[Korean Entertainment] Prosperous Scenic Spots

On the night of the mother's funeral, Li Jingfan just ate a little bit of dinner and went back to his room.Since the mother's accident, the atmosphere at home has become very heavy. The servants are very careful in doing things, and all their actions are a little cautious. No one dares to say a word loudly.

Li Jingfan went upstairs like a ghost, pushed open the door of the room, without turning on the light, she went in and sat on the floor.The door was ajar, and the light in the corridor slanted in.

If it weren't for the filial badge on his clothes, Li Jingfan would almost have thought it was just a nightmare, and everything would return to its original state when he woke up from the dream.The home is still the same, her father did not have an affair, she does not have a half-sister, and her mother is still there, just like countless days in the past, waiting for her and her father to come back at home, and they are greeted with delicious dinner and mother's warmth smile.

They are still happy.

Right, it's a nightmare, it's all a nightmare.She was just in a dream. When she woke up, she could see her mother's gentle smile, and she could see her mother sitting beside the bed and looking at her tenderly.She wants to tell her mother that she had a terrible dream, and the content of the dream is disgusting to death.Mom would stroke her head and tell her not to be afraid, it was just a dream.Well, it's a nightmare.

Li Jingfan bent his feet and rested his head on his knees.I don't know how long I sat there, when suddenly two lowered voices came from outside the door, "Miss didn't eat much tonight, but housekeeper Zhang just ordered to cook some porridge for miss in half an hour."

Someone sighed, "I'm afraid that the lady has no appetite. You saw it tonight. If the old lady didn't force her to eat, she wouldn't want to move her chopsticks at all."

Even though the servant lowered his voice to speak, Li Jingfan still heard it, and moved his left hand around his knee.

Then there was another sigh, "Don't talk about it, let's cook the porridge. Remember to put lotus seeds, that's what the lady likes to eat. The heat is almost enough, don't boil it too bad."

With the sound of footsteps walking away, the servants probably didn't expect her to be in the room.Memories struck unexpectedly, and Li Jingfan remembered that two days before her mother went to the United States, she had a cold and had no appetite. Her mother sat in front of the bed and said to her softly, "May I cook porridge for you? Put some lotus seeds, and then some lily."

She huddled under the blanket and nodded.The porridge made by mother is the best.Seeing her greedy look, her mother smiled unconsciously, and stretched out her hand to stroke her bangs, "Then mother is going downstairs first."

She called out to her mother, but before she could say anything, her mother smiled slightly, "Let mom guess, you're going to say that lotus seeds can't be boiled too bad, right?"

She laughed, her eyes curved into beautiful arcs, and she pulled up the quilt to lie down under her mother's careful instructions, waiting for her mother to cook her porridge.

Li Jingfan still remembered that she drank an extra bowl of porridge that day.

Memories come to an abrupt end.

In the darkness, it seemed that an invisible hand forcibly pulled her back from the beautiful past, and all the warm scenes were broken.The beautiful past and the embarrassing reality alternately appeared in front of my eyes, it was not a dream, it all happened for real.

Her mother, left her.

The overwhelming pain hit her, causing her to bend down and curl up into a ball.It hurts...it hurts...it hurts...a heart feels like someone is rubbing it vigorously, it hurts so much that she feels bored.

Mom, I'm hurting, Mom, I'm hurting.

mom.

Li Jingfan whimpered in distress like a wounded little animal, and Li Jingfan hugged herself even more tightly, self-blame and regret welling up in her heart. If she could calm down at that time and didn't call her mother right away, all this would not have happened. Why did she have to call mom?Why can't we wait until mom comes back?

It's all her, it's all her...

She killed my mother! ! !

The person who died should be her, not my mother!She's the damn one!

This idea has been circling in my mind like crazy and I can't get rid of it.Yeah, she's the damn one.

Li Jingfan, go to hell!

On the coffee table is the utility knife she used to cut paper a few days ago, even if she doesn't look at it, she knows where the items are placed on the coffee table.Everything is still in the state before the accident, but everything has changed.

The sharp utility knife cut off the white wrist fiercely, and there was a severe pain, but that pain was nothing compared to the pain in my heart, not even one-tenth of that.

Li Jingfan looked at his wrist indifferently, as if he didn't see the blood flowing.It doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt at all, she was possessed and cut down again, the blood flowed faster, she looked at the hem of the clothes that was quickly dyed red, and the only thing in her mind was that she should be able to see it after death Mom.

In a daze, she seemed to see her mother walking towards her quickly, with an angry expression on her face, and her delicate brows were tightly frowned, which was the expression a mother would have when she was angry.She hid her left hand behind her back, trying to hide something, raised her head, and smiled sweetly at her mother. She wanted to talk to her mother, but when she opened her mouth, she found that her mother had disappeared, and she was alone in front of her eyes.She was in a hurry, her eyes, which had adapted to the darkness, could clearly see every corner of the room, but there was no sign of her mother.

