ABO

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After Lin Ai came back from the last banquet, she was bored at home for several days and didn't go to Fu's house again.

Bai Gu would still call him occasionally to care about his recent situation as usual, but he didn't say a word about what happened that night, and they all tacitly understood each other.

In his eyes, Bai Ou is considered a very competent elder brother. Although he found out that Lin Ai liked his lover, he still treated him like an adolescent child, and advised him to think clearly and lead him on the right path.

Lin Ai felt bitter in her heart. On the one hand, she was guilty and ashamed, and on the other hand, she couldn't love her.

When he was sleepless at night, he turned on his laptop and wrote a long email to his mentor, greeting him who was far away, and explaining to him the reason for the delay in fulfilling the promise.

At the end of the letter, he confided:

——Dear Marcus, I am stuck in the mud, and I cannot extricate myself.

Lin Ai didn't know if Marcus could receive this email. That person was always traveling around various countries and towns looking for creative inspiration, and often sent himself beautiful postcards.

When he was a freshman, Marcus, who was only 26 years old, was already a professor of the Department of Literature. He appreciated Lin Ai very much, personally guided his writing, helped him contact the publishing house, and even the pen name "Langou" was also Marcus obtain.

Among the few people Lin Ai knows, Marcus is probably a very close friend. He can always give him advice and comfort when he is struggling.

Lin Ai cherishes his friendship with him very much, and once agreed to travel around the world with him after graduation, from mountains and rivers to the sea, from South America to Northern Europe, and finally settled in Switzerland, to be a free and unrestrained poet for the rest of his life.

But when he knew that his family was bankrupt and forced to return to China, his dream was delayed.

Not long after, Marcus told him that he had resigned and would travel around the world with the promise between them, but he had never been to Switzerland and was only waiting for Lin Ai's appointment.

Thinking of this, Lin Ai felt even more sad. The sky outside the window was so dark that he couldn't breathe.

After giving birth, get the money and leave.This idea gradually circled in his mind.

That's right, after giving birth and going abroad, as long as you don't see Fu Sili, everything will be over naturally.

Fu Sili will still live a good life with Baiou, and they will also treat their children well.

All are happy.

The next day was the day of the Emotional Healing clinic consultation.

The weather has started to cool down, and the cloudy days are gradually increasing. Lin Ai went out wearing a thick beige cashmere sweater, light blue jeans, and a backpack.

He has fair skin, a small face, and is very cute in his bulging clothes. When he was sitting in the subway, he was squeezed among a group of young students without being obtrusive at all.

It's just that his mobile phone kept ringing, it was an unfamiliar number, Lin Ai pressed it three times, and the other party still chased after him to call.

When he was about to completely blacklist this number, he accidentally pressed the hands-free button for automatic answering. In the quiet subway car, the voice from the handset was very clear.

"Lin Ai." The man called his name in a calm tone, and then asked, "Where are you from?"

Lin Ai pinched the phone and was stunned for a few seconds, until the people around him looked at him in surprise, and then he realized that it was Fu Sili calling.

"I..." He turned off the speakerphone, his voice was slightly dry, "I'm on the subway, what do you want?"

"That hospital called me," Fu Sili said in a low voice, "I must accompany you to the consultation today." His tone was not fluctuating, as if he was discussing a business matter with his secretary, Lin Aijing Listening, I feel a little uncomfortable in my heart.

"I'm already on my way..." Lin Ai also said in a low voice.

The other end of the phone was very quiet. After a while, he heard Fu Sili ask indifferently, "Are you planning to go alone?"

His tone didn't fluctuate at all, Lin Ai listened, and was taken aback for a while, feeling a little sour and uncomfortable in his heart, but he hummed lightly and didn't say anything.

After a long time, he heard a busy tone from the handset of the mobile phone, and glanced at the screen, it turned out that the person had already cut off the call.

He held the phone and waited for a while until the screen went dark and the ringtone didn't ring again.

Ten minutes later, the subway arrived at its destination. When he got out of the station, he just kept his head down and walked forward. He didn't notice a car slowly coming by the side of the road, as if he had been waiting for a while.

When Lin Ai noticed, Fu Sili had already pushed down the window of the car, showing a handsome face with a sad face, calling him to get in the car.

