The world is full of evil towards me

[Being misunderstood as depression just because you are tired?Goodbye manual. 】

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Shen Qianhe said a lot last night, but his father just nodded gently to express his understanding and agreement, and also denied that the friend Shen Qianhe was talking about was a matter of a psychiatrist, so the next day, Shen Qianhe was really caught by his father. Brought to the so-called "friend", because Dad didn't go back to his current home last night, but slept in the room next to Shen Qianhe, so Shen Qianhe couldn't sneak back to school to attend class.

Give it to others or not, study hard, and make progress every day.

"Long time no see, Ji Kong."

Shen Qianhe who came to his father's friend's house only felt that this room was very comfortable, but it was not the so-called warm and comfortable comfort, but the kind of comfort that the room was "very symmetrical".

The sofa has two single seats and one three-seater. The two single seats are neatly arranged symmetrically beside the coffee table. The distance between the coffee table and the sofa is about [-] centimeters, and the distance is exactly the same by visual inspection.Then there is a floor table lamp next to the sofa, which should be warm and tasteful, but because there is one on each side, and the distance is the same, it makes people feel a little weird in the warmth.

The TV is also in the middle of the wall. There are a pair of speakers on both sides of the TV. It looks like a very high-end device. If it is turned on, it should be an extreme enjoyment.

The floor is covered with that kind of gray carpet. Even if it is a carpet, Shen Qianhe can feel a feeling called spotless. After changing into disposable slippers, Shen Qianhe is a little surprised that this hotel has prepared so many disposable slippers. It is that kind of hotel. Slippers for guests.

There is a balcony next to the living room. The balcony is full of flowers and plants, and it is not messy at all, but symmetrical like the living room.

It just looks good.

"Long time no see, Senior Shen Yue." The air conditioner in the room was kept at around 25 degrees Celsius, giving people a very comfortable environment. As soon as the person named Ji Kong opened his mouth, Shen Qianhe felt that the atmosphere in the whole room suddenly became more relaxed. Even the slightly weird feeling in the comfort of the room is gone.

Jikong's full name is She Jikong. Shen Qianhe felt that the parents who named him must be a little careless. The name of Jikong seemed very casual. Shen Qianhe seriously suspected that the weather was fine when She Jikong was born.

She Jikong is Shen Yue, who is three years younger than his father, about 40 years old, but Shen Qianhe doesn't know how he takes care of himself, he looks like a man in his early 30s, and even at home he wears a shirt, trousers and tie, It looks very elegant, if you want to describe it in one word, it is very stylish.

He looks very personable, even though Shen Qianhe doesn't pay much attention to the appearance of men, She Jikong is probably the kind of handsome person, even if the first thing you look at is his temperament, but when you look closely at She Jikong's face, you can find this man Not only in bearing, but also in appearance.

The father who always made Shen Qianhe feel that his score was very high was also being compared at this time.

"I'm on vacation today. I didn't expect you to come to see me, senior." She Jikong is a neurosurgeon. He heard from his father that he is the first doctor to become the chief physician in the hospital. In addition to being smart, he also studied early. , and skipped a grade, so he entered the hospital work earlier, so he became the chief physician so quickly.

"We haven't seen each other for a long time, so I brought my son here to look for you. He has been a bit rebellious recently. I hope he can wake up through you. You are always more popular with young people." Dad said with a cheerful smile. Shen Qianhe on the side looked confused, feeling that he didn't go to school well just to let him come here to learn from a beautiful uncle?

She Jikong seemed to think that what his father said was a bit funny, so he lowered his head and laughed, his voice was deep and magnetic that is unique to men, not much less than that of the tattoo shop manager.

Thinking of the tattoo shop manager, Shen Qianhe felt a little hot in his ears...

When Shen Qianhe was distracted, Dad and She Jikong seemed to have already agreed on something, and Dad was about to leave, "Qianhe, you are staying with Uncle Jikong today, and I will pick you up tonight."

Before Shen Qianhe came back to his senses, his father had already left.

