[Hunter] The Meteor Legend after Lydia's Life Record

The eldest sister was very happy after she finished speaking, and walked away in a big stride.Leaving me standing where I was, I was caught and scolded, and I couldn't recover for a while.

I really can't stand my elder sister's temper. She got angry out of self-talk, which made my heart beat violently and my head was buzzing from the shock.

I stood there in a daze, and after a while, I could understand that although what she said was ugly, it was like what she said, but she had a good heart.

I have been sensitive to these things since I was a child, and I can feel right away whether others are good or bad, and whether they want to take advantage of them.The elder sister didn't add water in her words, she was really worried for me, so even though I was scolded by her, my face turned red and white, but I didn't feel angry.

Although I am not angry, I was taught to be a man by pointing my nose like this in public. Even though my family knew about my family affairs, I was not as unbearable as she said, but I still felt like a razor blade was being scraped on my face, and my mind was in a mess.

I couldn't stay outside any longer, so I ran back into the base with my head down, and rushed back into the room.Both Franklin and Feitan were in the room, the former immersed himself in handicrafts, and the latter was lying on the bed with his legs up and reading a book.

I ignored no one, just jumped on the bed, buried my face in the pillow, my chest was pounding.

"What's wrong with you? Your face is pale." Fei Tanqi said.

"It's okay." The voice muffled from the pillow, and my mind was in a mess.

Alas, I know it’s not the case at all, my elder sister just said that because she doesn’t know my hidden ability, but I just can’t help paying attention to what she said, playing back what I heard before in my mind, it’s really frightening .

I think I must have been intimidated.

Even if she wasn't scolding me, her excited and loud appearance was still scary!

Oh, don't think about it, don't think about it...

My face was buried in the pillow, my ears were so quiet that only Feitan occasionally turned the pages of the book, and I could only hear my own heartbeat beating like a drum for a moment.

I allowed myself to calm down and sort out my thoughts.

The elder sister's meaning was very clear, she almost said that I was willing to degenerate and not enterprising.She thinks that I have such powerful fighting skills and great potential, but I hide in the base and let Kuroro take care of me. She would rather be a waste and plaything in the eyes of others than go out to fight and live with her own hands.

Hey, who said I was raised by Kuroro?It's not that I don't want to bear hardships and contribute, but I'm just temporarily hiding from the limelight.Outsiders don't know the situation at all.

Besides, even if they look down on me and think that I am the same as those second-class "family members" outside, do I care?It's not the first day I know how outsiders see me.Sometimes I wish they would think so—if I figured out a reason myself, I wouldn’t think of my hidden words.

But, but...why do I care so much when my elder sister says the same thing?

Maybe it's because she hates the way iron can't be made into steel.Only because she cherishes her talents and said such words from my perspective, I don't feel conflicted in my heart, and I feel particularly harsh after hearing it.

These days, don't you even feel that you are going to be like a waste... No, no, the spirit of words is still there.If the spirit is still there, I am still me.

But am I really too dependent on Kuroro?Alas, didn't I know this a long time ago, but, but... No one can rely on me for the rest of my life?

Ahhh!So depressed!

I buried my head in the quilt and lay on the bed, not knowing what I was bothering with, my heart was in a mess—isn't this a random disaster?

A pair of hands scooped me up from behind, stretched my armpits and lifted them up like a cat. Kuroro looked over from behind and asked strangely, "What's wrong?"

I blushed from being held in the quilt, and suddenly I was picked up and hung in the air, struggling in his hands unwillingly. "Hey," Kuroro put me back on the bed in surprise, and sat beside me, wondering, "Lydia, what are you doing?"

"It's just like this when I come back, I don't know what's going on." Fei Tan looked at the manga he bought, without raising his head.

I was feeling depressed, and as soon as my butt touched the mattress, I got up with a grunt, plunged into Kuroro's arms, and hugged his waist without letting go, begging for comfort.

