things i don't know

Meng Xin took Liu Ting to the hospital that night, checked her carefully, and learned from her that the injuries on her body were indeed caused by her father.

"Don't go back yet." Meng Xin took her to the parking lot and said, "Go and stay at my house for a few days."

Liu Ting stood outside Meng Xin's car, without any feeling of redemption: "Go to your house for a few days? When will you go back?"

Meng Xin didn't expect her to say that.

Liu Ting never felt she could escape her home.That was the source of her poverty, the fate of her soul.It's not that she hasn't received help from others, but most of the help can only help her for a while. After all, she will go back, return to her father, and return to her life.

Sooner or later she will set foot on the floating bridge again, and sooner or later she will return to her destiny.

Meng Xin got out of the car, stood in front of Liu Ting and looked at her, without any coaxing tone, said to Liu Ting like an adult: "I will try my best to negotiate with your father, but if he doesn't change completely For your attitude, don't go back. I won't let you go back."

Liu Ting rolled her eyes and asked, "Then where should I go?"

"Beside me." Meng Xin replied firmly without any hesitation.

Only then did Liu Ting look directly at her.

A kind smile appeared on Meng Xin's serious face, and she turned sideways to let out the passenger's door: "Can you come up now?"

It was Liu Ting's first time in a private car, and she wasn't even sure what to do to open and close the door.

Meng Xin opened the door for her without saying a word, fastened her seat belt, without any hidden superior words, without any superfluous movements, Meng Xin was quiet and full of strength, and made Liu Ting comfortable and down-to-earth in an unfamiliar environment, which was particularly unexpected and steadfast. Touching her heart, she felt what "respect" is.

The place where Meng Xin lives is a very ordinary neighborhood, because she came back very late, the neighborhood was full of cars.Meng Xin led her around for a long time but couldn't find a parking place, so she had to drive out and park on the opposite road.

The two got out of the car, Meng Xin took Liu Ting's hand and crossed the road late at night.

Time has changed, and many details of the past may not be remembered, but the feeling of that moment always remains in my mind.

Liu Ting remembered the smell of perfume on Meng Xin's body, which smelled like pear blossoms, but also had the sweetness of figs, which couldn't match Meng Xin any better.

Liu Ting stayed at Meng Xin's house. For two weeks, Meng Xin drove her to and from school every day, and even dragged Liu Ting's head teacher to visit Liu Ting's house.

Liu Ting's class teacher went there once, and was beaten out by Liu Ting's father together with Meng Xin.When the head teacher saw the kitchen knife in Liu Xiangjun's hand, he lost his face in fright. He ran out without saying a word. He didn't have time to put on his shoes. He didn't pay attention to his feet, and even stepped on a rotten vegetable leaf and broke his hand.

"Why do you care about this kind of thing! This is a student's housework, and no one else can interfere!" The head teacher hung his arms on his chest and vented to Meng Xin, "Even if you can manage it for a while, can you manage it forever? The one who was beaten There are so many children, you have to take care of each one? Why are you so idle."

Meng Xin was also angry when he said this: "What do you mean I am idle? You are her teacher, how can you allow your underage students to be domestically abused? How can you bear it?"

"I want to help too." The class teacher said frankly, "but I know how capable I am. Teacher Meng, I advise you, don't worry about this matter. That Liu Xiangjun looks like a hooligan. He gambles and takes drugs. He is still a rapist, maybe he even killed someone, you know? You are young and a female teacher, be careful to put yourself in it."

Meng Xin gave the class teacher a full look, but didn't refute him.

She knows that they are different and do not conspire with each other, and they will never understand each other.It's useless to talk too much, Meng Xin left and continued to walk the path she felt was right.

Liu Ting has been staying at her teacher Meng's house for a week.Meng Xin visited home several times, but failed to have a good conversation with Liu Xiangjun. Every time he went to Liu Xiangjun, he was very drunk, either wanting to beat someone or to touch him.

Meng Xin also understood that Liu Xiangjun was an unreasonable person, so she asked Liu Ting if she had any other relatives, and Liu Ting said no.

Meng Xin reported the case directly to the Public Security Bureau. When the police came to mediate, Liu Xiangjun was uncharacteristic and vomited bitterness to the police, saying that someone had kidnapped his beloved daughter.The policeman asked him if he had domestically abused his daughter, and Liu Xiangjun said in disbelief, "How could I domestically abuse my daughter? She is my lifeblood! Maybe it was because she failed the exam and I scolded her a few times. She has a bad temper and has intentions." She ran away from home because of bad instigation. Hey...it's all my fault, I will never scold her again..."

Liu Ting's injuries had healed long ago, and the police advised her to go home first, but Liu Ting was unwilling.

Meng Xin also felt that it was not feasible: "What if her father beats her again?"

The police said: "You can report to the neighborhood committee or report the case to us."

It's easy to say, but Meng Xin knew that it wasn't the case at all.

It is impossible for her to let Liu Ting go back.

Meng Xin asked Liu Ting to stay at her house to prepare for the mid-term exam. One night, a strange man came to her house and met Liu Ting. The two talked for a long time in the corridor, and Meng Xin didn't enter the room until late at night.When Liu Ting helped her get her slippers, she found tears on her face.

"Is that your boyfriend?" Liu Ting asked.

Meng Xin stood at the door for a while, but did not answer her question.

"I stay here with you, does it hinder you?"

Meng Xin stepped forward and patted her head and said, "The final exam is coming soon, you should study hard and don't worry about anything else."

