goddess farmer

Everything freezes in this moment, we look at each other.His slumped face, with a pair of kind eyes, I can feel that he has remembered everything in his previous life, and also remembered the days when we were together hundreds of years ago...

"Are you okay?" he asked.

"it is good!"

"It's been so long, where have you been?"

"A very distant place, very different from here."

I went to another world, what I mean is the real world.In my heart, there is still a doubt. In the real world, I also met him, a man named Tang Ze.That person should be him, right?I stared at him in front of me, everything seemed like a world away.

I have so many things to ask him, and I want to tell him all my experiences, but I don't know where to start.

"Do you remember those experiences in your previous life?"

When I said this sentence, I started to regret it a little. I originally wanted to ask him if he really remembered me, the childhood we had together?But when he came to his mouth, it became such a sentence, which would definitely remind him of the painful experience of the other ten lives.

He seemed to feel what I was thinking, just nodded with a smile, his eyes were slightly affectionate, and the brows reminded me of the little boy named "Ozawa" when I was a child.

"I've been worried about you, I thought I'd never see you again..." he said with concern.

"No, look at me, I'm fine."

"Why did you come here?"

"The Buddha agreed to my request and asked Guanyin Bodhisattva to bring me here!"

"Buddha? How could he agree to you to come and see me?" He had some disbelief on his face. After all, he knew more about Buddha than I did.

I shook my head slightly.

He glanced towards the temple gate, then at me, and said:

"I haven't seen her for a long time, and I haven't gone out of that gate. Many years ago, when the Western Paradise was gathering, I went out once, and I have been staying in this temple since then."

I understand that just like when I was imprisoned in Guanyin Mountain, this Zen temple must have cast a spell to restrict him in it and not to leave the temple gate.

"Do you want to see her?" I asked.

After hearing this, he hesitated for a while, then shook his head slightly.

"When I was Jin Chan, Guanyin Bodhisattva was my senior sister and treated me like a younger brother; when I was Tang Xuanzang, she also took good care of me, especially all the way to the West, thanks to her secret help. But I still don't want to Seeing her, as long as she is from Xitian, I don't want to see her again."

I can completely understand his feelings. He was willing to sacrifice himself for the sake of Xitian. He has a deep affection for Buddha, Bodhisattva and all Xitian fellow disciples. Xitian also granted him the title of meritorious Buddha through the "pretense" of Journey to the West. , but when a person can see his past life and find that the characters he admired and worshiped are the greedy characters who planned how to eat himself up in the previous life, those feelings that can see the essence will make people feel desperate, The coldness, and that kind of pain, stirring in the bottom of my heart...

His belief, 500 years of belief, collapsed overnight!

In this world, there is no Buddha, there are only lies, desires, and hopes...

I nod, I understand him.

"Do you remember our meeting in Heaven 600 years ago?" I said.

He nodded, "It was so stupid at that time. In order to promote Buddhism, I promised the Buddha that I would be reincarnated as a mortal. That time was my farewell to you. After reincarnation, I will never remember you again. I also ask you to let me go. You forget me, don't mention me in front of anyone..."

"You are really cruel to me!"

"I'm sorry, Xiaoyuan!"

"You are most sorry for yourself!"

……

Outside, the night has fallen, the two of us are in the Zen temple, with the gentle light of the "spiritual core", we stood face to face at first, and then sat together on the worn-out meditation mat, quietly together like that, Feeling together, talking together...

"Ozawa, do you remember what happened when we were young?"

"Well, I remember it from the day I became a Buddha. That was the happiest time in all my memories."

"Me too, you were very accommodating to me at that time, no matter how naughty I was, you always stood by me. Do you know? Since grandpa passed away, you are the only one I rely on! That time I couldn't find you, I cried long time……"

He turned to look at me, and took out a rough veil from his arms.

I took it and wiped my wet eyes lightly.

"I have been looking for you in that mountain forest for a long time, and I have also cried for a long time." He said, "Later, I came to Xitian and entered the Buddhist gate. I was really not prepared for the meeting. At that moment, my heart was so nostalgic and wanted to stay by your side, but I had promised the Buddha, and I had a heavy burden in my heart. I thought about Guangda Buddhism. That feeling was very tiring. Very tired, thinking that we are just mortals, we can stay together and live the carefree years of our youth..."

"If there is another chance, do you want to live like that? Come with me!" I stared at him.

He was taken aback, looked at me the same way, and then nodded.

They also understand each other's minds.