Impossible, she just saw her mother clearly.Anxiously trying to get up and look for it, when he stood up his feet went limp, his eyes darkened, and Li Jingfan fell into darkness.

Mom, don't leave me.

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Several friends who are close to Li Jingfan made an appointment to see her this evening.Han Zhenya and the others didn't see Li Jingfan after entering the door, so they asked grandma and said she had gone back to her room early in the morning.No one was happy when something like this happened, and grandma felt very uncomfortable. Han Zhenya and others accompanied grandma and aunt in the living room downstairs and talked for a while before going upstairs.

Han Zhenya walked in the front and soon arrived at Li Jingfan's room.Han Zhenya found that the door was ajar and there was no light, so she reached out and knocked, but there was no reply.Looking at each other with her friends, Han Zhenya put her hand on the doorknob and raised her voice slightly, "Jing Fan, we're going in."

Still no reply.Han Zhenya didn't wait any longer, she pushed open the door.The room was dark, and the strong smell of blood wafted out of her nostrils, and Han Zhenya felt an ominous premonition in her heart.This feeling turned into a scream when she turned on the light and saw the scene in the room clearly.

Blood, a lot of blood flowed out from Li Jingfan's body like countless cold little snakes and spread.

"Ah----" The scream pierced the tranquility of the night, and Han Zhenya yelled out in fright, "Grandma, Jing Fan...something happened, call an ambulance, call an ambulance!"

The other girls who came together panicked when they saw such a formation.Some timid girls trembled on the spot, and they were dizzy and crumbling. The other relatively courageous friends who came together had to take care of the timid before they recovered from the shock. Yes, and someone who tried to calm down and called an ambulance, the scene was chaotic for a while.

Seeing the chaos upstairs, the grandma and aunt downstairs hurried upstairs.He quickly passed them and walked to the front of the room, and when they saw Li Jingfan lying in a pool of blood, they were scared out of their wits.Li Hecheng yelled downstairs, "Go and call Dr. Park, hurry up! Go and call him right away!"

Although the servants in the living room didn't know the specific situation, they knew that something had happened from Li Hecheng's posture. At that time, another servant ran to call Dr. Park.

There was another burst of chaos, and Li Jingfan was sent to the hospital for emergency treatment.In the ambulance, the grandma looked at the pale granddaughter, tears fell suddenly, her heart ached, she didn't dare to cry, she just turned sideways and wept silently, the aunt comforted her in a soft voice, Li Hecheng tightly frown.

No one thought that Li Jingfan would commit suicide in such a decisive way.

After arriving at the hospital, Li Jingfan was quickly pushed into the emergency room for emergency treatment.Outside the deep corridor, Li Hecheng, his aunt and grandma looked at the light indicating that the operation was in progress, and none of them said a word.

After tossing until the early morning, Li Jingfan finally recovered his life from the gate of hell.The doctor gave the family members 10 minutes to visit the patient. When they went in, Li Jingfan was still awake.

Seeing that her granddaughter was finally fine, grandma finally found an outlet for her emotions that had been pent up all night, and she cried softly.The daughter-in-law has only left for a short time, and if something happens to Jing Fan again, she will not be able to survive.

Worried that her granddaughter would do something stupid after waking up, grandma insisted on staying to watch her that night, no matter how much Li Hecheng and her daughter tried to persuade her, she would not leave.After Jing Fan was transferred to the general ward, grandma also moved into the ward.

Li Jingfan woke up at dawn, the pungent smell of disinfectant, and the beeping sound of instruments all told her that she was in the hospital.She looked at the snow-white wall and whispered, "I'm not dead."

The words fell into the air, unspeakably bleak.

Almost the moment she woke up, the grandma who had been lying beside the hospital bed also woke up. She looked at her granddaughter in surprise, "Are you awake?" Then she reached out to ring the bell in front of the hospital bed and called the doctor to come over to check her body.Li Jingfan remained indifferent throughout the whole process.

After Li Jingfan was rescued, Li Hecheng worried that she would do something stupid again, so he hired a nurse to take care of her 24 hours a day.Li Jingfan didn't do anything scary anymore, but treated him very negatively without saying a word.In a few days, she lost a lot of weight again, her chin became sharper, and her skinny and palm-sized face lacked the slightest trace of blood.

Li Jingfan's state made grandma very worried. Seeing that her granddaughter's behavior was no different from chronic suicide, grandma became very angry. No matter how she tried to coax her granddaughter to eat more, or tried her best to make her granddaughter talk more, it all worked. little.

Li Jingfan is committing suicide in her own way.

In the end, grandma woke her up with a slap in the face. This was the first time grandma hit her.The grandma, who always regarded her granddaughter as a treasure, cried loudly when she saw her granddaughter's pale face. She hugged the thin granddaughter tightly, crying sadly, "Jing Fan, Jing Fan."

"Jing Fan, if something happens to you, grandma won't be able to survive. Your mother has already passed away. If you leave grandma behind, what will grandma do?"

