wish spirit

The first time Tang Yuwei met Cheng Zhi in her previous life was during the May Day Walk in the second semester of the first year of high school.

Even in a small place like Lu County, there are still some endless activities. The May Day Long Walk means that every year, a group of people from various schools in the county, from elementary school to high school, have to be selected to walk more than ten kilometers. Day to keep fit, then take a picture, a few leaders talk a bunch of nonsense, and finally give out a souvenir worth no more than five yuan, and it's over.

Bei Gao has always drawn three people from each class in the whole school. The head teacher of Tang Yuwei's class is a woman in her early forties. She doesn't look so old. She is very well-dressed and has a clean personality. Go, this young kid holds grudges very much. If he is not careful, his nicknames are flying all over the sky. Maybe one day after work, he can still fly into his ears. The head teacher is named Yang, and the kids in the class are not allowed to call her Lao Yang. If you think it's too uncomfortable to call the teacher, and you are not allowed to get a nickname, then call Sister Yang.

Sister Yang took a small cardboard box and asked a group of children whose class leader walked like a dead dog to draw lots to decide.

Everyone struggled for a while, and finally drew lots one by one, but there were only three unlucky ones in a class, and many people were lucky enough to escape the catastrophe.

After Xiaoxiong opened the note and saw a fork, he turned his head and glanced at his deskmate.

Tang Yuwei showed a rare expression of lovelessness, eyes widened, looking at the note in her hand.

The note was thin and narrow, but the red tick was so huge that it looked like it was showing teeth and claws.

Bear: "..."

I can only sigh that her tablemate is very lucky today, she can go to buy a lottery ticket.

Tang Yuwei read it several times, and finally raised her hand helplessly, asking Sister Yang to write down the name. Except for her, the rest were a man and a woman. The boy was coaxed by a group of people, but he didn't sigh. A girl seemed to turn her head to look at Tang Yuwei, and whispered something to her deskmate, who also looked at Tang Yuwei a few times.

Most people know that such actions are discussing themselves.

Tang Yuwei didn't need to guess to know that the girl was saying that she didn't know her well, and she might have a personal evaluation with her.

She lay on the table sadly, feeling that she was out of luck. When she was in junior high school, she was also called by the teacher to take part in the long walk. But at that time, Xiang Man and Xiang Man were still in the same school, so at least there was an acquaintance to talk to. .

It's only the second semester of the first year of high school, and everyone else is in harmony with each other. Only her, who knows her name by heart, has no use for her. The only person who communicates the most is Xiao Xiong, or those few class committee members, who come from the daily routine. Operation.

It seems that she is born with a barrier of rejection, which makes people discouraged. Even if she has to participate in group discussions, she always dare not look at other people's eyes when she speaks. She will feel extremely embarrassed when there is nothing wrong. She doesn't want to admit it is her own character. Not good, it can only be attributed to his appearance.

I would think: If I become a little better, will it be different?

This is the wish she made when she entered high school.

Everyone will have expectations for the new campus, but that expectation is always suppressed by reality, and finally becomes a compromise that no longer struggles.

She is still the same, she has grown from a chubby girl to a big chubby girl, and she is not an ordinary person in the strict sense, and she bears the gaze of "this person is so fat" from others every day.

She had thought about losing weight, she insisted on running and dieting, but it was not long before her mother found out.

Tang Yuwei's mother is a typical middle-aged woman. She thinks that there is nothing wrong with children being fat, but being thin is a big problem. Besides, she doesn't think her daughter is fat. Every time she teaches earnestly: "Yu Wei, don't think If you want to lose weight and you haven’t become an adult yet, what should you do if your nutrition can’t keep up? Eat more, and you’ll lose weight when you grow up.”

She had no way to refute. Every time she stared at the bowl full of food, she felt so painful that she couldn't bear to live. She subconsciously touched the fat circle on her waist, but she still nodded obediently.

There is no way at home, but to eat less at school, she always thinks so.

But the school stipulates that moral education points will be deducted for leftovers, and the aunt in the cafeteria will give her a little more every time she sees her cooking. The rice on the plate is half more than other girls. Want to cry but have no tears.

Don't dare to leave too much.

In the end, even going to the cafeteria was full of fear, but I was so hungry that I didn't eat.

The long walk was on the morning of May [-]st, and Tang Yuwei went there with the mentality of breaking the jar. After such a long walk, she thought, it should be okay to walk in a muffled voice without talking...

The meeting point was at the school's playground. The school was already empty after the May Day holiday. Naturally, the students who had been driven to the shelves were full of complaints.

After she finished signing, she stood behind a man and a woman in her class. The boys had already hooked up with the boys in the next class, and the girls were with friends from other classes. It seemed that there was no single person like her, in twos and threes. , which made Tang Yuwei feel a little dazzling.

The grievances in her heart welled up, and the soles of her shoes rubbed against the sand on the playground.

This journey is really difficult. Luxian County is surrounded by mountains, and the appearance of the long walk is like a mountaineering trip out of the city. The long walk in junior high school was enough for Tang Yuwei to live and die. Fortunately, there was a Xiang Manzai is alive and kicking, and he can get through if he has nothing to say along the way.

Now she is walking quietly, compared with the few girls walking arm in arm, she looks a little lifeless.

When it was close to noon, I started to return. There was a volunteer station on the way, there was a free water bottle, and a group of people squeezed to get it. Tang Yuwei stretched his hand in the air for a long time, and the volunteer with the hat didn’t see her in a daze. , Later, those who came to get the water took the water and left, but she still stood there stupidly, not knowing what to say.

In the end, a person took a bottle of mineral water and put it on that hand.