In fact, at that moment, I was thinking in my heart, is this the man I identified?What kind of person is he?This kind of question made me feel a little bit in a trance about him suddenly.People are really strange things. In the past, I always felt that there was a secret place in my heart, where there was a mysterious and amiable man, as clear as water, as warm as the moon, like a shadow.Later, this person gradually became clear. Whether in the real world, I met Tang Ze; or in this world, I gradually had memories of Ozawa and Jin Chan. This man is also in my heart. It is getting clearer and closer, I have endless thoughts and concerns about him, but when he is really in front of me and we talk about such topics with each other, the unbelievable feeling in my heart makes me feel A kind of trance to...

Life is like a dream!

Is everything in front of me a dream or reality, and how long will it last?

I reached out, touched his face, and ran my fingers across his face.

He reached out, gently held my face, and looked at it.

"I want to be with you, back to my childhood." He said.

What he said was so natural, I could feel it coming from his inner voice.

I smiled, and facing him, I was thinking of my ex-boyfriend Tang Ze, and Ozawa who I grew up with.Being with him is what I've always wanted.

"En!" I nodded, "It's a pity that we can't find the mountain forest where we used to live."

"You mean Xilan Mountain?"

"Yes, according to the Bodhisattva, it's called Mount Xilan."

"I vaguely remember that if I look for it, I might be able to find it."

"Really?" I was a little excited, after all, there were my memories there, my childhood memories in this world.

"Yeah!" He smiled, then shook his head suddenly, "Unfortunately, I can't leave this Zen temple."

I woke up suddenly, remembering that he was restricted by the Tathagata Buddha in this Zen temple, and he could not go out of the Zen temple privately.

At this time, I looked up and saw that the sky outside the temple gate was already light, and he and I had been in this Zen temple for a full night.Time flies unknowingly, always feels short.

"Ozawa, I'm going to find Buddha and beg him to let you go!" I said excitedly.

He looked at me with pity, "How could he let me go? I am a virtuous Buddha of the Western Paradise!"

"The Tathagata Buddha agreed to let me come to see you this time. He definitely didn't want to be our enemy. It seems that he also meant to give us back our freedom. I'll beg him, maybe there is still a chance."

He still shook his head. "He won't question Xitian's reputation just because he wants to grant you and me freedom. Don't you understand? I am a virtuous Buddha of Xitian. If I leave Buddhism and return to vulgarity, it will have a big impact on Xitian!"

Hearing what he said, I seemed to have just calmed down, as if cold water had been poured on me.

Yes, it doesn't matter if the Tathagata Buddha is tolerant to me, after all, I am not from Xitian, but how can I be tolerant to Tang Ze, he is not an ordinary person after all.

……

"elder sister!"

At this time, I heard Xiaosong calling me outside the Zen temple.

I glanced at Tang Ze, and then walked towards the temple gate.

Xiao Song and Jin Diao have been guarding the gate of the Zen temple for a whole night.Seeing me come out, both of them were refreshed.

"Sister, you're here!" Xiao Song greeted him, and Jin Diao also took a step forward.

Behind them, there were two floating figures, one was Guanyin Bodhisattva, and the other turned out to be Tathagata Buddha.I was astonished in my heart, and guessed, it must be the Tathagata Buddha who came, and Xiao Song called me.

I watched Tathagata Buddha and Guanyin Bodhisattva smiling at me, and I made some plans in my heart and walked towards them.

"Buddha, the little girl has something to ask for!" I said.

Tathagata smiled and didn't ask me immediately.After a while, I asked, "Tell me!"

"Please release the meritorious Buddha!"

"Oh! Hahaha..."

I hate his smile so much that people can't guess what he is thinking, but all his thoughts seem to make him see everything.

"Are you willing or not?" I interrupted his laugh.

"Oh, are you begging me, or ordering me?"

"Please, I also order you!"

"Hahaha, what a breath!"

In front of him, I really couldn't calm down.He is Tathagata?I still can't believe it at this moment, this person who looks like a former mentor and master?

I calmed myself down and said:

"Buddha, if you can release Tang Ze, I am willing to promise you any conditions!"

Buddha didn't smile, he looked at me quietly.Then nodded slightly.

"I can let him go, or I can give you freedom, but I have some conditions, you have to agree! Not only the two of you, but also the little squirrel, the golden eagle, and one person, he has to come, he also You need to promise me some conditions!"

"Who?" In fact, I already guessed in my heart.

"Sun Wukong in the past, now Sun Xingzhe in Huaguoshan!" Tathagata said.