you crushed my wings

It was pitch black outside the window, and there was not much to see. Ji Xinghu and Luan Shu fought for the king together, and the couple on the opposite side also joined in when they heard the noise, forming a team to play in ranking.

Although Luan Shu didn't play often, his operation was very good. Lonely Star Lake was used to it. The girl across from her was so handsome that her admiration was beyond words. Her boyfriend was a little jealous, so he stopped playing on the grounds that he wanted to sleep.

The lights in the carriage were dim, and Luan Shu put away Ji Xinghu's phone: "Stop playing, it hurts your eyes. Are you sleepy?"

Because of the two hours of sleep before departure, and the excitement of going out for the first time, Ji Xinghu didn't feel sleepy at all. He said he wasn't sleepy, and the girl opposite immediately answered: "Then let's chat?"

Ji Xinghu nodded: "Okay."

"Where are you two going?" the girl asked.

"Go to Urumqi." Ji Xinghu replied.

"What a coincidence, we are too," the girl said with a smile, "Are you going on a trip?"

"That's right." In order not to disturb the boy's sleep, Ji Xinghu spoke very softly and sounded very suave. He nodded with his chin to the boy who was leaning back on the seat with his eyes closed, "Is he your boyfriend?"

The girl smiled and nodded: "Well, his hometown is Urumqi, I will accompany him home to meet his future in-laws."

The boy next to him slightly bent his mouth.

"Are you two friends?" the girl asked.

"We are brothers," Ji Xinghu said, "He is an older brother, and I am a younger brother."

Luan Shu turned his head to look at him.

Ji Xinghu seldom told others that the two of them were brothers. Except for Zhu He, Cheng Xueli and Meng Xing, no one in the [-]th Middle School knew that the two of them had such a relationship. They all thought they were just good buddies.

But today, Ji Xinghu mentioned their brotherhood to two unrelated strangers one after another, Luan Shu was both puzzled and a little uncomfortable.If it wasn't for the brotherhood in the legal sense, he would never have hesitated for so long and confessed to Ji Xinghu long ago.This relationship is like an invisible shackle, which cannot be broken off or passed.

"But you don't look alike at all." The girl had crooked eyebrows and a pretty smile.

Ji Xinghu smiled and said, "Well, my brother is more handsome."

The girl said, "Both of you are super handsome, like you walked out of a cartoon."

Her boyfriend opened his eyes and stared at her: "You are so noisy, you have disturbed others' sleep. Stop chatting and go to sleep."

The girl said "Oh", smiled at Ji Xinghu, reached out and hugged her boyfriend's arm, leaned her head on his shoulder, and closed her eyes to sleep.

Ji Xinghu put on headphones to listen to the music, lay on the table with his arms propped up, facing the dark night outside the window.Occasionally, a few distant lights flashed, lonely and lonely.The mood is like ink dripping into the water, drifting away in the boundless night, becoming thin, low, and bleak.

Lonely Star Lake doesn't like this.

He sat up, leaned into Luan Shu's ear and asked, "Want to watch a movie?"

Luan Shu nodded: "Okay."

Ji Xinghu gave him an earphone, opened the video player, found the movie that was downloaded in advance and planned to pass the time on the train, and clicked to play.

It's an animated movie called "Wall-E". Lonely Star Lake has seen it many times, but I still like it.

When he saw Wally following Eve aboard the Truth, Lonely Star Lake fell asleep, Luan Shu took off his earphones and put them on by himself, leaned on his shoulder, then turned down the brightness of the phone screen, and finished watching the movie by himself.

After all, it was uncomfortable to sit and sleep. Ji Xinghu woke up, changed several positions, and finally changed positions with Luan Shu, curled up on the seat and pillowed his legs, and then slept more securely, until dawn.

Take turns to wash up and eat breakfast after washing.

All they bought were bread and biscuits, and the couple on the opposite side brought more abundant food, including fruits, spicy sticks, and melon seeds to share.

Look at the scenery and chat, play games and watch movies, and kill time bit by bit.The long journey was not as romantic as imagined, but exhausted and lethargic.

The day passed slowly, and night fell again.

Ji Xinghu's buttocks hurt from sitting, and he stood up and stretched his waist: "I'm so tired, how long will it take to get there?"

"There are still twelve hours," Luan Shu said, "Tomorrow morning around six o'clock."

The boy on the opposite side said: "The next stop is Zhangye. We will stop for 15 minutes. You can go down and do some activities."

Ji Xinghu said happily: "That's great, I'm almost dying of aggrieved."

At 19:45, the train stopped at Zhangye Station.

There was only food, drink and clothing in the bag, and they were not afraid of stealing. The two of them got out of the car with their mobile phones in their pockets, and they didn't dare to go far, just wandering back and forth on the platform.

A vendor pushing a cart passed by, and Luan Shu bought a special product of Zhangye called Shaokezi.

"I don't want to take such a long train ride anymore," Ji Xinghu said while eating, "It's so fucking tiring, more tiring than a day's work."

Luan Shu said: "After arriving in Urumqi, find a hotel to sleep and then take a car to Fuyun."

Ji Xinghu shook his head: "Farewell, our time is already tight, so don't waste it on sleeping. You can sleep in the car, but sleeping is a bit uncomfortable."

"Listen to you." Luan Shu paused, and asked the question that he had held back all the way: "Why did you tell that girl that I am your brother?"

Ji Xinghu smiled and said, "You are my elder brother."

Luan Shu looked at him: "But you have never introduced me like this before."

"Really?" Ji Xinghu said, "Why don't I remember?"

Luan Shu stopped talking.

