wish spirit

When the sky was slightly bright, Cheng Zhi got up.

She lifted the quilt, and just as her feet were about to squeeze into the slippers, she touched a fluffy mass. With a "meow", she squinted her eyes and called out, "Huang Daxian?"

"Meow~"

She was wearing a slipper on one foot, and stepped on the floor with the other foot. She bent down and picked up the cat, which was curled up in a ball and trying to shrink into her slipper.

Eyes meeting those bright yellow eyes, she sighed, nodded the cat's head, and put it to the side cat litter.

"What do you think, you can't sleep if you have a nest, come and grab slippers from me?"

As she spoke to herself, Huang Daxian wagged her tail and retreated into her nest.

Cheng Zhi opened the curtains that were only half drawn, and the glass window opened a little, but brought in the morning breeze from outside. She glanced at the small county town that was sporadically lit, then turned and went to wash.

Today is May Day, we have to gather at school at seven o'clock and go for a long walk.

She lived not far from the school, barely the center of the county.

It is a high-end residential area with high floors, like a watchtower, where you can easily look at this ancient county.

The high-end ones are incompatible with this ancient rhyme.

In this world, she still has a pair of cheap parents. Since she transferred to Beijing High School, she has never even seen the two of them. Instead, she has made a few phone calls. It's stuck, pay attention to your body, and talk about what you want.

In fact, it is a bit like my biological parents.

But Cheng Zhi's memory is not very clear. The memory of being a wishing spirit over the years has covered her inherent memory. Thank God for not forgetting the bottom level, but when it comes up, it is even fleshy. She is afraid of pain and tries not to think about it.

The house is big, but with very little furniture, it looks empty. She poured some cat food for Huang Daxian, and was ready to go out after cleaning up. From waking up to going out, she never turned on the light. She washed and dressed in the light of day , as if to disturb something, remained silent.

As soon as she opened the door, she heard Dou Hang's voice from the opposite door, accompanied by a middle-aged woman's shout.

"Ah, mom, have you seen my school uniform?"

"Dou Hang, why are you so annoying early in the morning!"

"Oh, just help me find it."

There was a crackling on the top of the head for a while, and it didn't calm down until Cheng Zhi went down the first floor.

Then came the sound of hurried footsteps.

"Cheng Zhi, wait for me!"

Cheng Zhi responded, but still walked on his own.

Dou Hang jumped down from the back stairs and patted the girl on the shoulder.

"Ah, let's go buy breakfast together, I'm starving to death!"

The boy raised Cheng Zhi by a head, didn't care about his neighbor's silence at all, and still smiled heartlessly.

The earliest restaurant in the small county opened every day was the breakfast shop. Cheng Zhi casually bought a steamed stuffed bun and planned to eat it while walking. Dou Hang stood beside Cheng Zhi, playing with his mobile phone while walking as usual.

His neighbor is a bit strange.

A young man of this age is very curious. After many times of asking Cheng Zhi a lot of things and being easily changed by the other party, he finally found out that this neighbor doesn't seem to like being asked by others and being scolded by his mother. After a while, it finally stopped.

If the time is right, we will go to school together, if not, forget it.

It is not uncommon for people to walk all the way to school without speaking.

Although many acquaintances will ask if they are a couple when they see them, Dou Hang shakes his head violently. His initial curiosity about Cheng Zhi has long since been wiped out by the other party's indifference and his mother's scolding. , there is only a simple partner left, although with his kind heart, he will still greet each other warmly when he meets him at school.

Well, he still likes girls who are more enthusiastic.

This kind of scandal has no effect on him at all, let alone the thoughts of a young boy.

When we arrived at school, it happened to be the assembly time, so Dou Hang told Cheng Zhi and ran to his class. Cheng Zhi took a few glances and saw Shu Qin and Tang Yuwei next to Shu Qin.

Shu Qin was on the list entirely because of bad luck, there was only one spot left to draw a number, and one was sure.

She hasn't seen Tang Yuwei much these days, except when eating, the other party is almost avoiding her deliberately.

Her "biological observation" had to be interrupted.

It seems that since she came out of the infirmary with a stomachache that day, something was wrong with the other party.

in fact……

She also found it strange.

After a long time, she always felt that Tang Yuwei could break the inherent impression left in her heart every time, and easily change into another appearance.

Originally, she thought that Tang Yuwei was a girl with low self-esteem, introverted and not talkative, who was wary of others.

But now she thinks that Tang Yuwei is a talkative, optimistic and generous girl.

Simply a world apart.

After uttering a series of words of concern that day, I was afraid that the girl seemed to be burned to the tail and her hair was fried, so she thrust the paper cup running for afternoon tea into her hand, turned her head and ran away.

Cheng Zhi said at the time: "..."

Emma is so hot, she can run pretty fast for being so big.

She walked slowly to the team of her class. Shu Qin had seen her a long time ago and waved to her. Tang Yuwei, who was standing aside, also looked back, and then turned back immediately.

"Cheng Zhi, come quickly." Shu Qin said with a smile.

"You don't need to stand by class after the roll call, ouch, I'm so sleepy."

"Yeah." Cheng Zhi nodded in response. The teacher standing in front had already started roll call. She stood behind Shu Qin and looked up at Tang Yuwei.

Tang Yuwei put her hands in the pockets of her school uniform jacket, and Cheng Zhi could only see a back.

In the next second, Tang Yuwei turned her head slightly and met Cheng Zhi's gaze.

His eyes widened in surprise, and he turned his head quickly.

The draped hair also flicked, causing black ripples in the air.

