ABO

Lin Ai felt that she had lost her love unilaterally.

When he saw the cup of coffee being thrown out of the window, he knew that Fu Sili must have seen him.

Bai Ou has heart disease and can't drink coffee and other drinks. Fu Sili loves him so much, how could he not remember such small details.

This person obviously saw him in the heavy rain, but he didn't say a word to him, just because he was worried that Bai Gu was by his side.

But he asked the driver to buy coffee in the rain, and then threw it out of the window. He was undoubtedly telling Lin Ai his disgust and rejection in this subtle way.

This is Fu Sili's method.

He used to treat himself like this from time to time, didn't he?

Lin Ai watched helplessly as the cup of coffee was poured into the rain, spilled out, and the dark brown liquid flowed sideways, as if he was in a panic at this time, about to melt into the wind and rain.

Not knowing how he got home, he immediately took off his clothes, got into the bathroom, unscrewed the hot water, and pointed the shower head at himself to shower on it.

Too cold, still cold, cold skin, cold heart, desperate for any warmth.

The water vapor in the bathroom gradually evaporated until his skin turned red and hot from the steam, then he came out of the bathroom and fell silently on the bed.

It was a deep sleep.

It was as if all the tiredness accumulated over the past few days had been emptied all at once.

When I woke up again, although it was no longer raining outside the window, the sky was extremely gloomy.

The phone was still buzzing and vibrating under the pillow, it was a call from Bai Gull.

Lin Ai didn't really want to pick it up, he felt a subtle sense of resistance to the white gull now, his heart was sour, but his throat was bitter.

He moved his body and wanted to get up, but found that his eyes turned black as soon as he moved, and his temples hurt as if they were pierced by an axe.

Not good, he stretched out his palm and touched his forehead, the temperature was a bit high, it looked like he was caught in the rain yesterday and came back crying and sad, he was sick.

Lin Ai got out of bed and found the thermometer to measure it. He really had a fever, but there was no fever-reducing medicine in the cabinet at home. He sat on the sofa and drank two cups of boiling hot water to sweat. After a while, I fell asleep on the bed again.

Putting on clothes and going downstairs to buy cold medicine and using his own resistance to fight the disease, he obviously chose the latter.

After closing his eyes and struggling for a few minutes, he still called Bai Gu back.

"Brother, what do you want from me?" He deliberately made his voice sound a little tired, as if he had just woken up.

"Do you have time today?" Bai Guu obviously didn't want to exchange pleasantries with him, and asked straight to the point.

After pressing the speakerphone, he put the phone beside the pillow and hummed lightly in his nose.

The person on the phone seemed relieved when he heard it, and there was a bit of a smile in his usual cold voice, "That's good, Si Li is free today too..."

When Fu Sili was mentioned, Lin Ai couldn't help but feel a little nervous. He held his breath and waited for his next words.

"I told him about the healing center yesterday, and he thought he could give it a try, but I don't know what you mean, Xiao Ai..."

"Of course I can try it." After a moment of silence, Lin Ai replied.

The bitterness in his mouth was unbearable, and even his throat gradually tightened up, and his voice trembled a little.

"Okay, then get ready, I'll ask Si Li to pick you up."

"……it is good."

After hanging up the phone, he lay down quietly for a while, his heart was full of confusion and mixed feelings.Obviously, he proposed to go for treatment, to end all of this as soon as possible, but once he knew that Fu Sili thought the same way and was so urgent, why did he feel uncomfortable.

Gritting his teeth, Lin Ai propped up his weak body and got up to wash. Although it was late autumn, it was just a slight breeze, but he was very afraid of the cold, so he wore a thick black cotton sweater and a velvet hat of the same color. Wrapped tightly.

I don't know when Fu Sili arrived, maybe when Bai Ou called, he was already downstairs, the husband and wife always sang together like this, and made arrangements for themselves.

After getting into the car, he realized that Fu Sili did not wear a suit and leather tie with a bow tie as usual. Instead, he was wearing a navy blue windbreaker in the style of Balmaken. The white shirt inside was covered with a smoky gray knitted vest. It's not like going to the hospital for treatment, it's more like going to some golf course for a relaxing stroll.

It was the first time for Lin Ai to see his unrestrained and casual demeanor, and he thought silently, maybe Fu Sili was very happy to be cured and relieved sooner.

