[Heirs] Rachel's Rebirth

Rachel was covered in the quilt and wanted to cry without tears. She was hugged by Jin Tan from behind, almost curled up in his arms, and the pajamas that were as thin as paper were not worth it at all, she could feel Jin Tan's body The fiery temperature through the pajamas was about to burn her skin, and the hands on her waist made her stiff and at a loss.

This is obviously a big hot stove, why is it so cold that I'm about to catch a cold?

However, it seemed that Jin Tan really just hugged her and didn't make any other movements. Rachel breathed a sigh of relief, finally she was not so nervous, and her stiff body gradually softened.

Jin Tan curled the corners of his lips, and said softly, "Do you still remember when I said I would talk to you later?"

"Remember." Rachel's muffled voice came out.

"You already know what I wanted to tell you at that time." Jin Tan said in a low tone, "I was worried that you would look down on me and leave me because of this. So I always thought about waiting for a while to tell you again, I didn't intend to hide it from you on purpose. But it's all right now, as long as you don't care, I'm not afraid. "

Not afraid of Esther's accusations, let alone opposition from the Li family.

Rachel twisted the quilt and put her hand over his, muttering, "Who made you think about it."

"I was wrong." Jin Tan pressed against her back, rubbed the tip of his nose against her naked nape, his breath was filled with the faint fragrance of a girl, he breathed out secretly, and stepped back without a trace, thinking ...I really want to...I can't think about it!Jin sighed and hummed. Rachel was puzzled, "What's wrong?"

"Hmm~" Jin Tan dragged out the ending, said distressed and expectant, "I want to get married."

Why was it that she could hear a...wretched and gnashing of teeth in words that made people feel happy and touching?

Rachel rubbed it against the wall of the car, but the bed was small, she moved it for a long time but still couldn't see the distance between Jin Tan and Jin Tan, but Jin Tan said again: "Don't move, it's too cold because of the air leakage. "

"..." She was already sweating from the heat, okay?

Jin Tan chuckled: "Sissy, why are you so shy. We've all kissed you and touched you..."

"Shut up!" Rachel couldn't bear it any longer, and said in a low voice, "If you talk about it, go sleep on the sofa!"

"Okay, okay, I won't say it, I won't say it."

I don't want to sleep on the couch, Kim thought morosely, from now on he's going to sleep on the bed, with Rachel.Hey Hey.

The sofa was so short that even Rachel couldn't sleep on it, let alone Jin Tan, so otherwise she wouldn't be crowded with Jin Tan now. Rachel hypnotized herself wholeheartedly, yes, just like what Jin Tan said, they have kissed and touched them, and now it’s no big deal, they just lie together...

But dressed like this and lying next to the man I like, it's a ghost if I'm not nervous!

Jin Tan was afraid that he would really be sent to sleep on the sofa, so he quickly changed the subject: "Qi Qian, why did you learn how to cook?"

"Huh?" The topic jumped too fast, Rachel didn't react for a moment, but when she was reacting, she fell silent for a moment.

Why does she want to learn to cook?Because it is too painful.

Before she was reborn, she began to steal her mother's sleeping pills, but after rebirth, her condition became more and more serious than before. She was anxious almost every day, and her physical fatigue and mental anxiety were about to overwhelm her In addition to taking medicine, she still needs to do something to calm herself down, and cooking is the best thing among the many things she has tried, and it is also the thing that can make her feel at ease.

And she's stuck with it until now.

Jin Tan originally asked casually, and was also a little curious, wondering how Rachel could cook delicious meals. He thought it was just a simple liking, or a course that was arranged, but now her silence, maybe something happened It's not as simple as he thought.

He wanted to know, but he didn't want to embarrass Rachel either.

Jin Tan kissed her on top of her hair: "Don't you want to say it, what you don't want to say can be said when you want to say it, okay?"

"I have suffered from depression," Rachel said, "Dr. Park said, do more things that make you happy and relaxed."

Jin Tan's heart trembled uncontrollably, even though he knew it a long time ago, but now he heard Rachel's words with his own ears, he still couldn't help but feel tight: "...Why, why did you get sick?"

Then there was another long silence. He seemed to hear a very light and shallow sigh, which seemed to be there, but when he listened again, he couldn't hear it again.

It was not until a long time later that Jin Tan heard her say in a hoarse voice: "If you ask for it, you can't get it, you can't love it."

You can't ask for it, you can't love it.

At that moment, Jin Tan felt that his heart was being pulled tightly by someone, it wasn't the kind of suffocating pain, but it was faint and astringent, and it kept lingering in his heart, lingering, which made him extremely uncomfortable.

