Burning Heart[ABO]
Chapter 53 Ji Rao promised him, but failed in the end.
Ye Huaining didn't sleep for too long, woke up before dawn, woke up from the nightmare and screamed.
Ji Rao has been guarding by the bed, bent over and hugged him at the first moment: "Huai Ning, Huai Ning, don't be afraid, it's okay, it's okay..."
Ye Huaining grabbed his clothes hard, woke up in a daze, and saw the appearance of the person in front of him clearly.Ji Rao's eyes were red and bloodshot, his eyes were black and blue, his beard was sloppy, and he was exhausted.
Ye Huaining stared blankly at him, with mist rolling in his wide-open eyes, until Ji Rao called his name in a hoarse voice again: "Huaining..."
Ye Huaining seemed to wake up from a dream, let go of his hand and struggled to push Ji Rao away: "Don't touch me."
Ji Rao hugged him even tighter, lowered his head, and choked up in his ear.Being imprisoned by Ji Rao's arms, Ye Huaining struggled less and less, and was held by him, but there was no response, staring blankly at the ceiling above his head, with water marks still slipping through the corners of his eyes.
When they all calmed down a little, Ji Rao went to fetch hot water, helped Ye Huaining sit up and let him lean against the head of the bed, put a pillow behind him, and wiped his face again.Ye Huaining didn't move, closed his eyes a few times, and remained silent.
Ji Rao re-disassembled the inhibitor and handed it to him, and said dumbly: "It's not yet dawn, you can go to sleep after eating this, I'll watch over you here, don't worry."
Ye Huaining finished the inhibitor silently, took the water glass in Ji Rao's hand and drank half of it, put the glass on the bedside table, and said calmly: "No need, you go out."
"Huining..."
"You go out." Ye Huaining repeated again.
Ji Rao's eyes were red, his eyes moved to the side of his neck, he gradually bent down, and grabbed his hair in pain.
Ye Huaining heard his suppressed crying, raised his hand in a daze, touched the back of his neck after hesitation, and the mask was gone.
There was a moment of bewilderment in his heart, followed by unspeakable bitterness.After agreeing to Ji Rao's proposal last night, he didn't even think about this question at all, and now that this person really knows about it, he feels extremely embarrassed.
"……why are you crying?"
Ye Huaining murmured: "I am the one whose glands were dug out, not you. You are so sad, are you sad for me? I don't need it."
Ji Rao tremblingly held his hand, choked up and repeated those three words: "I'm sorry, Huaining, I'm sorry."
Ye Huaining didn't take out his hand, and let Ji Rao hold it. When Ji Rao raised his eyes full of tears and pain to look at him, he avoided his eyes, closed them slowly and opened them again: "Ji Rao, you don't have to do this, really No need, I didn't want you to know at all, the person who dug my glands is not you, even if I want to hate, the person I hate is not you."
But he has resentment towards Ji Rao, although he doesn't want to admit it at all.
"Does it hurt?"
Ji Rao looked at him, barely squeezed out these two words in his hoarse voice.
Ye Huaining was startled.
Ji Rao was the first person to ask him if it hurts.Of course it was painful, and that kind of pain would make life worse than death, but he never told anyone about it.
Ji Rao raised his hand and rubbed the scar on the back of his neck with his trembling fingers. Ye Huaining shrank subconsciously, and when Ji Rao's cold fingertips touched the taboo, he clenched his fist tightly.
"Do not touch me……"
Ji Rao withdrew his hand, lowered his head again, and a crying voice rolled out of his throat: "Huai Ning, I was wrong, I was a bastard, I broke my promise, I promised to protect you, I didn't do it , I delayed the time to save you because of others, and I didn’t know that you have suffered this until today,... What are you going to do like this? What are you going to do in the future?"
Ji Rao has completely lost his composure and collapsed.
He had never been so desperate, even if Ye Huaining didn't want him, and Ye Huaining said he would not forgive him and would not turn back, he could comfort himself that he was not working hard enough.But now he finally knows what Ye Huaining has gone through, he will never go back to that time to save Ye Huaining, he will never be able to compensate Ye Huaining, the scar on the back of Ye Huaining's neck will always be there, and the wound on his heart will also It will always be there, no one can replace the pain and suffering that Ye Huaining has experienced.
