The world is full of evil towards me

——I want to destroy something.

Qin Lang had a car accident.

After Shen Qianhe heard the news, his heart fluttered for a while, and then he returned to calm.Seeing the worried faces of the family members, Shen Qianhe was even a little absent-minded.

He was wondering if it was because of himself that Qin Lang had a car accident.

Will Qin Lang die?

After being stuffed into the car in a daze, Shen Qianhe looked at the street lights that kept receding at night, he couldn't help imitating Qin Lang and started counting.But because the car was driving too fast, the counting became chaotic.

Qin Lang once told Shen Qianhe that there are a total of 56 street lights from his house to Qianhe's house, among the 56 street lights, there are five traffic lights, every time Qin Lang goes out from his house, he will start counting, as if counting one more , is one step closer to Shen Qianhe.

Shen Qianhe hoped that Qin Lang would not always look at the past, and hoped that Qin Lang could live his life well.

The intersection of the two is the best place to stop, you are my father's stepson, I am your stepfather's son, the two of them are good brothers and sisters.

But Shen Qianhe knew that Qin Lang didn't want to stop at this simple relationship at all, he wanted to sublimate their mutual secrets.

Before he had any memory of this world, Shen Qianhe felt that Qin Lang was very dangerous.

This dangerous intuition is not without foundation.

Qin Lang didn't seem to have done anything outrageous, but every time Shen Qianhe softened his heart, he had to push forward. Shen Qianhe himself sometimes didn't know how to grasp the distance between the two of them.

But before Qin Lang broke out and did something, Qin Lang got into a car accident.

"Doctor, how is my child?" Aunt Qin stepped forward with tears in her eyes when she saw the doctor coming out of the operating room.

When Qin Lang was hit by a car, Aunt Qin was behind. The brake of the perpetrator was broken. Passers-by didn't react when they rushed towards Qin Lang. Aunt Qin stumbled past. Called 110 and 120, and by the way, called Shen Qianhe's father.

Now that Qin Lang's operation has just been completed, it is not known how Qin Lang's condition is.

"Are you the patient's family member?" The doctor took off his mask and nodded after seeing Aunt Qin's admission, "The patient is very lucky. Although the rib was broken, it didn't pierce the lung. There are many contusions on his body and a moderate concussion. Luckily." There is no internal bleeding in the internal organs, most of them are skin trauma, wait for the patient to wake up and observe how the patient recovers."

Aunt Qin almost collapsed on the ground.

She has always been ashamed of Qin Lang, if Qin Lang dies, then she doesn't know what to do.

"Qianhe, did you and Qin Lang quarrel before?" Otherwise, why did Qin Lang leave the house with such a bad face, if he didn't leave, there would be no car accident.At this time, Aunt Qin couldn't help complaining a little more to Shen Qianhe.

"..." Shen Qianhe stood and looked at Aunt Qin who was sitting on the chair with a pale face.He himself didn't know if it was a quarrel, but the conversation between the two was not very pleasant.

Shen Qianhe chose not to answer Aunt Qin's question, but just looked at Aunt Qin silently.Being stared at by Shen Qianhe all the time, she also gradually felt that she was looking for faults. If she continued to struggle with this issue, wouldn't it make people think she was aggressive?Even if the two really quarreled, Qin Lang's car accident cannot be blamed on Shen Qianhe.

It's just that as a mother, I still can't help but want to blame the source of my son's injury.

The atmosphere between the two became not very good, and Shen Qianhe's father had no choice but to hug Aunt Qin to comfort her.Shen Qianhe's mother understood Aunt Qin's mood very well, and Aunt Qin didn't continue talking, so she didn't plan to say anything more.

After Qin Lang woke up, he vomited several times. Shen Qianhe was called to take care of Qin Lang. For some reason, Shen Qianhe did not refuse.

Poured the chicken soup made by Aunt Qin into Qin Lang's bowl and handed it to Qin Lang. Shen Qianhe raised his chin to motion for Qin Lang to take it.

"I feel like I can't hold it steady...can you feed me?" Qin Lang made a serious suggestion, then really opened his mouth and waited for Shen Qianhe to feed.

Shen Qianhe didn't want to talk, but obediently began to feed Qin Lang with a spoon.

Qin Lang resisted not letting the corners of his mouth curl up too much, but that slightly joyful look still made Shen Qianhe a little speechless.

"Is that enough?" Shen Qianhe said suddenly after feeding a bowl of chicken soup.

"Hmm... that's enough."

"You know I didn't ask you this." Shen Qianhe sighed, and then began to pack the dishes and thermos. "How long are you going to pester me?"

Qin Lang spent the New Year in the hospital, but Shen Qianhe was not much better.Although Qin Lang's injury could not be blamed on him, the parents still asked him to come to the hospital to take care of Qin Lang frequently.

This attitude simply meant to make Shen Qianhe atone for his sins.

Although guilty people must be punished, Shen Qianhe really doesn't like this kind of forced crime.

"..." Qin Lang wiped his mouth with a tissue, he turned his head away, and his expression that could not help but smile changed back to the previous indifferent look. "Can't you let me stay by your side?"

"No."

Shen Qianhe refused very decisively.

"If you won't let me stay by your side, I'll tell what we did before."

"Do you think it will affect me?"

"..." It seems impossible.

Even if everyone believed Qin Lang's words, they couldn't intervene with Shen Qianhe in any way, they could only say a few words verbally, but did Shen Qianhe see less verbal things in recent years?

In Qin Lang's view, Shen Qianhe was the kind of existence who would not care about being attacked verbally or physically, and could even laugh out loud.

Although the current Shen Qianhe looks more integrated with the world than before, Qin Lang still can't forget how the former Shen Qianhe accurately guessed other people's further actions, and even Shen Qianhe's own troubles were often created by Shen Qianhe himself. Yes, the reason turned out to be just a terrible desire to find unexpectedness.

Qin Lang didn't know if Shen Qianhe had found the "unexpectedness" he wanted, but what was certain was that Shen Qianhe at that time regarded the world as a game and the people around him as NPCs, so he was able to guide him naturally in After doing those things, he could naturally watch the person named Xu Shan die and then leave steadily.

If Qin Lang pestered Shen Qianhe in the past because Shen Qianhe saved him and made him treat Shen Qianhe like a driftwood, then the more he understood Shen Qianhe later, the more he felt that the other party needed him.

Then unconsciously, he regarded Shen Qianhe as his everything.

——Own belongings.

Can't the two of them have each other, need each other?

Or, does Shen Qianhe no longer need him?

Qin Lang suddenly threw the pillow on Shen Qianhe's head, looking at the strength, if what Qin Lang was holding was not a pillow, then Shen Qianhe's head must have been blown open right now.

Shen Qianhe didn't pick up the pillow on the ground, but his eyes seemed to contain a bottomless vortex.

But seeing Qin Lang staring at Shen Qianhe, his eyes were red and trembling slightly, his expression looked very painful.The reason for the pain was due to the pain on the body, and the aggrieved feeling on the other hand.

——so painful.

My heart hurts.

I really want to smash things.

I really want to destroy something.

I really want to.

I really want to...

I want to cry.