"Mr. Fu, good morning." When he met his eyes, he greeted him, and there was a bit of alienation and coldness in his tone that he didn't realize.

But this deliberate blunt attitude was evident even to the driver, Old Shen, who glanced at Lin Ai lightly through the rearview mirror, a little surprised.

Fu Sili was quite calm, and only nodded. Lin Ai first turned his eyes away, and turned his head to look at the scenery outside the window.

No one took the initiative to mention what happened in the pouring rain yesterday. The car drove smoothly on the road. The interior of the car was too silent, and the sound of the tires rubbing against the ground could be heard very clearly.

After a while, Old Shen seemed to feel that it was too quiet, so he turned on the player in the car on his own initiative.

Lin Ai didn't know who picked the record, maybe it was Bai Ou, maybe Fu Sili, maybe it was Lao Shen himself.

The song is a Hebrew Bible, a Jewish prayer before the Sabbath meal.

"O Messenger of Peace, O Messenger of the Most High, bless me. The exalted King of kings who sent you, praise be to Him alone."

The melody is very quiet and slow, the voice of the prayer is deep and cool, with the longing for peace in the troubled times, and the joy and satisfaction of being able to sit at the table and enjoy dinner at this time.

Just like myself, stuck in this quagmire, wanting to get out of the predicament to pursue freedom, but also wanting to indulge in this self-righteous relationship, silently longing for and satisfying.

Lin Ai wept silently as he faced the rapidly receding scenery outside the car window. He thought that even people will become fragile and hypocritical when they are sick.

He didn't lift his heavy eyelids, and just kept crying silently with his eyelashes drooping. He didn't notice the reflection on the window glass at all, and the other person's dark and gloomy eyes.

After getting out of the car, the cold wind blew in his face, cooling his heart and clearing his mind a lot.

He avoided eye contact with Fu Sili along the way, fearing that he could see only a little bit of happiness in his eyes, glad that Lin Ai could receive treatment as soon as possible.Or seeing disgust, Lin Ai who hates Lin Ai actually has special thoughts about himself.

He stepped into the Emotional Healing House first, and the nurse at the front desk was a young and beautiful Omega, who enthusiastically asked him if he had made an appointment in advance.

"Yes, Mr. Lin." He replied, it was Bai Gu who made an appointment for him.

"Okay, Mr. Lin. Is your lover here too?" She asked casually while filling out the registration form.

Fu Sili just opened the glass door and walked in at this time. After hearing the question, he was also slightly startled, and his eyes couldn't help but set on the blushing young man.

"Come, come..." Lin Ai said bravely.

His answer was too tense and far-fetched. The nurse raised her head and looked behind him with a puzzled expression. Immediately, her eyes lit up. Lin Ai knew that a tall, handsome and high-quality Alpha like Fu Sili was indeed very attractive.

"Can I go in?" He couldn't help interrupting her sight.

Lin Ai originally had a small face, but now the black velvet hat was pulled on his forehead to make his face the size of a palm, and his complexion was as smooth as jade. Although he was frowning unhappily, he was still a very beautiful Omega.

"Oh, yes, we, Dr. Holden, are in the department."

The nurse blushed and quickly replied.

In her heart, she felt that it was a shameful thing to peek at someone else's handsome husband and be discovered by his possessive lover.I also feel that this couple is really a good match, whether it is their outstanding appearance or the same cold temperament.

Lin Ai thanked him and then turned around and left. His footsteps were a little weak, but he forcibly straightened his back. In the eyes of others, he seemed to rush to get treatment, as if he did it at this moment, and the next moment There you have it.

Dr. Holden is a young Beta. He is very satisfied with his emotional healing method. He has been telling Lin Ai and Fu Sili how many Omegas have been successfully cured, and his department has been filled with thank-you money and gifts.

"Really?" Lin Ai smiled at him, but the smile couldn't reach his eyes, "In this case, let's start."

……

it hurts.

I haven't had this pain for a long time.

His back was tight and his limbs trembled, as if countless insects and ants were gnawing at his bone marrow, numb and painful, dragging him into the verge of fainting again and again, and waking up from the pain.

His body was covered with a thin blanket, and electrodes were pasted on his bare chest and limbs, which were black and white. Every time a small electric current passed through, his pheromones were aroused, and the room was full of the smell of freesia.

Seeing that the time was almost up, the doctor let Fu Sili, who was waiting outside, into the ward, "You can choose to wait beside your lover, or you can stand here across the bed curtain."

