he is always lucky to meet kind people.
He would politely say thank you and go home by himself.
When I met that child, he was tripped by a trash can that fell down on the road. The other party helped him. His voice was soft and soft, and he asked him: "Where is your home? I will take you back, okay?" good?"
Bo Yin reported his family name to him.
The corridor was shady and cool, but the hand holding him was always soft and warm. That child was like a ray of light tearing apart his life, allowing him to have a small part in that completely strange dark world. sustenance.
He had never heard many of the things he said, and it was hard to imagine what those things looked like, including some food and drink that the child gave him. He only knew that they tasted good and could keep hunger away. Don't know what that actually looks like.
He also couldn't imagine what the child's facial features looked like.
After waking up, the only thing he could remember was that the clothes he was wearing should be roughly the same as in this world, so he drew the figure of the other party.
But to him, it was still just a dream. Not long after, the painting was put at the bottom of the box.
Until one day, his eyes were gouged out and he fell off the cliff. Someone held his hand back and forth in the cave, and the figure of the other party gradually overlapped with the child in the dream.
Occasionally he would feel confused and doubtful, but gradually, he always paid attention to the other party unconsciously.
So he ignored all doubts and told himself that he was not Chen Zhuji.
That was his Ah Cheng.
Although what happened later seemed to make the quarrel between them unhappy, but he finally found out that it was really his Ah Cheng.
After seriously thinking about the relationship between Chen Zhuji and Chen Cheng, he finally chose to catch up.
He didn't feel any resentment towards Chen Zhuji, but he was a little hurt when he found out that it was really Chen Cheng, but even so, what he was most worried about was being left behind by him.
Chen Cheng suspects that he made it up, but Bo Yin's story cannot be so detailed.
The dumplings gradually cooled down, but Chen Cheng was in a daze.
"Ah Cheng said just now that he wants to be with me forever." Bo Yin said, "It's really great."
There was light in his eyes, his gentleness was unbelievable, Chen Cheng also smiled and said, "So you like me because of this."
Bo Yin wasn't quite sure how to answer his words, he was worried that if he accidentally answered the wrong one again, it would make him unhappy.
Chen Cheng suddenly straightened his upper body, propped his hands on the table, and kissed him on the forehead: "I also think... this is really great."
Great.
It turned out that Bo Yin didn't like him because he was cheated by him, but because he saw his goodness, so he liked himself.
There is always a thin layer of snow here, and some of it melts quickly, and even if it remains, it can't even cover the dry grass.
Wrapped in a quilt, Chen Cheng sat in front of the stove and played chess with Bo Yin, instead of sitting opposite, he wanted to squeeze together with Bo Yin.
Sometimes, Bo Yin is submissive, he calmly holds Chen Cheng in his arms, covers his chest with a quilt according to his request, and said: "I've never seen you so afraid of the cold in the past."
"Actually, I was afraid." Chen Cheng said, "It's just that I was used to being frozen in the past, so I forgot to be afraid."
Bo Yin's thumb rubbed against his cheek, Chen Cheng dropped a chess piece on the chessboard, turned around and saw that he was staring at him, and smiled: "Why, don't you understand again?"
"You can be afraid in the future, I will hold you."
Chen Cheng nodded and urged him to make a move, Bo Yin focused on examining the chessboard, Chen Cheng came to see him secretly again, and waited for him to make a move before saying, "Bo Yin."
"Ok?"
"Do you really, really, really like me, really special, and can't leave me?"
"Ah."
"Then what will you do if I leave?"
"I will find you."
"It's not good for you to be like this. People have to learn to be independent, and they can't always rely on others."
Bo Yin frowned: "You and I love each other, and you promised me to be with me forever."
"But one of us must die first."
Bo Yin was silent for a while, and said, "Who will leave first?"
"If it's you, I'm sure I'm fine, but if I am, do I have a problem?"
"Originally, there shouldn't be any problem." Bo Yin said, "But you didn't teach me... how to live alone after falling in love with you."
Chen Cheng looked at him for a while, then kissed him on the chin again, and said with a smile: "Then I will teach you now, you should remember it well."