Only Shen Qianhe was left with the embarrassing gesture of raising his hand to recall his father, but it was useless.

"What do you want to drink? I have tea and juice here." She Jikong pretended not to see Shen Qianhe's action of not completing the task, and turned to the unobstructed kitchen. Because there is no door in this kitchen, no matter what he said or did, he could not move. Can be very clear.

"I can just ask for water..." Shen Qianhe pursed her lips, although she really wanted to leave now, but she felt that this was not good, disturbing Uncle Mei, Uncle Mei didn't say anything, although she didn't do it voluntarily, but since It's really a bit ignorant to talk too much when disturbing others.

In her previous life, Shen Qianhe didn't know that her father had such a junior friend, so Shen Qianhe can be sure that this person and her father didn't know each other very well. Maybe her father used favors to bring him here, so it's really inappropriate to leave now. .

Even if the self in this world is rebellious and doesn't care about these things, he is still not the self in this world.

For the rebellious period, it's already over, okay?

She Jikong poured Shen Qianhe a cup of warm water, then sat next to him and chatted, Shen Qianhe then wondered why his father said that this person was more popular with young people.Don't have too much conversation and knowledge reserves, okay, and his speech is also very funny, and he can even use the popular Internet terms at his fingertips.

When it comes to Internet language, Shen Qianhe, who has returned to the age of 15, has completely lost. He can't remember the Internet language in 2014, so when She Jikong said that his work was entangled by the patient's family, "I just want to be a beautiful man quietly. ", Shen Qianhe's first reaction was that this uncle knew that he was a handsome man...

Speaking of some speechless things, She Jikong said helplessly, "You are also drunk", and Shen Qianhe blurted out, "Did you drink alcohol?"

Why do I look like a country bumpkin even though I am from the future...

She Jikong also didn't mind that Shen Qianhe didn't understand what the current Internet slang expressed, so she stopped using Internet slang without leaving any traces.Although she really doesn't leave any traces, Shen Qianhe, who has been in the society for a year as an intern, still knows that She Jikong's thoughtfulness is really super adult.

Although he is an adult, this kind of mature tolerance made Shen Qianhe feel very comfortable.

"Do you like drawing, don't you?" She Jikong suddenly took out a brush and blank paper, "Can you draw for me, I know a lot of things, but I can't draw at all." As he spoke, he drew a shape... "Look, this is you."

Shen Qianhe looked at a stickman on the drawing paper, a stickman with a few hairs, and a stickman with an expressionless face, and suddenly felt that such a thing as a soul drawing hand really existed.

Shen Qianhe didn't speak, took She Jikong's pen and paper and started sketching, and when she was writing, Shen Qianhe knew that this body is often drawn, otherwise even if you can draw, if you don't draw for a while, you will be a little blocked feel.But Shen Qianhe didn't have this problem at all when he was painting now.

But thinking of the murals on the wall of his room, Shen Qianhe didn't want to face himself in this world.

Because she thought that her painting style was different from her own, Shen Qianhe's movements became perfunctory as she drew. After all, the feeling she drew was not the same as before the car accident. But when I prefer the painting style of murals, I feel a little uncomfortable psychologically...

After finishing the painting, She Jikong picked it up and looked at it. He was surprised that Shen Qianhe painted so well. The painting was of She Jikong himself, and even the light was refracted on it, making the smile on the face of the person in the painting look warmer, but probably Because the painter is not in a good mood, he unconsciously spreads more shadows.

She Jikong lavishly praised Shen Qianhe's outstanding talent, but Shen Qianhe didn't look very happy, he was a little bit lacking in interest, and it seemed that whether he was recognized or not was not a big deal.

This made She Jikong understand why Shen Yue brought Shen Qianhe here.

When Shen Qianhe talked to him just now, besides making him feel that this young man is relatively shy, he is also a rare type who has little contact with the Internet, but these are not uncommon, but Shen Qianhe obviously likes to draw, but if others praise him If you are not proud of your own talent or pretend to be humble, you will not be like Shen Qianhe, who looks like you can say anything.