"...What is it?" Who and what made her so obsessed.Had she ever loved another man?Did you have to break up because you were engaged to him?Do you get sick because you love too much?Has she still not forgotten?If she was given a chance to choose, would she not want him?

Just guessing made him mad with jealousy.

Rachel hugged the quilt and sat up. Under the dim light, he could clearly see that her ink-like long hair was disheveled, and the jet-black hair hung down on her chest, which made her fair and clear skin even more. The eyes are lightly closed, and the curled eyelashes are constantly trembling... showing her uneasiness and hesitation.

Jin Tan sat up, pulled the quilt to wrap Rachel tightly, but exposed himself outside: "Cover it well, don't catch a cold."

"Thank you." Rachel squeezed the corner of the quilt, and said after a while, "My condition keeps recurring, the doctor said, let me learn to let go, let him let go and let me go, and I can't force things that don't belong to me."

In fact, when she decided to find Jin Tan, it was her second relapse.She has been actively cooperating with the treatment, and her condition is under good control, but as the year approaches, she becomes more and more irritable and anxious, suffers from severe insomnia, and her medication is increased. In the end, she still went to the United States, because She wants to live a truly happy life and truly let go.

He was not good to her, how could she still miss him so far?

Rachel's words seemed to confirm the guess in Jin Tan's heart. Before him, there was another person who had taken root in her heart and made her love so deeply and suffer so much.He loves her dearly, but at the same time gives birth to boundless anger and hatred. She loved others before, and maybe she still can't let go...

"Then, are you letting go now?" Jin Tan asked.

Rachel looked at Jin Tan who sat up unconsciously, and became even more hesitant. This was a secret she kept in her heart. She never thought that one day she would mention it to someone else, and that person was Jin Tan.Now that Jin Tan asked her, she didn't want to lie and hide, or avoid answering, that would only cause misunderstanding and estrangement between them, which was the last thing she wanted to see.

"Can't you say it?" Jin Tan frowned, and there was no smile in his eyes. One second he was holding her happily, but the next second it was like a boundless hell.

"If there is a chance, do you want to be with him?" His voice was flat, with no emotion, and a little magnetic husky, which was very nice, but Rachel shuddered, always feeling that Jin Jin at this moment Sigh is very dangerous, it seems that it will explode if you touch it.

"Why don't you speak?"

Rachel pursed her lips: "I'm thinking about what to say."

Jin Tan touched her face, and then leaned over to suck her lips. He kissed her very lovingly, with the tip of his flexible tongue gently kissing her lips, his movements were gentle so as not to break her.

"Hiss!" Rachel frowned, licking the place where she was bitten on her lips, and the faint fishy-sweet smell covered the tip of her tongue, "Why did you bite me!"

"Have you figured it out?" Jin Tan stepped forward and kissed the place where he had bitten, and the tip of his tongue quickly swept across it, sweet.

Rachel pushed Jin Tan away and asked hesitantly, "Wait, are you angry?"

Jin Tan was not angry, it was clearly on the verge of rage, Rachel's hesitation pierced his heart like a sharp arrow, almost hurting him to death - so she really wanted to leave him for someone else?

"Didn't you say you believed me? Before the 24 hours passed, you started to doubt me?"

Jin Tan shook his head: "Of course I believe you."

He didn't doubt her, but was afraid, afraid that their relationship in April would not be as good as their love and hatred for more than a year. He said that the more painful it is, the deeper it will be remembered, and Rachel still can't let go of that person, he How can you not be afraid or worry?

Rachel was amused, he was so angry that he bit her to bleed, isn't that angry?But it's good to be angry, it's better than asking her some weird questions just now.

It's time to talk about it, and Rachel doesn't know what she can't say, but she is really hesitant. Rachel didn't like to cover up, she didn't want to lie, she didn't want to lie to him, and she didn't want him to think about her...

Rachel knelt down in front of Jin Tan, she was silent for a long time, and fell asleep while hugging the quilt: "Go to sleep, it's late, and I have to go back early tomorrow."

Rachel is avoiding talking about it?Jin Tan closed his eyes in pain, and when he opened them, there was already a cold light.

—he wants her.

***

Rachel's whole body was wrapped in Jin Tan's arms, his hands were held on top of her head by him, and her useless shoulder straps were pulled down, revealing a large piece of white skin.He buried his head in her chest and bit one side, the other side was firmly held and rubbed by him, the car was full of water stains from his tongue sucking.

Rachel held back the moan that was about to break out, and said suppressedly: "You said you wouldn't do it... ah... it hurts!" Rachel bit her lip and endured the slight pain. She was so hot all over, especially The chest was heavy, this strange and strange feeling was an uncomfortable feeling she had never experienced before.