Bo Yin looked at him quietly.
Chen Cheng said: "When the time comes, you will go back and be your Highness the Crown Prince honestly, and after a hundred years from your father, you will be the emperor, and you will have all the glory and splendor of the world..."
"It doesn't mean much to me."
"Then, you may meet many more..."
"Are you dying?"
"..."
He asked too straightforwardly, Chen Cheng's expression was blank for a moment, and Bo Yin's hand holding the chess pieces silently tightened, he said firmly, "What poison?"
"Drunk lovesickness." Chen Cheng heard himself speak.
The chessboard suddenly moved due to the opponent's movement, and the chess pieces were scattered and rolled down on the wooden floor.
Bo Yin hugged him and stood up abruptly, Chen Cheng was put on the bed, saw him take the cloak silently, walked back and put it on him: "Yangyu Valley is in the south, we can reach it in ten days at most, Gancheng is at least seventeen days away from here, I will write to Jing Gaoge, and if there is no accident, he should be able to arrive within a month."
His tone was calm, if it wasn't for the tears that fell down his face, Chen Cheng would feel that he really didn't fluctuate at all.
Bo Yin didn't seem to be very good at controlling his tears, he raised his hand to wipe it, and said to Chen Cheng, "You won't die."
Chen Cheng was picked up by him again.
On the sixth day of the Lunar New Year, the market had already opened, so Bo Yin bought a carriage and put him in it.
He didn't panic, nor did he leave time for grief, he arranged everything in an orderly manner, and rode his horse to take Chen Cheng on the road himself.
Chen Cheng didn't say anything.
It's not that he didn't want to say it, but he felt pain in his lungs.
At first, these pains were very weak, but gradually, the pain became more and more severe.
He knows what that means.
His lungs are being corroded by toxins.
Lovesick to the bone, full of worries.The poison of Drunken Lovesickness will rot from his heart and lungs until there is no sign of life left on his body.
Bo Yin should also know this, but he didn't say anything, but the food for Chen Cheng gradually became soft and warm, as if he was worried that it would burn him.
Chen Cheng's face became more and more haggard day by day, but he would still eat everything Bo Yin gave him, until one day, he found his throat was sweet, even though he endured it, he still couldn't stop the blood from slipping from his lips .
He took out the handkerchief and wiped the corners of his mouth, patiently licked away the blood from his teeth, took out the mirror to confirm his appearance, and then called: "Bo Yin."
The carriage stopped, and Bo Yin quickly opened the door to come in. The cold wind wanted to get in, but he quickly closed the door to block the door. His nose moved slightly, and his tone was calm and gentle: "What's wrong?"
Chen Cheng leaned towards him and said softly, "Hold me for a while."
Bo Yin hugged him obediently, and Chen Cheng said again: "Kiss me."
Bo Yin kissed him from his forehead to the corner of his mouth. Chen Cheng's tongue was salty, and he couldn't help laughing: "Didn't I say that? Tears will be laughed at. Why are you becoming more and more like a girl?"
Bo Yin touched his cheek with his lips, and said in a hoarse voice, "Why do people laugh at sad people?"
"Because a person who easily expresses sadness must be a person who is not strong."
"Isn't it a kind of fragility to be afraid to show your emotions for fear of being laughed at?"
Chen Cheng was stunned for a moment, and said, "Why do you always have so many fallacies?"
"I'm worried about Ah Cheng, I'm so sad..." Bo Yin choked up a little, his voice getting hoarse: "I hope Ah Cheng can get better."
Chen Cheng took his hand and intertwined his fingers, "I'm not afraid of death... I'm just afraid of being killed like a mouse."
"I will not kill you, and I will not allow anyone to kill you."
Chen Cheng raised his lips and said, "Say you love me."
"I love you."
"Say you'll never forget me."
"I will never forget you."
"Say, even if I'm gone, you'll still have a very good life."
"If you're gone, I'll miss you, and I'll be very, very badly."
"……Really?"
"real."
"Then I'm relieved...well, ahem."
The white clothes on Bo Yin's chest were stained with blood, Chen Cheng was unconscious, and murmured: "You must always remember me... remember me, you are a good person."