All the regrets, remorse, and apologies are superfluous.
Ye Huaining was stunned.
He remembered, Ji Rao did say that when Ye Huai'an strangled him that time, Ji Rao repeatedly reminded him to stay away from Ye Huai'an, he said he was not afraid, that Ji Rao was his Alpha and would protect him, Ji Rao agreed He did, but in the end he didn't.
There was a burst of bitterness in his mouth, and after a long silence, Ye Huaining finally asked the question that had been lingering in his heart for a long time: "...you didn't like me at all before, we have been together for three years, and all you think about is another person. Man, for him, you played life intoxicated, dreamed and played life, even gave up your music dream, and you were with him immediately when he came back, I will fulfill you and let you go, what is the point of you doing this now?"
Ji Rao choked with sobs and shook his head: "The person I like is you, and it was you a long time ago. I was stupid and didn't realize it. I was not good to you. I was too selfish. I was used to enjoying your kindness to me. I always thought that you You will want me, so you refuse to pay, and you refuse to be nice to you. You let me go and ignore me, so I panicked. After we broke up, I miss you every day, want to be close to you again, and want you to give me Opportunity, and you dare not do too much because you are afraid of being annoying. I know what I am doing now is useless, but I can't help but not doing it. If you can get better, it doesn't matter if you ignore me from now on. I will do anything It's just my own business, you don't need to be burdened, you just need to be well, I only want you to be well in the future..."
When it came to the end, Ji Rao was incoherent and crying.
Ye Huaining's heart is even more bitter, he doesn't want to hear these words, these are meaningless to him, he and Ji Rao have drawn a clear line long ago, what happened yesterday was just an accident, if he doesn't want this person, he just doesn't want it, absolutely not Relentless.
Ye Huaining's voice faded: "I won't bother with you about the past, and I won't blame you anymore. Don't worry about it all the time. Learn how to love and deal with the next one. Don't waste time on me. Come on, go out, I want to sleep."
"Huining..."
"Go out, don't talk about it if you don't want to bother me." Ye Huaining insisted.
Ji Rao squeezed his palms hard: "...You have a good rest, I'll be outside, call me anytime if you need anything."
Hearing the sound of the door closing, Ye Huaining lay down and turned over, in a daze for a moment, buried his head in the quilt, curled up his body.
Ji Rao has been watching in the living room, smoking one cigarette after another.
The look in Ye Huaining's eyes when he spoke, the hysterical and painful appearance, and the hideous scar kept recurring in his mind, and the depression and pain in his heart almost drowned him... What should he do to help Ye Huaining?
At eight o'clock in the morning, Tang Min called and asked anxiously: "Ji Rao, is Mr. Ye still with you? Early in the morning, the police went to Mr. Ye's home and company, saying that Mr. Ye was suspected of intentional murder and serious injury." , I want to take him back to investigate, I didn't tell them that he was taken away by you last night, but I guess they should be able to find you soon, what's going on?"
Ji Rao caught the key phrase: "Is Ye Huai'an not dead?"
"No, I heard that he was seriously injured, unconscious and still being rescued."
Ji Rao breathed a sigh of relief, Ye Huai'an deserved to die, but he shouldn't have dirty Ye Huaining's hands.
"I see. It's okay. Boss Ye is here with me. I haven't woken up yet. If the police come later, I will tell them."
"Is it really all right? They said that there are witnesses and evidence..."
Ji Rao interrupted her: "Miss Min, don't worry, Mr. Ye was in heat last night, he was stimulated and unconscious, he probably didn't know what he did."
The person on the other end of the phone was silent for a moment, and did not ask any more questions: "Okay, I will contact the lawyer now, and if you go to the police station and tell me later, I will take the lawyer there."
"Thank you."
After hanging up the phone, Ji Rao managed to pull himself together, got up and went to the kitchen to make some nutritious breakfast, so that Ye Huaining could eat after waking up.