Jin Tan's movements became more and more excessive, his hands were about to touch her whole body, almost when he was about to peel off her pussy, she finally couldn't help but call out to him in surprise.Jin Tan paused, feeling the trembling and panic trembling under his body, but he still couldn't bear to see a trace of fear and reluctance in her.

He sighed, and lay half of his body on her body, trying to calm down the restlessness in his body.

The two were skin to skin, and Rachel didn't dare to move, for fear of making him angry again.

"What are you afraid of?" Jin Tan turned over and let her lie on top of him, patted Rachel's bare back soothingly with his big hands, and hooked his feet over the quilt half lying on the bottom of the bed to cover the two of them, "Don't be afraid, At most it will eat you."

Rachel slapped Jin Tan's shoulder with a slap, Jin Tan didn't cry out for pain, but her palm hurt instead, Rachel was ashamed and annoyed: "You clearly said that!"

"Oh, I've changed my mind." Eat first to ensure that you won't be robbed by others.

No matter how well-bred Rachel is, she will be pissed off by Jin Tan, a dead pig who is not afraid of boiling water!She struggled to push away Jin Tan's hand and was about to roll aside, Jin Tan allowed her to move, and then hugged her from behind, with her cheek against her back, and the two of them curled up close together.

Rachel grabbed Jin Tan's hand on her waist: "Can you stop hugging me, I want to get dressed."

"It's okay, I didn't wear it either."

"Jin Tan! Let go!!"

Rachel was going crazy, but Jin Tan just didn't let go, and she didn't dare to make a big move, as soon as she moved, she felt like something was poking her!

——so why did she sleep out?

"Don't think about me letting go. Even if you still love him, I won't let you go with him. You are mine, Sissy."

Xu Jintan's tone was too stubborn, Rachel's heart trembled slightly, as if touched, she pondered for a moment, then whispered: "I like him... hiss! Don't pinch my hand...don't bite! Listen to me!" !"

Jin Tan was honest, and Rachel continued, "But he doesn't like me, which is not good for my condition. During the period, I received treatment for more than a year, and the effect was very good in the first five months. I also thought that I would be normal soon. But unexpectedly, within half a month, my condition became serious again, and in the end there was nothing I could do, so I told Dr. Park that I wanted to see him, and she agreed." Rachel tried her best to speak plainly and concisely. Sorry, "Then I went to him, he was fine, and I was fine, because we are together."

"Of course, it will be good to be with me!" Jin Tan was very satisfied with the result, "Forget about him in the future, you just want me to know."

"..." Rachel breathed out, it's not her fault that she misunderstood, "Well, you can let me go."

Jin Tan hugged her and didn't let go, and wanted to ask again: "Then..."

Rachel sneezed at the right time, and Jin Tan was nervous for a while, and hugged her into his arms and wrapped her tightly in the quilt, why did she catch a cold?Could it be that he didn't cover her skirt when he took off her skirt just now?Let's pick it up next time under the quilt, although you can only touch it but not see it...

"Don't move, cover the quilt!"

Rachel was forced to lie sideways on Jin Tan's body, with her cheeks pressed against his chest, the scalding heat made her cheeks even hotter, and he was holding her with both hands, hugging her skin-to-skin.

This posture is more awkward than her back to him...

"Don't worry, I'm definitely suffering more than you." Jin Tan said hoarsely, "I don't want to see you catch a cold tomorrow, sleep well, okay?"

Rachel choked, and buried herself in Jin Tan's chest without daring to move, she muttered softly, "It won't hurt if you let me go."

"Close your eyes, shut your mouth, and don't speak."

"I want to get dressed."

Jin Tan kissed her hair, and said, "By the way, Yingdao knows about me."

Rachel nodded. "You told him?"

"Yeah." Jin Tan replied, "Okay, go to sleep."

"I want to get dressed!"

"Whoosh..."

"Jin Tan you bastard!"

Rachel tried her best to hypnotize herself: It's okay, it's okay, I've kissed and touched, and now I just want to hug... She wanted to wait until Jin Tan fell asleep before going to get dressed, but unexpectedly she fell asleep until dawn, she When she woke up, she turned into Jin Tan and buried her in the crook of her neck, hugging each other, sleeping with their necks together, intimate.

The early winter sun came in through the car window, and it was warm in this cold morning. This warmth shone into the bottom of her heart, and even her whole body was warm.

Jin Tan beside him was soundly asleep, Rachel's eyes were full of smiles, and she kissed him on the cheek.

"Stupid, I loved you once."

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