REMIX

The heavy snow fell until early in the morning, and there was no intention of stopping.I heard the alarm clock that I forgot to turn off. I stretched out my hand and opened the corner of the curtain to look out. A thick layer of snow broke the branches outside the window sill on the second floor. With a click, the cat sleeping in the bay window was alarmed.

I yawned, slid along the edge of the bed to the floor, crawled over and rolled the two cats into a ball, picked them up and returned to the bed, Gong Junye lay on his side half asleep and half awake, and lifted the quilt to welcome me in time.

"Go on to sleep?"

He and I were lying on both sides of the bed, with two cotton candy-like cats in the middle. He took out the remote control from under the pillow, and raised the heating air of the air conditioner by one degree. sound, randomly clicked a song.

In fact, we are all awake, and the drowsiness has long since subsided, but we don't want to get up as if we agreed.

"If you want to blame it, you can only blame it for being so emotional

I have no intention of being a leader and I don't like being smart

not talented enough to be a savior

don't like doing great feats

just like to smile and say

I love you and hold you in my arms

listen to your heartbeat"

I grabbed his two fingers from the singing, shook them, pointed to the speaker, and asked what song it was.

He looked at me for a while, his black-haired fluffy head sank into the pillow again, his eyes were squinted like a cat, and when he just woke up, his voice was soft and soft that I couldn't resist, and he murmured, "Lover".

"Love you like the universe gave me the ability

Allow me to shine first for love and survival

Although the achievements are limited

can give wholeheartedly

so that you will never be alone

If I can't win the praise of thousands of people

I can also live to the most romantic

Just hold your hand reverently

Enthusiasm has never diminished

Love till the sea dries up"

It seems that at this moment, both heartbeat and intimacy happened logically. When he held my hand back and his lips were only one centimeter away from mine, the two cats were squeezed into low growls of dissatisfaction. Kick me and his stomach from two directions respectively, so that we can no longer get close.After turning around several angles, nose to nose, finally couldn't help but smile.

This is the fourth day of losing my voice, and I still can't say what I want to say to him, but I'm not as helpless and panicked as when everything just happened.

If you can't say it, let it take root in your heart, and one day it will bloom, and I will hold it in front of his eyes.

--you will.You will meet such a person who raises cats with you, sleeps with you in bed, talks love words to you, fills up your empty cup, and makes you drink all the heartbreaking things without hesitation. .

You can say yes, I am willing to let go of the past for him, forgive the world, forgive those who are sorry, and let go of those who cannot get it.

You know the world is always fair, and that's the price of having him.

So?

fuck it.You don't know where the stupidity comes from, when you think of him, you are more arrogant than the sun.Let the horse come over, this little price is nothing.

Even though we both sincerely wanted to waste the good time of the day on the bed, seeing that it was noon, the two of us pretended to get up.He put on his pajamas to wash up, and I rolled on the cake-like fluffy quilt. As soon as I turned on the phone, the chat room messages from the four of our college roommates flooded the screen.

Yu Can: Didn't we come here?

Li Xing: I asked for leave, the instructor just told me.

He Yiliang: Sick?

Li Xing: It may not be online at the moment.

Yu Can: Hey, the Chinese New Year is really bad. I didn’t even go home. I traveled in other places. I remember you went back a long time ago.

He Yiliang: You are cool.

Yu Can: ...

Li Xing: I didn't go back either, I stayed at my brother's house.My parents quarrel with me as cannon fodder, it's boring to be a human being.

He Yiliang: Mao Gai class is also interesting.

Yu Can: Sitting in a row and chatting on a mobile phone is so fucking interesting.

Me: You guys are so interesting.

Li Xing: ...

He Yiliang: It's a fraud.

I resolutely joined the daily boring conversations of male college students, but I didn't mention my illness, and only used the excuse of "something happened at home" to make people stop asking.They don't have such a thorough understanding of my family situation like Li Qianlan and Qiao Xinxin, and it's not a topic that can win attention and sympathy by talking about it. Now that this year's big drama is breaking out, I really don't want to gossip Leisure.

I just thanked them for their concern, and asked monitor Li Xing to help me explain to the dormitory management and the club, when I suddenly heard Gong Junye calling me in the bathroom, "Baby, Si Jun came with your senior this afternoon and stayed here for dinner tonight. "

I sat on the steps from the first floor to the second floor, turned around to look at him in a little surprise, got up barefoot and ran into the bathroom for a while, and jumped onto the sink in front of him, like that stupid mascot on the street He also raised the notebook to his face: "Come to be a guest, then I'll go shopping later?"

He stared at the mirror and was spraying moisturizing antifreeze spray on his face and neck. A lock of disobedient hair was hanging down his cheek. I raised my hand to push it behind his ear. The cool mist wet my fingertips. But he retaliated for his kindness, bullying me as a non-speaking ornament, his body was pinned between my legs that were separated when I was sitting, his thumb and index finger pinched my cheek, and he wanted to move without saying a word, delusional to relive the rotten plot of last night.

The man's estrus period of twelve months forcibly interrupted the tenderness in my heart, so I didn't intend to be polite to him, but I got close and got a good view of the bad guy's face. The warm-toned facial features and Adam's apple that make people want to bite...

I shook my head violently.

how to say.

"Need not."

He hugged me with a smirk but concealed embarrassment, even a little bit of embarrassment.

"They bought it and brought it...I said I would learn to cook from Dr. Tong."

a little happy.

After the sun came out, I put on my cotton coat and went to the yard to sweep all the snow into the drained swimming pool. After it melted, it flowed down the drainpipe, and no one had to clean it up.

After cleaning, I found a few cat footprints under the wall of the courtyard. The traces of the meat pads were like white plum blossoms. I took a photo and sent it to Xia Jie.

After a while, she returned it to me. It was a selfie with an expressionless face. The drooping mouth corners of this family tradition often make me believe that I am her own, but this photo only took half of her face. The protagonist is obviously someone else—it is Zhou Jingyang who is wearing an apron behind her. He doesn’t notice the camera at all, and he is holding my mop that looks like a squid monster in his hand (I twisted it myself with pliers), The water dripped all over the place.

I feel so good.When Gong Junye looked at me, he didn't put away the smile on his face.

He supervised me to finish drinking the anti-inflammatory drugs prescribed by the doctor, and then went to the other side of the house that was usually used to receive outsiders to get some documents. At two o'clock in the afternoon, the doorbell was rang.