REMIX

I swear at that moment my body was occupied by the deafening heartbeat.Until he let go of my hand, the sober but dizzy feeling made my head freeze, the whole body seemed to be thrown into deep water, the sound heard by my ears was broken into pieces, but I was like this The moment I thought of the lyrics of a song: "When you hold my hand, I can't hide the great joy in my heart

I want to act like I don't care but I have to use a pen to memorize

Not going to blame, how my pointer is suspended at this moment"

Many irrelevant things, happy, lonely, lucky, shameful, some pictures I have never seen before, but when they arrive at me with incredible impulse, I feel reasonable again.There seems to be a kind of magic that connects them with reality, just like some "surprises" often have a premonition before they come. I don't have a premonition, but I am not in a hurry.

So I just made sure of one thing in my heart, I won't forget it, and I won't say it, not now.

He's not like him today.

The hair is well done and fluffy, the jacket has dark blue sleeves, the tattoo on the right hand is not eye-catching in such an environment, and a bracelet on the wrist is wrapped three times, like old bronze.

He took off my hat and put it on his own.

"Go."

He flicked a finger and raised the brim of his hat with a snap, looking a bit sly.

"come on."

I don't know how to walk back. In response to the message sent by Li Qianlan, I went around the auditorium and returned to the backstage. I found He Gu and the others who were doing instrument tuning in the corridor.

Qiao Xinxin's game order is ahead of me, so she needs to prepare as soon as possible, so that even if there is a sudden accident, she can spare time to deal with it.

When I went in, a group of people were not chatting, they were concentrating on the work at hand, tuning and auditioning, busy but not chaotic.

It can be seen that Shan Eyelid and those friends are veterans, they are not stage fright, and the typhoon is also very positive. In a place with lights, Fatty He is holding a music score and telling Qiao Xinxin something. Appear humble and respectful.

I don't know how she is feeling now, but three years ago, she must have never imagined that one day she would be able to cooperate with her favorite band and perform on stage. Like the key on the table, you can easily hold it in your hand and open a door.

what's on the other side of the door

"What's wrong with you? Heatstroke?"

I lifted my trouser legs and sat down on the empty stool next to Li Qianlan, opened my eyes and said nonsense, "It's illuminated by the light."

From the pocket of my hoodie, I pull out the lyrics I've learned by heart.

"I have a word."

There is nothing to doubt.

On the way, I went behind the scenes to watch the performances of the beautiful hostess and other groups. After listening to a rock song that almost shattered the stones in my body and a ballad that could not be sung with bare feet, I finally waited for the rap group first player.

Since I started rapping until now, I haven’t met anyone in the same way, and it’s hard to see the gap between me without comparison with my peers, so I’m still looking forward to my competitors.

The first one is a big brother with a mohawk. His crotch can be hung up to his knees. The selection of songs is a more popular style. Compared with the fierce hardcore, it is more acceptable to people who don't listen to rap very much.

I listened to the first song while leaning on a bracket hanging the scenery in the background, and then the second and third.

It's really unmanly to run away from battle.

What's more, that person is still watching from the audience.

I think with my current mental capacity, I will need artificial respiration in all likelihood.Thanks to a face that is not expressive enough, he can persist in not throwing away his armor at this time.

When Qiao Xinxin came on stage, I was able to divert my attention for a moment. I slipped into the auditorium with Li Qianlan, leaned against the wall and took pictures of the whole process with my mobile phone. When I saw the dense crowd of people in the audience, my kidneys were exhausted.

I used Li Qianlan's head as a stand, and the camera was aimed at the center of the stage.

The spotlight came on, and she took a deep breath into the microphone——

A song is only 3 minutes long, and when I came to my senses, the curtain call was over.

I rewinded the video I had taken and watched it again, and pressed pause where there was a positive face.Now that I have to admit to He Gu's vision, Qiao Xinxin is a completely different person on stage, and her ability to control the stage is comparable to that of a professional singer.

I have always admired how she managed to ignore those needle-like gazes on the stage. She replied to me, it’s the light, that’s right, they are all your light.

I recited this sentence silently several times.

Until the staff called my name, "Summer break! Get ready!"

Li Qianlan carried his computer and equipment to the periphery of the stage to take his place. There was a DJ over there, and he was stunned for a long time when he saw him like this. Looking at his gestures, he seemed to want to let him use his mixer. He moved Very politely declined.Some people laughed, but not out of malice.

I couldn't even breathe when I walked on stage.My eyes didn't know where to look when the hot hostess in a camouflage tube top and denim shorts put an arm around my shoulders.

She handed the microphone to me and loudly introduced to the audience, "This brother is only 17 years old! Look at those old guys! Your opponent!"

In the audience were young people whistling and booing one after another. I suddenly strongly doubted whether I would lose my voice and become dumb, and then ruin the first official game in my life, along with all the opportunities from now on. All went down the drain because of my cowardice.

I can not.

Absolutely not.

The hostess left after signaling, and I looked at Li Qianlan for a few precious seconds.The temperature was very high under the light, so he took off his coat and only wore a white racer vest. He held the headset around his neck with one hand, and raised the other hand to wait for me to give orders.

I think of the time when he first met me, at the age of 12, in that cold winter with little snow, he stood up after the teacher rolled his name and said in a humble but firm voice, I want to be a DJ, a disc jockey.

I want to be a rapper.

I want them to hear my voice.

I want everyone who hears my voice to know that my name is Xia Xi, and I am selfish.

"Once again, nowwhere do I start, dear love reunited among thousands of people, how can I say it for a while Dumbstruck with the pureluck to find you here lucky as I can meet you here at this moment Everymorn'I awake from macavernous night, every morning the sun will cover nothingness and night, I wake up Sometimes still pondering the previous splight, but never Dare to forget that once vow, my love Tocome clean and candid if I have to white horse light fur I spread all my OhwhatIwouldn'ttradeforyourlaughterSweetandsourspiceinmypoetrypotmeltingIn my poemsSweetandsourspiceinmypoetrypotmeltingBut still can't exchange forEvenbetterthantherealthing!You smileIt's like the Godinmesawthedvilinyou divine if i meet evil as You I wanted to break myself in the worst way when I met you

I remember the first time I heard this song, I told Li Qianlan that when I find someone I like, I must write a song for him, no nasty praises, no bitter pleadings, I will sing a song with Rap A love song that makes him feel happy without crying.

I think I'm almost at him.

"C'estlavie,astheysayL.OVEevidently,seeeverysonghasasequelneversame,life is like that, when they say love so bright, like every song and sequel is always different Everythingbutthename, allfresh just like backthen,howwedoeverydaybut the name of everything is love, so fresh as You and I C'estlavie, as they say L.OVE eloquently, seeeverydream has a part two lives like this, when they say such a vivid love, like every dream always has two sides that are always different Neversame, yougottkeepittight, alwaysjustlikebackthen, nowhearmeout... Just listen to me tell you about that dream.”

After singing, my hood also slid down, and I could see that everything I saw was light.

Like I'm standing on top.

"Therhymes will heal 'cause I believe in music, because I believe in music Intimes of need Iwon't beleaving you

——I want to stand on the highest place.