door to happiness

"Anyway, it's your fault if you didn't wait for me!" Liang Yan refused to be outdone. Wait for me at the train station. Even if you can't wait, you should give me a call! When I arrived in Hangzhou, I was alone, and you didn't answer the call. If I can't find you, do you know how scared I am?"

"Isn't it right that others are afraid of you?" Liao Wei whispered beside him, but Liang Yan still heard it.

Liang Yan raised her hand and said viciously: "If you interrupt again, be careful that I will slap you."

Liao Wei hurriedly covered Ding Dong's eyes: "There is a child here, restrain yourself, don't spoil the child!"

"The mobile phone was picked up on the train." A trace of sadness slowly crept up between Li Xiangyu's brows. If you still want to keep holding on to this matter, then my child and I will leave first. Don’t ask me about my recent situation, and I won’t ask you either. For the three of us, this is all hurt! ——Talk first, I smoke a cigarette!" He said as he got up and left his seat, and limped towards the bathroom.

cigarette?He has never smoked, but he did not expect to have such a bad habit over the years.He must be bored!

"Do you know how he's limping?"

I shook my head: "I don't know. When my grandmother passed away in 2014, I saw him once, and he was limping at that time. I always wanted to ask, but I didn't dare to ask."

"How about you, how have you been these years?"

"It's okay, from Zhang Hong to 'Mr. Zhang', is it a gain?"

"What about feelings?"

"Single."

"Ten years, can't you let go? Ten years is not short!"

"It doesn't seem long."

There was a long silence.

"Li Xiangyu's cigarette is too long! I'll go and have a look." It was so embarrassing, I hurriedly found an excuse to leave.

At the toilet guard, Li Xiangyu was smoking a cigarette. The cigarette had just burned off a little bit. It was obvious that this was a new one.

Standing with him at the door, just standing silently like that.Fortunately, this is a hotel, and there are not many people going to the bathroom, otherwise it would be too weird for the two of them to stand like door gods.

After a while, Liao Wei came and stretched out his hand to Li Xiangyu: "Can you give me a stick?"

Liao Wei looked very proficient at smoking, it was certainly not the first time he smoked, and his voice was quite masculine, which was completely different from his performance at the dinner table just now.I was a little curious: "You...does she know you smoke?"

"I don't smoke often in front of her, because I'm afraid she won't like it."

"She..." Li Xiangyu hesitated for a while, "She is a non-marriageist, do you know? She was before my marriage contract."

"I know!" He took a few puffs, stubbed out the cigarette, threw it into the trash can, rinsed his mouth, and washed his face, "She doesn't feel safe about marriage, that's why I showed weakness in front of her. She is obedient. Make her feel superior, make her feel that I need her very much, make her feel that she can control everything, so will she feel safe?" He shrugged, "I'm actually very manly Yes, not at all. I'll go out first, don't stay too long, she will be embarrassed. "

"How long are you going to pretend?" Li Xiangyu stubbed out the cigarette and rinsed his mouth.

"Forever, if you can."

"Aren't you tired?"

"Tired because of love, that is also happiness!" He left freely.

"Tired from love?" I repeated in a low voice.I, Li Xiangyu, and Liang Yan have tortured each other for ten years, are we tired of love?

When the three returned to the banquet, Liang Yan was hugging Ding Dong, and the two were very intimate.

"Sister, you like children so much, why don't we have one?"

"Okay!" Liang Yan said without thinking.

"You...you...", Liao Wei was overjoyed, "Are you agreeing to my marriage proposal? Ring... the ring..." He hurriedly began to dig out his pockets, and soon took out a small delicate box .This guy doesn't carry the proposal ring with him at all times, ready to propose at any time, right?

"No, I said I could have a child, I didn't say I'd marry you." Liang Yan was so cunning.

"How can you have a child if you don't get married? Sister, you are playing tricks! You can't do this!" Liao Wei began to act like a baby again, with a childish look all over his body.This originally manly man is really devoted!

"Who says you can't have children if you don't get married? Xiangyu, do you think I'm right?"

Li Xiangyu just laughed dryly: "Maybe."

"Liang Yan, don't you think you want to get pregnant first and become an unmarried mother?"

"What about that?" Liang Yan shrugged indifferently.

I whispered to Liao Wei on the side: "Then let me talk about it alone, don't get entangled in marriage, there are many people who marry with children!"

After drinking morning tea, it was past eleven o'clock, Liang Yan and Liao Wei had to leave first, and only Li Xiangyu, father and daughter were left.Thinking of the task that my father gave me last night, I tried to ask: "Dad asked me to take you back for dinner today, do you want to go?"

"next time."

