goddess farmer

【Feeling that I can't control myself】

I smiled and said, "Shen Nong's Tianshu was written by Yuan Ling Patriarch. Among them, Tianshu, Medical Matching, Spiritual Cultivation, and Unity are all written by him. If he has not cultivated to the realm of Unity, so what? Can you write the entire Shennong Heavenly Book?"

Seeing me making fun of it, Tang Ze pretended to be innocent, "I just heard about it a little bit, so I don't know it as well as you. It turns out that this unity is also an article in Shennong?! I didn't know it before. technique."

"I am the master of the spiritual core, and I am the successor of "Shen Nong". Shen Nong's book is extensive and profound. It not only contains the content you mentioned, but also the techniques of cultivation. "

After Tang Ze listened to me, he seemed to realize something. "How is your practice?"

I sighed a little and said, "I'm ashamed, I just learned a little bit."

"I see that you have cultivated very quickly." He smiled.

"How do you say that?" I asked.

"After this break, you have recalled the memories of the past, and naturally restored the original fairy arts. With the foundation of those fairy arts, and then the practice of 'spiritual cultivation' and 'unity' will definitely get twice the result with half the effort ..."

When Tang Ze said these words, I was secretly surprised, how could he know so clearly? !Indeed, the retreat in the past few months allowed me to completely restore my memory. In the process, I also recovered my previous fairy art, and I also had a deeper understanding of the "spiritual practice" and "unity" in "Shen Nong". experience.Unexpectedly, he saw through all of this, and I was still thinking whether it was because he knew me too well that he made this judgment, or because he was really knowledgeable.But since he left Xilan Mountain 600 years ago, he has practiced Buddhism in the Western Paradise. How could he be so clear about the Taoist "Shen Nong" celestial art?In my impression, Avalokitesvara seemed to be quite unfamiliar with the spiritual core that day, and he certainly knew very little about "Shen Nong" in the spiritual core. How could Tang Ze know?

"How do you know this?" I asked.

He glanced at me and said slowly: "I started practicing Buddhism 600 years ago, until more than 100 years ago. After learning the scriptures, I recovered all the memories of my previous life. At that moment, I suddenly had another understanding."

"What comprehension?"

"Buddhism and Taoism have the same origin!"

"Same origin?"

"Well." He nodded, and continued, "Buddha originally came from Tao. The top level of Buddha is the origin of Tao. I realized Buddha, but I also realized Tao. At that moment, I suddenly understood that Buddha is originally The truth of the Tao. The "Shen Nong" heavenly book is the Taoist secret fairy art. Although I have never read it, I have a glimpse of it in the Buddhist scriptures, so I also comprehended some of the mysteries."

I know the mystery he is talking about, which is that the spiritual core can travel through time and space, and after the state of unity, it can lead people into the spiritual core.But this is all something later, and now I have only practiced to the elementary level of "spiritual cultivation", and I can only control some small animals and the like.

"Your arguments are new!" When I said this, I suddenly remembered that it seemed to be mentioned in "Fengshen Yanyi" that the Taoist leader is the leader of the Western religion.He was originally a high-status immortal of Taoism...

But I don't remember it very clearly. In the past, I only thought these were superstitious legends, and I didn't take them seriously and didn't care.Hearing what Tang Ze said today, it seems that Buddha originated from Dao, which is true.

"What's even more refreshing is that the moment I realized this, I didn't believe in anything!" He said with a frown on his forehead. "The Buddha of the Western Heaven has been fighting openly and secretly with Taoism, but it is actually just a power struggle."

I still have no words and want to hear him go on.

"I often think, what is Buddha and what is Tao? Since they have the same origin, why are they so incompatible? Both are about punishing evil and promoting good, stressing peaceful coexistence, and establishing rules for people to abide by with heart , are all good, but why did they all become power struggles in the end..."

I really don't know what to say to him. He is a compassionate person, which has never changed.Although I don't understand the great principles he said, I admire him very much, from admiration to worship.He is so weak, although he is proficient in Buddhism, maybe he also understands some Taoism today, but he knows a lot, but the fairy magic is very superficial. In other words, he is still very weak. In this world full of supernatural magic, he There is always danger.But what I admire the most is that he is so small, but he has the world in his heart.

The handsome face, the vicissitudes of life in the eyes, this combination has a magical effect, especially for me.

I'm a little afraid of this feeling, because I can't control it.Even though today I already have fairy art and the ability to control many animals, I can't control this feeling.I can't tell, it's like my heart is controlled by another thing.I struggled not to let myself fall into it, but I couldn't extricate myself.

He also looked at me, those infatuated and deep eyes.He must have sensed it too, the same feeling, a feeling that we can't control.

