White Moonlight Second Capture Plan

*****normal information*****

Name: Zhong Yin

Sex: Male

Age: 25

Birthplace: Mingcheng, Country X

Current residence: City C, Country Q

Occupation: unemployed

Education Level: Master

Marital Status: Divorced

Visit time: 08.01

*****Main complaint and consultation objectives*****

Chief complaint: Sudden termination of intimate relationship with partner, negative mood, frequent insomnia and headache, and inability to concentrate.No suicidal tendencies.

Counseling goals: get rid of the current anxiety, put into normal work and life, re-establish a healthy and trusting relationship with others, and finally achieve the ability to build an intimate relationship.

*****Assessment Diagnosis*****

Assessment: moderate anxiety, mild depression, stress disorder (suspected)

Diagnosis: Panic attack (acute anxiety)

Diagnosis basis: Occasional strong (near-death) fear, chronic insomnia, exclusion from getting along with others, impaired social function.

*****Cause Analysis*****

Biological cause: No apparent biological cause

Defense Mechanisms: Avoidance—repression, repression

*****PERSONAL STATEMENT*****

Recording time: 08.01

(Summary below)

Help-seeker: I think there is no other way.I don't know how long I can bear this pain, I must, must do something.

Counselor: You have a tendency to ask for help, which means you have not given up, which is good.

Helper: Divorce is a great harm to him (note: "he" refers to the same-sex marriage partner of the patient).I know, but I have to.

Counselor: You filed for divorce, right?

Helper: Yes.

Counselor: Why?

Caller: (silence)

Counselor: Have there been any major disagreements between you?Such as third party intervention, or unforgivable deceit.

Caller: None.We have always had a good relationship, very much in love.

Counselor: So what is the reason?

Caller: (silence)

Counselor: Is this reason directly related to your consultation?If you don't want to start talking now, don't force yourself.

Caller: Yes.

Counselor: It's getting in the way of your life, hasn't it?

Caller: Yes.I often have (pause) a lot of nightmares.Nightmares kept me awake, and I was exhausted during the day.I was supposed to look for a job after graduation, and I even got an offer, but now it's scary to talk to people, let alone interview and formal entry.

Consultant: Does it include this moment?

Helper: ...including this moment.

Counselor: So, this kind of hurt has affected your normal work, rest and interpersonal communication, right?

Helper: Yes.

Consultant: Would you like to talk about seeing dreams?

Helper: Everything is contrary to reality. In the dream, he was the one who filed for divorce without warning. Before he left, he looked at me as if love had disappeared... as if he had never loved before. I was in his eyes. Just a total stranger.

Consultant: Mr. Zhong, you know that dreams are false.

Help-seeker: I know, so the person who did such a cruel thing in the real world is actually me.I don't want to leave him if I can... (crying suddenly) I don't want to leave him.

The first time he went to see Adlin was also in August when it was raining heavily.It has been two months since he graduated, and it has been half a year since the nightmarish day when he signed the divorce agreement. Summer is almost over, and he is still in a trance.

After getting off the subway, there was still a short walk, and the low-lying terrain was flooded. Even though I was careful, my shoes and socks were still wet.The umbrella broke halfway, and he could barely hold on at this time. The eaves of a row of houses were all narrow. He tried to stick to the bottom of the wall, and his shirt was so wet that he could wring it out.

, hair is all messed up, perhaps the word soaked chicken can best describe him at the moment.

On a rainy day, everyone on the street is in a hurry, rushing to their respective homes, passing vehicles splash mud, and no one pays attention to a lost soul.

After finally finding the office according to the information on the mobile phone, Zhong Yin was surprised to find that the psychiatrist signed by Adlin was actually a compatriot, who saved the trouble of language conversion and could communicate more smoothly; Adlin's first impression of this young man.

Those who turn around and leave first may not be better off.Those who were tortured were not the only ones who were left behind.

After graduating from Mingcheng University, Zhong Yin and Huo Xixuan went together to study for a master's degree in country Q, where the latter had stayed, and stayed for three years.Huo Xixuan returned to Ming City soon after the divorce, but he still stayed in Country Q.Zhong Yin didn’t want to look back at the unsightly days of the first few months. Insomnia and anxiety all day long, nightmares and the fear caused by a reality that was crueler than dreams devastated his mental state, and he once had even more extreme thoughts.

Fortunately, he was strong-willed, struggling to save himself at the bottom of the terrible valley, and went to see a psychiatrist. Adlin is professional and patient, and the two-year treatment rescued him from the quagmire of despair, and the two became close friends.

He watched Adlin's career flourishing, falling in love, getting married, and having children. He thought he could continue to watch other people's happiness, but the big hand of fate reversed everyone's track.

