Born of Worry

When Li Ye saw the information written in blood, his whole body trembled with fright.

The teacup in his hand was also crushed by him, and his palm was scratched and bleeding, but he didn't feel any pain at all.

"These bastards..."

Shen Xin stood beside him and persuaded: "Your Majesty, please calm down."

"Calm down? How can I be calm?! I can't wait to rush over and kill them alive!"

"It's useless for you to do this." She slowly picked up the information. The handwriting written in blood on it had dried out and turned dark red, and the paper was a little crumpled.The first time she saw it, she knew that something had happened to Li Xian, because it was not only a blood book, but also a left-handed book. Although she didn't know what happened to him, but now it seems that his situation must be very serious. It's hard.

Xuan Yu's people were obviously by his side, but they couldn't help him at all.That kind of despair... I'm afraid it's really not something anyone can bear.

"Although it has reached this point, he didn't ask us for help, which shows that he thinks he can still handle it. He can find a way to continue to contact us, and we... don't have to worry too much."

Hearing her words, Li Ye stood up as soon as he slapped the table, his eyes were already red, and he scolded her angrily: "Yes, you are not worried! He is not your brother, is he! What kind of shit is Xuan Jiajun, I think he is just cold-blooded Ruthless beast! How is it different from that Tahan?!"

Shen Xin frowned slightly.

"Tell me, can we really not beat Tahan? Ah?! Don't we have an army of 30?! Don't say 30, it's 50, 100 million! We can still get it! Why don't we attack Yanmen Pass? ? Why didn’t you want to crush those bastards who killed thousands of knives?!”

"Please calm down."

"I can't calm down!"

Shen Xin stared at him with no emotion in his eyes, "Whatever you think, I, Shen Xin, have never been a person of love and righteousness; One word is regarded as dung in our eyes. What I want to remind you is that everything we are doing now is the will of His Majesty. You also know that the Xuanjia Army only listens to one person in this world, and this People are not you. What he wants is to exchange the least loss for the greatest victory, he is willing to sacrifice himself for the world, no matter what others think, at least, I admire it.”

She paused, and then said: "What you said, it is not impossible for an army of hundreds of thousands to capture Yanmen Pass and expel Tahan from the country, but this violates his original intention. Yes. And have you ever thought about it, if we really lose hundreds of thousands of troops and win the battle, is it really a win? The national power will be seriously damaged by this, and what should we do if someone else takes advantage of it at this time? "

Li Ye was rendered speechless by her words, and after a while he waved his hand at her, "Go out, I want to be alone."

It took several days for Xie Yan to find out about Hu Lugu breaking Li Xian's finger. He immediately scolded Hu Lugu angrily, and then went to visit Li Xian.

For some reason, ever since he plotted against Li Xian last time, he has been very uneasy, as if he had done something wrong.But he obviously hated Li Xian so much, hated him for ruining his official career, turning himself into a murderer and a traitor.

However, every night when people are quiet and can't fall asleep, when he thinks about it carefully, is this really his fault?

Did he really hurt himself?

Willing to exchange his own chastity for a piece of information, and disregarding his own safety to enter Hu Dayin's eyeliner alone, would such an emperor really play tricks in the officialdom and bury talents?

Is he really the culprit?

I was suddenly a little confused.

When Xie Yan entered Li Xian's tent, Li Xian was huddled in a corner, wrapped in a quilt, curled up into a ball, hugged his knees with his hands, closed his eyes, and did not know if he was asleep.

Compared with when he first arrived, this person was already unbelievably emaciated, so thin that he knew that he didn't have much weight, and his hair was messed up, obviously it hadn't been taken care of for many days.

Except that his body was still clean and his clothes were newly changed, he was almost no different from a slave or a prisoner.

Where can I find the appearance of half an emperor.

I still remember the palace examination five years ago. This man passed by among the many candidates, glanced at his paper, and smiled at him, with that calmness, that confidence... If he didn't know that the person in front of him was Li Xian, he would It's almost impossible to connect the two.

Handing him over to Hu Lugu was perhaps the worst decision I ever made.

Xie Yan squatted down slowly, trying to check the condition of his bandaged right hand, but when he touched it, Li Xian woke up instantly. The latter shrank back suddenly, withdrew his hand, raised his panicked He stared at him, and after a while, he seemed to see who was coming, and slowly lowered his eyes, but wrapped the quilt tighter.

Like a frightened little animal.

He looked at himself for so long before he realized who he was. This was definitely not the reaction a normal person should have.

Xie Yan frowned.

He didn't touch Li Xian again, went out of the camp, and called the old military doctor who had been treating his illnesses and injuries.

When the military doctor saw him, before he could ask anything, he immediately knelt down: "Military teacher! I beg you, don't let Khan touch His Majesty again!"

The wrinkles between Xie Yan's brows deepened: "What do you mean? Hu Lugu often hurts him?"

"Yes, there are several blows every three days. Your Majesty often gets new wounds before heals up. No matter how hard you try to treat them, they can't be cured!" The military doctor stood up, followed behind Xie Yan, and said, "Not just fighting, but also..."

"You don't need to say it," Xie Yan closed his eyes, "I know it all, but I can't control him." Laughing at himself, "I'm just a military adviser, Khan's people, what right do I have to control him."

