Bai Shen led the people into the safe passage, the loud voices were blocked by the thick iron gate, there was neither lights nor heating, the dark and cold space was very suitable for the current atmosphere of the two of them.
Bai Shen looked down at Huai Chen, who was standing against the wall with his shoulders shrunk, freely walking through the crowd with a face that always wore a smirk. At this moment, there was no trace of happiness or anger, and his eyes were heavy.
Huai Chen knew he was angry.
Most of the time, Huaichen's perception of other people's emotions is extremely lacking, which caused him to suffer a lot of misunderstandings and misunderstandings, but Huaichen doesn't care, he has his own world, and he doesn't bother with the evaluation of the outside world Care more.
But he could sensitively feel Bai Shen's emotional changes, even if the other party never showed it.
"You... don't be angry." Huai Chen whispered, with timid eyes, "I'm sorry." Although he didn't know why he was apologizing.
Bai Shen pretended not to hear, he lowered his body and approached slowly, when suddenly his right hand hit the wall on the left side of Huai Chen's head with a 'snap'.
"Did I protect you too well at the beginning, so I made you so grown up and so stupid?"
He spoke softly, and his tone was not intense at all, his voice was so crisp and intoxicating as if he was slowly telling someone a bedtime story.Huai Chen didn't feel sad because of what he said, on the contrary, he moved his lips and made a sound: "...it is..."
Bai Shen didn't hear clearly, and frowned: "What?"
Huai Chen looked straight into his eyes, innocent like a deer, and said wronged: "Yes. You protected me too well back then, so I want you, I want you like crazy!"
How does this look like an adult, famous songwriter?Bai Shen almost laughed out of anger.He also really laughed, and the low laughter came from his chest, which made Huai Chen want to get closer and listen.After being ridiculous, Bai Shen's expression became more indifferent than before, he said: "Jiang Huaichen, but I don't want you."
Huai Chen was finally stunned, there were no more words that could stab into his flesh and blood like now.
He hadn't heard his full name called like that for a long time.
Many people think that "Huaichen" is just his pen name, but it is not, just because someone once told him that these two characters are very suitable for a pen name.
His throat was so constricted that he couldn't make any sound, Huai Chen wanted to ask for help, but the only person who could save him was watching coldly from the opposite side.
"Do you know where this is? Just dare to barge in like this." Bai Shen took a step back and distanced himself from Huai Chen.
Huai Chen lowered his head and shook his head.
Bai Shen smiled sarcasticly: "This is gay, all kinds of ghosts and snakes can take you..."
"It can eat me to the bone." Huai Chen suddenly took his words.
Bai Shen was taken aback for a moment, remembering something in a trance, and was so silent that he didn't speak anymore.
... "Why do people like you come to the United States? Don't your family worry that you will be eaten up here?"
... "Jiang Huaichen? The name is good, like a poet. Huaichen, it's quite suitable as a pseudonym."
Memory is like Pandora's box, once opened, it cannot be closed.
Annoyed in Bai Shen's heart, he suddenly didn't want to see the person in front of him again, he raised his leg and wanted to go back to the world behind the iron gate.
But Huai Chen grabbed his sleeve, those deer-like eyes looked over again unwillingly.Huai Chen asked him: "What kind of man do you like?" He rolled up his sleeves and said hastily, "I can get tattoos and ear piercing right now..."
"You are enough." Bai Shen said impatiently.
Bai Shen knew that Huai Chen was forcing himself to say such words, and such Huai Chen was too ugly in Bai Shen's eyes.
"Do you think it's useful to say this now?" Bai Shen asked coldly, he grabbed Huaichen's wrist and pulled it off his clothes, "You were the one who left without saying goodbye, and you are the one who is pestering you now. Don't you think it's too ridiculous?"
Speaking of which, Bai Shen thought of something, and the ironic smile on the corner of his mouth became colder: "I forgot, maybe you want to get that money back?"
Hearing this, Huaichen hurriedly shook his head: "No..."
"I will exchange 6 U.S. dollars into RMB according to the exchange rate of the year, and ask Baichu to hand it over to you." Bai Shen opened the iron door of the safe passage, and instantly high-decibel music and noise poured into this cold place , Bai Shen turned his back to Huai Chen and said, "We are completely clean."
The last few words were almost drowned in the waves of voices outside, but Huaichen still heard them.
It was precisely because he heard it that he was stunned for a moment, so he couldn't catch up with Bai Shen's figure, so he lost Bai Shen's trace in the crowded bar.
……
No matter how harsh the wind blows outside, the room with constant temperature and humidity throughout the year is still as warm as spring.
Under Bai Chu's persuasive temptation, Fang Shaozhuo finally let go.
It is a memory, not just like a story, which can be briefly and easily summarized.