Kuroro didn't run out of the base today, and he breathed fresh.Apparently he's fine now, he hugged me patiently and said, "Is there something wrong? Are you wronged?"

I said sullenly: "Who can make me feel wronged?"

Hate me and I'm not really a toy!Whoever makes me unhappy, kill him, kill him, kill him!

"What's the matter?" Kuroro asked.

"Hmm..." I raised my head from his arms, sat on his lap in a different position, and said with a puffed face and flattened mouth, "They look down on me."

"What's the matter?" Kuroro was not surprised. He obviously expected this situation a long time ago. He hugged me and kissed my bulging cheeks.

I snorted a couple of times, but still felt that something was wrong, I felt awkward, I habitually turned sideways and stretched out my arms, wrapping my arms around his neck relyingly.

"Good boy." Kuroro rubbed my face and asked again, "What shall we have for dinner?"

"I don't know, let Alisa cook..." I said casually, and suddenly there was a flash of lightning in my mind-lightning and thunder-bolt from the blue!

I understand!

I suddenly realized what was entangled in my subconscious mind, and my body froze suddenly.

At this time, I was leaning into Kuroro's arms, sitting crookedly on his lap, being hugged by him on the back, with my hands stretched out to wrap around his neck, and the two of them were side by side, rubbing each other's ears.I was so stiff, of course Kuroro realized it immediately, and asked in a very natural tone: "What's the matter?"

"I," I put aside the arms around his neck like an electric shock, and the movements that were so natural before felt extremely stiff.Trying my best to restrain myself from jumping off his lap awkwardly, I stood on the ground, lowering my head for the first time, not daring to look into Kuroro's eyes.

"I'm going to watch Alyssa cook!" I hurriedly left without looking up, and ran out quickly.

After running through two halls, I hid behind an empty pillar, lowered my head, and patted my cheek hard, it was so hot that I could fry an egg!

Ahhhh - I see!

The wrong place, the wrong place is——ahhh!how so!How embarrassing! !

I squatted down against the concrete pillar, hugged my knees with my hands, and buried my face between my knees and elbows. I was so ashamed and angry that I almost screamed in depression!

This is what I think is wrong——In the words of the eldest sister, such comparisons, such as "acting like a baby", "living in other people's arms", and "all women"... She Clearly, clearly, I thought Kurolo and I had that, that kind of... relationship.

Not at all!Of course we are not in that relationship! !

But, but, it’s no wonder others misunderstood, our actions are too intimate, much closer than ordinary companions, brothers and sisters...

Thinking about it this way, I really forgot too many things!

When we first met Kuroro, we were still little Douding, and for a long time after that... So in my heart, Kuroro is just a child, and I have long since become a man with no breasts and no butt Children, of course don't care about these!

But before we know it, so much time has passed, and children have to grow up. By now, others have already regarded us with gender-differentiated eyes.

When did it start?

... Shit!Why are their thoughts so dirty!

Alas, so this is what makes me feel wrong.The eyes of other people are clearly saying, he is a boy and I am a girl.As the child grows up, troublesome things that did not exist before will appear...

So annoying, annoying, annoying!

Depressed, I just wanted to hit my head on the ground, squatted on the ground and pulled my ears nervously, feeling a little regretful and awkward, but most of them were still unwilling to change and at a loss...

Why is this happening? !

It dawned on me that after spring we would be 12 years old on Kuroro's birthday.Feitan, who is not much older than us, has already entered puberty. (Okay I was wrong I overheard him talking to Kuroro...)

Boys and girls, about to grow up.Things change all the time.

In my memory, after all, I have grown up like this once, and I have never seen it before, that's what happened.

I bit my finger, stared at the ground, and couldn't help thinking, can't I...shouldn't be leaning on Kuroro for a kiss and hug anymore?

Girls always have to be reserved when they get old, it's not that I don't understand the truth - it's not that I care about other people's eyes, it's just that... self-love?

But that's Kurolo!what is the relationship.

