door to happiness

When I got home in the evening, Li Xiangyu had already prepared dinner, two dishes and one soup.The dishes are my favorite pork stew vermicelli and braised fish cubes, and the soup is my favorite tomato and egg soup.The dishes are very light, probably because I don't like spicy food.To be honest, I feel sorry for him. Every time he eats, he puts a jar of chili sauce next to him and dips it in while eating.

"Why don't you put more chili peppers in the future! Look, I can eat much more spicy food now than before!" After that, I also picked up some chili sauce with chopsticks and ate it with mixed rice, pretending to be very Sweet and delicious, "Well, it's really good! It's so appetizing. It seems that I have to eat another bowl for dinner. Xiangyu, if this continues, I will become a fat pig. You won't dislike me, will you?"

He thoughtfully handed over a wet wipe: "Come on, if you can't eat it, don't eat it! You're sweating profusely, wipe it off first, don't drop it into the bowl, it's so dirty!"

Yeah, that pepper is so hot, it's a sweat-inducing agent.Not only was there sweat all over his forehead, but beads of sweat were all over his body.This is really a bite of chili and sweat!I had no choice but to wipe off the sweat from my head, and obediently ate the delicacies he made for me.

"Tell me, what's going on today? Why are you teasing Liang Yan? When did I become a vegetarian?"

"It's not you, who told you that you are so handsome and likable!" I looked displeased, "She came to me today and told me that she likes you, and asked me about your preferences! Tell me, she is My rival in love, can I give her the correct information?"

Li Xiangyu laughed "chichi": "Your husband is a heartthrob, did you just find out today? Why, do you feel a lot of pressure?"

"Hmph! Goblin! If you don't seduce her, can she fall in love with you? Pay attention to me in the future, and keep three steps away from me at all times, and you are not allowed to have close contact with her!"

"Good! Good! Good!" Li Xiangyu lowered his head and smiled slyly, occasionally squinting at me, "My vinegar jar has been overturned, it's really sour! By the way, go home and go to sleep tonight, you have lived here for three consecutive days If this happens again, Mom and Dad will not be happy!" He deliberately omitted the word "you" before "Mom and Dad", which really made me happy.The difference between one word and the meaning is extraordinary.It seems that he already regards my parents as his parents.

"Are you throwing me away? I heard that the little bitch fell in love with you, and wanted to get rid of me, and couldn't wait to hook up with her?" I pretended to be angry, but I didn't think so in my heart.What kind of person he is, I still have a clear idea.

"Mom found the school today..."

"What did she say?" When I heard that my little mother came to school to find Li Xiangyu, all the neurons in my body collapsed.Dad said, he will always obstruct us, so he acted so soon?

"I didn't say anything bad, don't be nervous!" Seeing that I was very excited, he came over to comfort me, "I heard that you came out with them last weekend, and you haven't gone back since then, they are very worried! Especially Dad, who has been drinking recently Drink hard! Yes, Dad has no right to interfere with your choice, but he is Dad after all. It's not his fault, go back and see him! Children can't be so heartless!"

Yes, I am indeed a heartless person!But I know that as long as I show weakness to them, they will see that slim hope!Once they see that slim hope, even a spark, they will never turn back and never give up.If I am not cruel, this matter will never come to fruition.The only thing I can do is to hurt first, and then slowly use my heart to soothe their wounds.

On the matter of coming out of the closet, Li Xiangyu's attitude is obviously different from mine.He should be a very filial child, he will not disobey the wishes of his parents.If my parents don't accept it, I'm afraid he will never know me well.When I think of this, I can't help but feel sad and feel that the future is bleak.

Li Xiangyu took out an envelope from his suitcase and handed it to me: "I heard that Dad took back your bank card. Mom was afraid that you would have no money, so I sent it here today! Here is 2000 yuan!"

After receiving the purse handed over by Li Xiangyu, I felt my hands trembling.Although she is not my real mother, she still cares about me and takes care of me so much.But since she entered this house, I instinctively resisted her, never willing to open my heart to her.I never accepted her!

"Send the money back!" Li Xiangyu said solemnly, "I originally wanted to refund it for you directly, but it was given to you by your mother, so you have the right to dispose of it. Return the money—since Dad sent you If your bank card is withdrawn, it means that your mother gave you money behind your father's back. Firstly, this may cause a quarrel between the two elders, and secondly, it will make Dad feel that we have no backbone. We are all working now, Although there is not much money, there is no problem with basic life. During the winter vacation, I will do a winter job to save some money!"

I now know why I like him because he's so steady!What he said coincides with mine.Dad didn't want me to see how dangerous the world is, so I'll go and see.I don't want to be a flower in a greenhouse anymore!

After dinner, when I returned home, my father was drinking!There was a plate of peanuts and two plates of roast meat on the wine table.