At 09:30, the doorbell rang and the police came to the door.
Ji Rao's shredded shrimp and shredded chicken porridge had just been cooked, and after turning it down to a low heat, he went outside and opened the door.
Four or five policemen outside the door showed their ID first, Ji Rao looked calm and asked them: "What's the matter?"
The policeman briefly explained the purpose of coming, and asked him if Ye Huaining was here: "We checked the surveillance outside the villa where the incident happened, and you picked him up after the suspect went out."
Ji Rao frowned, and didn't deny it: "It was me. I called him at the time, and I heard that his voice was not right. I was worried that something would happen to him and drove over to pick him up. But when I saw him coming out of the villa covered in blood, I was shocked. He was already in heat at that time, and he couldn't say anything clearly. I brought him back, and he refused to talk to me last night. I gave him inhibitors twice, and he still hasn't woken up yet. "
Several police officers looked at each other. It was obvious that the suspect was an Omega in estrus, something they hadn't expected before.
"Please wake him up, we have to take him to the police station for further investigation."
The door suddenly opened, Ye Huaining's thin body appeared in everyone's sight, his expression was cold: "I'll go with you."
Ji Rao went to pack porridge and hot tea in thermos buckets and cups, intending to let Ye Huaining eat them on the road.
Ye Huaining's clothes were stained with blood and ruined, Ji Rao brought him his own sweater and down jacket, he put them on without changing his face, and said to Ji Rao: "There is a lawyer here, you don't have to go with me, you don't need to go with me for this matter. Leave it alone."
Ji Rao helped him roll up the overlong sleeves of his sweater, and lowered his voice: "I'm an important witness, and if I don't go to the police, I will be summoned."
Ye Huaining's eyelashes trembled slightly, and he didn't say any more.
Ji Rao took out the pheromone masking sticker he bought at the convenience store downstairs in the morning, and handed it to Ye Huaining, suppressing the trembling in his voice: "Put this on."
Ye Huaining took it calmly, skillfully tore it apart, and raised his hand to quickly press it on the back of his neck.
Ji Rao turned his eyes away, unable to bear to watch.
After a while, he said hoarsely: "Let's go, let's go together."
Ji Rao has been guarding by the bed, bent over and hugged him at the first moment: "Huai Ning, Huai Ning, don't be afraid, it's okay, it's okay..."
Ye Huaining grabbed his clothes hard, woke up in a daze, and saw the appearance of the person in front of him clearly.Ji Rao's eyes were red and bloodshot, his eyes were black and blue, his beard was sloppy, and he was exhausted.
Ye Huaining stared blankly at him, with mist rolling in his wide-open eyes, until Ji Rao called his name in a hoarse voice again: "Huaining..."
Ye Huaining seemed to wake up from a dream, let go of his hand and struggled to push Ji Rao away: "Don't touch me."
Ji Rao hugged him even tighter, lowered his head, and choked up in his ear.Being imprisoned by Ji Rao's arms, Ye Huaining struggled less and less, and was held by him, but there was no response, staring blankly at the ceiling above his head, with water marks still slipping through the corners of his eyes.
When they all calmed down a little, Ji Rao went to fetch hot water, helped Ye Huaining sit up and let him lean against the head of the bed, put a pillow behind him, and wiped his face again.Ye Huaining didn't move, closed his eyes a few times, and remained silent.
Ji Rao re-disassembled the inhibitor and handed it to him, and said dumbly: "It's not yet dawn, you can go to sleep after eating this, I'll watch over you here, don't worry."
Ye Huaining finished the inhibitor silently, took the water glass in Ji Rao's hand and drank half of it, put the glass on the bedside table, and said calmly: "No need, you go out."
"Huining..."
"You go out." Ye Huaining repeated again.
Ji Rao's eyes were red, his eyes moved to the side of his neck, he gradually bent down, and grabbed his hair in pain.
Ye Huaining heard his suppressed crying, raised his hand in a daze, touched the back of his neck after hesitation, and the mask was gone.
There was a moment of bewilderment in his heart, followed by unspeakable bitterness.After agreeing to Ji Rao's proposal last night, he didn't even think about this question at all, and now that this person really knows about it, he feels extremely embarrassed.
