goddess farmer

Bajie was in Huaguo Mountain for the past two days, and I have been accompanying this "Bajie" who looks like an old friend, walking around in the mountains with him.In all fairness, since coming to this world, apart from being so close to Sun Xingzhe, Bajie is the second person.He is very funny, has an easy-going and humorous personality, and reminds me of my lovely junior brother Xiaopang.I have been calling him "little fat" these two days, which feels more intimate.

Sun Xingzhe is in charge of the entire Huaguo Mountain, and there are many things to deal with, so I accompany Xiaopang to walk around Huaguo Mountain.Xiaopang is a talkative person, so I also heard many new things from him.In the past, in the present, in the fairy world, in the mortal world, he gave me a better understanding of this world.After all, Sun Xingzhe and Chi Jiu are not very talkative people, and besides, they don't have much interest in external affairs.So, spending these two days with Xiaopang has allowed me to learn more.

As night falls, the full moon hangs in the sky.

In such a situation, Xiaopang and I chatted about the days in the Heavenly Court, how to describe his expression, a little intoxicated and a little confused.In my opinion, he is somewhat nostalgic.After all, he was the famous "Marshal of the Canopy" at that time.

"Hehe, when I think about it, it was pretty good back then, life was leisurely and carefree, Tianting is such a good place, beautiful scenery, delicious food, beauties, everything is missing." He looked at the full moon obsessively.

The moon was very bright that night, and it seemed that one could see the palaces and pavilions deep in the mountain shadow forest.I guess, with his fascinated eyes, he must feel that it is a cool but beautiful place.

I couldn't help smiling, and said, "Little Fatty, are you thinking about someone?"

He turned to look at me, and asked in surprise, "Didn't you say you forgot the past? Did you remember it?"

What I can remember, all I remember is Wu Lao's "Journey to the West", where he admires Chang'e and molested Chang'e after drunk.

I vaguely said, "I seem to remember something?"

"Fortunately, you haven't forgotten all of it! I really liked Fairy Chang'e back then, but you always encouraged me to talk to her. Do you remember, several times, Fairy Chang'e went to your flower garden and herb garden, and you sent someone Tell me, let me go too. But after I passed, I couldn’t speak when I saw Chang’e, and you and Chang’e were chatting and joking all day long, and I was like a fool..."

What he said made me a little surprised. Back then, I—"Qinyuan Fairy"—had often chatted and joked with Chang'e?

"Unfortunately, I don't remember. What does Fairy Chang'e look like? Why does she come to me so often?"

I asked.

Xiaopang looked at me with some disappointment, and said: "She is beautiful, how can I describe it? She is very beautiful, she is different from you! You two were very good sisters back then. Back then she was in charge of the Moon Palace, and you were in charge of the Moon Palace." Flower garden, fairy orchard, medicinal herb garden, and flat peach garden, at first, she wanted to plant all kinds of flowers and trees in the Moon Palace, so she often came to see you. Later, after a long time of contact, you became more and more intimate, and you were called sisters."

"Oh?!" I still have no impression, but I have a fascination in my heart. I want to see the appearance of "Chang'e", whether it will be very kind and beautiful...

"Then do you remember him?" Xiaopang asked me suddenly, which made me a little puzzled.He must have seen that I didn't remember anything, so he asked this question.

"Who is it?" I asked.Suddenly, I could feel my heart beating rapidly.What kind of feeling is this?Why do you feel this way?Excited?nervous?

"Golden Cicada."

My heart pounded against my chest, and I could feel its rhythm.

Golden cicada?Tang Seng's name before reincarnation?It's him?What does he have to do with me?I don't know, but right now I'm pretty sure that in this world, I used to have a certain relationship with this person, and it's a very close relationship...

"Have you remembered it!" Seeing my expression, Bajie asked from the side.

I looked up blankly and shook my head at him blankly.

I don't remember anything.But everything seems to be hidden in a dark place in my mind, but I can't see it yet.It's like a dusty past life memory, after drinking Mengpo soup, I forget it, but in the later touch, there is a feeling of deja vu.

Seeing me shake my head, Bajie sighed slightly, and then spoke.

"Then let me tell you and see if you can remember. I remember that time, Heavenly Court held a grand banquet, and invited Avalokitesvara and Jin Chanzi from the Western Paradise. The Tathagata Buddha was originally invited, but he was meditating Buddha Dharma, they sent Master Avalokitesvara and Master Jin Chanzi. All the immortals in the heaven heard that Master Jin Chanzi was coming, and they were very excited. At that time, Jin Chanzi was a natural spirit body, and he was able to comprehend the gods. It is said that in the Western Paradise, Apart from the Buddha, his prestige and reputation are the highest, even Nasubhuti and Avalokitesvara are incomparable. After he came, the Jade Emperor personally received him and invited him to give a lecture on Buddhism. Do you still remember that time Jin Chanzi’s speech? Oh, you don’t remember. I went there with you. At that time, Monkey King hadn’t gone to Heaven, and he was still his Monkey King in Huaguo Mountain…”