After Fu Sili came in, he first raised his eyes to survey the interior of the ward, and then his eyes fell silently on the figure behind the light-colored bed.

Through the thin curtain, he could vaguely see his chest undulating slightly, his legs and feet kept kicking the sheets, but only occasionally let out one or two groans forced out of his throat, oppressive and painful.

After a silence, Fu Sili opened his thin lips lightly, "I'm right here."

His words seemed to be responding to the doctor, and seemed to be comforting the person on the bed.

The amount of current was gradually increasing, and with the pheromone released by Fu Sili, it tightly wrapped around Lin Ai's body, prompting the gradual disintegration of reason.

The skin on his feet exposed outside the curtain was cold and white, almost transparent, and the tiny bulges of blue veins could be clearly seen.Fu Sili stared at those feet quietly, watching the round and lovely toes curl up and loosen continuously, the toes spasmed and turned a little red.

After one last curl and release, the first water test session is finally over.

Lin Ai curled up weakly on the bed, and it took a long time before he sat up with limp hands and feet to get the clothes on the chair next to him. The distance was too far, and his arms had no strength, so he couldn't touch it after stretching for a long time.

Just when he was about to get out of bed, a pair of hands supported his bare shoulders from behind, with warm palms, he pressed him hard into the quilt, motioning him to sit still.

He turned his head and saw those deep and narrow eyes, Fu Sili's lips were tightly lined, and he walked around the bed without saying a word to pick up his scattered piles of clothes on the other side.

Lin Ai took the clothes, sat and waited for a while, but the man didn't intend to turn around at all, standing at the end of the bed, his eyes rested on him calmly.

"Boss Fu, I...I want to get dressed."

"Just wear it like this." Fu Sili said flatly.

His eyes were deep and dark, when he focused on Lin Ai, his heart beat untimely, he shook his hands and lifted the blanket to put on all the clothes neatly.

When he got out of bed, he had a splitting headache and his eyes turned black. As soon as his body softened, he fell and was caught by Fu Sili.

Lin Ai barely supported his arm and stood up. After the dizziness subsided a little, he smiled lightly, "Thank you, it may be a little hypoglycemia."

He knew it was because he was still suffering from a low-grade fever, and he was a little exhausted. He was worried that the shrewd Fu Sili would notice something strange, so he wrapped his clothes tightly and walked out of the ward, not wanting to stay in front of him for a moment.

After making an appointment with the nurse for the next consultation, Lin Ai returned to the car and looked out the window. Fu Sili was walking very slowly, and he was still on the phone by hand.

It didn't take much thinking to know that the call must be from Bai Gu, otherwise how could that person's eyes and brows be so soft.

Lin Ai curled up on the back seat with some exhaustion. Although he was wearing a lot of clothes and the car windows were closed, he still felt very cold, and the coolness poured into his bones from all directions.

It didn't take long for Fu Sili to walk to the front of the car. The driver wanted to get out of the car and open the door for him, but his gaze stopped him, and he was still on the phone.

Lin Ai heard him say words such as "it's okay" and "the restaurant is booked". After a while, the car door opened and he sat in. A faint smell of cedar permeated the car.

The driver started the engine silently, and drove back along the way he came.

Lin Ai forgot when she fell asleep, only remembering that in the dream she slept very restlessly.

It's like lying in an oil pan and frying, and it's like being trapped in a sweltering steamer waiting for the body to fluff up.

In the haze, it seemed that someone's cool fingers were caressing his hair, and his palm was on his forehead. Lin Ai wanted to open his eyes to see who it was, but his eyelids were too heavy to lift.

He had a nightmare, dreaming that he was standing on a tall building, crumbling, but there were countless people pointing at him behind him, their faces were blurred, but their clothes were very bright.

Someone asked him, what are you waiting for?What do you expect in your heart?He couldn't answer, so they laughed.

"You like Fu Sili."

"But he's a family man."

Those people said in a ruthless tone.

He sobbed and shed tears in his dream, and hummed softly, until he was awakened by a big hand pinching his teeth. The moment he opened his mouth to cry out in pain, two pills were forcibly stuffed into his mouth, and the tip of his tongue touched the back of his mouth. Numb with bitterness.

He subconsciously pressed the tip of his tongue out, and suddenly there was a layer of soft and warm touch on his lips, and he left with a light touch, and stuffed the two pills back.