I have no idea.I should know.But after so many years, I have almost forgotten what I once knew, and I have been completely polished by Meteor Street into a different look.My mind is a mess now.

Alas, if only one could never grow up.Or maybe I just don't understand it at all.

Alas, if only Kuroro was a sister!

--puff!

I couldn't help imagining the female version of Kuroro with black hair and black eyes, and I felt funny laughing out, and the depression in my heart was relieved a lot.

"Lydia?"

I was half-crying and half-laughing alone, and I heard someone calling me above my head uncertainly.The voice was soft, like Arisa.

I looked up, and saw a chestnut-haired girl with a gentle brow standing beside her holding a basin of washed clothes, with a look of surprise and concern on her face: "It's really you... What's wrong?"

I calmed down, pursed the corners of my mouth, stood up and said, "It's okay."

After being interrupted by her like this, my mood improved a lot. I simply put aside my thoughts and said, "I happened to be looking for you. Are you busy now? I want to ask you to cook."

Alyssa smiled and said immediately, "Okay, I'm fine. What do you want to cook?"

I patted my forehead and said, "I haven't got the ingredients yet. Come back with me to get them."

Back in the room, Franklin had gone out, Madge and Pike hadn't come back yet, Lan and Yan were there, playing cards with Feitan, Kuroro sat cross-legged on the head of the bed, flipping through a book lazily.

That's our bed.

I subconsciously took a breath and went in again, and I caught Kuroro looking up from the corner of my eye.I didn't look at him, went straight to the locker, took a large bunch of sausages, and took two cabbages, put them all into two stacked cooking pots, and then held the pot in my hand, facing outwards as if nothing had happened. go.

I haven't figured it out yet, but I couldn't run away with a dodge mentality. I heard Kuroro calling: "Lydia?" He raised his eyebrows, looking at me a little strangely and worriedly.

The moment I came into contact with his dark eyes, I subconsciously returned a natural and brilliant smile.As soon as my footsteps stopped, my heart suddenly brightened. I walked to the bed with my hands full of things, whispered "it's okay", leaned forward on tiptoe, and leaned over to his side to kiss him resoundingly.

That's it, I thought, it's a long time before we grow up, everything is fine now.

I'm in a dead end again!

Self-deceived and brisk, I was smiling when I went out, humming softly in my mouth: "Today is a big meal! Bacon and cabbage soup!"

When I walked to the door and handed the pot to Alisa who reached out to pick it up, I still heard Kuroro muttering in surprise: "How strange..."

In the kitchen of the base, Alisa skillfully cut the sausage into sections and tore the cabbage, threw them into the boiling water in the pot, and kept stirring with a large spoon.

I was bored watching, staring at her fair and delicate side face for a while, and suddenly asked: "Alyssa, why did you follow your... master to the base?"

Alyssa was taken aback for a moment, the corners of her mouth subconsciously pursed downwards, she turned her head and asked, "Why are you asking that all of a sudden?"

"Be curious." My eyes drifted away, because of my own thoughts, I also cared about these things that I never cared about before, and asked in a self-tempered way: "Hey, how is your relationship with him?" After waiting for a while, I didn't hear After seeing her answer, she realized later: "I'm sorry, is it convenient for me to say it?"

"...No." Alyssa put the large spoon in her hand back into the pot, and turned her head to look left and right. The kitchen was empty.

It was a little early for dinner at this time, and there was no one around the long row of stoves.

Alyssa then said to me in a soft voice: "Actually, I was snatched up by the master."

I was taken aback, and heard her say again: "I was originally an orphan, living in a small village outside. Later, the master was on a mission, and when he passed by us, he ate a bowl of rice. I happened to be in charge of serving him, so... He saw it, snatched it and brought it with him."

"Wow." I exclaimed with my mouth open, looked at Alyssa's calm and gentle expression, and asked, "Then, don't you want to hate him? How did he treat you?"