This is so abnormal.

And after a deeper understanding of Shen Qianhe's words, She Jikong found that Shen Qianhe seemed to have no communication other than his parents. When he asked for Shen Qianhe's WeChat just now, he also spotted Shen Qianhe's WeChat, and unexpectedly added him alone...

When saving the phone number, I was also surprised to find that I was the boy's first contact with notes...

This unique feeling is a bit subtle.

When Shen Qianhe asked Shen Qianhe why he didn't make a note of his parents, he said that it's not that he can't recite it. If a scammer goes to cheat his parents if he loses his mobile phone, it's a scam. He doesn't like it.

It can be seen that this is a precocious boy.

When asked about his girlfriend, Shen Qianhe didn't respond as he should at this age. Instead, he was a little embarrassed, but this embarrassment was not because of shyness, but because of some other unknown reasons.

This boy doesn't like homosexuality.

It's not to blame for She Jikong's brainstorming, because although Shen Qianhe himself agrees that She Jikong is a likable guy, but because of many things that have happened recently, he is still a bit indifferent to She Jikong, and it is also because She Jikong is talkative that there is no silence.

She Jikong made lunch by himself. After asking Shen Qianhe what he would like to eat, he cooked a Western meal, fried steak, fried chicken nuggets, and creamy soup, which was very western style.Because Shen Qianhe said that he is not picky about food, and he doesn't have anything he particularly likes to eat, so he just made something that young people would like.

Shen Qianhe was a little surprised at She Jikong's cooking skills, and how exquisitely he cooked them.

but……

"Uncle Jikong, do you have a cleanliness addiction?" Seeing that he had to wipe and wash his hands every time he moved, and put things neatly, Shen Qianhe felt that the other party had obsessive-compulsive disorder.

"It's been discovered, it's caused by an occupational disease." She Jikong also admitted frankly, "But it's not very serious, and it won't affect others, so don't worry." After speaking, he blinked mischievously.

Shen Qianhe admits that it will not affect others, but this is not serious, it is still open to discussion, and it also makes sense why I always feel that this house is a little bit disobedient, and it turns out that there are also reasons for this cleanliness and obsessive-compulsive disorder.

"Uncle Jikong, you are not married, so do you have a girlfriend?" Shen Qianhe, who was full of food and drink, was finally not as powerless as in the morning, and started to find a topic.

She Jikong answered briskly while washing the dishes: "No."

As for the reason, She Jikong did not take the initiative to explain, and Shen Qianhe also paid great attention to privacy and did not continue to ask.

But She Jikong, who was waiting for Shen Qianhe to ask "why", found that Shen Qianhe had stopped talking. After washing the dishes in a little doubt, he wiped his hands while looking back, and found that Shen Qianhe was sitting on the sofa playing with his fingers...

Shouldn't young people be very curious and gossip, even if they don't ask questions and lose interest, shouldn't they be playing with their mobile phones instead of their fingers?

This boy is really different.

"Why don't you ask me why?" Seeing that Shen Qianhe didn't want to continue asking, She Jikong leaned forward.

Shen Qianhe pursed her lips and asked "Why?"

It seemed to be just to match She Jikong's conversation.

But in fact, Shen Qianhe is really curious. After all, it is a bit strange for a healthy man to reach the age of 40 and not marry a wife.

"Because of my uncle, I like men." She Jikong said lightly, Shen Qianhe was silent for a while, feeling that he had been worn out by school rumors, so he raised his head and stared at She Jikong.

"Does Uncle Jikong have a boyfriend?" It was just a routine question, but the calm expression on She Jikong's face seemed to have changed a bit. Although it soon returned to normal, Shen Qianhe still felt that She Jikong's appearance was weird.

"It's been a few years since we broke up." She Jikong smiled helplessly, and he sat on the single sofa beside him, "Qianhe, you just accepted the setting that uncle is gay? Don't show more surprise, or Startled or something?"

