Burning Heart[ABO]

After the live broadcast ended, Tang Min sent people to look for Ye Huaining everywhere, Ji Rao sent him a message and called him, and found that Ye Huaining was turned off.

I asked the driver Ye Huaining, only to find out that he had gone back to the villa more than half an hour ago.

Tang Min felt that something was wrong, and asked Ji Rao: "Mr. Ye, did he tell you something? Why did you leave without saying hello?"

Ji Rao was exhausted: "I don't know."

Tang Min and the program team still have some follow-up matters to deal with. Ji Rao left first. When getting on the car in the parking lot, someone came to talk to him: "Mr. Xu, please go over there. He is in the car over there. It will take you too long."

Xiao Zhang looked at the person with some surprise, but Ji Rao didn't explain to him, let him get in the car first, and followed them away.

A low-key black commercial vehicle was parked at the corner, and the man who brought Ji Rao over helped him open the rear door. Ji Rao got into the car, and the majestic middle-aged man beside him turned to look at him: "Here we come."

Ji Rao nodded: "Uncle, I haven't seen you for a long time, I didn't expect you to come to the scene today."

Hearing his name, the man's thick eyebrows frowned: "I woke up to today's final, I heard about it, and I came here specially."

Ji Rao smiled and said, "He performed pretty well, and he really got the c position when he said he wanted the c position."

"He was messing around. You should watch him more in the future."

Ji Rao still smiled: "I will try my best."

After saying a few words, Ji Rao left, the man sighed, and reminded him when he got off the car: "I will come home for dinner occasionally when I am free."

Ji Rao nodded dispensably again, and went back to the nanny's car.

When the car drove out of the parking lot, Xiao Zhang hesitated and asked him: "Brother Ji, was that...?"

Ji Rao closed his eyes and leaned back in the seat, telling him softly: "Don't tell Miss Ye Zongmin and the others."

Xiao Zhang didn't say anything more, and asked him, "Where is Brother Ji going back?"

Ji Rao thought for a while: "Let's go to the villa."

The villa was pitch dark, when Ji Rao entered the door, he thought Ye Huaining was not there, but when he walked into the living room, he found him sitting on the sofa with his head down, only turning on a dimly lit floor lamp beside him.

Ye Huaining had a cigarette in his hand, and the ashtray on the coffee table was full of cigarette butts.

Ji Rao couldn't help frowning, took the cigarette out of his hand, and crushed it into the ashtray: "What's wrong with you? You came back without saying hello, smoking here alone?"

Ye Huaining raised his head, his red eyes were bloodshot and lost the radiance that should have been there.

Ji Rao was stunned.

"What are you doing back here?"

Ye Huaining looked mocking, and his voice was hoarse: "Your old friend made his debut tonight, shouldn't you go and celebrate with him all night long?"

Ji Rao's heart trembled: "What are you... talking about?"

"Ji Rao, you are guilty, are you guilty?"

Ye Huaining smiled sarcastically: "How dare you? How dare you, after three years, even if I have a dog, I should have developed feelings, but what about you? You took advantage of me and hooked up immediately Your childhood sweetheart and old friend, does it feel good to have a secret relationship while working? Isn’t it exciting to have an affair under the noses of everyone?”

Ji Rao's hands froze slightly, and he lowered his voice: "You know."

Ye Huaining looked at him in disgust: "Shouldn't I know? If no one tells me today, how long are you going to keep it from me? How many times have you had a secret tryst with him? Have you kissed and slept? Have you marked him?" he?"

"say something!"

Ji Rao closed his eyes and said, "Sorry."

Ye Huaining picked up the ashtray and threw it at it, hitting Ji Rao's chest with a bang and falling to pieces.

"You apologize to me, do you still have the face to apologize to me? I need to listen to your unintentional apology? You lied to me, you have been lying to me! What face do you have to say sorry to me now?!"

The more Ye Huaining spoke, the more excited he became, his body fell forward, and his palm pressed against the fragments of the ashtray splashed on the coffee table, blood dripped instantly, he seemed to feel no pain, he swept all the things on the coffee table to the ground, and kicked them out. The coffee table was overturned and the floor was in a mess.

Ji Rao stood still and let him vent.

In the end Ye Huaining panted heavily and fell back on the sofa, his voice hoarse than before, he asked Ji Rao: "When did it start?"

Ji Rao's throat rolled: "Not long ago."

"On your birthday? You disappeared for more than an hour that night. It wasn't something that was left behind by other mentors to talk. You and him hugged and kissed in the stairwell, didn't you?"

The anger in Ye Huaining's eyes receded, leaving only sarcasm and the sadness hidden behind it: "I was waiting for you to come back to celebrate your birthday together, so it turned out that someone had already taken it first, no wonder you kept hesitating when you came back that day, What did you want to say? Want to break up with me? "

Ji Rao was dumbfounded.

Before meeting Ye Huaining that night, he did have that thought, but Ye Huaining reminded him that Ye Huaining was an Omega that he had thoroughly marked, and he couldn't do that.

At that time, Ye Huaining looked at him, begging and said those words, which made him unable to choose to do that.

He couldn't abandon the Omega that he had thoroughly marked.

It was only tonight that he finally made up his mind to give up those thoughts that he shouldn't have.

