REMIX

No matter how vulgar the lyrics are, there is one line that is correct, and that is "I would never do nothing to let you cowards fuck my worldup".

Anyway, I am very happy.When I saw Gong Junye, I gave him a hard kiss. With my supervision of taking medicine three times a day on schedule, his cold has been mostly cured, and he has survived the most humid and cold time after the first snow.

Later, he would pick me up every day after rehearsal, which reminded me of the busy but unforgettable time when I was in the third year of high school.Now it’s different from that time, I don’t have to think hard about meeting him, I didn’t even make an appointment with him, one time when I came out of a bar in the dark and hungry, I saw a familiar black car parked on the road On the side, a hand stretched out from the lowered car window, holding a cigarette, and robbed me gracefully.

"Robbery."

"No money."

"...Then I'll give it to you."

thank you.

Even though I was reprimanded by my instructor 5 minutes ago, I didn't say a word to him. The two of us went to the typhoon shelter to eat pineapple oil and pork buns after ten o'clock at night.People in winter are generally not as active in late-night supper as in summer. Usually, there are only two of us left in the whole late-night restaurant.

Sometimes he doesn’t eat, and sits opposite me with an expression of appreciating elegant art or striptease, watching me eat nonsense, his eyes are full of tenderness, and the corners of his mouth are slightly raised and lowered. The son smiled defensively; if I fed him, he opened his mouth obediently to catch it, and closed his mouth and still looked at me persistently.

——The reason was just that when he hugged me last time, he suddenly felt something wrong with his hand, so he insisted that I had lost weight.

There is nothing to say but to eat.

The object is stupid and I can't be stupid.

I don't know if it's light or not, and I don't know if I'm tired or not, but it's true that I've been so excited every day these days.

At the beginning of the month, we officially participated in the rehearsal of the program group.After the list was confirmed, Tata took me and the other nine participants to greet the behind-the-scenes staff, director, chief planner, music director... I don't know what status their titles represent, but I still don't understand To deal with annoying faces, it seems that keeping a low profile is what adults should be like.

Regarding the questions raised by Tata before, the choreographer and director of the rehearsal program thought that my stage performance was too rigid, my ability to control the field was poor, and I lacked basic communication and interaction with the audience. Compared with other people on the same stage, I also have performance experience least one.Most of them are bar resident singers with many years of experience, freelance musicians, or singing in fixed places. They have their own small circle and fans. They may not be much older than me, but because they have a lot of experience in this area, they look like Qiao Xinxin also has a skillful camera sense.

And I, in the words of the sharp young teacher with the goatee, "You're just a studio singer, not the right person to come to the front of the curtain. Looks good though."

All right.Let's count it as a compliment to me.

"What should you do? You know it's useless for me to tell you 'be more confident' verbally. Anyone can play lip service. Let's talk about something specific, feasible, and a combination of fiction and reality."

"The reason why it is called 'combination of fiction and reality', 'virtual' is to make you act a little more crazy, a little more irritable, and a little more proud, understand? You said you can write and sing and you look good-looking, if I were you, I would fucking want to be sideways Let's go, shouldn't you show off?"

"'Real' is to let you release all your emotions, don't be reserved, don't keep it, and give music a little more enthusiasm!"

I gestured with my hands in disbelief, "Is that... the feeling of being in a trance after drinking some wine?"

"Yes! Yes! That's right!"

Still drunk and cowardly.

But I also understood what he wanted to express.In the middle of the night when no one was around, he sneaked to the school playground, ran along the track until he was warmed up, and then stood on the podium surrounded by rings of seats.

The cold light on the lawn shone on my face, it was really cold in December night, no one was there.

I pretended there was something on the mic boom in front of me and put my headphones on.

"This one's for you and me, living out our dreams We're all right where we should be Lift my arms out wide I open my eyes Andnowall I wanna see Now I want to see Isaskyfull of lighters is full of fire Night SkyAskyfullooflightersA night sky full of firelights”

The beginning of this song is very high, and I sang it like a miracle when I went back and forth in the past. The moment when the drums sounded seemed to be in time with the heartbeat, it felt amazing.

It is very simple, but it is incomparable to any happiness.

No matter whether anyone hears it or not, no matter how far the sound can travel, at this moment, I have the best things in this world.

It was actually in the palm of my hand.

On the other hand, apart from Fei Na’s chorus with me twice, I missed her solo accompanied by He Ge for various reasons. When I’m not rehearsing, I have to prepare for the exam at school, and after the fourth grade, there will be final hell.How the two of them are progressing, I can say that I can't imagine how these two singers who are not the same way at all should cooperate, but at the same time, my appetite is whetted by the sparks produced by this kind of collision, and I am waiting to save the surprise until the official stage. The day of the show.

As the date is approaching, I helped Xia Jie buy a ticket to Linshi online a week in advance. I will not go with them. We have to arrive at least one day earlier, and we will have a rehearsal at the end to familiarize ourselves with the venue and the performance process; so the arrangement is expensive. Na Hegu, I was with Gong Junye, Zhou Jingyang was with Xia Jie, Li Qianlan and Qiao Xinxin arrived later, they all had to get the agreed admission tickets from me, we and the staff all had a few tickets that we could pass on to relatives and friends Internal tickets, it is said that the seats are very front.

Ms. Xia Jie has been restless since Christmas because she wants to watch her son's performance. I am worried that she will faint due to excessive tension at the scene. She seems to be prone to nosebleeds.I spent a lot of time explaining to Tata that this unreasonably young woman is my mother, and that the good-looking and not easy to mess with man is my boyfriend.

"Wow, boyfriend."

In fact, I really want and dream to introduce him to others so frankly. After knowing that Tata and others who are engaged in the entertainment industry are used to this, I can also admit it generously, and I don’t need to hide the truth. It is a happy thing, and the expression of the other party is often very good-looking.

"Boyfriend came to the show, wow, it's super romantic..." The girl said excitedly, her eyes rolling around, not feeling shy at all, "But you can't do embarrassing things right after the show, we have At the celebration banquet, the boss will take the opportunity to contact the newcomers who want to sign, so be sure to be there."

"Ok."

"Be there before seven o'clock in the evening! Make up! Remember to be on time!"

Downstairs in the frighteningly tall hotel, Gong Junye and I watched the always jubilant girl Tata finish explaining the relevant matters, then threw myself into the company's van and drove away. I muttered, I still have to put on makeup.

For some reason, Gong Junye repeated, yes, I have to put on makeup.

It's not that I said that this person is always very excited about some inexplicable things.