At this moment, Shen Qianhe felt that She Jikong was really weird, was it strange that he acted calmly?The other party will not misunderstand that he is also gay.

So Shen Qianhe felt very straight and replied: "Then uncle will like any man just because he is gay? Like me."

When Shen Qianhe said this, she didn't have any thoughts at all, "Since I don't have any, then why should I express so many unnecessary emotions? Anyway, in this world, there are all kinds of people, and what kind of person Uncle Jikong is, it doesn't affect you. Excellent and elegant." Shen Qianhe was a little sleepy while talking, he usually started to take a nap at this time, but he didn't say anything about taking a rest because he was in someone else's house.

After being silent for a while, She Jikong said, "Are you sleepy? Go to the guest room for an afternoon nap, and I will wake you up later." The words were also normal, as if she was not shocked by Shen Qianhe's words.

Because she felt that she and She Jikong were also friends, Shen Qianhe didn't feel that there was nothing wrong with taking a nap in his guest room, so she nodded and went to sleep.

Only She Jikong was left looking at Shen Qianhe's back thoughtfully.

Shen Qianhe was a little depressed when she lay down on the bed, maybe his father didn't have much contact with She Jikong because she was gay, and he asked himself to come here to find him because of the rumors in the school this time.

Couldn't it be that Dad has accepted the rumors about him at school?Except for AIDS, he wouldn't believe everything else, right? ?

With these confusions, Shen Qianhe entered the nap time.

It was three o'clock when I woke up.

Shen Qianhe was about to walk out of the room, and found that She Jikong was listening to Chopin. The sound was as wonderful as Shen Qianhe imagined before. The whole room was filled with piano tunes, which could relieve the tense mood of the whole person.

She Jikong turned his back to Shen Qianhe, didn't know that Shen Qianhe was awake, and didn't lower his voice, just talking normally, after all, the sound insulation effect of the door of his room is very good, if Shen Qianhe doesn't open the door, the music in the living room is basically listening to No way, let alone a phone call.

"Well, Qianzuru may have depression. Yes, it's just an initial symptom. It's okay. Just pay more attention to the child and don't put too much pressure on him. Yes, you don't need to take medicine, and you shouldn't act too much in front of Qianzuru. Obviously... I only have a certificate of a psychological counselor, not a professional psychologist, but Qianzuru's situation doesn't need to be too trembling, yes, yes, you are welcome, I will let him come to me more when I have time Playing here, um, Qianhe is pretty good."

Shen Qianhe rolled his eyes, returned to the room, and closed the door.

What the hell, who is suffering from depression? Don't just say this kind of simple suspicion but no basis in front of other parents?Dad said that he is not a psychiatrist, he really is not, but let him come here to let She Jikong see how he is.

Although Shen Qianhe really wanted to rush forward and throw away the other party's phone, it seemed a bit embarrassing like this...

After She Jikong had almost finished speaking, Shen Qianhe left the room.

"Wake up, your father will come to pick you up later, do you want to have afternoon tea together?"

When she went out, She Jikong was preparing snacks, it didn't look like she had talked a lot with Shen Qianhe's father just now, Shen Qianhe curled her lips and poked her face.

"No, I'm going back."

"Huh? Why, your father is coming over soon."

"Help me tell him that I will go back by myself, thank you uncle."

"Qianhe." When Shen Qianhe had already reached the porch, She Jikong stepped forward and grabbed Shen Qianhe's wrist, "Is there something wrong with me? Do you hate me?"

When she said this, She Jikong's eyes were very sincere, but also with some doubts.

Shen Qianhe knew that the other party actually cared about him very much, but Shen Qianhe was not very happy when he thought of him talking nonsense.

"It's nothing, I just want to go back."

"That's it." She Jikong took advantage of the situation and let go of Shen Qianhe's hand, "Then I'll see you off."

"Do not……"

"Let's go." She Jikong took the key and wallet and opened the door, urging Shen Qianhe, "Don't you want to go back?"

"..."

Shen Qianhe said that he lost.