Zhong Yin went to this office on the [-]th floor of the tallest building in the CBD many times later.But he always remembered the first time he went there, the doctor thoughtfully drew half of the blackout curtains and left a dim and gentle floor lamp, the room was dark on a rainy day, and the calming incense penetrated softly into his sense of smell, he sat on the soft On the single sofa, I felt the long-lost security.

He remembered many things.

He remembered Adlin's soft, polite smile.

He confessed the past with Huo Xixuan one by one.

He choked up and said, I don't want to leave him.

Without even realizing it, she had already burst into tears.

It was pouring rain outside the window.

*****PERSONAL STATEMENT*****

Recording time: 09.25

(Summary below)

Counselor: Fifteen days have passed since your last consultation. How do you feel recently?

Caller: (silent) I will still think of him.But things are starting to get better.

Consultant: What do you think is improving?

Help-seeker: Can have a longer sleep.

Consultant: Longer time, how much?

Help-seeker: ...More than four hours.Although I still wake up at night, I can continue to sleep as long as I want.You can also have simple conversations with people around you.

Consultant: What about your recent diet?

Help-seeker: You can eat some.

Counselor: This is very good information.Your body is also telling you that you are ready and looking forward to starting life again.

Helper: (smiling)

Consultant: Would you like to talk about the "reason" today?

Caller: (silence)

Consultant: You and I both understand the saying that you must tie the bell to untie it.Only by showing me what hurt you can I help you mend it, or reforge your walls.Of course, there's no rush, and it's okay if you're not ready.

Caller: (shaking head) I'm ready. (deep breath) The first time I thought about divorce was half a year before I finally told him.In fact, I have always known that our marriage will encounter many obstacles, and I thought I could bear it.But (pause) the cost of it doesn't include his future.

Counselor: Do you mean that your relationship, or the existence of "you", has hindered his fundamental interests?

Caller: Yes. (Silence) Because I love him, he is more important.Even though it was extremely painful, I have never regretted this decision.

*****PERSONAL STATEMENT*****

Recording time: 11.03

(Summary below)

Counselor: The frequency of your visits has decreased recently.Do you feel better?

Helper: Yes.

Consultant: I will prescribe another phase of medicine for you. After taking this time, I think our first phase of diagnosis and treatment can end here.

Help-seeker: What do you mean?

Counselor: In short - congratulations, you have recovered.

Helper: (laughs)

Help-seeker: Do you want to go to the newly opened restaurant for dinner on weekends?

Consultant: This is not in compliance with the regulations, but I agree.

Caller: Thank you, Adlin, I don't know where I would be without you.

Counselor: You're welcome.I am just your flashlight, to illuminate the way, because your will to leave is so strong that you can get out of the maze.

It was still raining outside the window, and it was like this every August, every year, reminding him of his embarrassment over and over again.

Zhong Yin was tossing and turning in the night, the curtains with good shading properties were all drawn, leaving only a dim night light, he stared at that soft light, feeling extremely excited.

The conversation with Xiang Qingshan tonight inevitably reminded him of the days when he just got divorced.

Zhong Yin, who is 24 and five years old, has not experienced many setbacks.He was a "child of someone else's family" since he was a child. He skipped the period of rebellion and was successfully admitted to Mingcheng University. After graduation, he went to country Q for further study.His studies went smoothly, his family was harmonious, and even falling in love entered the palace of marriage at once. Except for Huo Jiaming's private objections, Zhong Yin at that time had never encountered a gap in his life.

He had heard that the family was right, and he still naively thought that if he loved each other enough, he could break all barriers, but he still lost to reality.

It turned out that the separation was not necessarily because of lack of love, maybe because of too much love - because he knew that Huo Xixuan would give up everything for him, so he couldn't really selfishly let the stars fall into the mud.

The endless quarrels and premeditated departure ended their fate. Zhong Yin thought that he could walk very beautifully, but when he recovered and the adrenaline of self-protection faded, he felt the pain later.

Eating, walking, sleeping, listening to music, every fragment of life, every day and night, I think about Huo Xixuan.

Not just dazed and silent heartbreak, but crying.

He never knew that he, a man who thought he was strong, would have so many, so many tears, just like the rainy season in the summer of C city.

Fortunately, Adlin saved him in the darkest days.

Zhong Yin got up and went to the children's room to look at Zhong Yan. The boy was sleeping soundly, holding the corners of the quilt with both hands, like a small animal.

Yanyan's eyes are very similar to Adlin's, as are his whimsy and empathy.Like her mother, she is also the bridge for Zhong Yin to cross the river.

In a way, Adlin almost gave him a second life.It's a pity that doctors don't heal themselves in the end, and she, who takes it as her duty to enlighten others, walks into her own psychological dead end and chooses to end it all.

He took over the remaining little life from her, and since he had promised, he would definitely take good care of it.