REMIX

I sat on the window sill in the corridor and waited for Li Qianlan and Qiao Xinxin, plugged in my earphones, and ate an orange soda-flavored lollipop.

On Saturday evening, the day-cleaning students were busy in the corridor, and the health committee member who spoke loudly ran past me. I was thinking of a person, changing the lollipop from one side of the tooth to the other.

"I wish I was strongenough to lift not one but bothofusI wish I was strong enough to lift this sky with you instead of you aloneSomedayI will be strongenough to lift not one but bothofusI hope one day I am strong enough to lift this sky with you instead of you alone"

When I sang here, a girl stood beside me.

So I took off the earphone near her, took my hand out of my pocket, pushed a piece of gum and handed it to her.

She was not too close or far from me, and she reached out to take it, "Thank you..."

"You are waiting here for someone."

"Ah."

I bent one knee just enough to support the ground. When listening to songs, I couldn't help but beat the rhythm with my head and shoulders. When I practiced alone, I couldn't hold it at all. The nerve reflex and ADHD were perfectly combined.In fact, many people are like this. This is the appeal of music to people.Fatty He once praised me for my strong sense of rhythm, and the free-style temperament came out first, but I can't be too exaggerated in public, and I might be knocked down on the spot as an epileptic patient.

While restraining my indecent leg shaking, I searched for something to say to Le Xiaoya, but she spoke first.

"Well... my friend talked nonsense about that in front of you before," she murmured, "I'm sorry."

My heart skipped a beat. Seeing the topic heading towards the direction I was afraid to avoid, I wished I could quickly give the girl a step down, and even showed a very sincere smile, "It's okay, it doesn't matter."

"You don't hate me, do you...?" She looked at me, a lock of hair stuck to her cheek by the wind and brushed by her hand, I said, "Of course not."

Passing by the crowd, I finally saw Li Qianlan and Qiao Xinxin walking out with their schoolbags at the end of their duty, and I also jumped off the window sill and said to her, "Let's go first."

Tonight's plan is to rehearse.

Thinking of this, my mind has already lost track of the lyrics, but she still seems to have something to say, "Uh, wait a minute..."

The two of them approached me. Li Qianlan was wearing a striped linen jacket of the same style as mine, carrying a headset and a notebook in her hands; They walked around and came back to me, exclaiming, "Wow, so you guys play music?"

I don’t know why, facing such a novel and even adoring tone, the three of us felt a little bit ashamed and flustered, as if it was a very normal thing, we guarded each other’s secrets, and it was clearly not Who knows the purpose, but inadvertently exposed it in this form, there is a kind of embarrassment like being pointed out as a maverick.

In short, out of an indescribable tortuous psychology of adolescence, I denied it. "No, just go to extracurricular classes."

After I finished speaking, I said goodbye to her, and pulled the two of them into the torrent-like crowd, and walked out of the school gate.

"WhenthetidesgettoohighAndtheseauponyourkneesgetsdeepAndthe seauponyourkneesgetsdeepAnd youfeellikeyou'rejustanotherpersonYou'll feel like you're born again We are all ButwestillstandtallwithourshouldersupAndeventhoughwealwaysachancetousAndeventhoughwealwaysachancetousWe keep making chances for ourselves Thesearethethingsthat'vemoldedusAnd it all made us"

After I finished singing this song, He Gu took me and Qiao Xinxin aside and brought me the invitation letter for the competition.He also told us that he would accompany her all the way that day, thinking that what happened to Qiao Xinxin must have left him with lingering fears. Even though he had nothing to do with him at all, he still chose to take the responsibility of guardianship on his own initiative.

I carefully stuffed the cardboard into the interlayer of my schoolbag, and asked him with a little hope, why don't you go?Are you really not singing anymore?

It is difficult for him to smoke a cigarette in silence, watching the blurred lights in the distance, and he refuses to answer my questions directly every time.

I think he was probably also questioning himself in his heart.

The next day, I paid this week's salary, and went back early to wait for Xia Jie on the road.

She has been officially on duty for the past few days, and she is busy until after ten o'clock every day before leaving work. There is a dark alley on the way home. go home together.

On that unlit road, she held me as I did when I was a child. She didn't have the reserved small steps like My Fair Lady, but she took big steps and seemed open-minded. Sometimes I think she is really not a mother at all. In other words, her identity has already surpassed this intimate character, without the fetters of blood, and entered a deeper level.

Now I can wrap my hands around hers and keep up with her pace that was too fast and too fast for me. I said to her, Mom, I want to be a singer in the future.

——I just want you to know that this is something I have decided. If you object, I will feel guilty, but I will not stop.

In that peaceful night, she said, well, this is my son.

I told you in your name, follow your heart.

Just do what you want, don't think about "I am qualified, I may not be able to do it", that will only live in the frame for a lifetime.

Try to be the person you want to be, this is the meaning of life.

"I wish I was strongenough to lift not one but bothofusI wish I was strong enough to lift this sky with you instead of you aloneSomedayI will be strongenough to lift not one but bothofusI hope one day I am strong enough to lift this sky with you instead of you alone"

—Because you are the best mother.