But Ye Huaining knew.

"So why didn't you say it later? Because remembering that I am the Omega you have thoroughly marked, your conscience can't bear it?...Do you still have a conscience?"

Ye Huaining laughed at himself: "In your heart, we never started at all, so where did the breakup come from? I, the Omega you marked, is just a burden that you can't get rid of."

Ji Rao was speechless, and Ye Huaining didn't give him a chance to argue.

"What did he give you on your birthday? A lighter?"

Ji Rao nodded silently.

"What kind of lighter?"

Ji Rao took out the two almost identical lighters, Ye Huaining saw it, and smiled ironically: "So you really like this lighter, did I play it wrong back then? But you don't care if I don't give it to you, right? Even if he can only give away ordinary models, you have this lighter, and you don't even bother to look at the sports car I gave you."

Ji Rao didn't explain, he kept these two lighters with him all the time, but every time he subconsciously took them out and played with them, it was still the one given by Ye Huaining.

Ye Huaining's expression became even more gloomy: "Is the chocolate candy you gave me by the way? Did you actually buy it for him?"

"...No, I remembered that you like to eat and let people buy it, so I brought an extra copy and gave it to him."

"I brought him more, but sent it to him in the name of a fan?"

"..."

"You asked me to help him, why did you ask me to help him? Why do you have the face to ask me to help him?"

"I'm sorry."

"During this period of time, you have paid more attention to me than before. I thought I finally warmed you up. In fact, you are guilty, aren't you?"

Ji Rao couldn't say it.

If you see Ye Huaining sad, wanting him to be happy is a guilty conscience, maybe it is a guilty conscience.He really couldn't treat Ye Huaining as dispensable based on his mood like before.

But he is really not a thing, and there is another person in his heart.

Ye Huaining raised his head, as if trying his best to endure something, swallowed those overwhelming emotions, looked at Ji Rao again, and said, "I actually don't know you at all, you never told me about your past, I didn't know that you had stomach pains, that you actually liked playing music, and that you missed being with him so much, what about me? What the hell are our three years?"

"You put all your energy into filming because without him and without the band you used to be, making music by yourself is boring, right? But do you like filming? Sister Min said that you have no ambition at all, and you don't care if you are popular or not. Hong, so at that time why did you accept the business card and why did you call me?"

Ye Huaining's voice was unsteady, almost choking.

Ji Rao looked at him, his eyes were very red, but he didn't cry, Ji Rao thought, as if he had never seen Ye Huaining cry.

He couldn't answer Ye Huaining's accusation, he had no heart for Ye Huaining, in the past few years he looked at Ye Huaining, most of the time he was thinking about another person, without that person, Ye Huaining's dream when he was young was held in his hands Right now, he doesn't want it either.

Ye Huaining is so smart, he has already seen through him.

"Why are you silent again? Can't you speak?"

Ye Huaining answered for him: "Because I have the same mole as his, growing in the same place, who are you thinking about every time you kiss here? From the beginning, it was because of this that you decided to be with me, right? "

Ji Rao remained silent, but Ye Huaining knew that he was right.

"You regard me as his substitute, so you are always impatient with me. You coax me when you are happy, and you simply ignore me when you are unhappy. You say you don't dare, but in fact you have always dared, but Ji Rao, I am Omega, you know what it means to mark Omega, since you don't like it, why did you mark me completely? If you didn't want to, why didn't you reject my proposal?"

Ji Rao couldn't give an answer.

After a long silence, there were only those three words: "I'm sorry."

He shouldn't have been obsessed with ghosts for a while, and was seduced by Ye Huaining, and couldn't help but completely marked him.

Mark is not the Omega he thinks he is, no different from a scum, he is wrong, and he will never be able to quibble about this.

Ye Huaining understood what he meant.

Ji Rao doesn't love him, never loved him, he has been deceiving himself and others, living in the deception he has woven, naively thinking that he can control this man, he deserves to be humiliated by him.

Standing up in a daze, Ye Huaining raised his bleeding hand, tore off the rose brooch with all his might, threw it at Ji Rao, and stopped looking at him with cold eyes: "You go."

Ji Rao didn't move, and reminded him in a hoarse voice: "Your hand is cut and bleeding, you have to go to the hospital for bandaging and injection..."

"That's enough, I said, let's go."

Ye Huaining's voice was cold: "You still stay here, do you want me to call someone to invite you out?"

Ji Rao swallowed more words.

Ye Huaining doesn't want him anymore.

The thought that popped up in his mind for a moment actually made him feel panicked, and he didn't dare to think about it.

"...you calm down for a few days, let's have a good chat."

Ye Huaining only sneered and closed his eyes indifferently.

Ji Rao had nothing to say and had to leave.

Ye Huaining slid on the ground, the tears he suppressed burst instantly, his discomfort and anger were like a heavy hammer, hitting his heart continuously, causing him unbearable pain.

There were only a few street lamps left outside the villa in the middle of the night, and there was silence everywhere.

Ji Rao looked at his shadow stretched to almost distorted under the lamp, and the faint uneasiness deep in his heart was magnified at the same time.In the end, what is he doing...

Ye Huaining let him go, what next?

The author says:

still a blade of grass