Alyssa pursed her lips and smiled, but her gentle and calm brows and eyes showed a hint of sadness in this smile.She still said in a low and soft tone, "Hate... It's not a question. After all, I can stay here well, and I entrust the protection of the master. He is usually very busy and doesn't restrict me too much. And even if I stay Down below," she sighed, mocking herself, "maybe it's better here."

"That's, that's..." At this point, she hesitated a little, seeing me listening to her with wide eyes, lowering my head and rolling up my sleeves on both sides to show my wrists, and whispered: "Sometimes when he comes back from a mission, he drinks wine will hit me."

On the slender wrist exposed by her rolled up sleeves, the dark bruised handprints were shocking. "This, this..." I didn't know what to say for a while, I looked at her subconsciously, and said, "Did you get beaten elsewhere? Was it severe?"

Alyssa nodded, and said again: "But the master still has a sense of proportion! He, at least he won't use his real strength, and he won't beat me to death..."

I was already very sympathetic and said: "That is also very difficult. Is this why you are working so hard to make money?"

Alyssa nodded, shook her head again, lowered her eyes and said in a low voice, "It's already very good for me to be like this."

I sighed for a while and stopped talking.

"It's almost ready." Alyssa turned around and picked up a big spoon to stir again, the aroma of sausage came out, "Let's dump the pot."

One person was carrying a large pot of steaming sausage and cabbage soup, and Alyssa and I walked back one after the other.At that time, we hadn't hung up the curtain, and as soon as we walked to the door, Kuroro, who had changed his position and sat on the edge of the bed, dropped the book and came up to take the heavy hot pot in my hand.

"It smells so good." He said as he brought the pot to the table, "It's just a bit lacking."

"There's still a pot in the back." I said, pulling his arm to prevent him from reaching for the sausage floating on the surface. Looking back, Feitan was holding the soup that he took from Alisa's hand , came over and put it on the table.

"Na Lydia, I'm going back." Alisa stood at the door and said softly.

"Okay, thank you for your hard work! Goodbye." I waved my hand and took the spoon from Kuroro.

"It doesn't look delicious at all, this one." Feitan stood by the table, stirred the soup with a spoon, picked up a piece of sausage and complained, "There is so much cabbage, it has no taste at all."

"Cabbage is obviously a luxury ingredient." Lan said while scooping the soup into the bowl with a big spoon, "It's rare to have fresh cabbage this season."

"I only like sausages." Fei Tan quickly picked up a dozen slices of sausages in the bowl, and said in a low voice.

"It would be nice if it was more spicy." Kuroro also ate a piece of sausage, regretting.

"I heard that there is a place in the central area where you can buy materials and make sausages." Franklin said, "I can go there next time."

"Hey, Madge and Pike haven't come back yet?" I looked at the door, ran to the cabinet, got two bowls and came back again, saying, "I'll serve them out first. They'll eat them all in a while!"

After a lively dinner, everyone chatted one by one, forgetting all the entanglements and worries.In the dead of night, when others fell asleep one after another, the troubles that had been suppressed during the day haunted my mind again.

It has become a habit for Kuroro to go to bed late. He specially connects the wires by the bedside and puts a desk lamp. He always leans on the bed and reads a few pages of books before going to sleep at night.

The warm yellow light came from behind, softly covering a small area at the head of the bed, and the pillows were covered with a layer of luster, making them look softer.I lay my pillow on this piece of softness, with my back facing Kuroro, and my body shrunk into a spoon shape under the quilt.

I have shared a bed with Kuroro since I was four years old, and we have never been separated except for the half a year in District [-].Things that I took for granted before, now feel hesitant for the first time.

I closed my eyes tightly, avoiding the quiet light behind me, and felt annoyed in my heart-some window paper, I would rather never pierce it!

Anyway, I still feel in my heart that boys and girls should keep a certain distance when they grow up—even brothers and sisters like Lan and Yan, once conditions permit, they no longer sleep in the same bed.I was the only one who yelled loudly that I wanted to sleep with Kuroro, and I didn't feel anything wrong before.