"Oh, it's getting too far. At that time, Jin Chanzi preached the Dharma, and I stood with you and watched from a distance. When you saw Jin Chanzi from a distance, you seemed to be stupid, and your expression You looked surprised and excited. After the presentation, you went to find Jin Chanzi. I only know that you went to him. When you came back, you seemed like a different person, and you were very depressed. I said I asked you what's the matter, do you know Jin Chanzi? You nodded and said that you knew each other a long time ago. You said that in your memory, you spent your childhood with another little boy. You said that The little boy is Jin Chanzi. The two of you lived in a dense forest. At the beginning, there was an old man who took care of you, but he passed away later, and it was only the two of you who depended on each other and went up the mountain to pick fruits every day. , catch some birds and rabbits in the forest to feed your hunger. Then again, you separated to find food, but you got lost and never went back... After wandering for many years, you came to a mountain in Hezhou, Xiniu, I paid homage to my master and learned fairy art, but I never heard from him again. You really didn’t expect him to become a golden cicada, but why did he become like this?! I didn’t understand what you said at the time What? Nervous... You are still muttering, saying that he was not called Jin Chanzi before, but his name was Tang Ze when he was a child, it was his grandfather's name, you called him Xiao Ze, and you said he would call you Xiao Yuan..."

Tang Ze?Ozawa?The name of my ex-boyfriend?He is Jin Chan?

Hearing this, my heart was shocked.I have never experienced these scenes, but with his narration, a certain place in my heart is slowly opening up, and I understand that all these things have left a mark in my heart.At the same time, I was thinking about it in my heart, and suddenly I felt bright.The little boy and I were not separated for no reason, but someone was manipulating them.Tathagata!My heart was startled suddenly, I heard Sun Xingzhe told me that the "Bodhi Patriarch" we worshiped in Fangcun Mountain was the Tathagata, but now, when I heard Zhu Bajie talk about Jin Chanzi and me, I thought of Jin Chan Isn't the master of the son also the Tathagata?Such a coincidence?Things that are too coincidental are bound to make people suspicious!

Bajie was still talking, and I suddenly heard him talk about the following passage.

"...you cried that day, very sad, and I don't know why you did that! Later, you made me swear not to tell outsiders, don't let people know that you and Jin Chanzi once knew each other, don't say anything. I I don’t understand, and when I asked you why, you just shook your head. For several days, you were depressed and unhappy. In those days, Chang’e, Yang Jian, and Nezha often visited you and asked why you suddenly changed. Come to ask me if I bullied you, how could I bully you, I just shook my head and said that you don’t know how I would know... Later Monkey King came to Heaven, you seemed to be happier, but you never mentioned Jin Chan again son's matter..."

"Until one day, I heard that Jin Chanzi passed away suddenly. Everyone was shocked! I noticed your expression at that time, and I can see that your heart was also desperate. At that time, Monkey King also happened to make a big disturbance in the Heavenly Palace. , you even risked your life to save him, violated the rules of heaven, and was imprisoned. That Sun Wukong is really a hot-blooded man, and he led the four monkeys, seven demon kings, 72 cave demons and other monsters in Huaguo Mountain to attack the heaven. , That was really enjoyable, but at that time I didn't feel it at all, I just thought it was nonsense..."

I didn't interrupt Bajie. In the past two days of contact, I found that he is a chatterbox. Maybe it's too lonely to be a "clean altar messenger" and needs to talk and communicate.But I was only thinking about the little boy he was talking about, I could say I was feeling, faintly, I felt that there was such a cute and dependable boy in my life.

"Oh, I'm going too far. Let's talk about the golden cicada. He passed away and was reincarnated as a mortal. I heard that his body can live forever. One bite can extend his life by 500 years. It is a tragedy to have such a body. Jin Chanzi was reincarnated ten times, but was boiled alive ten times, and eaten piece by piece..."

Suddenly, my heart twitched and ached.

Bajie noticed my expression and hurriedly shut up.He only asked concerned: "Are you okay! Oh, I shouldn't have said this! I promised you that I wouldn't tell anyone. I really did it, and I didn't tell anyone, but you know, This matter has been in my heart for 600 years. I finally saw you today, so I couldn't help but say it. This is not a violation of the oath. I haven't told anyone! Fairy, are you okay? !"

I forced myself to shake my head.I still want to continue to ask, to see what else he knows, I must find out why Jin Chanzi reincarnated ten times?Why is it cooked and eaten separately?Who was eaten?Then why did he become Tang Seng?Now he has become the virtuous Buddha of the Western Paradise?Is he happy, where is he?

I don't know why I care so much about this person, but there is a voice deep in my heart, so eager and excited, I know, this may also be the way for me to find myself!

Tang Ze?In the previous life, the new boyfriend I just met, our fate was so wonderful but so short. Could it be that we also had a difficult relationship in this world?

I need answers!Whether in the previous life or in this world.I don't like how we were separated for no reason, by a tornado?Or two children who get lost with each other in the forest, only to resign themselves to fate and choose to break up?I don't want such a result, I want to change my destiny.I believe that as long as there is a heart for each other, we will definitely get together and stay together...

"I'm fine! Fatty, go on, where is he now, and how is he doing?" I asked.

Bajie glanced at me, and then said: "You finally remembered something. He, his life... is not good! Regardless of what kind of meritorious Buddha he is, he is actually like sitting in a prison. The most important thing is to He is suffering!"

"Why?" I asked.

"For the sake of the world, without myself!"

For the sake of the world, but without myself!These words turned into a voice hovering in my ears...

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