This is extremely bad for cultivation. You cannot control yourself, but you are controlled by others, and you are controlled by a feeling.

Could it be that this is love!

The emotion buried deep in his heart exploded in an instant.Tang Ze, is that really you?No matter which life, is it you?The heart is like a tide, and the inside is like a fire.

The spirit nucleus on the side suddenly spun in place, and a gust of wind blew madly, dragging me who was weak at that time into the spirit nucleus...

I heard him shout hurriedly, "Xiao Yuan!"

In the strong wind, I also called him, "Ozawa!"

This scene is so familiar, when we encountered a tornado that day, we also shouted like this...

At this moment, I was sucked into the spiritual core by the strong wind, and he was calling outside.

The freshness in the spiritual core space made me sober, and the abundant spiritual power made me full of strength immediately.I belonged to myself again, deaf to calls from outside.

I know that it was my struggling thought that activated the spiritual core, causing him to roll me up and bring me into the spiritual core.I can't get caught up in love, we can't get caught up in it.This is not a good time.I want to practice, to cultivate the ability of self-control, and then I can better control all things, and finally reach the realm of unity.But that kind of uncontrollable emotion is my enemy.No, I can't fall into it, I have to go back to the real world, I must cultivate to the realm of unity...

Meditate and let yourself settle down.

The shouting outside the spiritual core has stopped.I don't know if he understands my intentions. I can't fall into the feeling that I can't control myself, which will affect my subsequent cultivation.

I haven't been out these days.Concentrating on cultivation, occasionally opened his eyes, called the golden eagle, and asked him how many days had passed.

The golden eagle told me that I have been retreating in the spiritual core for more than half a month.

In the past half a month, although I have been practicing, I am always in a state of uncertainty. The shadow of Tang Ze will appear in my mind. His face, whether it is before or after the change, especially his eyes, are innocent And deep, like a mysterious combination, people can't see through and can't see enough...

If you are so restless, you can't practice at all.

The golden eagle also seemed to feel my irritability. He has been staying near me for the past few days, just accompanying me silently.

"Master, if you have something on your mind, you still have to let nature take its course and let it go before you can enter cultivation."

The golden eagle has also cultivated for ten thousand years in the spiritual core space. It is said that his cultivation base is far above that of ordinary gods, and his strength is unpredictable.His advice is not without reason.

"Yeah." I nodded and glanced at him, "I'd better go out for a while."

The golden eagle showed a smile and nodded.

I paced out of the core.The Water Curtain Cave was empty and there was no one there.

Walking out of Shuilian Cave, one can see Sun Xingzhe and Chi Jiu on the top of the mountain from afar.

Sun Xingzhe had good eyes and saw me, so he jumped up and flew over from a few miles away, landing beside me.

"Junior Sister, you finally came out!"

"What about them?" I asked.

"Bajie and Junior Brother Sha have gone back to West Paradise, Master... Mr. Tang, he has also left."

"Where did he go?" I asked.

"He didn't say."

I was lost for a while, worried and anxious for him in my heart.Where did he go?

"You don't have to worry too much, Mr. Tang is also well versed in Buddhism now, ordinary demons and ghosts can't touch him."

"Did he not say a word?"

"He just said he was leaving." Sun Xingzhe said lightly.

"Gone? Didn't you ask him where he was going?" I was a little anxious.

Sun Xingzhe looked at me and suddenly asked, "Do you like him?"

I froze for a moment and didn't answer.

He sighed, and took out a roll of paper from his pocket, "He wrote it for you!"

I caught it, and Sun Xingzhe turned around and left silently.Looking at his downcast back, I was a little confused for a moment, Sun Xingzhe likes me?Or is it just because my heart belongs to him, and he is a little lost.

I opened the paper and it was written by Tang Ze:

"Open your heart before you can realize the Tao! I'll be waiting for you at Mount Xilan!"

He's back to Mount Xilan, wait for me?He means to let me go to Xilan Mountain to find him?Open your heart, does he mean to let me accept this feeling calmly and go with it?Only then can we realize the Tao?Enlightenment?He means that I can practice to the highest level of spiritual cultivation, can reach the level of unity?That kind of emotion that cannot be controlled by oneself will not affect the cultivation of xinxing, the control of self, the control of all things, and the control of the spiritual core?

He must know some deeper mysteries, I'm going to find him!Going to him is even more out of heart!

……

I bid farewell to Sun Xingzhe and Chi Jiu, took the spiritual core, took a golden eagle, and flew to Mount Xilan.

High in the sky, I could feel the eyes of Sun Xingzhe and Chi Jiu sending me to the horizon.

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