Fang Shaozhuo leaned his head on Baichu's shoulder, his voice muffled and hoarse: "Baichu, I don't want to change the way you look at me..."
It was like a begging. When did Fang Shaozhuo speak in such a tone?Bai Chu's heart softened into water, she patted the back of his head lightly, and whispered softly, "Don't be afraid."
That deep voice had a fatal charm, and Fang Shaozhuo was bewitched.
"If I say," Fang Shaozhuo raised his eyes and smiled slightly, "I have killed people before. Do you believe it?"
That smile was so bitter that it made Bai Chu's heart tremble.
He didn't intend to wait for Baichu's answer, and said to himself: "I killed my brother, my brother." Fang Shaozhuo's eyes drifted lightly and drifted away, he was at a loss and couldn't find a place.
"We are twins with almost the same face." He looked at Bai Chu again, "It's even more alike than you and Bai Shen."
Bai Chu tightly hugged his body.
"His name is Fang Shaohua, and Zhuohua Company came from me and his name. It can be said that without him, this company would not have been born."
"Although he and I are twins, when he was young, he got sick and burned his head. After that, he has been foolish, always doing stupid things." Fang Shaozhuo wanted to speak as lightly as possible, maybe this way, You can also find some space for self-help.
"I often can't say a complete sentence for a long time, and when others don't agree with him, I have to chase them and beat them. I'm eight or nine years old, and I'm walking and peeing my pants and laughing stupidly..."
"But he actually listened to me very much. Wherever I pointed, he went there, and never dared to disobey my orders."
"But at that time, I hated him very much." Fang Shaozhuo seemed to see himself back then. The young children stood in front of him, and the actions and words they did were all true and vicious from their hearts. Still naive and ignorant, I thought that everything was safe.
"I would think, why is such a person my brother? Why do I have the same face as such a person? This makes me want to deny his existence from the bottom of my heart."
Bai Chu listened quietly, without making any sound, for fear of disturbing Fang Shaozhuo who was so frank and revealed himself in front of him.
"He couldn't feel my rejection of him, and he still obeyed me. So I thought, what if I let him die?"
Fang Shaozhuo gritted his teeth faintly, this was a past he had never talked about in detail.Even when Sun Yunqing was treating him at the beginning, Fang Shaozhuo did not do this, and completely handed over himself.
People always have an instinct of self-protection, they subconsciously beautify their memories and original intentions, and self-deceit makes all their actions legitimate and reasonable, so that they have to believe it.Because only in this way can life be easier in the future.
But Fang Shaozhuo didn't do it.He remembered everything he had done, every word and deed, for which he was tortured and knew that he deserved it.
"One day, I took him across the road. I walked in a hurry, and accidentally let go of his hand. I quickly ran to the opposite side of the road, and when I turned around, I saw him on the other side calling out to my brother in a panic."
"I didn't want to go and hold him anymore, so I yelled: 'Won't I come over? Idiot.'"
"The traffic on that road was very fast. We shouldn't have appeared there. I sneaked out by myself, and he followed me like a tail habitually."
"He didn't dare, so I urged him: 'If you don't come here, don't say you are my younger brother!' He was scared, and ran towards me crying."
"Then……"
"'boom'……"
Fang Shaozhuo stretched out his hand in front of his eyes, not knowing whether he was blocking what he saw, or looking at what was stained on his hand.
The two people in the room were silent for a long time, and the stagnant temperature of the air almost blended with the outdoors.
After a long while, Fang Shaozhuo spoke again, his voice hoarse and clogged: "Later, this incident was treated as an accident, and I froze on the spot, unable to say a word... They all thought I was scared, ten years old Child, seeing such a scene, you can already be praised as brave if you didn't faint."
"But the second that happened, I knew that I wanted to cry with regret... Why did I do such a thing? Is that really me? Why, I can make a life disappear in front of my eyes... Fang Shaozhuo stared blankly at Baichu's face, and pleaded slowly, "Am I a devil?"
Without saying a word, Bai Chu hugged Fang Shaozhuo into his arms.
"What happened next?" Bai Chu asked.
Fang Shaozhuo's face was hidden in Baichu's arms, his hands were trembling and he was grabbing the clothes on his shoulders, the warm moisture gradually spread on a piece of the skirt on Baichu's chest.
After a long time, Fang Shaozhuo's voice was heard again.
"Later, my parents noticed my strangeness. They didn't ask me about the details, but I guess they already knew the whole story."
"They didn't hold the unlucky driver accountable anymore. They just sent me to a special school from then on..."
"I don't know if you have heard of such a school. It is completely closed and guarded by special personnel. Every move will be monitored. But the treatment is much better than ordinary labor camps, because the students there are either rich or poor. Gui was sent in by the guardian for various reasons."