He began to cough up blood frequently, occasionally accompanied by fine pieces of meat, and was unconscious most of the time.
Chen clearly understood that he was going to die.
Sometimes he would suddenly become kind and tell Bo Yin, you have to forget about me and live your life well.
But soon he will regret it again.
Bo Yin is the person who makes him fear, resent, hate, love, be infatuated with, and understand his heart... The emotions he brings to him are too complicated, and he can't let go.He wanted to kill Bo Yin and take him with him, but he felt that he was a good person, how could he have such an idea.
He could only tell Bo Yin over and over again not to forget himself, and then repeatedly struggled endlessly in greed and hypocrisy.
Fortunately, Bo Yin's answer hit his expectations every time.
He is satisfied.
If there is another life left, he shouldn't have nightmares because of Bo Yin, right?
Chen Cheng thought, and then fell into the boundless darkness in the swaying carriage.
He heard someone calling his name.
"Ah Cheng, we're here, Ah Cheng?"
It was Bo Yin, he knew it, but his voice was shaking so badly that it didn't look like him anymore.
He suddenly felt a little distressed.
When he returned to this world again, he was brought by Bo Xi to the Prince's Mansion, bypassing the rockery, passing through the corridor, and crossing the wooden bridge, he saw the Bo Yin who had given him so many years of nightmares.
He really likes the tranquility of the other party, there will never be any waves, he will not be happy with things, and will not be sad with himself.
He was obviously just a mortal, yet he lived like a fairy.
He thought about the ferocity, greed, madness in his secrets, and the monster called ambition in his heart.
If only he could become a person like Bo Yin.
Just lazily leaning against the pavilion, let others approach or distance yourself, let the clouds roll and the clouds relax, the sun rises and the sun sets, and you still have nothing to do with yourself, leisurely and comfortable.
It seems that everything in this world is just a fleeting moment, and he is just a spectator, not even a passerby.
Seeing Bo Yin, he realized that people can still live so transparently and indifferently.
It turns out that when people come to this world once, they don't have to do something.
"His Royal Highness." Seeing the other party's eyes open, Chen Cheng bowed, and said with a slight smile, "Chen Zhuji, a grassroots, hastily disturbed His Highness Xiaomei, and I hope you will forgive me."
"Bo Xi asked you to come find me?"
"No." Chen Cheng smiled softly: "It's a grassroots... wanting to see His Highness without permission."
"Is something wrong?"
"Caomin, I admire Your Highness, and want to find an official position in the Prince's Mansion."
Bo Yin looked at him quietly for a while, then said lightly: "I don't like you being dishonest."
"Lan Xihua!" The voice suddenly became clear again, he hugged Chen Cheng and said, "Where is Lan Xihua, let him come out, I want to save my life."
"So it's Prince Yin." Lan Xihua's voice came out, "I'm so panicked, I dare to ask who this is..."
"My love."
Chen Cheng is complete.
He felt that his consciousness was disappearing little by little, and he really wanted to tell Bo Yin again, you'd better forget about me and live your own life, I had bad intentions in the first place.
But he couldn't tell.
His colorful life, the past carefully outlined by the author, and everything he carefully designed——
The quiet Boy Yin in the pavilion, the five fingers quietly clenched in his sleeves, the exotic flowers and plants in Baiwuling, and the clothes he sewed carefully while sitting in the sun...
The man with binoculars dug out above the abyss, the bloody eyeballs hanging from his fingertips, and finally the scene of five brothers staring at him in the cave on the ancient Tai Chi path...
All the pictures in the memory changed from three-dimensional to two-dimensional, countless colored particles flew off the scene, and the outlines gradually became lines, and then even the lines disappeared.
Chen Zhuji's life was like being smeared back and forth with an eraser in a big hand, and finally disappeared completely.
He didn't struggle.
Following Bo Yin's example, he accepted everything calmly.
His wrist fell to the wooden head of the bed.
The author has something to say: Orange: It's finished!
Prince: See you in the next chapter.
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Chen Cheng thought about it, after the market opened, he had to make a lot of trouble.