Tang Yuwei turned her head foolishly. It was a girl wearing a peaked cap, wearing a cotton white T-shirt with a row of black English letters in the middle, and a pair of white headphones hanging around her neck. She said to her: "He didn't see you, you Anyway, say it."

It took Tang Yuwei a long while to remember, and he went to open the bottle cap in embarrassment.

What's even more embarrassing is that she didn't open it.

Hands were empty, the mineral water was taken away, the girl in front of her opened it on her own, and handed it to her.

"Thank you." She took it, and took a sip as if she was saved.

There was a whistle.

Then came a girl's voice: "Cheng Zhi! Assemble!——"

The girl with the peaked cap shouted over there: "Got it!" and walked over.

Tang Yuwei belatedly remembered to queue up, and couldn't help looking at the girl's back while walking.

She thought: This man is so thin, his hands are pretty, and he is a nice person.

Probably because of drinking water, she felt that the dry heat all over her body was subdued. She wiped the sweat from her forehead and continued to walk forward. There is still a long way to go. It is really difficult to be alone. boring.

In the second half of the road, the originally neat team was already uneven, and the team leader also turned a blind eye. There were also a few young couples holding hands, as if they were out for a trip.People from several classes were mixed together, chatting and listening to songs, it was not as tense as before.

Getting acquainted with people is a quick thing. For young people, it doesn't take much time to get along with each other.

Tang Yuwei stared straight ahead, Cheng Zhi patted the hand of Comrade Shu Qin, who was holding his hand and was still chattering about how handsome his idol was, and said, "You and Xiaolu go first, I'll go to the back have a look."

Tang Xiaolu, who was chewing gum, waved his hand casually. Shu Qin glanced back and didn't ask further, "You go."

Cheng Zhi nodded, slowed down, and waited for Tang Yuwei to come up.

She followed Tang Yuwei all the way before, and only ran in front of the other party during the break.

Tang Yuwei is the target person in this world, she is indifferent to other things, and only focuses on Tang Yuwei.

From the brief contact just now, from the dodging eyes and uncomfortable movements, it can be seen that the target person this time is a little girl with low self-esteem.Cheng Zhi looked at the hunched figure of the other party along the way, and the face half covered by long hair, hesitating what to say to approach the other party.

After doing so many missions, she is always good at analyzing people and approaching targets. She is always used to looking at others quietly. If she is discovered, a smile is enough for people to smile back.

After all, from the beginning to the end, she travels through so many worlds, and the people she comes into contact with are all girls, girls who were troubled by love, figure, performance idols or many other things in school days.

lovely girls.

I will make a wish because I want to be noticed by the boy I like, and repeat it year after year, becoming a stubborn wish;

Will work hard because of poor grades, hope to be excellent, and become a stubborn desire;

Will be troubled by parents quarreling, looking forward to having a warm family wholeheartedly, is still a stubborn wish;

……

And this is the first time she has met someone like Tang Yuwei. She doesn't know how long the other party has been unconfident because of his appearance and body shape before he becomes sensitive and inferior. squinting.

The people behind kept coming up, and Cheng Zhi saw that Tang Yuwei was about to pass her.

She bumped the opponent's arm unintentionally, and got the surprised look from the fat girl. Before she could speak, Tang Yuwei said sorry first.

Cheng Zhi: "Ah...it's okay."

Bah, it's too smooth, sorry.

The girl in the peaked cap coughed and said as she walked, "I'm sorry."

Tang Yuwei recognized that this person was the girl who handed her water and twisted the bottle cap for her just now, subconsciously looked around the other person, but did not find the two girls who called her at that time, "Hey, why are you alone? "

"Oh..." Cheng Zhi added a careful label to Tang Yuwei in his heart, "I tied my shoes just now, and they left first."

Tang Yuwei: "Oh..."

A little embarrassed, she couldn't help clenching the mineral water bottle in her hand.

Just when she thought the other party would leave soon, she heard the girl beside her ask, "Hey, which class are you in?"

The fat girl turned her head in surprise, as if wondering why she was still here.

Cheng Zhi smiled at the other party.

Tang Yuwei hurriedly replied: "The third class of the third class."

Ah, I'm still in a hurry.

Cheng Zhili reciprocated: "The fourth class is from the fourth class!"

"what?"

"I'm in Class Four."

"Oh……"

"My name is Tang Yuwei." The fat girl finally realized that she was going to introduce her name, but she was still a little embarrassed, and she couldn't forget Cheng Zhi's body.

"My name is Cheng Zhi, not Er Chen."

"Oh..." Tang Yuwei stared at her shoes as she walked, and from the corner of her eyes, she saw Cheng Zhi's thin ankles exposed in light-colored cropped pants, and then looked at her thick legs, and suddenly felt ashamed.

Cheng Zhi felt so powerless, this little chubby girl always didn't look at what she said, which always made her feel like a scourge!

In the end, she really had nothing to say, so she hung an earphone around her neck and handed it to the other party, "Are you listening to music?"

"what?!"

The fat girl is finally willing to look at herself with her small eyes, congratulations!

Handed over.

Take it slowly.

Plug in ears.

"Now you see me in blue..."

Tang Yuwei glanced at Cheng Zhi again.

Well, light blue jeans.

He lowered his head and bit his lip.

"She's so nice." There were still noisy chatting voices all around, accompanied by the sound of small speakers, but she could only hear the sound of the earphone plugged into her left ear.

She still looked down, but not so sad.

I...does this count...a new friend?

The author has something to say:

It’s fun to receive a good person card wherever you go (cross out Cheng Zhi)

"What You See Is Blue" - Li Xiaoyun

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