The world is full of evil towards me

[The butterfly flaps its wings. 】

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That evening's meal was settled casually, and the first thing Shen Qianhe did when he returned home was to look for his diary in his room.

Although it is a diary, he usually only takes it out to write when he wants to write. It can be said to be a random note.

After reading the test intermittently, Shen Qianhe put down the diary with a complicated mood.

He started writing notes from the first time he learned to read and write. At that time, the teacher said that this way he could learn characters faster, and writing more characters would make his characters look better.What Shen Qianhe wrote before the fourth grade of elementary school was no different from his previous life, his family was happy, and he was also very well-behaved.

Then it changed when I was in fifth grade.

Mom and Dad suddenly started to quarrel every day, but usually the father couldn't quarrel with the mother, and the father became more and more silent at home, and then went out to find the mistress, who also had a child, and unexpectedly the parents divorced after arguing.

Shen Qianhe in this world saw his father and that mistress together, mistakenly thought that mistress's one-year-old son was the product of his father's cheating, and then ignored his father, and because of his refusal, his father really didn't take the initiative to come to him him.

Then my mother was also very busy with work, and unknowingly, she secretly had a boyfriend to keep him from knowing, but he did know that my mother had a boyfriend.

Then the rebellious period came early, and there was often no one at home, so Shen Qianhe became left alone.

What is even more pitiful is that when he was in the sixth grade, because his brother was so kind to him, and then he relied on him as a spiritual pillar, he fell in love with him and wrote a love letter. After reading it out loud, everyone knew that Shen Qianhe was gay.You said that you are fine and why do you write love letters to others with a man as a pillar?

What's even more unfortunate is that Shen Qianhe encountered school violence. They just wanted to bully others. It happened that Shen Qianhe was gay and gave them an excuse. Then Shen Qianhe was often scarred and tired.

The whole person became depressed and dull.

I thought it would be fine if I went to junior high school, but many of the students who were promoted from junior high school were from elementary school, so most of them knew about Shen Qianhe's past, and by the way, it became more and more outrageous. Gay with AIDS, no wonder those people looked at themselves that way when they were in school.

I didn't have any friends in the three years of junior high school.The person who came to beat him was a school bully. If he didn't learn well, he would know how to bully others. Shen Qianhe in this world seemed to be beaten by them.

Shen Qianhe, who sorted out these from just a few words, sighed deeply, then lay down on the desk and looked at the murals full of depression on the wall, feeling a little complicated.

School violence, gossip, being alone, regardless of parents.

According to his personality, it is not impossible to develop into this...

In the final analysis, it is because I am stupid and not enough brains to reach this point.

Shen Qianhe felt that she had to work hard, and then change back to her original self.He clenched his fist, although he didn't have much strength, but he was full of strength. Isn't he able to draw now?

How could his talent for painting only appear on the wall?

Shen Qianhe, who was in a better mood, went to sleep after washing up. As for the matter of painting the walls white, Shen Qianhe didn't care, and always wanted to leave something for her past self.

Shen Qianhe went to class early the next morning. He tore off the tape on his face. Although there were still wounds, it was obviously much better than before.Not so scary anymore.

Young people are more resilient.

Looking at the studs on the pierced ears, Shen Qianhe thought about taking them off, the studs were too eye-catching.

After getting everything equipped, Shen Qianhe went to school.Just like before, I went to junior high school with my schoolbag on my back and my school uniform on my back.

Shen Qianhe had a school card this time, so he was not stopped.When he came to the classroom, the students didn't communicate with him, and basically ignored him, fearing that he would be infected.

"Hong Xin, can you lend me your notes to copy?" Shen Qianhe took the initiative to ask for notes from the back table who should be his good brother, but the person reacted very strongly, so he just took a step back, Shen Qianhe pursed his lips, But he insisted on asking, "Can I?"

Hong Xin struggled for a while and then handed the note to Shen Qianhe, Shen Qianhe happily stretched out his hand, just to say, Hong Xin is a good brother, he is very kind and loyal, he was the one person who kept in touch with him until he graduated from university Well.

However, when Shen Qianhe's hand accidentally touched Hong Xin's, Hong Xin moved away with a big movement and also threw the notes aside, the smile on Shen Qianhe's face froze instantly.

"You...you can borrow it from someone else, mine is still useful." Hong Xin, who retrieved his notes, lowered his head to read the book, and stopped talking to Shen Qianhe, looking like he was taken by a scary person.

No one will fall in love with you!Hong Xin is a kind of fat boy, although he will be a handsome guy if he loses weight in the future, but now Hong Xin is so fat that he doesn't look good.

Being misunderstood by her good brother in her previous life as a gay, or a gay with AIDS, Shen Qianhe's heart ached.

"That's it..." Shen Qianhe turned back to read obediently. This group of people was afraid that he would be like this, and they were not too young to use their brains. Can rumors be believed?

No matter how unwilling Shen Qianhe is, these people really think so about Shen Qianhe, and it's been three years.

Three people become tigers, there is no such thing, so many people have talked about it for so long, so it is no wonder they have such a reaction.

Shen Qianhe also tried to communicate with others during class, but basically they would avoid them, as if he exhaled or breathed, he might spread the pathogen.

Not to mention that he does not have AIDS, AIDS alone can only be transmitted from blood, mother to child and sexual behavior, I have never heard that breath can also be transmitted!

Ignorance is terrible!

I didn't know it before, but when everyone in this world turns into someone who hates you, it's really not easy to accept.

After finally surviving school, Shen Qianhe took her schoolbag and left.The people in the class looked at each other, feeling that Shen Qianhe seemed to have changed, but when they thought of the rumors, they didn't think much about it.

Although I don't know if the rumor is true, but I don't know what it will be like if someone sees me talking to Shen Qianhe.Anyway, apart from ignoring Shen Qianhe, they didn't rush up to bully him, so they didn't feel guilty at all.It's just that she occasionally sympathizes with Shen Qianhe.

It's just that they don't know that there is a kind of violence called cold violence, and Shen Qianhe is at the center of their cold violence.

Full of depression, full of loneliness.

In the afternoon, Shen Qianhe continued to chat as if he was fine, but when they talked to him with a scared look, he gradually faded away from wanting to regain his friends.

It was the first time that it was regarded as a virus, Shen Qianhe thought a little melancholy.

But there is still one year left for the senior high school entrance examination, and when the examination time is farther away, maybe he can change back to the original Shen Qianhe, and now he won't embarrass these children.

Having figured it out, Shen Qianhe didn't continue to talk to anyone, letting the people around him breathe a sigh of relief.

Although I know that the other party may be different from the rumors, too many people have said it, and they don't want to be excluded, so they can only exclude others.

Shen Qianhe put his mind on going to his father on Saturday, what is his father's new family like... Is it like their house before they came to this world... Is it full of warmth...

With the addition of a half-brother who is 15 years younger than himself, Shen Qianhe is still more or less in a daze.

There is also unwillingness.