He asked Bo Yin to wash his hands and make dumplings with him, but the other party didn't have any objections.
This aspect of his personality is also very good, because he has no desires and no desires, so he will satisfy other people's requirements at will.
Perhaps he was really shocked by Chen Cheng's words. He didn't say a word to Chen Cheng during the quarter of an hour when he sat down.
Chen Cheng glanced at him from time to time, his eyes rolled and he was full of smiles.
Bo Yin finally looked up at him: "Am I poisoned?"
Chen Cheng was taken aback, blinked and said, "What do you think?"
"This small injury is not enough to make me lose consciousness."
"You're so organized." Chen Cheng praised him, half-truthfully, and then said, "That's right, it's poisoned, but I've already cured it for you."
"Is it... spring poison?"
Chen Cheng found it funny: "You really want to know?"
"think."
"Then you beg me and I'll tell you."
"Please."
"..." Chen Cheng chuckled.Flour-stained fingers pinched his face, Bo Yin was slightly stunned, subconsciously raised his hand to touch the place where he had been pinched, and said, "Are you not angry with me anymore?"
"I've never been angry with you." Chen Cheng said, "I ignored you before because I thought talking to you was like talking to a duck, and it wasn't interesting."
"now what?"
"Why do you like to ask the bottom line so much?"
"Because I want to know more about you and avoid some problems that have arisen before."
Chen Cheng has never seen such a rigid person in love, and Bo Yin is like those rare flowers and plants raised by Chen Zhuji, which he has never heard of before.
"I..." He lowered his eyes and rolled his skin, and said softly, "Now I want to spend my whole life with you properly."
Bo Yin's heart beat wildly.
He looked at Chen Cheng for a while, and saw that his cheeks were slightly red, so he also lowered his head silently, and slightly curved the corners of his mouth.
The small window of the wooden house shone into the sunlight, Chen Cheng ordered the dumplings and brought them over to eat with him.
Bo Yin was eating, and suddenly handed one to his mouth. Chen Cheng glanced at him and said, "I have it."
"Want to feed you."
Chen Cheng opened his mouth to eat it, looked up and saw that he was continuing to eat, suddenly felt bad, took a bite of the dumpling, and handed the remaining half to his mouth.
Bo Yin looked at him, and Chen Cheng blinked at him.
"...unhygienic."
Chen Cheng's face was serious: "Can you say one more thing?"
Bo Yin obediently swallowed it.
Chen Cheng tilted his head happily, picked up the dumplings, and took a bite.
Bo Yin's chopsticks landed on the white and tender dumplings, and said, "Why do you look like a kid in kindergarten, and make people drool on you."
His voice was soft and soft, revealing a touch of magnetism, which was obviously very pleasant to hear, but Chen Cheng was stunned for a moment, his mind went blank, and the dumpling he picked up fell back into the plate.
He looked at Bo Yin and said, "What did you say?"
How did Bo Yin know about the kindergarten?Isn't that a facility that only exists in another world?
"A Cheng once helped a little blind man who was abused by the family when he was young." Bo Yin said slowly: "I once had a dream. In the dream, I had a father who was drunk and beat others. I didn't see him. I told my mother that she ran away because she was often beaten."
Chen Cheng couldn't believe it.
"I met a child, I don't know if it's a boy or a girl, and I can't tell whether it's a boy or a girl. I only know that he has long hair, and the clothes I wear are the same as those I have seen, but they are different from the dream. other people in the
"He is very good and treats me very well. I ignore him, and he will drag me out and around, holding my hand tightly all the time. He told me that there is a kindergarten in front of the house, which is specially for children. Children go to school, and those passing by with horns on the road are called cars..."
The little Boyin in the dream only knew that there was darkness in front of his eyes. Since he was a child, he had never really understood the world. Because of his blindness, he could only stay in that narrow room, and would instinctively grope around when he was hungry. When he goes out to find food, he is always lucky to meet kind people.
He would politely say thank you and go home by himself.
When I met that child, he was tripped by a trash can that fell down on the road. The other party helped him. His voice was soft and soft, and he asked him: "Where is your home? I will take you back, okay?" good?"
