Seventh time

An Xin didn't know whether she fell asleep or passed out, and she woke up once in a daze, but her mind was drowsy, and she could only vaguely hear her mother sighing beside her bed, asking her father if she had done something wrong.

An Xin didn't hear what his father said, and fell asleep again.

When he woke up again, he didn't know how long it had been. As soon as he opened his eyes, he saw his haggard father sitting by the bed.

"Dad..." An Xin said hoarsely.

Papa An got up and poured him a glass of water, then sat down on the bed again.

"An Xin," An Xin's father sighed, "your mother took care of you for two days, and I let her rest... In the past two days, she also thought a lot, and felt that she might have done something wrong. But she also For your own good, so don't hate her."

"I know." An Xin said with her head down.

"We... have no objection to the matter between you and Teacher Xia."

"What?" An Xin suddenly raised her head and looked at him with wide eyes.

Father An smiled and said, "Teacher Xia is indeed a very good person. If you are together, you can be very happy, and your parents will be very happy too..."

Anxin's nose was sour, and tears welled up in her eyes.

Under the care of her parents, An Xin recuperated for a few days, and her condition gradually improved.

Seeing that An Xin had almost recovered, An's father and An's mother returned to their hometown in Hunan. At An Xin's insistence, they bought air tickets instead of taking the train.

Before leaving, Mother An said to An Xin: "Please apologize to Teacher Xia for me."

An Xin choked up and nodded.

After her parents left, the first thing An Xin did was to rush back to school and rush to Xia Lingchuan's office to find someone.

"Teacher Xia asked for leave last week and hasn't come to school." The teacher in the same room told him.

After An Xin came out, she was stunned for a while, then took out her mobile phone to call Xia Lingchuan.

"The number you dialed is busy, please try again later..."

An Xin looked at the dark phone screen with a pale expression.

He hung up his phone...

How to do……

correct!Director Xia!Director Xia must know where he is!

With the thought, An Xin turned around and ran to Director Xia's office.

Director Xia was sitting alone in the office, his face was normal, and he didn't see anything unusual. He was not surprised to see An Xin, and asked him to sit down very peacefully.

"I don't know what happened between you, I just need you to understand that this is the path you chose, if you want to go on, then no matter how difficult things are, you have to smash your teeth and swallow blood Go down." Director Xia said seriously, paused for a moment, and his tone softened a little, "Has he told you about his parents?"

An Xin nodded guiltily: "I said so."

"He didn't have parents at such a young age, and his life is actually harder than anyone else's. Although he seems to be an optimist on the surface, and now he has a halo and a bright future, but this is all because he gritted his teeth and stepped on his own. Blood and tears came out step by step... Let me tell you, a child who lost his parents since childhood is extremely insecure. He looks very strong, but his heart is quite fragile, and he cannot withstand any emotional hurt, do you understand?"

Listening to Director Xia's words, An Xin's heart felt as if it was tightly grasped by a big hand, and it hurt.

"I opposed you being together at the beginning, not because of anything else, but because your path is infinitely more difficult than that of ordinary people, and the possibility of being hurt is much greater than others. However, since he insists on choosing you, we also Respect his choice... Anxin, I hope you can cherish his choice."

An Xin nodded with tears in her eyes.

"I know that you should have some problems now. He didn't tell me. If you don't want to talk about it, I won't ask. It's just your own problem, and you have to solve it yourself... He asked for leave last week. I went to I have looked for him, but he refused to open the door for me, so go find him." Director Xia sighed heavily after finishing speaking.

Coming out of the office building, An Xin sat down on the bench in the garden with exhaustion, raised her head and stared at the blue sky in a daze.

He didn't dare to tell Director Xia that Xia Lingchuan wouldn't answer his phone now, so he didn't necessarily want to see him...

After thinking for a long time in silence, suddenly, his eyes lit up.

He quickly took out his mobile phone and called Xiao Tang.

"Fuck Anxin! Where have you been these few days? Playing missing!" Xiao Tang answered the phone and yelled.

"Oh, I'll talk about this later... Then what, do me a favor?"

Xia Lingchuan no longer remembers how he broke up with An Xin. He only remembers that after he finished speaking, his whole world seemed to be plunged into darkness.

After he finished speaking, he turned around and left, but he didn't go very far. Instead, he stood in the dark, watching An Xin from a distance.It was because he was afraid that something might happen to him, but also because he wanted to see him more for his own sake.