"But……"

He raised his hand to stop the other party from continuing, and asked, "What does Li Xian eat every day? Is it the same as everyone else?"

The military doctor seemed rather perplexed, and he was silent for two seconds before replying, "Return to the military advisor, Your Majesty...he doesn't eat."

Xie Yan stopped in his tracks and said in surprise, "Don't eat? Why don't you eat?"

"At first I ate some, but Khan broke his fingers and his left hand couldn't use chopsticks, so he stopped eating. The old man asked someone to feed him, but he refused to open his mouth. Now... can only rely on ginseng soup to hang his life .”

"This Hulugu!" Xie Yan finally couldn't hold back his anger, "Isn't this intentional to force him to death! No, you can find a way to let him eat!" He frowned and thought for a while, "I We will let Hu Lugu put him back to Dayin as soon as possible, and we will never let him die here! We still have to rely on you to take good care of him during this time."

"……Yes."

Xie Yan came out from Li Xian, went to Hu Lugu that day, and mentioned to him again that Li Xian would exchange Jinyang with Dayin and then let him go back, but was flatly rejected by the other party.

Hu Lugu's attitude was so firm that he almost walked away, but this guy actually said that unless he died, he would never release Li Xian back to Dayin.

Xie Yan had been his military adviser for five years, and for the first time he felt powerless.

Maybe he shouldn't have chosen such a stubborn monarch from the very beginning.

But things have come to this, where is the way back.

I only hope that Li Xian can persevere.

However, Xie Yan soon discovered one thing, that is, after Li Xian's right hand was crippled by Hu Lu, the situation of information leaks had not changed much. It was still difficult for them to break through Dayin's line of defense, Several victories, but the record is still dismal.

And every time he loses a battle, Hu Lugu will immediately take revenge on Li Xian.

Xie Yan saw it, but there was nothing he could do to stop it. He could no longer hear Li Xian shouting or resisting.I asked the military doctor, and the doctor said that his health had improved and he was willing to eat a small amount, but one day after Hu Lugu punched him in the abdomen again, he would vomit dry within half an hour after eating. Clean, but also accompanied by symptoms of vomiting blood from time to time.Later, he could not eat at all, and his spirit was completely depressed.

All available medicines have been used, but there is no sign of improvement.

On the fifth day of March, Hu Lugu unilaterally asked Dayin for Jinyang City without Xie Yan's consent.

However, this time, Dayin didn't respond for a few days.

On the evening of the seventh day of March, Hu Lugu entered Li Xian's camp again, and by chance Xie Yan was there, so a fierce quarrel broke out between the two. Xie Yan was completely enraged, and smashed Hu Lugu's head Forehead, the latter pulled out his sword on the spot and put it on Xie Yan's neck.

The rift between the two was completely exposed.

The two eventually parted ways.

It was night, but Xie Yan was tossing and turning, unable to sleep. He had lost confidence in Hu Lugu, and what was more, he was still worried that he would hurt Li Xian again. After thinking about it, he got up and went to Li Xian to see glanced.

——But I saw him holding an oil lamp and finished writing the last word. Somehow, the writing on the paper disappeared completely.

Li Xian also saw him, and dropped the pen in his hand to the ground.

Xie Yan picked up the pen for him, but saw that the pen was not dipped in ink, but blood.Looking at the remaining blood in the teacup again, it was almost unbelievable, his brows were furrowed, and he opened his mouth with difficulty: "You..."

Li Xian hung his head, trembling all over, without saying a word.

Xie Yan walked in front of him, suddenly grabbed his wrist, rolled up his sleeves, and saw that his slender arms were covered with cut marks of different sizes, old and new.

The emotions inside are really beyond words.

He sat down slowly opposite Li Xian, only to see him shrinking back all the time, clutching his clothes with both hands, and breathing very rapidly.

He could see that this person was on the verge of collapse, both physically and mentally.

"Li Xian," he returned the writing brush to him, "I just want to ask you a question, why did you change my Tanhua to Chuanlu back then?"

When Li Xian heard his words, his body gradually stopped shaking, and he raised his head, his voice hoarse: "You...what did you say?"

"Did Lin Xingzhi let you do this?"

"No, no."

"No?" Xie Yan was a little disappointed, "That is to say, this is what you mean?"

Li Xian lowered his eyes again, "Yes, it's my own idea."

Xie Yan snorted, with a hint of malice in his tone: "Li Xian, I advise you to tell the truth, maybe I can save your life, otherwise...do you really want Hu Lugu to torture you to death?"

This time Li Xian was silent for a long time before he said: "Xie Yan, I will never beg you, I will not beg a murderer or a traitor to let me go. If you think I did it, then it is me." What you did, you are so unconfident in yourself, even if you come to Tahan as a military adviser, you will never be the one who wins in the end."

"you!"

Xie Yan was a little angry, but failed to get angry, and finally sighed, "I won't tell Hu Lugu about this." After a pause, "To be honest, in this case you You can still persist, I have to admire you. What you want to do is your business, I will not interfere, but what I want to tell you in thank you is that there is a grievance, a debt, and karma. What you suffered today Everything that happened to you was caused by your mistakes. You can't blame others. "

After saying that, he got up and left, walked to the tent door, but suddenly heard Li Xian say:

"Thank you, I will also give you these words. I hope you will never regret it and blame others."