Bo Yin reported his family name to him.
The corridor was shady and cool, but the hand holding him was always soft and warm. That child was like a ray of light tearing apart his life, allowing him to have a small part in that completely strange dark world. sustenance.
He had never heard many of the things he said, and it was hard to imagine what those things looked like, including some food and drink that the child gave him. He only knew that they tasted good and could keep hunger away. Don't know what that actually looks like.
He also couldn't imagine what the child's facial features looked like.
After waking up, the only thing he could remember was that the clothes he was wearing should be roughly the same as in this world, so he drew the figure of the other party.
But to him, it was still just a dream. Not long after, the painting was put at the bottom of the box.
Until one day, his eyes were gouged out and he fell off the cliff. Someone held his hand back and forth in the cave, and the figure of the other party gradually overlapped with the child in the dream.
Occasionally he would feel confused and doubtful, but gradually, he always paid attention to the other party unconsciously.
So he ignored all doubts and told himself that he was not Chen Zhuji.
That was his Ah Cheng.
Although what happened later seemed to make the quarrel between them unhappy, but he finally found out that it was really his Ah Cheng.
After seriously thinking about the relationship between Chen Zhuji and Chen Cheng, he finally chose to catch up.
He didn't feel any resentment towards Chen Zhuji, but he was a little hurt when he found out that it was really Chen Cheng, but even so, what he was most worried about was being left behind by him.
Chen Cheng suspects that he made it up, but Bo Yin's story cannot be so detailed.
The dumplings gradually cooled down, but Chen Cheng was in a daze.
"Ah Cheng said just now that he wants to be with me forever." Bo Yin said, "It's really great."
There was light in his eyes, his gentleness was unbelievable, Chen Cheng also smiled and said, "So you like me because of this."
Bo Yin wasn't quite sure how to answer his words, he was worried that if he accidentally answered the wrong one again, it would make him unhappy.
Chen Cheng suddenly straightened his upper body, propped his hands on the table, and kissed him on the forehead: "I also think... this is really great."
Great.
It turned out that Bo Yin didn't like him because he was cheated by him, but because he saw his goodness, so he liked himself.
There is always a thin layer of snow here, and some of it melts quickly, and even if it remains, it can't even cover the dry grass.
Wrapped in a quilt, Chen Cheng sat in front of the stove and played chess with Bo Yin, instead of sitting opposite, he wanted to squeeze together with Bo Yin.
Sometimes, Bo Yin is submissive, he calmly holds Chen Cheng in his arms, covers his chest with a quilt according to his request, and said: "I've never seen you so afraid of the cold in the past."
"Actually, I was afraid." Chen Cheng said, "It's just that I was used to being frozen in the past, so I forgot to be afraid."
Bo Yin's thumb rubbed against his cheek, Chen Cheng dropped a chess piece on the chessboard, turned around and saw that he was staring at him, and smiled: "Why, don't you understand again?"
"You can be afraid in the future, I will hold you."
Chen Cheng nodded and urged him to make a move, Bo Yin focused on examining the chessboard, Chen Cheng came to see him secretly again, and waited for him to make a move before saying, "Bo Yin."
"Ok?"
"Do you really, really, really like me, really special, and can't leave me?"
"Ah."
"Then what will you do if I leave?"
"I will find you."
"It's not good for you to be like this. People have to learn to be independent, and they can't always rely on others."
Bo Yin frowned: "You and I love each other, and you promised me to be with me forever."
"But one of us must die first."
Bo Yin was silent for a while, and said, "Who will leave first?"
"If it's you, I'm sure I'm fine, but if I am, do I have a problem?"
"Originally, there shouldn't be any problem." Bo Yin said, "But you didn't teach me... how to live alone after falling in love with you."
Chen Cheng looked at him for a while, then kissed him on the chin again, and said with a smile: "Then I will teach you now, you should remember it well."
Bo Yin looked at him quietly.
Chen Cheng said: "When the time comes, you will go back and be your Highness the Crown Prince honestly, and after a hundred years from your father, you will be the emperor, and you will have all the glory and splendor of the world..."