Seeing me coming home, Dad waved to me: "My son is back, come, have a drink with Dad!"

He poured me a glass and filled it up for himself: "The first time you drank alcohol was in the third year of junior high school! That year you bought a bottle of beer and drank it secretly under the big tree in the park. It's so late at night, in the park It’s so dark, you just cry and drink, and drink and cry. Dad hides not far away, looking at you like this, it’s very sad. I really want to give you a generous shoulder to lean on, but I can’t! Knowing that That's wrong, but still pampering you - your daddy is such a jerk!"

After shaking it a few times, I drank the red wine and smiled wryly: "Dad, that's not the first time! The first time was in Taikoo Cang. I have a classmate named Qi Fei in junior high school, do you still remember?"

"Yeah!" Father nodded, "It was that child who led you into ruin! He was the worst, he led you into ruin, and then left you behind!" The two bottles of red wine had bottomed out, and Dad seemed to be a little delirious at this moment. I was not clear, and my speech began to be slurred.

"I confessed to him in Taigucang! He was the first person I ever loved, but he rejected me! I was very sad, so I bought a can of pineapple beer! It was the first time I drank in my life!"

"I know what it feels like to love someone! I also know how difficult it is to not love someone's marriage! I know you hate your little mom, and always thought it was your little mom who caused the breakdown of my marriage with your mom. It's not. Yes! Your mother and I got married on a blind date, and we had different personalities. Life was very difficult at that time—poor couples mourned everything, so they quarreled more frequently! We had no relationship, so we had to break up! You are the most innocent—— It's hard for you, child!"

He was so drunk that he was lying on the table!

He must be in pain!He knows how difficult it is to marry without love, but he has no way to agree with his son's love!He is in a dilemma, it seems that God has chosen a dead end for him!He can only anesthetize himself with alcohol, which can make him breathe.

Seeing that my father was so haggard, Li Xiangyu didn't keep me, and I obediently went home every day to stay with my father.Occasionally chat with him, or have a drink, as long as I don't talk about my feelings, the two of us will live in peace.

On the other hand, Liang Yan launched a fierce attack on Li Xiangyu. I learned this from Zhang Lan.

It is said that Liang Yan invited Li Xiangyu to watch a movie called "My Long March".Li Xiangyu has never liked anti-Japanese war dramas, and his performance in the theater can be imagined.When I asked him, he also said that he was extremely boring and drowsy.But from Zhang Lan's mouth, it was not the case.

It is said that they bought popcorn and went to the theater together.As soon as the theater lights went out, Liang Yan was very excited, taking advantage of the opportunity of eating popcorn, she actually had a skin-to-skin relationship with him.Zhang Lan spoke very intoxicated, as if it was a heart-stirring love movie.She looked so intoxicated, as if she was the protagonist.

I rushed to the place where Li Xiangyu worked part-time, found Li Xiangyu and asked: "Aren't you drowsy, why are you holding her hand?"

Oh, got it!His tone was flat, and his innocuous attitude almost made me jump.

She feeds you popcorn?

Hello!Still so bland!

She leaned on your shoulder?

Come on!

My tears are about to fall—isn't this a blatant admission of love and showing happiness?

I was a little angry, turned my back and looked at the other customers in the KFC restaurant!

He passed a chicken leg from behind: "How about I feed you too?"

His colleague was at the side, but he remained calm, which was a bit beyond my expectation: "I don't seem to have ordered it, where did it come from? You won't hurt the public and private interests, be careful to be fired!"

He pushed the sign, Coke, and chicken feet in front of me: "Don't worry, I'll pay the bill! Go and eat there, don't hinder my work! If you want to ask the teacher, wait until I get off work!"

Sitting in a corner of the hall, tasting delicious food, recalling the first time I came here to hook him up, I couldn't help showing a smile on my face.I was so apprehensive that day, but today I am so down-to-earth.I didn't mean to blame him, I just missed him!I really miss him!

The hour hand is pointing to eleven o'clock, he is not off work yet, but I have to go!

"Save the questioning for next time. Be careful when you go home at night! It's a little late, I have to go home. Dad is in a bad mood recently!"

"Wait!" He quickly placed the order, "Fried chicken with beer! Take some back home, just drink without eating, it will hurt your health!"

I didn't object, I just smiled.In his opinion, Dad should be drinking beer in depression!In fact, except for entertainment, my father never drank beer or liquor, and usually only drank red wine.Red wine nourishes people, this is what my father said.Of course, drinking as much as he is now will definitely not have the effect of "supporting people".

When I got home, my father was indeed drinking.I shook the fried chicken in my hand: "Your son bought the appetizers!"

"Son?" Dad smiled wryly, "He bought it! This is not something you would buy!"

Knowing a son is like a father!