He still drove his own black Maybach without a driver and assistant. It seemed that he came out of the company temporarily, and the gilt nameplate on his suit had not been removed.

In the silence, seeing that Lin Ai's eyes had been fixed on his chest, Fu Sili lowered his head slightly, saw the conspicuous golden plaque, took it off and threw it in the storage compartment.

"Let me know in advance next time." He said to Lin Ai.

Lin Ai subconsciously wanted to refute that he didn't have his phone number, but he smacked his lips a few times, but finally didn't say it.

Fu Sili only took time out to glance at him, but he also saw through his meaning and said, "Don't you already have my number?"

"Save it." He said flatly, "I will answer the call next time."

Lin Ai hummed lightly, shifted his gaze to the front, and stopped talking, and the atmosphere fell into silence again for a while.

It was rare for Fu Sili to drive the car very smoothly this time, with the windows closed tightly, and the pleasant pine smell mixed with the cold perfume smell, which made him feel a little peaceful, and the drowsiness he had just experienced on the subway was also relieved. It was swept away, and I only put my face close to the window glass, and opened my eyes wide to look at the scenery outside.

His hair hangs softly on the side of his tender white neck, curled up, a bit playful and cute, wearing a fluffy white sweater, like some kind of fluffy animal that has just come out of its hole, looking at the outside world curiously and vigilantly.

When Fu Sili looked at the rearview mirror on the right, he took a look at his obedient back.

When changing lanes, I took another look.

Finally, when he was backing into the parking space, Fluffy's back moved, turned around, stared at him with a pair of shiny black eyes, and said, "Thank you."

Thank you for what.

Fu Sili didn't ask, and Lin Ai didn't answer either.

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After entering the hospital, the enthusiastic nurse welcomed them to Dr. Holden's department.

After completing the routine check-ups familiarly, he took off his clothes and lay flat on the hard hospital bed.

The electrode pads were coldly attached to the sensitive parts of his body, from his limbs to his chest and abdomen, he couldn't help shivering, and he didn't know whether he felt cold or scared.

He closed his eyes indiscriminately, clenched his teeth, and his expression became a little strained. Anyway, he knew that Fu Sili would only stand outside the curtain and never come in.

Holden said a lot of words to comfort him before the bed, but they were not as effective as the comfort|sex|pheromone emanating from Fu Sili's body outside. He was no longer so tense and relaxed a little.

The second course of treatment has begun.

The more severe pain and itching than last time swept him, Lin Ai felt that he could no longer restrain his voice, and moaned again and again, because the pain was too painful, and he lost his voice several times during the period, only his whole body Trembling, in the extreme silence, suddenly cried out with a crying voice.

"It hurts...it hurts to death, it hurts..."

His yelling became more and more subdued, until finally his voice became hoarse, and he let out a few kitten-like wails.

Standing outside the curtain, Fu Sili watched his white and lovely feet kicking back and forth, the blue veins were slightly exposed, his heart seemed to be held in the palm of someone's hand, slightly tightened, slightly loosened, and finally followed his crying. shrunk into a ball.

"How long?" he asked the doctor for the third time.

"8 minutes." Holden answered him patiently, and couldn't help reminding him, "Sir, don't you have a watch yourself?"

Fu Sili's lips were tightly lined, and then he raised his hand to look at his watch. After a while, he harassed Holden who kept tuning in front of the machine in another way, "It's been 3 minutes."

Holden nodded.

Fu Sili looked at his watch again, "5 minutes have passed."

Holden was a little impatient, but still nodded and smiled at him.

Before he could speak, Holden said, "Sir, there is a clock on the wall opposite me, and I can see it."

"I was just telling him." Fu Sili pointed to the person behind the bed curtain, "Listen, his voice is much softer."

Lin Ai's voice was indeed much quieter. He had already lost his strength and fell into chaotic thinking. He only heard someone beside him counting down the time softly, which attracted his attention to the time, and the pain eased a lot.

When it was finally over, he was dazed and hugged in a familiar warm embrace. The man wrapped him in a blanket and sat on the sofa for a long time until he slowly opened his eyes.

"Now I want to eat something very sweet." He sobbed while grabbing the man's skirt, "It's only very sweet."

