things i don't know

"silently!"

You Xinnian got up quickly, reaching out to grab Lu Man.

She watched helplessly as her hand stretched out and pierced through Lu Man. Lu Man also acted as if she hadn't heard what she said just now, and said to the person on her lap, "What do you mean? What do you think? We Xiao Nian Being so smart, pretending to be confused at this time is not bullying honest people."

You Xinian lowered her head, and the screen sank following her.

Lying on Lu Man's lap is his 14-year-old self, with a childish face that has not yet opened, carrying the cunning of a child and the joy that cannot be concealed.

"I should have known what was going on in your head." You Xinnian tapped Lu Man's lower lip, without getting up, and continued to lie on her lap leisurely, wrapping his fingers around Lu Man's hair, "The first kiss is only once in a lifetime, but you have the opportunity to meet your 'good friend' every day. You exchange what you have every day for the only thing I have... Cousin, you are really good at planning."

The tip of the hair was wrapped in a soft circle, You Xinnian gently straightened her fingers, and the smooth hair spun away from her fingertips.

Lu Man's breath approached again.

"It seems you didn't understand what I meant."

Being close at hand, Lu Man's voice was very soft, and his tone was very low.

Her long hair is laid down, enclosing the world of only the two of them, and they whisper in secret.

"I don't understand." The ending of You Xinian was also made crisp and soft by her, and the almost whispering words flowed out of her mouth with a smile that couldn't help, "I need you to explain carefully."

"Okay, don't rush, let's take our time, there is plenty of time."

In early summer, a hundred flowers are in full bloom, the waves are gentle and the sun is abundant.

In the most beautiful season of G City, You Xinnian ushered in her first kiss.

She was indeed precocious, and had already read a lot of books when she was still in elementary school.The parents look at the serious ones under the eyes of the parents, and the parents don't look at the serious ones when they are away.Regardless of whether it is serious or not, it is difficult to avoid the eternal topic of "love" in books that can be read at her age.

What's more, there is a group of little princes who have not even grown up hair, following her to send flowers, copy poems, and sing love songs.You Xinnian has become desensitized to love.

She doesn't care much about love, and she rarely fantasizes about who she will fall in love with in the future, but it cannot be denied that what she has always wanted is Lu Man, and what she cares about is her smart, beautiful, shining cousin.

At that time, "wanting it" really meant wanting it, and it was possessiveness and self-esteem at work.After getting Lu Man, I dragged her around in circles and declared her sovereignty. I didn't think about doing anything else—something that was more in-depth, more direct, and closer to an adult.

But the adult world opened its doors to her, and she stepped in without hesitation.

To be close to an adult is to be close to Lu Man.

The 17-year-old Lu Man is already a quasi-adult, whether it is Lu Man's parents or You Xinian's parents, the way they look at Lu Man and the conversation with Lu Man is different from when they are facing You Xinnian.They will let Lu Man provide decision-making, they will listen to her opinions patiently, and they will even say to the angry You Xinnian: "You have to listen to your little sister Man."

Whenever at this time, You Xinnian would look at Lu Man, who was standing by the side, who was well-behaved and pure.

She really wanted to tear off the mask of this brute, picked up the horn and shouted to all the elders in the family—do you know how the glory of your family tricked your young cousin into bed!

Lu Man was not at all ashamed, and said afterwards very thoughtfully: "My young cousin is so outstanding, being able to hold her tightly in her hand while she is still young shows that I am indeed the light of the family."

"Family glory is shit." You Xin Nian was wearing Lu Man's T-shirt with bare legs, drinking her drink, lying on her sofa, and stepping on her face, "Why don't you tell our parents about such an honor, huh? "

"What do you want to say?" Lu Man let her bully her, changing channels with the remote control in his hand.

"You think I'm stupid? Tell them they haven't been skinned yet." You Xinnian took a pack of snacks and ate them, then turned around and leaned into Lu Man's arms.

"There's always something to say."

"When will you say it?"

"Wait until I'm older."

"A little bigger, how big is it?"

"At least when I became the backbone of our family, when I was completely separated from my parents financially and had my own house and company."

"Why?" You Xinnian frowned, "Could it be that they can still sever ties with us for this matter? What's the age, what's wrong with homosexuality..."

"We were born in this era, but our parents came from the past. They are much more open-minded than other parents, but they may not fully accept homosexuality."

"If you don't accept it, you don't accept it, and I don't need them to accept it. As you said, as long as I grow up, I will definitely surpass my parents." You Xinian rolled over and lay beside Lu Man's lap, alone Putting your chin on your hand, and smiling sweetly, "Let's just accept it ourselves."

Seeing how cute she was, Lu Man couldn't help pinching her cheeks: "So I said, wait until we're a little older."

"Are you going to fight against your family? You are the only child in your family, and I have a pair of younger brothers and sisters. It's fine for them to carry on the family line. It's nothing to do with me. You are the only child."

"It doesn't matter. I know some friends who are also only children, and their parents are very strict, and they all chase after them with knives. But they are all independent and strong, just stick to the path they want to go."

"But your personality is not strong at all." You Xin wanted to expose her.

Lu Man smiled and said, "I'm not aggressive with you."

You Xinnian came over and blinked meaningfully: "Actually... I really want to see how strong you are. It must be..." She took off Lu Man's clothes, revealing half of her white shoulders, "It's very charming. "

As the two looked at each other, love surged.

……

"What kind of me do you want?"

Lu Man's magnetic voice stroked You Xinnian's sweaty back like a soft wind.

Her palms are galloping birds, and her eyes are deep lakes from which there is no escape.

"What kind of person do I become for you."

You Xinnian was panting, her hair was wet with sweat, she turned her head and kissed the person on her body.

She wants to kiss and hug, she wants to blend in with each other, she wants to turn her hair instantly, and she wants Lu Man's whole life.

She used to think that love was love, desire, pure liking for someone, and trying her best to possess her, take care of her, and accompany her.And love as feedback will also give her endless tolerance and tenderness.

Love is growing crazily in the heart of 16-year-old You Xinnian. She stays by Lu Man's side every step of the way, not allowing her to leave her sight, not allowing her to make new friends, and not allowing Lu Man to say a word to people she doesn't like talk.

Lu Man has always been gentle and obedient, and she carried out all orders given by You Xinnian.

You Xinnian is very proud, she can announce to the world that Lu Man is mine, and mine alone.

Under Lu Man's care, You Xinnian matured rapidly, growing faster than her peers, and marching towards the adult world.

You Xinnian grew up without any worries, at first she didn't notice Lu Man's change.

Lu Man gradually became reticent. Sometimes You Xinnian could talk on talk shows alone, but Lu Man just looked at her and smiled.

It was during that time that You Xinnian gave her a nickname - Momo.

Little by little, just a little bit, Lu Man talked less.There was some concern in her eyebrows, and some troubles hidden in her smile, she began to hesitate to speak.

At that time, You Xin thought that this was the sign of becoming an adult.

Miss Youjia, who has always been self-centered, is used to enjoying the love of others, and rarely cares about other people's feelings, even her own lover.

She thought she had always been excellent, but now, why did everything presented in this life cinema make her so flustered?

You Xinnian sat on the chair, sweat slowly sliding down the edge of the holographic helmet.

Yes, she didn't treat Lu Man well, or in other words, she wasn't as good as expected.

Lu Man never complained about anything, but You Xinnian was so terrified in the eyes of a bystander.

They even broke up once.