"But I think it's shameful for me to survive like that."
Bai Shen looked down at Huai Chen, who was standing against the wall with his shoulders shrunk, freely walking through the crowd with a face that always wore a smirk. At this moment, there was no trace of happiness or anger, and his eyes were heavy.
Huai Chen knew he was angry.
Most of the time, Huaichen's perception of other people's emotions is extremely lacking, which caused him to suffer a lot of misunderstandings and misunderstandings, but Huaichen doesn't care, he has his own world, and he doesn't bother with the evaluation of the outside world Care more.
But he could sensitively feel Bai Shen's emotional changes, even if the other party never showed it.
"You... don't be angry." Huai Chen whispered, with timid eyes, "I'm sorry." Although he didn't know why he was apologizing.
Bai Shen pretended not to hear, he lowered his body and approached slowly, when suddenly his right hand hit the wall on the left side of Huai Chen's head with a 'snap'.
"Did I protect you too well at the beginning, so I made you so grown up and so stupid?"
He spoke softly, and his tone was not intense at all, his voice was so crisp and intoxicating as if he was slowly telling someone a bedtime story.Huai Chen didn't feel sad because of what he said, on the contrary, he moved his lips and made a sound: "...it is..."
Bai Shen didn't hear clearly, and frowned: "What?"
Huai Chen looked straight into his eyes, innocent like a deer, and said wronged: "Yes. You protected me too well back then, so I want you, I want you like crazy!"
How does this look like an adult, famous songwriter?Bai Shen almost laughed out of anger.He also really laughed, and the low laughter came from his chest, which made Huai Chen want to get closer and listen.After being ridiculous, Bai Shen's expression became more indifferent than before, he said: "Jiang Huaichen, but I don't want you."
Huai Chen was finally stunned, there were no more words that could stab into his flesh and blood like now.
He hadn't heard his full name called like that for a long time.
Many people think that "Huaichen" is just his pen name, but it is not, just because someone once told him that these two characters are very suitable for a pen name.
His throat was so constricted that he couldn't make any sound, Huai Chen wanted to ask for help, but the only person who could save him was watching coldly from the opposite side.
"Do you know where this is? Just dare to barge in like this." Bai Shen took a step back and distanced himself from Huai Chen.
Huai Chen lowered his head and shook his head.
Bai Shen smiled sarcasticly: "This is gay, all kinds of ghosts and snakes can take you..."
"It can eat me to the bone." Huai Chen suddenly took his words.
Bai Shen was taken aback for a moment, remembering something in a trance, and was so silent that he didn't speak anymore.
... "Why do people like you come to the United States? Don't your family worry that you will be eaten up here?"
... "Jiang Huaichen? The name is good, like a poet. Huaichen, it's quite suitable as a pseudonym."
Memory is like Pandora's box, once opened, it cannot be closed.
Annoyed in Bai Shen's heart, he suddenly didn't want to see the person in front of him again, he raised his leg and wanted to go back to the world behind the iron gate.
But Huai Chen grabbed his sleeve, those deer-like eyes looked over again unwillingly.Huai Chen asked him: "What kind of man do you like?" He rolled up his sleeves and said hastily, "I can get tattoos and ear piercing right now..."
"You are enough." Bai Shen said impatiently.
Bai Shen knew that Huai Chen was forcing himself to say such words, and such Huai Chen was too ugly in Bai Shen's eyes.
"Do you think it's useful to say this now?" Bai Shen asked coldly, he grabbed Huaichen's wrist and pulled it off his clothes, "You were the one who left without saying goodbye, and you are the one who is pestering you now. Don't you think it's too ridiculous?"
Speaking of which, Bai Shen thought of something, and the ironic smile on the corner of his mouth became colder: "I forgot, maybe you want to get that money back?"
Hearing this, Huaichen hurriedly shook his head: "No..."
"I will exchange 6 U.S. dollars into RMB according to the exchange rate of the year, and ask Baichu to hand it over to you." Bai Shen opened the iron door of the safe passage, and instantly high-decibel music and noise poured into this cold place , Bai Shen turned his back to Huai Chen and said, "We are completely clean."
The last few words were almost drowned in the waves of voices outside, but Huaichen still heard them.
It was precisely because he heard it that he was stunned for a moment, so he couldn't catch up with Bai Shen's figure, so he lost Bai Shen's trace in the crowded bar.
……
No matter how harsh the wind blows outside, the room with constant temperature and humidity throughout the year is still as warm as spring.
Under Bai Chu's persuasive temptation, Fang Shaozhuo finally let go.
It is a memory, not just like a story, which can be briefly and easily summarized.
