door to happiness

I still feel that it was right to take Li Xiangyu and Liang Yan to my house that day.On that day, we confided our hearts, talked about our lives, our ideals, and completed a spiritual collision.

I probably remember that conversation started with Liang Yan’s emotion. She said that if there was an afterlife, she would be a tree, standing in eternity, without sad and joyful postures, half of which was peaceful in the soil, and half of which was flying in the wind. Half in the shade, half in the sun, very silent, very proud, never relying on, never looking for.

Yes, that life is perfect!

But I can't agree with it - because that kind of life can only be an ideal life, and it will never be possible!How many people are there who can achieve "not happy with things, not sad with oneself"?How many people can be contented with achievement and angry with embarrassment?Is the strength of not relying on it really strong?

Liang Yan sighed deeply: "Yes! Life is like a dream, and the past is like wind and wind! We have no time to be young seriously. When we understand it, we can only choose to grow old seriously. I don't know what it means to go to college. In the past three years, I seem to have learned nothing. If I say I have learned something, it is only "persistence". But today, I suddenly want to let go, I am really tired! However, the literature club has finally developed to the present Scale, if I let go, I feel ashamed of my seniors. This feeling is like a dynasty buried in my own hands! Do you know that feeling? Li Xiangyu, Zhang Hong, come to the Literature Club and help me!"

I didn't answer the call, I don't want to join the literary club, simply put.

Li Xiangyu was thoughtful, and it took him a long time to say the words that are so profound that I will never forget them.He said that a university is a society, and everyone is doing a test paper. It is not the teacher who judges whether we pass or not, but the graduation certificate, but time and life!

He said that university is for you to prove yourself, to give you the opportunity to release your abilities, and use practice to test bold, novel and even crazy ideas.As long as you have such an experience once in your life, you will never be cowardly in your life.He felt that Liang Yan had achieved this!She interpreted that kind of hard work and that kind of endeavor to the fullest.

He said that university is the moment to reshape the outlook on life and values, and to form one's own principles of life.It is a rare lesson in life to be able to analyze problems in detail and solve difficult problems; to be able to refuse temptation and look down on fame.The reason why he refused the invitation of the literary club was not because of arrogance, but because of this.

There was a gleam in his eyes when he said this.I know that he is already an adult and has his own principles of life.

He also said that college is used to meet the most important friends in the next few decades, and to be able to distinguish who will never let go and who will never date.He smiled and shook hands with Liang Yan and me: "I finally learned this lesson today. I have found the most important friend in my life in the university of life, and I will never let go of it for the rest of my life. Don't ask me how I found out that it was God's will. So, Liang Yan, I will go to the literature club! For this point, I can overturn the second point!"

I was very moved by his generous statement, and I couldn't help but feel emotional: "Okay, brother, well said! Then let's be friends who will never let go! Liang Yan, although I will not join the literature club, as long as I If you can do it, let me send you!"

Liang Yan was very excited, and held our hands tightly: "Thank you! Today is an important day. From now on, we will get together once every year, how about it?"

"But," Li Xiangyu was a little worried, "Isn't today the day your parents divorced? Not too good?"

"He loves to leave him! It's decided like this. We will celebrate it every year! But, Zhang Hong, what do you think of university? Just now Li Xiangyu thought so thoroughly, you can't say it too superficially! "

Yes, what is university to me?I have never thought about this question, it seems that now is the time for me to think about it.

Looking back on my entire life, many people gradually faded away, and even Qi Fei became less important.However, there is one person that pops up in my mind and I can't get rid of it.That person is Cheng Hui!Although there were only two sides, he taught me the most important lesson in life.

"I think that going to college is to learn to face injustice. It is useless to start to understand how much complaints can be made. You must learn to accept, and then work hard to move towards your goals." Yes, this is the lesson Cheng Hui taught me!Even if I wanted to erase what happened that night, it can only transform into this, which motivates me to keep going.

That man, I decided not to hate him anymore!

"Yes!" Liang Yan echoed, "I think we have to learn one more thing in college! Many people always complain about the environment, but it is not the environment that determines success or failure. Even the best university has its scum, and even the worst university has its scum. Talents, such as our school. In Yangcheng, few people probably know about our school, but Li Xiangyu won the first prize in the national short story competition, didn’t you? And Zhang Hong, I think you are very talented in painting, " He glanced at the several scrolls mounted on the wall of my bedroom, which were all painted and framed by myself, "Look at the scrolls on the wall, they are all lifelike. Maybe you can hold an exhibition in the future and become a And the painter!"