"It's so bitter..." he murmured, frowning after reluctantly swallowing it down. When he opened his eyes, he saw a dazzling light, and the crystal chandelier was shining brightly, which was not the home he was familiar with.

"...Are you finally awake?" A familiar voice came from next to my ear, slightly hoarse and faintly crying.

Before Lin Ai could turn his head in the future, Fu Sili's face was already close to him, his eyes were dark and moist, and there were still tears on his cheeks.

"I called you many times, but you didn't wake up... I thought you were dead..." As he spoke, the man burst into tears again, tears fell on Lin Ai's cheeks, hitting his eyelashes trembling.

"I..." He tried to speak, but found that his voice was unbearably hoarse, and there was still a bitter taste of medicine in his mouth, "Did you feed me the medicine just now?"

"Yes," Fu Sili nodded, "the doctor said that the fever will subside after eating."

"Then why don't you give me water? It's very bitter." He said helplessly.

Listening to his complaint, Fu Sili's eyes moved slightly, "Do you want some water?"

"I never drink water when I take medicine." He said again, as if he couldn't understand Lin Ai's delicate request.

Lin Ai: "..."

Lin Ai: "...Then please bring me a glass of water, Mr. Fu."

There was water brought by a servant on the table, and Fu Sili obediently brought a glass over. When he approached the bed, he stopped suddenly, and after turning his eyes around Lin Ai, he smiled slyly, "You can't move, I Here to feed you—”

When he said feed him, he really fed him.

Taking a mouthful of warm water, she approached his face, trying to pour the water into his mouth, but Lin Ai had no strength, and after struggling a few times, he held her down, her lips rubbed against each other, and the tip of her tongue pried open his teeth, sucking the water out of her mouth. Little by little, I crossed in.

Afraid that he would wet the bed, Lin Ai took the initiative to seal his lips, responding to his movements, Fu Sili was very happy, one sip was not enough, and he took several sips one after another, and then stopped panting .

He stared at Lin Ai's face by the bed for a while, then suddenly buried his head on the side of his neck, took a deep breath, "I miss you so much... Freesia, do you miss me?"

He quietly waited for Lin Ai's answer. After a long time, he heard a very low voice. Fu Sili was not satisfied. When he wanted to ask a few more questions, he heard him add, "I miss you too." , just gave up, and slept together with Lin Ai sweetly hugging her.

After staying there for a while, Lin Ai remembered that he had the flu, and would make him sick, so he quickly rejected Fu Sili, but he grabbed his fingers and rubbed them in his palm.

"Anyway, we kissed each other." He said nonchalantly.

Not long after, the servant brought up a thin rice porridge with shredded chicken and two small cold dishes with sweet and sour appetizers.Lin Ai was just hungry, and when he smelled this fragrance in his nose, he had already moved his index finger.

Fu Sili leaned him against the bed, took the bowl and was about to feed him, the servant looked on blankly, Lin Ai felt embarrassed and reached out to snatch it, but he deftly avoided it.

But Fu Sili didn't care about other people's eyes. He scooped up a spoonful of rice porridge and blew on it with familiar movements. Feeling the heat gradually dissipating, he passed it to Lin Ai's mouth, "Ah——open your mouth." He coaxed him like a child. .

After Lin Ai swallowed it, he smiled with satisfaction, leaned forward and kissed his lips, rubbing his tongue lightly, "I've never seen you so obedient."

Fu Sili smiled brightly, his thin lips curled into a beautiful arc, and he was still wearing the windbreaker which was already crumpled, and the neckline was loosely opened. It seemed that he had been guarding Lin Ai's bed as soon as he came back. Side did not go.

Under the warm orange light, Lin Ai felt that his heart was gradually warming up. He obeyed Fu Sili's instructions to open his mouth obediently when he was asked to open his mouth, and to swallow as soon as he was asked to swallow. In the end, he had to respond to his occasional messy words. kiss.

After finishing a portion of porridge, his body became warmer, and after being sent away by Fu Sili's servant, he was hugged in his arms with a quilt, carefully avoiding his somewhat stretched stomach.

He seemed to be extremely tired, and soon fell asleep leaning against the head of the bed with his clothes neatly dressed. Lin Ai lay on his chest, and the sleeping ingredients in the antipyretic medicine continued to ferment, listening to Fu Sili's steady breathing above his head. He also gradually became sleepy and fell into a dark and sweet dream.

……