Cheng Zhi smiled to herself, and for a moment she felt that the other party looked a little like Huang Daxian.

They are all chubby, and they are all startled.

Tang Yuwei turned her back and exhaled.

She has been suffering a lot these past few days. She knows that Cheng Zhi has been paying attention to her. As long as she is in the same place with Cheng Zhi, she can always feel the other side's shadowy gaze. In fact, this kind of gaze is not very comfortable, a feeling of being seen through.

She was always guilty, Cheng Zhi always raised the corners of her mouth habitually when looking at people, as if she would be pierced, she subconsciously wanted to avoid it, but looked back when Cheng Zhi turned his back.

Sneaky, feeling a bit perverted.

The roll call has already been done, and after a while, the leader of the station will leave casually. The last time she took a long walk, she is still depressed, immersed in the pain of having to finish the journey alone, and she has no time to do it again. Thinking about this, the feeling of wanting to find Cheng Zhi but forcibly stopping him in my heart, is also very uncomfortable.

Many people either bring an mp3 or a mobile phone to listen to music. Her mp3 was bought in elementary school. Unfortunately, some time ago, her mother took the clothes and threw it into the washing machine. It was useless. She didn’t dare to buy another one. , Although most of high school has mobile phones, those from poor families are basically envious, but they are not allowed to bring them in school.

She has always been afraid to make demands on her parents, for fear of making the family run out of money and spending as little as possible.

She followed the team, surrounded by groups of people talking and chatting. She looked at Cheng Zhi who was walking in front of her. Cheng Zhi had taken off his school uniform jacket, tied it around his waist, and was wearing an earphone. Talk to Shu Qin who is on the side.

Shu Qin is a lively girl with natural curls. She likes to make gestures when she speaks. She is gesticulating something now. Cheng Zhi is holding a black peaked cap to fan the wind while listening to the other party.

Tang Yuwei kept a straight face, pretending to look at the surrounding scenery.

In fact, it's not that she doesn't have friends. After this period of time, Yan Rou, Qiu An, and Xiao Xiong can basically break away from the category of classmates and enter the circle of friends, but she still has a heart for Cheng Zhi.

Cheng Zhi is like a thorn, which was hidden in the flesh in his previous life, and was pulled out without a sound.

This life is still a thorn, half in the flesh, half exposed, she dare not pull it out, and dare not press in, she can only test it, but she doesn't know what to do.

The long walk this time is not as long as in the previous life, and it will end around noon.

Tang Yuwei became very hot before she left halfway. She was wearing short sleeves, and she always felt that the school uniform was sticking to her skin, which made her very uncomfortable.

The sun was very strong, and many people around her took off their school uniforms, so she hesitated to take them off.

She hates summer the most. Although it's only May, walking around like this makes her sweat a lot.

This dislike continued until she became an adult. Even though she was already a medium-sized adult at that time, she still hated the season when her skin was exposed. She wished it was winter all year round, so she could wear a lot and pack herself Strictly.

What's more, she is still a fat person now, with a broad and thick back and big breasts.

In the past, she was always hunched over with her breasts in her chest, and she always liked to walk behind others, so that her thick legs would not be noticed by others, and it could also reduce her sense of presence.

Even though she got used to straightening her back, she still didn't have the courage.

It is really difficult for her to heal the inferiority complex of being inferior to others in appearance. Even in her previous life, she managed to become a thin person and barely caught the last train of good-looking, but subconsciously, she is still the Tang Yuwei who is always hunchbacked and dare not look up. , always timid.

Those smiles on the outside are all false, she can't even be called confident, she is afraid of facing the eyes of others, afraid of the oncoming crowd, and occasionally turns her head to follow the crowd.

I am really ashamed to say that when I was a child, I thought it would be different when I grew up. She felt that there was no difference at all, because of her family and her appearance, even if the day after tomorrow she earned money through her own efforts to support her parents, even if she really lost weight the day after tomorrow Even with makeup on, she can be six-point beautiful, but since she was a child, her mentality of being a little shorter than others is still like a shadow, and she is always showing her teeth and claws at her.

For those nights when she was working in other places and had no time to go home and spend alone, she would think——

It would be great if someone could accompany me and encourage me. In fact, no encouragement is needed. Just say that you are fine.

Her parents never praised her, never scolded her again, never taught her how to correct her mentality, never taught her how to face other people's eyes.

During adolescence, she buried countless whys and whats to do in her heart, suppressed it, and turned into a hard-studying appearance, pretending that she didn't care.

But in fact, it has all turned into an undercurrent, and one day it will erupt.

Although she hadn't waited for the day when she broke out, she stopped abruptly.

Tang Yuwei didn't take off her coat at the end, she just opened the zipper and continued to look at the surrounding scenery with distracted eyes.

The sky is very blue, and the mountains are very high when we leave the city.

Wind, birdsong, and the sound of trucks passing by.

Then she heard someone ask her: "Tang Yuwei, aren't you hot?" accompanied by the wind in her ears.

It's Cheng Zhi.

Cheng Zhi held a peaked cap with one hand and fanned her ears.

Made a face, "I'm so hot—"

Long voice, but soft.

The author has something to say:

Mutual adultery) -w-

Cheng Zhi: This Grieving Fat Fairy) Aria

In fact, I really want to write about the daily life of Xiao Tangmei and Cheng Zhi, who knew nothing in their previous life, which is actually very different from this life) Cheng Zhi’s single arrow

My eyes hurt and I dripped eye drops, but my whole body is allergic and I don’t see my face) Fainted

I won’t update it tomorrow if I have something to do) Actually, I really want to finish writing