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What Fu Sili took him to was a high-end restaurant on the top floor of a sixty-story building. The floor-to-ceiling windows overlooked the scenery of the entire city, and the artificial lakes, large and small, looked like pieces of white-splashed emeralds.

But Lin Ai didn't look down curiously, his eyes were red and swollen from crying, he just stared at the table of all kinds of exquisite desserts in front of him, still weeping silently.

"Is there anything else you're not satisfied with?" Fu Sili looked at him quietly and asked.

"You ordered too much! I can't finish it..." he sobbed.

Hearing this, Fu Sili smiled, the diamond-shaped lips curled up slightly, and said, "Eat as much as you can."

Lin Ai was relieved of the psychological pressure. He first tasted the beautiful ones with a small silver spoon, and took a few more mouthfuls when he encountered the ones that were not suitable for his spleen and stomach.

Fu Sili pushed a piece of unremarkable sponge cake towards him, "Try this."

He tasted it without much hope, and was a little pleased to find that the taste was very similar to the milk cake at Qi Song's family, "This is delicious!" He couldn't help but roll his eyelashes and laugh.

"Do you remember?" Lin Ai asked him again, "The cake I gave you in the car used to taste like this."

Against the backdrop of his snow-white skin, his nose and eyes were slightly red, his black hair was soft, and his eyes staring at Fu Sili seriously were clear and transparent without impurities.

"I remember." Fu Sili nodded.

Lin Ai's ear tips couldn't help turning red.It turned out that he remembered all these.

Is that why he recommends him to try this one?

It seems that there are some common memories worth recalling between the two of them.

Lin Ai ate a lot of sweet and greasy cakes, and drank a large glass of sour lemon juice, and then she became satisfied.

Before paying the bill, Fu Sili asked him if there was any dessert he wanted to take home. He thought for a while and talked about the sponge cake just now, so the person asked the restaurant to repackage two more and let him carry it in his hand.

The dessert chef personally told him that it is best not to refrigerate for more than [-] hours, otherwise the taste will change slightly.

He wrinkled his nose, a little unhappy, "I want to eat it for several days..."

The dessert chef was slightly stunned, and when he wanted to say something more, Fu Sili cut off the conversation and said to Lin Ai simply and neatly, "I want to eat and come back next time."

On the way back, I was more sleepy than at the beginning, maybe because of the sweets.

He fastened his seat belt and slept soundly with his head tilted on the seat.

In the dream, he seemed to have turned into a feather and floated on the sea. The sea surface should have been exposed to the sun for a long time, but it turned out to be warm and wrapped around him, making him very comfortable.

After a while, he seemed to be lying in the cotton again, his body was limp, his center of gravity was sunk in the cotton, and he couldn't use his strength.

He couldn't help snorting twice, his lips felt soft, warm and slightly moist as if they had been scratched by cotton.

Lin Ai thought, bad, it must have rained and wet the cotton fields.

"My cake...my cake..." He opened his eyes in a daze.

But there was a shadow in front of him, and Fu Sili kissed his eyebrows, cheeks, and finally moved to his light red soft lips.

"Don't worry, it's all here." He coaxed vaguely.

Lin Ai closed his eyes again and fell asleep.

Before losing consciousness, he felt that his body was getting hotter and softer, like a sponge cake that was gradually fluffed up in the oven, being kneaded by someone.

This is really a sweet dream.

When I woke up again, the sky outside the window was already dark.Lin Ai felt sore and weak all over, extremely uncomfortable.

He touched himself under the quilt, and found that he was lying bare|naked with no clothes on.

When I went to the bathroom, I looked in the mirror. Even though I was prepared in my heart, I was still taken aback. There were bruises and purple marks all over the place. Even his neck was not spared. A few large strawberry marks were very clear. .

After standing quietly for a while, he gradually recalled the good deeds that person did.

At that time, he was tossed and woke up and fell asleep, and fell asleep and woke up again, but Fu Sili asked in his ear, besides milk, what other flavors do he like.

Lin Ai casually answered Strawberry.

At the time, I didn't think there was anything wrong with it, but looking back now, Fu Sili's smile was really bad.

Obviously, he has already seen from his choice of desserts that he prefers strawberry flavor.

It was still early to deliberately lure him into words.

"I'm so pissed off!..." Lin Ai yelled, "It's really a big loss!..."

A table of desserts, free | bed.

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