"……why are you crying?"
Ye Huaining murmured: "I am the one whose glands were dug out, not you. You are so sad, are you sad for me? I don't need it."
Ji Rao tremblingly held his hand, choked up and repeated those three words: "I'm sorry, Huaining, I'm sorry."
Ye Huaining didn't take out his hand, and let Ji Rao hold it. When Ji Rao raised his eyes full of tears and pain to look at him, he avoided his eyes, closed them slowly and opened them again: "Ji Rao, you don't have to do this, really No need, I didn't want you to know at all, the person who dug my glands is not you, even if I want to hate, the person I hate is not you."
But he has resentment towards Ji Rao, although he doesn't want to admit it at all.
"Does it hurt?"
Ji Rao looked at him, barely squeezed out these two words in his hoarse voice.
Ye Huaining was startled.
Ji Rao was the first person to ask him if it hurts.Of course it was painful, and that kind of pain would make life worse than death, but he never told anyone about it.
Ji Rao raised his hand and rubbed the scar on the back of his neck with his trembling fingers. Ye Huaining shrank subconsciously, and when Ji Rao's cold fingertips touched the taboo, he clenched his fist tightly.
"Do not touch me……"
Ji Rao withdrew his hand, lowered his head again, and a crying voice rolled out of his throat: "Huai Ning, I was wrong, I was a bastard, I broke my promise, I promised to protect you, I didn't do it , I delayed the time to save you because of others, and I didn’t know that you have suffered this until today,... What are you going to do like this? What are you going to do in the future?"
Ji Rao has completely lost his composure and collapsed.
He had never been so desperate, even if Ye Huaining didn't want him, and Ye Huaining said he would not forgive him and would not turn back, he could comfort himself that he was not working hard enough.But now he finally knows what Ye Huaining has gone through, he will never go back to that time to save Ye Huaining, he will never be able to compensate Ye Huaining, the scar on the back of Ye Huaining's neck will always be there, and the wound on his heart will also It will always be there, no one can replace the pain and suffering that Ye Huaining has experienced.
All the regrets, remorse, and apologies are superfluous.
Ye Huaining was stunned.
He remembered, Ji Rao did say that when Ye Huai'an strangled him that time, Ji Rao repeatedly reminded him to stay away from Ye Huai'an, he said he was not afraid, that Ji Rao was his Alpha and would protect him, Ji Rao agreed He did, but in the end he didn't.
There was a burst of bitterness in his mouth, and after a long silence, Ye Huaining finally asked the question that had been lingering in his heart for a long time: "...you didn't like me at all before, we have been together for three years, and all you think about is another person. Man, for him, you played life intoxicated, dreamed and played life, even gave up your music dream, and you were with him immediately when he came back, I will fulfill you and let you go, what is the point of you doing this now?"
Ji Rao choked with sobs and shook his head: "The person I like is you, and it was you a long time ago. I was stupid and didn't realize it. I was not good to you. I was too selfish. I was used to enjoying your kindness to me. I always thought that you You will want me, so you refuse to pay, and you refuse to be nice to you. You let me go and ignore me, so I panicked. After we broke up, I miss you every day, want to be close to you again, and want you to give me Opportunity, and you dare not do too much because you are afraid of being annoying. I know what I am doing now is useless, but I can't help but not doing it. If you can get better, it doesn't matter if you ignore me from now on. I will do anything It's just my own business, you don't need to be burdened, you just need to be well, I only want you to be well in the future..."
When it came to the end, Ji Rao was incoherent and crying.
Ye Huaining's heart is even more bitter, he doesn't want to hear these words, these are meaningless to him, he and Ji Rao have drawn a clear line long ago, what happened yesterday was just an accident, if he doesn't want this person, he just doesn't want it, absolutely not Relentless.
Ye Huaining's voice faded: "I won't bother with you about the past, and I won't blame you anymore. Don't worry about it all the time. Learn how to love and deal with the next one. Don't waste time on me. Come on, go out, I want to sleep."
"Huining..."