Like An Xin, he was drenched in the cold rain for a whole afternoon in early spring.

Later, he saw An Xin's parents came to An Xin, and the mother and son were crying together by the river.

How nice, he slightly raised the corners of his lips, it's nice to have parents.

Then, he turned and left silently.

Xia Lingchuan maintained the last sliver of reason and called the school to ask for leave. When he returned to the dark and cold apartment, he fell headlong on the bed.

The days passed in darkness.

In the middle, I woke up and fell asleep, fell asleep and woke up again, and when I woke up, I just found something delicious and ate it. It didn't let me starve to death, but my whole person instantly became haggard.

He knew that his cousin had come to look for him, but he was in no mood or strength to open the door.

A few days later, he saw a call from An Xin.

Without any hesitation, he pressed hang up, and then turned the phone to silent.

I don't know how long it took, he woke up from the darkness again, looked at the flashing notification light, and took the phone indifferently.

It was no longer An Xin's missed call, but a text message from him.

Xia Lingchuan frowned, just about to delete, hesitated with his fingertips, and clicked to open the content.

"Look at the mailbox!"

There are only three short words in the text message.

After a pause for a few seconds, Xia Lingchuan sighed, walked to the computer and sat down, turned on the computer, and logged into his mailbox.

Apart from several work emails, the latest one is a short video from Anxin.

Mechanically downloaded the video, clicked on it, and Anxin Yangguang's handsome face appeared on the screen.

An Xin hugged a guitar, plucked the strings, looked up at the camera, smiled sweetly, coughed twice, and said nervously: "Long time no see! Well, you won't answer my call , but I do have something to say to you... Well, do you remember that night when we were in Gulangyu, you sang a song to me and said that song was what you most wanted to say to me. "

"I really like that song, and it's what I want to tell you most now, so I'll sing it again for you now."

An Xin fingered the guitar a little jerky, and said slowly:

"After people come and go, you have to appreciate it even if you don't like it. I am a silent existence, not your world, just your shoulder..."

An Xin sang seriously, without much skill, but her voice was very clean and clear, and it was the voice of a very energetic young man.

"Accompany you to share the feelings along the road, live out the answer, accompany you to turn loneliness into bravery, lose again and again, and come back again. I didn't leave. Accompanying is the longest confession of love..."

Xia Lingchuan stared blankly at An Xin on the screen, tears silently rolled down from the corners of his eyes.

"Accompany you to embrace the sourness of missing into warmth, accompany you to write out the plot of the hesitation, how long the future is, and no matter how long it is, there is still hope. I will accompany you until the story is over..."

After singing, An Xin raised her head with a blushing face, and said to the camera: "Although it's not as good as your singing, the guitar was also temporarily caught by a roommate to teach, but... it's okay, right?"

"If you think it's okay, cut out the audio and use it as a ringtone! Ringtones that are too loud are bad for your hearing... Didn't you say that you can hear my voice no matter how low it is, so , I sang this song for you..."

"Also, I want to say that you and my parents are the most important people in my life. I can't lose them, and I can't lose you either... Ah, the most important thing I forgot to say is that they don't oppose us now Together! Really! My mother also said that I should apologize to you for her..."

"Believe me, in this world, you will never be alone, because I will always walk with you, accompany you to any place, accompany you to do anything...Xia Lingchuan, I love you, very special Love you."

Xia Lingchuan was taken aback for a moment, and the corners of his lips raised a gentle arc soundlessly.

"Well, if my calculations are about the same, I'm at your door right now... Let me tell you, since you found me, you must prepare to adopt me for the rest of your life, and don't throw it away! So go and open the door! Hurry up! "

Xia Lingchuan came back to his senses, quickly stood up, and stumbled towards the door.

Opening the door, she saw An Xin sitting in the corner and yawning.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, An Xin woke up instantly, and quickly stood up to pat the dirt on her body.

"You... Have you seen the video I posted?" An Xin asked nervously.

Xia Lingchuan was silent for a few seconds, then suddenly pulled him into his arms and hugged him tremblingly, as if he wanted to integrate him into his flesh and blood.

An Xin let out a long sigh of relief, and reached out to hug him back.

"I love you." An Xin said softly.

"...Well, me too, I love you very much."

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