REMIX

I said, marry, marry if you dare.

I just now have the guts to say such things, without intention. In fact, I don't have the slightest concept of marriage, so I just want to make fun of it.But he seemed to take it seriously, thinking about this question sincerely: "This is what you said."

"...you wait." I knew I wouldn't joke with older children and naive ghosts.

"I'll do the math," he looked up, counting with his fingers solemnly: "San Francisco is for proof, and the place where I went to school..."

"Don't talk to yourself, Dad." I bumped his chest lightly with my fist, "Wait another year, at least let me save enough money for my wife."

"Isn't that called a dowry? Who will marry whom?"

"Shut up, it's all the same."

They didn't say anything, and the two of them just stood face to face, and neither of them mentioned the incident, which was quite strange.

Because it is "the two of us" when we are outside, but not when we enter this door.

"What are you doing here?" I asked him quietly.

"I'm not here to harass you." He touched the tip of his nose with the ring-wearing hand, "Lao Zhou has to come with me later, and settle the handover of work. I plan to grant him a five-month leave ...It just so happens that October is over, and we can even get married and have a baby in one step."

I approved: "It's very thoughtful."

He is very humble: "You have good eyesight."

"..."

This routine of putting gold on the faces of two people at the same time was a bit too tortuous, so that I didn't understand the spirit of it for a long time, and he opened the door directly and walked in.

"excuse me--"

Seeing that it was him who came, Zhou Jingyang, who had been helping Xia Jie arrange her veil in front of the mirror, put down her hands: "Master."

I saw Xia Jie in a wedding dress in the mirror and rubbed my eyes.

——I remember when the teacher assigned compositions about mothers when they were young, the children would always start with their mother’s appearance, “My mother has big talking eyes” and “long black hair tied into a ponytail”. I never lacked in describing her At this moment, I just feel that my words are poor, my stomach is empty, and I can't express it in words.

She turned around, raised the layers of fluffy skirts and greeted Gong Junye, "Here we come."

To this day, he is no longer considered a stranger in her eyes. The terrible impression in the early years has changed, and he really helped me when I lost my voice, so my mother regards him as a friend in the same circle, a husband The boss and son's "big brother".

"Who called just now?"

"Over there on the website."

"Oh... what do you think?"

I went back to her side, stood in the same mirror with her, adjusted the posture of my hands and feet, and only said a word after a long time, it was beautiful.

She asked me, do you mean this wedding dress?

No, I mean you.

After she finished trying it on, she saw that there was still room left at the waist, and told her not to worry about wearing it for another month, so she was accompanied by Zhou Jingyang to the inner room to change out the wedding dress, and I had to try on a bow tie. I don’t know if it’s the stripes or the prints that work well. The boss simply took several kinds and let me try them one by one. The lady boss came to help. She knows how to tie each bow tie, which saves time.

Just as this cat-like girl was flipping my collar with her delicate fingers, I heard her smile: "Hey, that guy stares at you so hard that he doesn't even want to blink, I'm tired of watching it."

Without looking back or looking in the mirror, I handed her the bow tie I was looking for, and packed it in a ribbon-decorated cardboard box.

"Then you go to rest," I laughed too, "I'll continue watching for you."

The matter of costumes has been finalized, and then there are still issues such as guests and venues to be resolved.According to the two of them, the wedding doesn't need to be too complicated, it's just a formality, everyone has witnessed it, and then they can eat, drink and have fun; the people invited don't need to be too many, they are the closest relatives and friends of both parties, and there is no requirement for gift money. As long as people are willing to come to support it, it will be fine.

I also thought it was great, so I personally informed He Gu and Fei Na.The two reacted differently when they learned about this matter. Compared with Fei Na, who is also a woman with delicate feelings, Mr. He, a tough and tender man, reacted more intensely. Dare to laugh, and said in a tone that made people want to hit him after hearing it: "You really dare to be the old man of the palace, you are amazing my brother..."

There is no master of ceremonies, no playing music, no marriage reception game, the venue is directly arranged in an open-air garden-style restaurant, when the time comes, the tables and chairs will be moved outside, and the ceremony will be held on the grass.

After a month of busy work, Xia Jie's wedding arrived as scheduled.

That day I woke up earlier than the alarm clock, took a shower, trimmed my eyebrows, dressed properly, and went to the restaurant two hours in advance to wait for the guests.

Not long after, Hegu came to help me and received a few of Zhou Jingyang's colleagues, all of whom were from Gong Junye's side. They all knew me to some extent, and when they met, they laughed and joked for a while, and the money was generous.

Fei Na and Aunt Lizi were putting on makeup for my mother. Gong Junye and Zhou Jingyang drove to pick up someone. It was already 11:30 noon when they arrived at the restaurant.

At twelve o'clock, the wedding begins.

We discussed with the staff of the restaurant before, and arranged a little white gazebo on the grass, where the bride and groom exchange rings. I will lead Xia Jie along the road from the restaurant gate to the pavilion. Until she handed her hand to Zhou Jingyang who was in the audience.

"mom."

I stood with her under the eaves, she was holding my right arm, and my left hand was on the back of her hand, stroking her raised and hard phalanges through the white lace gloves.

"Are you nervous?"

This time she didn't answer me.

I think no matter what it is, once people get used to waiting, their hands will tremble when they get it.

When the idea of ​​"marriage" appears more and more frequently, it is no longer just a psychological comfort when you are alone, a feeling of emotion when you go shopping alone in a furniture store, or an inferiority complex and anger when you face someone else.She wants to get married.

The free and easy she is best at seems to have suddenly lost its ability to be convincing, and has turned into an embarrassing inconsistency.She used to be proud of being independent, and regarded love as a weakness that must be eliminated in a hard life, but she never thought that she would meet someone in the future who made her willing to break her vows and give up her principles.

In fact, who would blame her for her repentance?

"I do" is such a beautiful sentence.

I hold her hand, just as she once held mine, she handed me over to a life full of hardships and rewards, and I will hand her over to a person who entrusts her life.

Until the man's hand replaced mine, I stepped back, holding her bouquet in my arms.The sky in early summer was a vast expanse of blue, and the sun was as transparent as glass, blinding people's eyes. I stood far behind her, and my blue shadow fell on the grass, rustling softly in the wind.

I stared at her intently.

The witnesses were none other than Zhou's parents. I didn't remember a word of the short and powerful oath that was like a poem. When I came back to my senses, they had already exchanged rings. Overwhelmed, this is indeed a wedding that has been delayed for many years. Fortunately, they still get the best wishes.

This is the end.

But I couldn't stop some sudden sadness from hitting my chest. I didn't even touch a drop of wine when the champagne bottle was opened, like a choke in my throat, holding the bunch of dazzling red flowers, I couldn't feel any more pain, I turned around and pushed my back away like a flock of pigeons The guests gathered on the grass did not know where to go.

——Actually, I should have thought that one day I would lose her.

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