"Want to escape again? Dad said, if you can't bring you home today, you will dismiss me and drive me out of the house. Do you have the heart to see me become a homeless tramp?"

Li Xiangyu took his daughter's hand and walked down the street, looking at the blooming flowers on both sides of the street, but didn't answer.

I followed closely: "Really, do you really have the heart to see me become a homeless bum?"

"Why can't your way of playing a rogue be a little bit better?"

"What I said is true. Dad said, he has three sons anyway, and he has already lost one, and he doesn't care about losing another one. Just help!"

"The relationship is just right. I even think you are annoying. I guess my parents have been annoyed by you for a long time."

"Do you really want to do this, Li Xiangyu? Dad misses you—not only misses you, but also misses his granddaughter. I'm in my 30s, not to mention children, and I'm not even married. Like my dad Older people have long been grandpas. It’s good that you didn’t have a baby, but since you did, take your baby back to see him. He misses you so much!” I begged bitterly.

When I talked so much that I wasted a lot of saliva, he finally couldn't stand my noise attack and went home with me.

The little mother was very happy to see Tinker Bell, and she kissed and hugged her.Taking advantage of the early time and without waiting for Li Xiangyu's consent, she dragged Dingdang out and said that she would buy some clothes for her.

Looking at the back of the little mother and Dingdang going away, Li Xiangyu said with emotion: "Parents are so great! They are crazy about their grandchildren, but they still agree with you to be gay and not get married and have children. Over the years, Dad really has no Forced you to have a blind date and a love affair?"

I took off my watch, revealing the scar on my left wrist: "Unless he doesn't want a son, he won't force me."

Li Xiangyu touched the scar on my hand distressedly: "When did it happen? You are too crazy, didn't you promise me to cherish my life?"

"It was done on New Year's Eve in 2009! I had an argument with my stepfather and cut it with a fruit knife. He said I was gay, dirty, and would die of AIDS. I was so angry that I cut my wrist and poured blood into it. into his mouth. Do you know how scared he was? Immediately rinse his mouth, drink soapy water to wash his stomach... ".I played it down as if it wasn't my story.For that part of the past, now I can only laugh it off.Stepfather, I have long since cut off contact.

"In 2009, the year [-] was the year when Liang Yan and I were going to get married. Your stepfather never treated you well. Didn't you usually not go to his house? Why did you think about going then?"

"Maybe I want to find abuse!" I smiled wryly. I didn't even think about this question myself. "Wait for me! I have a gift for you!"

I ran to my father's bedroom, rummaged through the boxes, found the "father and son watch", and happily brought it to Li Xiangyu: "See, this is a wedding gift from my father. But because I was hospitalized, he couldn't go Success. What a trick of luck, if nothing happened to me and I went to your wedding with my father, would we have eloped? In the end, the lovers will get married?"

I put on a watch for him, looked at it, and it actually looked good on him: "It's pretty! When I bought you a wedding present, I asked my dad to buy me an extra one." I put on the watch and covered it Scar, compared the two watches together, "How about it, doesn't it look like a couple's watch?"

Li Xiangyu was about to pick up the watch, but I stopped him quickly: "Don't pick it up, this watch is for you! It's a good new watch, but it's already worn out. It would cost more than 1 miles at that time! The last time I saw you, I'm going to give it to you, first because of grandma's affairs, and second because I was so happy to see you suddenly, so I forgot about it."

"It's too expensive, I'd better take it off, besides, Liang Yan and I are not married either!"

"Don't move!" I pressed his hand to untie the watch, "That's why it's called a couple's watch, a brother's watch. Dad won't wear it even if you take it off. Xiaobo has his own watch, besides, he doesn't know how to use someone else's old watch." watch. It’s better for you to wear it than to leave it on.”

He didn't refuse any more.

After three o'clock in the afternoon, my mother came back with Jingdong.Mom's hands are full of shopping bags, all of which are Tinker Bell's.There are all kinds of clothing, shoes, and of course the toys that Ding Dong likes to play with.

"Mom, why do you buy so much? She has a lot of clothes, and she can't wear them all. Now is the time to grow up, and she will grow up once a year, and she won't be able to wear them next year. If you always spend so much money, I will do it next time." I really won’t come! Ding Dong, did you thank grandma properly?”

Ding Dong was very well-behaved, and immediately responded, "Thank you grandma!"

"Then how can you thank me?" Mom squatted down and moved her face closer.Tinker Bell kissed Xiaoma's left cheek, right cheek and forehead each knowingly.The little mother was kissed, and smiled cheerfully, with a smile on her face.Looking at such a little mother, I feel deeply guilty.She was also able to have grandchildren, but I deprived her of this right—fortunately, it was only temporarily "deprived".What I can't do, at least Xiaobo can do!