Now... Although I feel awkward, I am really not happy to let myself say that I will sleep separately from Kuroro.

It was the time when it was warm and cold, and it was freezing in the bed.I have always had a cold physique, and every time this season, my hands and feet feel cold, like ice lumps, and I can't warm up after sleeping until the middle of the night.It's different with Kuroro, he is like a big heater under the quilt, his body is always hot.In the past, when it was colder, I would deliberately go to bed later than him, and then coquettishly and brutely push him to the other side, so that the place where I lay down was already warmed up—this is how I got into it in winter. Under the quilt, I can cry with happiness.

It's the same now. When I first went to bed, I hid in the corner near the edge of the bed. After staying for a while, I felt cold. I bent my body back little by little, until the cold soles of the feet were stuck to the warm feet through the trousers. Calf, I stopped contentedly.

Hey, it's not that I'm not reserved, it's just that winter is so tough, I'd better treat myself better first!I kicked Kuroro twice comfortably, thinking with my eyes closed.

After lying like this for a while, my body warmed up, but my mind was still in chaos, and I couldn't sleep for a long time.The more I thought about it, the more unpleasant it became. The more I thought about it, the more I got into the corner of the horns and couldn't get out. Finally, I turned over with a feeling of grievance, and moved like a big bug in the quilt to the place next to Kuro. Lo, lifted his head to rest on his stomach.

Kuroro was half lying on the bedside reading a book, and was suddenly pressed by me, so he had to move his eyes away from the page, read it helplessly, and whispered: "Why don't you sleep?"

I rubbed upwards, relying on him not to speak.

He wasn't bothered either, he just took one hand down, raised his fingers and scratched my cheek like soothing a clingy pet cat, and continued to read his book.

I hugged him, and my heart settled down, and then I turned out my hidden worries and thought: It is false to say that a man and a woman don’t know each other, and we only care about it when we have nothing to do. Now, they will never be as inseparable and inseparable as they were when they were young.

In the future, will Kurolo have someone he likes?Is there anything you don't want to do with me?Will you think I'm a burden...will you drift away from me?

I really don't want to grow up, growing up means changing.I just want us to be like this all the time, to be together well and well.

I hope Kuroro will never leave me for the rest of his life.

...Is it too much to think so?

I do not know.

No one can rely on me for a lifetime, I know.I depend too much on Kuroro, and I know it.But I just want to hold him tightly and be with him all the time, can't I?

I thought over and over and no one could give me an answer.Neither can Kurolo, so I won't ask him.Just when I was feeling pessimistic about the future, Kuroro was going to bed.

He put down the book, turned off the light, slid off under the covers, and took me into his arms.I hugged him tightly.

"Why are you still awake?" he whispered in my ear.

"Hug me." I hugged him tightly and asked in a low voice.

Kuroro is not surprised, I have always had such neurotic moments.He tightened his arms calmly and patted his back reassuringly.

I feel like a pathetic and obnoxious sticky bug, but I like him so much.

So so so so so so so so like him.

A much stronger emotion than liking is love.

But I know that the so-called love is not the relationship between a man and a woman, so it is not so superficial.

Love is love, just because this person is Kuroro.

I hid the choking deep in my throat, hid the tears behind my eyelids, and hugged him tightly, tightly, like hugging a life-saving straw.

Such a lifeblood.

I feel like I'm done sooner or later.It's crazy.

"...Are you really alright?" Kuroro asked me as he shook his arms around me.As soon as the hairline warmed up, I felt him lower his head and kiss my forehead.

Shaking my head, I relaxed the strength in my hand, and was hugged by him obediently, preparing to sleep.I can't toss Kurolo anymore, and I'm really making trouble for no reason. He's obviously not enlightened yet, and it's still long before I need to think about it.

Alas, the last thought before bed is that I need to be nicer to Kuroro.