Fengtian past events

He didn't finish half of the cigarette, but Liu Guoqing pinched the cigarette and threw it into the tea cup to soak.He pinched his own and didn't finish taking it, then snatched my cigarette butt and threw it away.

I didn’t smoke a few puffs in total, and the addiction was gone. I sat up and said dissatisfiedly: “Take another shot. You’ve smoked so fast, I’m only now sticking my teeth.”

He didn't move, leaned against the head of the bed, tilted his head on my shoulder, closed his eyes slightly, and said softly: "Let's break up."

"What are you talking about?" A jerk pushed him up and sat up straight, "Say it again?"

He sighed, pinched the bridge of his nose, and was very depressed.

I continued: "It's useless to think less about it. You will follow me after you die—" Pointing at him, then pointing at the tip of my nose, "Follow me into our Yi family's ancestral grave! Don't talk about these things in the future Words! Besides, I can’t cut you to death!”

He shook his head and said, "Don't bully me with words. We are the ones who are at fault. We are still in the ancestral grave? It would be good if the ancestors didn't throw us out."

"When you come out, you will come out. Anyway, we will be ghosts at that time. Where is the difference?"

He forced a smile, but didn't look at me: "Yige, I'm sorry for you. Yes, I agreed before that we would stay together and not separate. But now I regret it," he suddenly became excited, His left hand drew an arc in the air, "I fucking regret it!"

I care about him?It's too late to regret!

Immediately, she was furious, and grabbed his neck and kissed him.He hid back and was blocked by me, and when he settled down, the two of them separated panting.

Our foreheads, ears and temples are rubbing together, this feeling is like being in love with each other, but now he wants to forget me in the rivers and lakes, how could I agree?

I hugged him and he didn't hug me back.He said it again: "Let's part."

I whispered in his ear: "Fuck|Your mother, you haven't even got out of bed yet, you're so fucking stupid."

He pushed me away with his backhand, moved back meaningfully, and straightened his attitude: "You know that we can't get results, so why deceive yourself?" After a long pause, Fang said, "...Let's all respect ourselves. "

I was stunned, I really didn't expect him to be so persistent.I thought he was just rowdy, but he wasn't.

Everyone is not a child, and after a quarrel, one candy can make up again regardless of the previous grievances.He had his concerns, and the things between us contradicted his considerations, so he gave up "us".

He made it so clear that I was also embarrassed.There is shame and anger, but more of it is sadness.

can understand him.We have a lot in common, such as standing firm, taking responsibility, keeping secrets, and now under the same roof.But I said that I like him because he is the opposite of me: I am very proud and self-willed, and I have to do what I want when I rub the edge of principles.He insisted on standing within the line of principle, like a rigid old pedant, abiding by his duty all day long—or his nature.

Of course I couldn't let go of my body and begged him.Occasional compromises are okay, but I still have to face it.

But it's really reluctance. It's obvious that the thief is making trouble, but he still has to pretend to be rational.

He closed his eyes, took a few deep breaths, and the air he inhaled into his nasal cavity still had the smell of the love story that had just ended.

How the hell did this make me calm down?

He lowered his head and took my hand, only to realize that he was grasping the corner of the bed sheet, which had been rubbed to pieces.

I asked, "What if I don't agree?"

No longer willing to let go of his figure, this sentence was still blurted out.

He didn't speak.

I sneered: "Do you just avoid seeing each other every day, don't come out when you enter the office, go to see Boss Meng's play after work at night, and come back in the middle of the night, and check whether I squatted or not before coming back." At your door?"

"..."

I sneered and asked him back, "Who do you think you are?"

He said softly, "I'm Liu Guoqing."

The clock in the living room rang, making a loud noise.

I nod.This time I regained my ambition, ignored him, got out of bed and went to the living room to get dressed.The inner coat was torn to pieces, and she couldn't wear it at all, so she put on thin clothes and trousers directly.

Liu Guoqing followed, grabbed my arm, and said, "You're not strong enough, take a shower before leaving."

My heart was so sore, my nose was sore just looking at it, how could I let him see it, it was too embarrassing.

It's not midnight, but it's not early either.The master doesn't want to stay with me, isn't it a waste of time after taking a shower, I still have to leave.