Fang Shaozhuo leaned his head on Baichu's shoulder, his voice muffled and hoarse: "Baichu, I don't want to change the way you look at me..."
It was like a begging. When did Fang Shaozhuo speak in such a tone?Bai Chu's heart softened into water, she patted the back of his head lightly, and whispered softly, "Don't be afraid."
That deep voice had a fatal charm, and Fang Shaozhuo was bewitched.
"If I say," Fang Shaozhuo raised his eyes and smiled slightly, "I have killed people before. Do you believe it?"
That smile was so bitter that it made Bai Chu's heart tremble.
He didn't intend to wait for Baichu's answer, and said to himself: "I killed my brother, my brother." Fang Shaozhuo's eyes drifted lightly and drifted away, he was at a loss and couldn't find a place.
"We are twins with almost the same face." He looked at Bai Chu again, "It's even more alike than you and Bai Shen."
Bai Chu tightly hugged his body.
"His name is Fang Shaohua, and Zhuohua Company came from me and his name. It can be said that without him, this company would not have been born."
"Although he and I are twins, when he was young, he got sick and burned his head. After that, he has been foolish, always doing stupid things." Fang Shaozhuo wanted to speak as lightly as possible, maybe this way, You can also find some space for self-help.
"I often can't say a complete sentence for a long time, and when others don't agree with him, I have to chase them and beat them. I'm eight or nine years old, and I'm walking and peeing my pants and laughing stupidly..."
"But he actually listened to me very much. Wherever I pointed, he went there, and never dared to disobey my orders."
"But at that time, I hated him very much." Fang Shaozhuo seemed to see himself back then. The young children stood in front of him, and the actions and words they did were all true and vicious from their hearts. Still naive and ignorant, I thought that everything was safe.
"I would think, why is such a person my brother? Why do I have the same face as such a person? This makes me want to deny his existence from the bottom of my heart."
Bai Chu listened quietly, without making any sound, for fear of disturbing Fang Shaozhuo who was so frank and revealed himself in front of him.
"He couldn't feel my rejection of him, and he still obeyed me. So I thought, what if I let him die?"
Fang Shaozhuo gritted his teeth faintly, this was a past he had never talked about in detail.Even when Sun Yunqing was treating him at the beginning, Fang Shaozhuo did not do this, and completely handed over himself.
People always have an instinct of self-protection, they subconsciously beautify their memories and original intentions, and self-deceit makes all their actions legitimate and reasonable, so that they have to believe it.Because only in this way can life be easier in the future.
But Fang Shaozhuo didn't do it.He remembered everything he had done, every word and deed, for which he was tortured and knew that he deserved it.
"One day, I took him across the road. I walked in a hurry, and accidentally let go of his hand. I quickly ran to the opposite side of the road, and when I turned around, I saw him on the other side calling out to my brother in a panic."
"I didn't want to go and hold him anymore, so I yelled: 'Won't I come over? Idiot.'"
"The traffic on that road was very fast. We shouldn't have appeared there. I sneaked out by myself, and he followed me like a tail habitually."
"He didn't dare, so I urged him: 'If you don't come here, don't say you are my younger brother!' He was scared, and ran towards me crying."
"Then……"
"'boom'……"
Fang Shaozhuo stretched out his hand in front of his eyes, not knowing whether he was blocking what he saw, or looking at what was stained on his hand.
The two people in the room were silent for a long time, and the stagnant temperature of the air almost blended with the outdoors.
After a long while, Fang Shaozhuo spoke again, his voice hoarse and clogged: "Later, this incident was treated as an accident, and I froze on the spot, unable to say a word... They all thought I was scared, ten years old Child, seeing such a scene, you can already be praised as brave if you didn't faint."
"But the second that happened, I knew that I wanted to cry with regret... Why did I do such a thing? Is that really me? Why, I can make a life disappear in front of my eyes... Fang Shaozhuo stared blankly at Baichu's face, and pleaded slowly, "Am I a devil?"
Without saying a word, Bai Chu hugged Fang Shaozhuo into his arms.
"What happened next?" Bai Chu asked.
Fang Shaozhuo's face was hidden in Baichu's arms, his hands were trembling and he was grabbing the clothes on his shoulders, the warm moisture gradually spread on a piece of the skirt on Baichu's chest.
After a long time, Fang Shaozhuo's voice was heard again.
"Later, my parents noticed my strangeness. They didn't ask me about the details, but I guess they already knew the whole story."
"They didn't hold the unlucky driver accountable anymore. They just sent me to a special school from then on..."
"I don't know if you have heard of such a school. It is completely closed and guarded by special personnel. Every move will be monitored. But the treatment is much better than ordinary labor camps, because the students there are either rich or poor. Gui was sent in by the guardian for various reasons."
"But I think it's shameful for me to survive like that."
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