"It doesn't mean much to me."
"Then, you may meet many more..."
"Are you dying?"
"..."
He asked too straightforwardly, Chen Cheng's expression was blank for a moment, and Bo Yin's hand holding the chess pieces silently tightened, he said firmly, "What poison?"
"Drunk lovesickness." Chen Cheng heard himself speak.
The chessboard suddenly moved due to the opponent's movement, and the chess pieces were scattered and rolled down on the wooden floor.
Bo Yin hugged him and stood up abruptly, Chen Cheng was put on the bed, saw him take the cloak silently, walked back and put it on him: "Yangyu Valley is in the south, we can reach it in ten days at most, Gancheng is at least seventeen days away from here, I will write to Jing Gaoge, and if there is no accident, he should be able to arrive within a month."
His tone was calm, if it wasn't for the tears that fell down his face, Chen Cheng would feel that he really didn't fluctuate at all.
Bo Yin didn't seem to be very good at controlling his tears, he raised his hand to wipe it, and said to Chen Cheng, "You won't die."
Chen Cheng was picked up by him again.
On the sixth day of the Lunar New Year, the market had already opened, so Bo Yin bought a carriage and put him in it.
He didn't panic, nor did he leave time for grief, he arranged everything in an orderly manner, and rode his horse to take Chen Cheng on the road himself.
Chen Cheng didn't say anything.
It's not that he didn't want to say it, but he felt pain in his lungs.
At first, these pains were very weak, but gradually, the pain became more and more severe.
He knows what that means.
His lungs are being corroded by toxins.
Lovesick to the bone, full of worries.The poison of Drunken Lovesickness will rot from his heart and lungs until there is no sign of life left on his body.
Bo Yin should also know this, but he didn't say anything, but the food for Chen Cheng gradually became soft and warm, as if he was worried that it would burn him.
Chen Cheng's face became more and more haggard day by day, but he would still eat everything Bo Yin gave him, until one day, he found his throat was sweet, even though he endured it, he still couldn't stop the blood from slipping from his lips .
He took out the handkerchief and wiped the corners of his mouth, patiently licked away the blood from his teeth, took out the mirror to confirm his appearance, and then called: "Bo Yin."
The carriage stopped, and Bo Yin quickly opened the door to come in. The cold wind wanted to get in, but he quickly closed the door to block the door. His nose moved slightly, and his tone was calm and gentle: "What's wrong?"
Chen Cheng leaned towards him and said softly, "Hold me for a while."
Bo Yin hugged him obediently, and Chen Cheng said again: "Kiss me."
Bo Yin kissed him from his forehead to the corner of his mouth. Chen Cheng's tongue was salty, and he couldn't help laughing: "Didn't I say that? Tears will be laughed at. Why are you becoming more and more like a girl?"
Bo Yin touched his cheek with his lips, and said in a hoarse voice, "Why do people laugh at sad people?"
"Because a person who easily expresses sadness must be a person who is not strong."
"Isn't it a kind of fragility to be afraid to show your emotions for fear of being laughed at?"
Chen Cheng was stunned for a moment, and said, "Why do you always have so many fallacies?"
"I'm worried about Ah Cheng, I'm so sad..." Bo Yin choked up a little, his voice getting hoarse: "I hope Ah Cheng can get better."
Chen Cheng took his hand and intertwined his fingers, "I'm not afraid of death... I'm just afraid of being killed like a mouse."
"I will not kill you, and I will not allow anyone to kill you."
Chen Cheng raised his lips and said, "Say you love me."
"I love you."
"Say you'll never forget me."
"I will never forget you."
"Say, even if I'm gone, you'll still have a very good life."
"If you're gone, I'll miss you, and I'll be very, very badly."
"……Really?"
"real."
"Then I'm relieved...well, ahem."
The white clothes on Bo Yin's chest were stained with blood, Chen Cheng was unconscious, and murmured: "You must always remember me... remember me, you are a good person."
He began to cough up blood frequently, occasionally accompanied by fine pieces of meat, and was unconscious most of the time.
Chen clearly understood that he was going to die.