He could tell that Lonely Star Lake was playing dumb.

But why?

A thought popped up suddenly, making Luan Shu's heart tremble.

Could it be that Ji Xinghu sensed his thoughts, so he used this method to warn him, so that he would not cross the line?

If this is the case, is he advancing or retreating?

Without waiting for Luan Shu to think, Ji Xinghu grabbed his wrist: "It's almost time, get in the car."

After getting in the car, Ji Xinghu distributed the burnt shells to the young couple opposite, and after eating, they beat the king together until sleepy, then turned off the phone and went to sleep.

Because I was so tired, Ji Xinghu slept soundly, and when I opened my eyes again, the train had arrived at the destination - Urumqi.

Get off the bus with your schoolbag on your back, and follow the flow of people out of the station.

It was less than six o'clock, and the sky was already bright, and the light of the morning sun coated the sky and the earth with a hazy color.

After saying goodbye to the young couple, Ji Xinghu and Luan Shu went to the bus station to take the bus.

The bus station is next to the train station, and it takes only 5 minutes to walk there. After buying the ticket, the two of them checked the ticket and entered the station, and waited in the waiting hall.

Departure at 6:45, almost half an hour left.

It's convenient for Ji Xinghu to go to the bathroom, wash your face by the way, and change to Luan Shu when you come back.

When Luan Shu came back, Ji Xinghu said, "Take a photo as a souvenir."

Luan Shu nodded: "Okay."

They were sitting in the waiting room in Urumqi, Ji Xinghu hugged Luan Shu's shoulders, their heads were touching, Ji Xinghu smiled with eight teeth, Luan Shu habitually slightly raised the corners of his mouth, "click", this moment was frozen.

"Damn," Ji Xinghu looked at the photo and smiled, "We both look too miserable, like we're fleeing."

Her hair was messed up, her clothes were wrinkled, and although she was smiling, her eyes were full of tiredness. She looked like she was 20 years old.

Luan Shu said: "Don't worry about this, Mom and Dad should be calling soon."

As soon as he finished speaking, the phone in his pocket rang.

"Crow's Mouth, you," Ji Xinghu's tiger body shook, "You pick it up, don't blame me."

Luan Shu took out his mobile phone, and Ji Xinghu leaned over to look at it. The caller ID was "Mom".

Luan Shu answered, and Ji Xinghu put his ear to listen.

"Where are you two now?!" He Ling roared over there.

"At the Urumqi bus station," Luan Shu replied calmly, "after a while, take the bus to Fuyun."

"You guys are trying to piss me off! Do you still think that your dad and I didn't worry enough last time?" He Ling's anger came through the radio waves, "Buy a ticket and come back immediately, do you hear me?!"

"Mom, we're going to visit Xing'er's parents' hometown, and we'll go back after we're done." Luan Shu said, "Don't worry, we'll take care of ourselves, and nothing will happen."

Luan Yushan's voice came from over there: "Are you going to Keketuohai?"

Luan Shu gave a "hmm".

"That's why you asked me about Xing'er's parents last time?" Luan Yushan asked.

Luan Shu said "hmm" again.

Luan Yushan was silent for a while, and said, "Okay, let's go."

Ji Xinghu breathed a sigh of relief, and Luan Shu said, "Thank you, Dad."

Luan Yushan said, "Give Xing'er the phone."

Luan Shu handed the phone to Ji Xinghu, who took it and called "Dad" in a low voice.

Luan Yushan said: "Ke Ke Tuo Hai is the place where your biological parents grew up. I should take you there to have a look, but I was afraid that you would be sad, so I never mentioned it. Since you and Xiao Shu went , it’s also considered that I have a heart disease together, it’s good. Xiaoshu told you everything that should be said, right?”

"I said it." Ji Xinghu knew what he was referring to.

Luan Yushan said: "Okay, I have nothing to ask, just one thing, please take care of yourself, your mother and I will be at home waiting for you to come back."

Ji Xinghu's voice was hoarse: "Well, I will."

The mobile phone returned to He Ling: "One call a day to report safety, don't forget."

Ji Xinghu replied "OK" and said, "I'm sorry, Mom, I made you and my dad worry again."

He Ling's voice returned to its usual gentleness: "There are no parents in the world who don't worry about their children. They worry less when they are close, and worry more when they are far away. That's the difference. Don't be too playful, you must have a good time." Yes, you know?"

"I know." There was a call to check the ticket, Ji Xinghu said: "Mom, we are going to check the ticket."

He Ling said, "Okay, let's go."

After hanging up the phone, the two of them packed up their emotions, put on their schoolbags, checked their tickets and got on the bus.

Just as he sat down, Luan Shu's cell phone rang twice.

Luan Yushan transferred 5000 yuan to Luan Shu on WeChat, followed by a sentence: Eat well, live well, and fly back home.

Luan Shu replied: Thank you Dad.

Ji Xinghu said: "I am so happy to be the son of my parents."

But the tone in which he said these words was not entirely happy, but also carried a little bit of undetectable bitterness.

Luan Shu nodded: "Yes."

The passengers got on board, the car set off, drove out of the station, and drove onto the wide road.

The sun has come out, and the morning glow has burned the eastern sky red.

Ji Xinghu took out his mobile phone to take pictures. The only thing that can freeze time is photos and memories. Memories will blur and disappear, but photos will not.

After a long, long time, when he looks at this photo of the rising sun, he should remember that he and the boy he has loved for a long time are sitting side by side in the car, speeding on the road to Keketuohai.

Although tired, but secretly happy.

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No time to catch bugs, sorry.

Thanks for your support, see you tomorrow, Mojiu.