you crushed my wings

Lonely Star Lake likes eucalyptus, and has liked it for a long, long time.

It was a secret that no one knew except himself.

During the summer vacation of the second year of junior high school, Ji Xinghu had a wet dream for the first time. He dreamed that Luan Shu kissed him.

When he woke up in the morning, he looked at Luan Shu who was sleeping in the same bed and was close to Chi Chi, and suddenly realized that he was not an ordinary brotherly love for him, but a liking for him, the kind of liking that would make a spring dream.

But Ji Xinghu didn't dare to show the slightest bit.

He is the adopted son of Luan Yushan and He Ling, and the younger brother of Luan Shu in the legal sense. He cannot avenge his kindness by harming the biological son of his adoptive parents who raised him and loved him.

He hid his liking very deeply.

Although he hid it hard, he hid it well and no one found it.

Ji Xinghu thought that he would bury this love in his heart forever, and would never let it show in his life, but recently, he fell into a struggle.

He turned out to be not a man, but a bird, a bird that might fly away and never come back, just like his biological parents.

Although it was unbelievable, he had no choice but to accept it.

The contradiction in Lonely Star Lake also came from this.

To confess, or not to confess, he has been struggling with this issue for the past few days.

If one day, he disappears from Luan Shu's life without warning, and he never has a chance to express his full love, and his forbearing and passionate first love ends before it even started, then he will probably regret it lifetime.

However, if he confessed to Luan Shu, the result would be unpredictable.

How will Luan Shu, parents and friends react, what will they think of him, and whether he can bear the consequences...

After struggling for more than a week, Lonely Star Lake had an answer.

If he doesn't confess, he will be the only one struggling with pain, but if he confesses, it will make the people around him sad.

So, he decided not to confess.

His existence itself is already a big trouble, it's better not to create more troubles, live quietly, don't fall in love and won't die.

In order not to let his thoughts run wild, Ji Xinghu resolutely devoted himself to his studies, listened carefully, asked questions actively, and completed his homework in time, which surprised and pleased the teachers and parents.

Ji Xinghu is also very relieved, because since he transformed into a bird while camping in Hidden Dragon Mountain, his body has no signs of mutation, and has been stably maintaining a human shape.

This is very good, it saves Luan Shu from worrying, and he can train with peace of mind.

Daily training is very tiring, and the second year of high school has heavy learning tasks, but Luan Shu has done a good job—he has always been like this, no matter what he does, he can do it well, and he doesn't let anyone worry about him.

Busy, it's almost the end of the month.

The long summer is finally coming to an end. Autumn is coming one after another. As the temperature drops, it is okay to wear only a T-shirt during the day, but it is necessary to wear a sweater and a jacket at night.

The morning before the National Day holiday, the ten-school league was held in Hongshi Stadium as scheduled.In order to cheer for Luan Shu, several good friends took half a day off to come to the stadium to watch the game.

Halfway through the game, before Luan Shu showed his head, Ji Xinghu and the others sat in the audience and chatted.

"Did you tell your parents about signing a contract with Tianxing Media?" Ji Xinghu asked Meng Xing.

"Nope," Meng Xing said while eating potato chips, "I haven't seen them for almost half a month, and both of them are so busy, I don't know where so much work comes from."

Ji Xinghu said: "You have to go out to film on National Day, and you won't be able to go home for a week. Can you do it without telling your parents?"

Meng Xing said: "They don't tell me unless they ask me. If they ask, I say I went on a trip with my friends."

"Xiaoshu and I are also planning to go on a trip," Ji Xinghu said with a smile, "I have bought the tickets, and we will leave at eleven o'clock tonight."

"Damn, you won't invite me to go on a trip?" Congratulations was very dissatisfied, "Aren't you buddies now?"

"Aren't you going to film with Meng Xing?" Ji Xinghu said, "Can you go if I call you?"

"Whether I can go or not is one thing, but whether you can call me or not is another matter." Congratulations turned his back to him, "Hmph, I'm angry, the kind that can't be coaxed well."

Cheng Xueli asked: "Where are you traveling?"

Ji Xinghu said: "Xinjiang."

"So far?" Cheng Xueli was surprised, "Is one week enough?"

Ji Xinghu said: "It's quite far away. It takes 30 hours by train from Hongshi to Urumqi, and then another 10 hours by bus to Fuyun. It takes 40 hours, nearly two days, and it takes another two days to get back. , there are still three days to play, enough."

Luan Shu was busy with the training of the swimming team, and the travel strategy was made by Ji Xinghu, so he remembered it clearly.

"You guys are not traveling, you are looking for guilt." Meng Xing said, "Why don't you take a plane? It saves time and doesn't make you tired."

"It's not that much money," Ji Xinghu said. "The total property of Xiaoshu and I is only 4000 yuan. If Xiaoshu wins the championship today, there will be a bonus of 1000 yuan. The total is 5000 yuan. It’s enough to calculate the expenses. It’s good to take the train, you can enjoy the beautiful scenery along the way, it’s like that in movies, it’s romantic.”

Cheng Xueli asked, "Why did you go to Xinjiang?"

Of course, Ji Xinghu can't tell the truth, but he doesn't want to lie to his good friend. He said vaguely: "I just want to go, there is no reason. By the way, what are your plans for vacation?"