"How can it be ignored..." Liu Ting murmured softly, "You got into trouble because of me."

Meng Xin sat cross-legged on the edge of the coffee table in the living room, tilted her head and smiled at her.Although this smile is obviously tired, and even the redness around the eyes has not subsided, but this smile makes Liu Ting obsessed.

"You are my student. As I said, I will do my best to help you." Meng Xin said, "There is more than one sad and hopeless side to this world. Believe me, it's not that good, but it's not that good either." So bad."

Liu Ting has never expected anything, and has never believed in anything. Meng Xin is just an ordinary person, but she has an aura that makes Liu Ting feel at ease, and even makes her want to try to believe in something impulse.

Liu Ting sat across from her, nodded and said, "I believe in you."

Meng Xin looked at her and smiled gratifiedly.

Liu Ting knew that Meng Xin was very important to her.

Meng Xin is her life-saving straw. Because of Meng Xin's existence, she wants to try again, to understand and accept this world, and try to move forward to the future again.

Whenever he woke up from the ice coffin, Liu Ting would ask himself: If Meng Xin hadn't died then, would she have been by her side all the time, being the most ordinary "person"?She just wanted to live an ordinary life and be by Meng Xin's side.

It's a pity that fate didn't give her this chance, nor did she give Meng Xin a future.

From childhood to adulthood, whether it is on TV or in books, everyone is desperately trying to export a value - to be a good person.

Why be a good person?

Liu Ting asked himself, a good person like Meng Xin could not have a good life, and even left this world in a very humiliating and tragic way at the best age, what is the benefit of being a "good person"?

Liu Ting did well in the mid-term exam. Under Meng Xin's guidance, she scored 118 points in the math test. The only multiple-choice question she got wrong was because she carelessly filled in the wrong answer sheet.

Meng Xin was very happy and emotional looking at her report card, but Liu Ting could find that there was a bit of bitterness in her smile.

"What's wrong?" Liu Ting asked her.

Meng Xin smiled wryly: "It's nothing."

"Break up with your boyfriend?"

Meng Xin was surprised: "How do you know?"

"That man hasn't been here for a long time. I heard you crying in the toilet a few nights ago."

Meng Xin: "..."

"Is it because of me?"

"How is it possible. Children don't care so much, how can you understand the world of adults."

"Well, I don't understand." Liu Ting said, "I just don't want to see you sad, and I don't want to be your burden."

"Just study hard, and you should not consider anything else."

Liu Ting hopes that this is her home, and the person in front of her is her mother.

Meng Xin not only feels like a mother.

In Liu Ting's heart, there was another, very subtle, indescribable feeling.

It was another July and a half, and the gate of hell opened.

Because Liu Ting got into the top ten in the final exam, Meng Xin was very happy, and just came back after taking her to play in other provinces.

Liu Ting pushed the suitcase, not letting Meng Xin carry anything.

"Little brat." Meng Xin knocked on her head, "Why are you pretending to be an adult?"

Liu Ting smiled proudly: "I will soon be a real adult!"

The two went upstairs laughing all the way, and Meng Xin asked her if she had any university she wanted.Liu Ting said that she would take the provincial exam.

"How can there be any good universities in this province? You should go to City G."

"There are no good universities in this province." Liu Ting said, "But there are you."

Meng Xin laughed: "Oh, you can't leave me so much, you're really going to be my daughter..."

Just as she was about to open the door, Liu Ting felt someone behind her, her heart trembled suddenly, and the key fell to the ground.

"What's wrong?" Meng Xin picked up the key and watched Liu Ting look into the dark corridor.

There is no one in the dark, no sound, only the mystery that is exclusive to the night.

"No, it's nothing." Liu Ting felt that she was overthinking.

Just now she clearly heard a familiar voice - the sound of wine shaking in the bottle, and even smelled the unpleasant smell of wine and meat mixed with roasted tobacco - that smell can always be smelled on Liu Xiangjun.

"Go in." Meng Xin opened the door and entered the room. Both of them were very tired and fell asleep after taking a shower.

It rained heavily that night.

The tiredness of travel spread all over her body, and Liu Ting was very tired, but she was still unable to fully fall asleep.She was not at ease, and was awakened by thunder from time to time, and kept looking out the window.

Thunder ripped through the sky, and lightning lit up the night.Liu Ting didn't dare to close her eyes, she always felt that the next moment when the ground was white with anger, she would see a black shadow of a man on the window.

There was another burst of thunder, and Liu Ting suddenly heard a scream.

She sat up quickly.

There was thunder outside the house, but the screams were gone.She didn't know if the sound just now was real or she was imagining it.

No, she was too scared to sleep alone anymore.

Liu Ting picked up the bear doll Meng Xin gave her and opened the bedroom door.

It was pitch black outside, she was about to turn on the light in the living room, when suddenly she stepped on something.

She stopped, didn't dare to move, and stopped breathing.

This touch feels like, man.

A familiar stench filled the dark living room, it was the smell of wine, meat and smoke.

A bolt of lightning struck down from the sky, and the living room suddenly became bright.

Liu Xiangjun's hideous expression as he raised the bloody kitchen knife above his head is Liu Ting's last memory in this life.

The author has something to say:

I'm afraid that it will be uncomfortable for everyone to update from time to time. The extra update time is tentatively scheduled for every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday at 11:30 in the morning. You can watch it according to this time~

If there is an update prompt at other times, I will be editing the article =3=