Please let me have a dog on a leash, okay?

The huge Wanxiang hall was completely lonely.

It’s easy for people to think too much at night. I climbed to the highest point of the mountain. From this place, I can see the whole of Yokohama.

It was quiet all around, only the sound of insects from time to time.

Looking down from the top of the mountain, the whole of Yokohama is shrouded in a mist intertwined with lights.

The cool night breeze is very warm, like a lover's touch, gently sweeping across the cheeks and ears.

In the sky, you can still see the stars competing to shine. Although it was dark, the lights of these fireflies lit up the entire night sky.

The light in the world and the light in the distant sky reflect each other.

Yokohama's nights are chaotic, but equally beautiful.

There was a rustling sound from the woods behind me, and a black shadow rolled to my side. The familiar yellow windbreaker made me roll my eyes.

I moved to the side, trying to stay away from him.

Osamu Dazai leaned over, his clothes and soft hair were still stained with grass clippings rolled across the grass.

"Get lost." I slapped his face away, "I'm not in the mood to argue with you right now."

Dazai stood up and patted the grass clippings on the hem of his clothes, and stood on the cliff with his arms outstretched, his back facing the whole of Yokohama.

The wind blew his windbreaker, and even his hair, and the words he said were wrapped in the coolness of the night.

"If you jump from here, you will definitely die, Xiaobai, are you right?"

His eyes looked straight at me, with a little gleam in his eyes, but more of them were the boredom of life and the confusion of not knowing the way forward.

Perhaps jumping off from this high mountain can solve a lot of things. You don’t have to live in this world just to live, and you don’t have to be entangled in this world to search hard for feelings and truth.

How easy it is to die, but the harder thing is to live.

Those who have experienced suffering and struggled out of the mud will want to hold on to the hope of life.

I sat on the ground, hugging my knees, curled up into a ball.I like the feeling of being alive, so I hate Osamu Dazai's behavior of wanting to die.

Many people in the detective agency, most of them think that Osamu Dazai's innocuous suicide is just a change of life, but I know that there is really nothing in this world worthy of his nostalgia.

Once, Zhuchan gave him a little reason to struggle in this miserable life.

But after his death, the support of that little reason is not strong anymore.

I buried my head in my knees, and said dully: "I don't know if I will die if I jump off, I only know what to do to live well."

The breeze sent Osamu Dazai's light words, "Whether it's life or death, what makes you so obsessed with life."

yeah why?

Is it a bad thing to be alive?I want to live not only because of the unbearable world, but also because I have seen things in this world that make me nostalgic.

I raised my head and looked directly into Dazai's dark eyes.

"I know there is nothing in the world worthy of Mr. Dazai's nostalgia."

I took a breath, stood up, and walked to his side.

From here, you can see the vehicles driving on the Yokohama Bridge, you can also see the Ferris wheel next to the tall Hong Kong Building, and you can even see the detective agency.

"But the world is huge, and there are many things worth living for."

"The cold wind that blows in the cold weather, the white air you exhale in the cold; the bright sun hanging high in the hot day, the disturbing chirping of cicadas outside the window; and the misty mist broken by the morning light in the early morning; Looking up at the starless night sky on the grass; and the fleeting fireworks at my favorite fireworks show, even though the beauty is short but so warm."

I looked at Dazai, "And everyone in the detective agency, President Fukuzawa who looks very serious and actually talks to kittens..."

Dazai laughed and said, "The president can actually talk to kittens?"

I stomped on him heavily, looked at his distorted expression with satisfaction, and continued: "There is also the nagging Kunikida father."

Dazai opened his mouth and obviously wanted to speak, but I covered his mouth and whimpered.

"Childish, but likes to buy a bunch of snacks, knowing that I will steal them, and deliberately leaving them for me to think I don't know, and often mocking me."

"@%@￥%￥%￥@@"

"There is also Akiko who has always been very kind to me, tolerated me, and helped me come to the detective agency. There is also the reincarnation of Tucao, Atsu-kun who is reincarnated. There is also Chuya-chan who taught me fighting skills but I only learned how to tease the legs. have……"

I babbled a lot.

I was lucky to meet so many people in this cold and cold world.It is they who made me feel the colorful scenery in this world little by little.

The road of life is very long, maybe this road has no end, and there is only endless loneliness on the road, but with these people, life has a different meaning for me.

I loosened my grip on Dazai's mouth, and said seriously: "And Mr. Dazai, I want to see Mr. Dazai struggling to commit suicide, but he has been unsuccessful in suicide."

"I want to see Mr. Dazai live a long life with my own eyes."

I want him to feel that death is not the only thing he wants to pursue in this world.

There is still life.

Dazai was stunned for a moment, and after a few seconds, he covered his stomach and laughed loudly, "What? Is this your revenge, Xiaobai? Is this your plan to stand in the way of my suicide?"

Veins popped up on my forehead, and I held Dazai's head and pressed it into the grass, "It's funny, isn't it? Dazai, don't forget that I haven't appeased you yet? You know what it means to rather offend a villain than Don't offend women?"

"Eh——then I offended the villain and the woman at the same time."

"Mr. Dazai, I think the detective agency should also have a dog. I believe Kunikida-kun will agree."

Dazai shouted dissatisfied: "Why do you like animals that pretend to be loyal and will bite people if they are not careful? Our three views are different! Three views are different!"

I let go of the hand that was holding Dazai's face, and wiped off the dirt that was on the ground with the other hand on his face.

"I don't really like animals either. But since this animal can make Mr. Dazai hate it, I'm happy to accept it."

"Too vicious! Too vicious! Too vicious!"

"What's the name of the dog in the club?" I put my chin in my head and thought, "Bastard Dazai? Scumbag Dazai?"

Dazai protested, "I won't allow it!"

"Mr. Dazai's protest is invalid."

I clapped my hands and said, "Just call the bastard scumbag mentally retarded and never die."

It's just that the name is a bit long, "The abbreviation is Egg Zai."

"I don't want a dog. With the same name as mine, you have to keep it. You might as well call it Kurihara Kuro! A black heart like the owner!"

Dazai seemed to have given up struggling.

I walked down the hillside, "Well, let the eggs be slaughtered."

"Hey - don't take my opinion into account at all, okay?!"

"Well, ask Dun Jun to go buy a dog with me tomorrow."

After I left the hillside, only Dazai was left sitting on the hillside, he looked at Yokohama at the foot of the hill and chuckled.

"Heh, this world is beautiful and worth living in...?"

The author has something to say:

Happy New Years Eve everyone! ! !

感谢在2020-01-2316：11：32～2020-01-2418：56：40期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦～

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: 1 Ju Huan Yan;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!