Cheng Xueli smiled and said, "I plan to stay at home."

Meng Xing poked his head and said, "Chengzi, why don't you come with me and Congratulations. The place where I film is in the High School Attached to the University of Foreign Studies. You two can be my assistants."

Cheng Xueli shook her head: "No, I have to help my parents take care of the shop."

"Oh, that's right," Ji Xinghu suddenly remembered something, "I did not tell my parents that Xiaoshu and I went on a trip. I am afraid that the two elders will disagree. Don't let your mouth slip, especially if you are congratulating. Shut it up for me."

Congratulations hummed, and said, "I'll tell Aunt Shan Shuling to go after school, and you won't be able to go anywhere."

Meng Xing suddenly pointed down and said, "Stop chatting, Xiao Shu has come out!"

Ji Xinghu looked in the direction of the swimming pool, and saw the eucalyptus tree in a piece of white flesh.

Luan Shu has two events today, one is the men's 800m freestyle, which is his specialty, and the other is the men's 4×100m freestyle relay.

Originally, it was fine for him to only participate in the 800-meter freestyle, but one of his teammates who participated in the 4×100-meter relay suddenly fell ill last night. After careful consideration, coach Wu Wei decided to let Luan Shu go on top.

The first competition was the 4 x 100m freestyle relay. For Luan Shu, it was a warm-up for the 800m freestyle. Wu Wei's arrangement was naturally a result of his confidence in Luan Shu.

Luan Shu took the lead. He stood on the starting platform and turned his head to look at the auditorium.

Ji Xinghu and Congratulations stood up, waving colored balls made of cellophane, and shouted loudly: "Luan Shu! Come on! Luan Shu! Come on!"

Luan Shu smiled, put on his swimming goggles, and made preparations.

Congratulations sat down without shouting a few times. He covered his face with a colored ball and muttered softly: "Fuck, what a shame."

Ji Xinghu tugged at him: "What are you doing, keep going."

"Didn't you see that the people next to us are laughing at us?" Congratulations said, "Stop making fools of yourself, and sit down quickly."

Meng Xing stuffed half a bag of potato chips to congratulate: "Look at you, give me the ball, I'll do it." She took the ball and stood up, "Xing'er, look at me, do it with me!" .”

Meng Xing had been a basketball baby for half a semester, and she was a cheerleader who cheered outside the school basketball game. Later, Congratulations felt that her skirt was too short, and boys kept taking pictures of her, so she reluctantly asked Meng Xing to quit.

Meng Xing jumped and waved the colored balls, and shouted cheers in a sweet loli voice, which attracted the attention of the audience around him. Ji Xinghu had a thick skin, and imitated Meng Xing's movements, jumping and shouting, and the two of them made a big show. A cheerleading squad.

Congratulations felt ashamed, and covered half of his face with his hands, wishing to shrink under the seat, Cheng Xueli just thought it was fun, and held up his phone to shoot videos while laughing.

"Oh!"

As soon as the starting gun was fired, the players on the starting platform immediately plunged into the water, causing large white splashes.

Ji Xinghu's eyes followed Luan Shu closely, watching him strenuously move forward, take the lead, and after swimming to the opposite bank, he turned around gracefully and continued to lead. , Luan Shu wiped his face, waved to Lonely Star Lake and they went ashore, and went back to the lounge to prepare for the next 800-meter freestyle.

Ji Xinghu sat down, drank two sips of Sprite to moisten his throat, and said, "Xiaoshu is so handsome when he swims."

Cheng Xueli smiled and said, "Is there a time when Xiaoshu is not handsome?"

Ji Xinghu nodded: "Indeed, I am very proud to be his son."

Congratulations said: "Isn't it that Xiaoshu is handsome even when he poops?"

Ji Xinghu beat him mercilessly.

Because the last team member was not strong enough, No. 4 High School finally won the silver medal in the 100×[-]m with a slight disadvantage.

Then came the 800-meter freestyle competition. Luan Shu played again and stood on the starting platform.

Worried that it would affect him, Jixing Lake was as quiet as a chicken this time, and nervous as a deer.

The starting gun fired, and Luan Shu entered the water neatly.

In the 50-meter-long standard swimming lane, you need to swim 800 back and forth for 8 meters, which is a test of physical strength and endurance.

In the first few rounds, Luan Shu has been hovering in the second or third position. Only when there were only two rounds left, he gradually exerted his strength. In the last 50 meters, Luan Shu and the competitors on the next track went hand in hand, and it was hard to tell who was ahead. Finally, at the end of the swim, the two touched the wall almost at the same time.

Ji Xinghu looked at the electronic score board with bated breath until Luan Shu's name appeared in the position of No.1, he let out a groan, and excitedly hugged Cheng Xueli next to him.

栾树以10分28秒55的成绩，领先No.2不足一秒，再次拿下800米自由泳的冠军。

Ji Xinghu cried happily, he wiped his eyes furtively, turned to look at the swimming pool, Luan Shu was smiling and waving towards them.

"Luan Shu!" Ji Xinghu clasped his hands together like a trumpet and shouted: "You are the best!"

Whether you are a champion or not, in my heart, you are the best.

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Thanks for your support, see you tomorrow, Mojiu.