Sometimes he would suddenly become kind and tell Bo Yin, you have to forget about me and live your life well.
But soon he will regret it again.
Bo Yin is the person who makes him fear, resent, hate, love, be infatuated with, and understand his heart... The emotions he brings to him are too complicated, and he can't let go.He wanted to kill Bo Yin and take him with him, but he felt that he was a good person, how could he have such an idea.
He could only tell Bo Yin over and over again not to forget himself, and then repeatedly struggled endlessly in greed and hypocrisy.
Fortunately, Bo Yin's answer hit his expectations every time.
He is satisfied.
If there is another life left, he shouldn't have nightmares because of Bo Yin, right?
Chen Cheng thought, and then fell into the boundless darkness in the swaying carriage.
He heard someone calling his name.
"Ah Cheng, we're here, Ah Cheng?"
It was Bo Yin, he knew it, but his voice was shaking so badly that it didn't look like him anymore.
He suddenly felt a little distressed.
When he returned to this world again, he was brought by Bo Xi to the Prince's Mansion, bypassing the rockery, passing through the corridor, and crossing the wooden bridge, he saw the Bo Yin who had given him so many years of nightmares.
He really likes the tranquility of the other party, there will never be any waves, he will not be happy with things, and will not be sad with himself.
He was obviously just a mortal, yet he lived like a fairy.
He thought about the ferocity, greed, madness in his secrets, and the monster called ambition in his heart.
If only he could become a person like Bo Yin.
Just lazily leaning against the pavilion, let others approach or distance yourself, let the clouds roll and the clouds relax, the sun rises and the sun sets, and you still have nothing to do with yourself, leisurely and comfortable.
It seems that everything in this world is just a fleeting moment, and he is just a spectator, not even a passerby.
Seeing Bo Yin, he realized that people can still live so transparently and indifferently.
It turns out that when people come to this world once, they don't have to do something.
"His Royal Highness." Seeing the other party's eyes open, Chen Cheng bowed, and said with a slight smile, "Chen Zhuji, a grassroots, hastily disturbed His Highness Xiaomei, and I hope you will forgive me."
"Bo Xi asked you to come find me?"
"No." Chen Cheng smiled softly: "It's a grassroots... wanting to see His Highness without permission."
"Is something wrong?"
"Caomin, I admire Your Highness, and want to find an official position in the Prince's Mansion."
Bo Yin looked at him quietly for a while, then said lightly: "I don't like you being dishonest."
"Lan Xihua!" The voice suddenly became clear again, he hugged Chen Cheng and said, "Where is Lan Xihua, let him come out, I want to save my life."
"So it's Prince Yin." Lan Xihua's voice came out, "I'm so panicked, I dare to ask who this is..."
"My love."
Chen Cheng is complete.
He felt that his consciousness was disappearing little by little, and he really wanted to tell Bo Yin again, you'd better forget about me and live your own life, I had bad intentions in the first place.
But he couldn't tell.
His colorful life, the past carefully outlined by the author, and everything he carefully designed——
The quiet Boy Yin in the pavilion, the five fingers quietly clenched in his sleeves, the exotic flowers and plants in Baiwuling, and the clothes he sewed carefully while sitting in the sun...
The man with binoculars dug out above the abyss, the bloody eyeballs hanging from his fingertips, and finally the scene of five brothers staring at him in the cave on the ancient Tai Chi path...
All the pictures in the memory changed from three-dimensional to two-dimensional, countless colored particles flew off the scene, and the outlines gradually became lines, and then even the lines disappeared.
Chen Zhuji's life was like being smeared back and forth with an eraser in a big hand, and finally disappeared completely.
He didn't struggle.
Following Bo Yin's example, he accepted everything calmly.
His wrist fell to the wooden head of the bed.
The author has something to say: Orange: It's finished!
Prince: See you in the next chapter.
感谢在2020-10-2600:25:56~2020-10-2623:54:09期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angels of irrigation nutrient solution: 5 bottles of Leo, Sasuke and Qiao Nanzi; 2 bottles of Hong, look at my tail; 1 bottle of Nanchuan Persimmon Valley and Qingyue;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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