"Go out, don't talk about it if you don't want to bother me." Ye Huaining insisted.
Ji Rao squeezed his palms hard: "...You have a good rest, I'll be outside, call me anytime if you need anything."
Hearing the sound of the door closing, Ye Huaining lay down and turned over, in a daze for a moment, buried his head in the quilt, curled up his body.
Ji Rao has been watching in the living room, smoking one cigarette after another.
The look in Ye Huaining's eyes when he spoke, the hysterical and painful appearance, and the hideous scar kept recurring in his mind, and the depression and pain in his heart almost drowned him... What should he do to help Ye Huaining?
At eight o'clock in the morning, Tang Min called and asked anxiously: "Ji Rao, is Mr. Ye still with you? Early in the morning, the police went to Mr. Ye's home and company, saying that Mr. Ye was suspected of intentional murder and serious injury." , I want to take him back to investigate, I didn't tell them that he was taken away by you last night, but I guess they should be able to find you soon, what's going on?"
Ji Rao caught the key phrase: "Is Ye Huai'an not dead?"
"No, I heard that he was seriously injured, unconscious and still being rescued."
Ji Rao breathed a sigh of relief, Ye Huai'an deserved to die, but he shouldn't have dirty Ye Huaining's hands.
"I see. It's okay. Boss Ye is here with me. I haven't woken up yet. If the police come later, I will tell them."
"Is it really all right? They said that there are witnesses and evidence..."
Ji Rao interrupted her: "Miss Min, don't worry, Mr. Ye was in heat last night, he was stimulated and unconscious, he probably didn't know what he did."
The person on the other end of the phone was silent for a moment, and did not ask any more questions: "Okay, I will contact the lawyer now, and if you go to the police station and tell me later, I will take the lawyer there."
"Thank you."
After hanging up the phone, Ji Rao managed to pull himself together, got up and went to the kitchen to make some nutritious breakfast, so that Ye Huaining could eat after waking up.
At 09:30, the doorbell rang and the police came to the door.
Ji Rao's shredded shrimp and shredded chicken porridge had just been cooked, and after turning it down to a low heat, he went outside and opened the door.
Four or five policemen outside the door showed their ID first, Ji Rao looked calm and asked them: "What's the matter?"
The policeman briefly explained the purpose of coming, and asked him if Ye Huaining was here: "We checked the surveillance outside the villa where the incident happened, and you picked him up after the suspect went out."
Ji Rao frowned, and didn't deny it: "It was me. I called him at the time, and I heard that his voice was not right. I was worried that something would happen to him and drove over to pick him up. But when I saw him coming out of the villa covered in blood, I was shocked. He was already in heat at that time, and he couldn't say anything clearly. I brought him back, and he refused to talk to me last night. I gave him inhibitors twice, and he still hasn't woken up yet. "
Several police officers looked at each other. It was obvious that the suspect was an Omega in estrus, something they hadn't expected before.
"Please wake him up, we have to take him to the police station for further investigation."
The door suddenly opened, Ye Huaining's thin body appeared in everyone's sight, his expression was cold: "I'll go with you."
Ji Rao went to pack porridge and hot tea in thermos buckets and cups, intending to let Ye Huaining eat them on the road.
Ye Huaining's clothes were stained with blood and ruined, Ji Rao brought him his own sweater and down jacket, he put them on without changing his face, and said to Ji Rao: "There is a lawyer here, you don't have to go with me, you don't need to go with me for this matter. Leave it alone."
Ji Rao helped him roll up the overlong sleeves of his sweater, and lowered his voice: "I'm an important witness, and if I don't go to the police, I will be summoned."
Ye Huaining's eyelashes trembled slightly, and he didn't say any more.
Ji Rao took out the pheromone masking sticker he bought at the convenience store downstairs in the morning, and handed it to Ye Huaining, suppressing the trembling in his voice: "Put this on."
Ye Huaining took it calmly, skillfully tore it apart, and raised his hand to quickly press it on the back of his neck.
Ji Rao turned his eyes away, unable to bear to watch.
After a while, he said hoarsely: "Let's go, let's go together."
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