We both laughed at her as a sycophant who only said good things.But she suppressed her smile: "The last thing I said is: there are many excellent people in the world. You can only succeed if you keep getting close to and learning from them. What kind of people you associate with depends on what kind of people you have. What kind of life path will you take after leaving you!"

She seems to be right, according to what she said, I should get closer to Cheng Hui.He is the most successful person I have ever met, and I may be able to learn a lot of knowledge from him that cannot be learned in books.In that moment, I finally closed the wall between me and him.Didn't he also say that he is willing to be ordinary friends with me?In fact, it's not a bad idea to be friends with him!

On that day, we were like wise men, commenting on current events and talking about life, including all kinds of things.

Finally, we came to a conclusion: God, we have all graduated from the university of "life", and we have all become "fine"!

But many years later, when I suddenly recalled it, I realized that we forgot the most important sentence back then, that is "easier said than done".Anyone can tell the truth, but how many people can actually put it into practice?

Li Xiangyu looked at his watch, he looked a bit inconvenient, I knew he was worried about the part-time job, so he hurriedly said: "You guys chat for a while, I'll go out and have a look to see if my little mom has prepared dinner!"

After exhorting my little mother a few words, I hurried back to my room. At that time, Liang Yan was flipping through my sketchbook. Judging from the thickness, I had already read a lot.

Thinking that there was the picture of Li Xiangyu secretly drawn at KFC that night, I couldn't help but get excited, and hurried forward to snatch back the sketchbook, and hid it behind me: "You can't read this, because there are secrets in it!"

"It can't be that there is a portrait of your lover! Good guy, it is said that you are a friend who will never let go, so what else can you say! You are too out of touch like this, right?" Liang Yan became poor, but really There is no lower limit.

"BinGo! There is a portrait of my lover in it, so I can't let you see it! You can see it if you want, and wait until you bring your boyfriend to me, and then see it, it's only fair!" I refused. spare.

"Here it is!" Liang Yan suddenly put her arms around Li Xiangyu's neck, "My boyfriend is here! I brought my boyfriend here now, please let me see your lover's portrait!"

Li Xiangyu's face turned red again, but he didn't push Liang Yan away.My heart was pounding "thumping", and an ominous premonition came to my heart.The smile on my face froze instantly!I stared blankly at Li Xiangyu, waiting for his reaction.

Li Xiangyu looked at me and giggled foolishly!Could it be that this idiot was tapped?Wouldn't he push Liang Yan away?Don't you justify?Is his tongue tied!A fire of ignorance and karma rose from the heart in an instant.I tried hard to suppress, to suppress the erupting magma.

"I have a girlfriend now, you young lady who is waiting in the boudoir, you should wait slowly for your wishful husband!" Li Xiangyu broke free!

He finally broke free from her, but why did I feel like I overturned the five-flavor bottle, all kinds of flavors were in it?

He said he has a girlfriend!

He actually has a girlfriend!

In the midst of embarrassment, my mother had already prepared dinner and invited us to sit down.

This was Li Xiangyu's first meal at my house, but I was in a trance and forgot to bring them some tea and vegetables. I didn't realize it until Liang Yan raised his glass and made a generous speech.

She said: "Li Xiangyu, Zhang Hong, we are friends who will never let go, cheers! Today of next year, today of the year after... every year from now on, we will gather again to celebrate again, come, cheers !"

The three raised their glasses, and the glasses were filled with fruit oranges!Originally, my mother took out the wine that had been preserved for many years, but unfortunately Li Xiangyu would have a part-time job soon, so he didn't dare to drink too much, and Liang Yan was a girl, so he had to give up.

Seeing her mother sitting alone, Liang Yan seemed to be ignoring her, so she hurriedly added: "I also wish Auntie eternal youth! Auntie, come, let's go together!"

The little mother toasted: "Then I will drink with you! May your friendship last forever!"

At that meal, because of this clink of glasses, the embarrassment disappeared and the ice melted.

Before going out, I grabbed Li Xiangyu and asked him quietly: "Xiangyu, do you really have a girlfriend?"

He smiled brightly: "It seems so, what's so strange about this, don't you also have a girlfriend?"

"I..." I got stuck, the whole sentence stuck in my throat.What can I say, is it possible to tell him: My lover is you?It is estimated that he must beat me to death!

Looking at his figure going further and further away, my heart is very complicated.