Grandma's heart-piercing cries were heard next to his ears. Li Jingfan's eyes were red, and he didn't speak, but just shed tears silently.

"Look at grandma, Jingfan."

"If your mother sees you like this, will she feel at ease?"

"Jing Fan, if you do something good or bad, grandma will die."

Hearing grandma's cry, Li Jingfan burst into tears more urgently.With tears in her eyes, she saw the suddenly gray hair on her nipple, and her heart was even more sour.She burst into tears, crying like a tearful person.Grandma hugged her and cried with her for a long time.Li Hecheng, who was outside the door, heard his daughter's crying, and his eyes were red. He turned around and did not enter the ward.

After returning home from the hospital, the room she lived in was locked, and her father changed her to a new room, in case she would commit suicide again. All sharp objects in the room were put away, and all the edges and corners of the furniture were covered. Made of cloth, solid.

She said to the butler on the side, I want to go back to my own room.His brows and eyes were cold, and there was an aura in his words that no one could refuse.Unable to resist her, the room where she was locked was opened again.

The room has been tidied up and the blanket under the coffee table has been replaced with a new one.Li Jingfan walked in regardless of everyone's worried eyes. She didn't shy away from what happened in this room.After returning home, grandma didn't say anything, but she was still worried that she would do stupid things again, so she kept guarding her.

There are some things she knows in her heart, but she just doesn't want to accept them, but not accepting them doesn't mean they don't exist.On the second day after returning home, Li Jingfan looked around the room and finally faced the reality sadly—she lost her mother forever.

This fact made her sad, she felt suffocated, and her heart hurt badly.While grandma was going downstairs to get her something, she called Cui Shengxuan, and she wanted to talk to him.After the call was through, she never expected that Cui Shengxuan's attitude would be so cold, as if she was just a passerby, not his girlfriend.

He asked her indifferently, is there something wrong?

What's up.Those three words put a long distance between her and him.

There is a stark contrast between Cui Shengxuan's defense of Jin Yuling on TV and his attitude towards her in reality. Li Jingfan feels that all this can no longer be ironic.

What could be more ironic than this, the father of a good husband in everyone's eyes has a woman outside; her boyfriend defended his ex-girlfriend in front of the whole country, turned around and asked her if she was okay.Li Jingfan suddenly felt that her life for the past 20 years had become a joke.

She said to break up, and Choi Seung-hyun said yes.Did not hold back nor ask why.

With tears streaming down his face, Li Jingfan hung up the phone and cried aggrievedly.She lost her mother ten days ago, and now she has broken up with her boyfriend, what else does she have.

At that moment, Li Jingfan felt that he was abandoned by the whole world.

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Cui Shengxuan didn't know what happened three years ago, and he didn't know that Jingfan had endured so much, all words were powerless in front of all this, he didn't know what to say except sorry.

Li Jingfan's mood was very unstable. She looked at Cui Shengxuan in front of her and asked unwillingly, "Why are you so indifferent to me?! Why!"

This sentence has been buried in my heart for a long time.When she first went to the United States, when she was alone in the dead of night, she would still think of Cui Shengxuan, and her heart ached when she thought about it.She has always wondered why his attitude is so cold, and she doesn't know why her home has become like this.She often suffers from insomnia, unable to fall asleep all night long, and keeps her eyes open until dawn.

Later she told herself that it was all over, that she had nothing to do with Cui Shengxuan, why he was so unimportant, she buried this matter deeply in her heart and gradually forgot about him.After three years, Li Jingfan thought he didn't care anymore.

Li Jingfan's eyes turned red, "Cui Shengxuan, you will never know what kind of mood I was in when I called you! You also won't know how desperate I was at that time! What were you doing when I needed you the most? "Even if he asked her what's wrong with you at that time, she would not be so desperate or disappointed.

"I hate you, very much, I hate you so much that I would rather never know you!" The scene in front of him became blurred, and Li Jingfan choked up, "Cui Shengxuan, you don't know how I made myself give up in the end."

The tears in the eyes could no longer be controlled and rolled down one after another, falling on the clothes and dripping on Cui Shengxuan's hands.This was the first time Cui Shengxuan saw Li Jingfan crying, he panicked, he reached out his hand clumsily to wipe away her tears, but wiped more and more, "Jingfan, I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

Li Jingfan didn't want to cry in front of Cui Shengxuan, and was hugged tightly by Cui Shengxuan before going back to the room. She couldn't break free from his embrace, and finally cried out in his arms.Cui Shengxuan listened to her crying, feeling depressed and aching.

The person in his arms kept crying, and Cui Shengxuan's nose was sore and his eyes were red. He knew that Jing Fan had not been very happy in the past three years, but he didn't expect that she had shouldered so much alone.Thinking about his attitude towards her at that time, he regretted that he just wanted to slap himself a few times.

Choi Seung-hyun, you are a scumbag!