Pushing him away, leaving his coat unbuttoned, he pulled on his shoes and left.

After walking along the road for a while, I picked up my shoes and started to button them.

It's only the beginning of April, and it's still chilly at night when the breeze blows.

I used to be dishonest in the military academy. I secretly read idle books and saw a play written by Shakespeare called Macbeth. The actor who swaggered and gesticulated on the stage was always silent after stepping off the stage.

I looked down, and the lights on the side of the road cast a long shadow. It walked with me, but it was obedient.And it's just me, it's not silent.

It is impossible to go home in this state, and if something is seen, it will be a wave of unrest and another wave.

But I can't walk anymore.

At this time, a rickshaw drove by the side of the road.

The coachman was almost seventy years old, with a thin body, and his face was full of rough records of life and years.The weather was cool, but he was wearing a short jacket, his exposed forearms and legs were dark and red.

He stopped beside me, hunched over, flatteringly said: "My lord, where are you going? Let the little old man see you off?"

You can tell at a glance that he's new to the job.The sweat towel hanging around his neck is still hempen white, and has not been stained and discolored by sweat and wind.

He was still a little nervous, but at the same time there was longing in his eyes.

Feeling a bit inquiring about him, he said, "Are you going to close the stall?"

He shook his head quickly: "No, it's still early."

I went on to say: "At this time, everyone should be lying around at the entrance of the theater, why didn't you go?"

"Hey," he smiled wryly, "Sir, don't make fun of us, life is not easy. But, it's your job and your money, and you can earn it anywhere. It's not yours, it's from the theater No matter how many people there are, they shouldn’t take your car, and those gentlemen and wives still won’t take it.”

"That's an interesting idea!" I said. "Where do you live?"

"It's in an alley next to Xiaoximen. It's all people like us who live there. I'm afraid I'll dirty your ears if I tell you."

"Yo, then the place I'm going to is far away." A thought suddenly popped up in my head, and I said, "I'm going to Tanglin, it's far away. Let's do it this way, you'll pay twice the price, if you still pay If you have strength, let's go."

"Yes! Why not!" He lowered the car and waited for me to get on it. "My little old man, I have plenty of strength! The car is still stable!"

After getting in the car, hearing what he said, I just had fun and didn't continue talking.In fact, as soon as I sat down and relaxed my body, I felt like my body was falling apart, my hands and feet were cold, and no matter what posture I was in, I felt uncomfortable.

Going to Tanglin was really a whim.But this place is very good, there are few people, and no one comes out to climb the mountain at night.I myself howled and howled, but no one could understand me except the pack of wolves in the mountains.

The coachman was chattering all by himself, unable to relax, but the car was pulling steadily: "What are you doing going to Dongling at such a late hour? It's pitch black, and there's nothing. Don't talk about what to do, what are you going to do?" Also don’t go into the mountains, there are wolves in the mountains, and every year, several people are sure to be killed.”

I closed my eyes and stopped talking: "You are seventy years old, right? Why are you still working?"

"Hey, my family is poor." He didn't hide it, and talked about his situation openly. "It was better before. I have two sons and a girl. The eldest is a son. He was enlisted in the army five years ago. Yes, five years later, there is no news. This world is chaotic, people are fighting everywhere, and they don’t know what’s going on. The second child is also a son. Just a few days ago, my God, it can be later than this Son, it was almost early in the morning, our house was asleep, and a few Japanese soldiers knocked on the door. We couldn’t understand what they said, anyway, the second child was finally taken away, and finally a translator told us that it was The recruits are going to be taken to Heihe, where else, what kind of defense line to build, we ordinary people don't understand, and we don't know that it will be repaired until the year of the monkey."

"Oh……"

"As soon as his mother gets angry, she will die. She is still lying on the bed. She has hired a doctor, and all the hard-earned money she has saved for half her life has been spent. The doctor has not cured her. The old girl can still do things. Needlework, subsidy for the family, and now I have to take care of her mother, food at home is a problem, and my son is gone, so I have to come out and earn some money."

I only listened to him along the way, and I didn't say anything.It's really annoying.

But when he got to the place, he rewarded him with more money, not only because he was touched by his family's suffering, but also because the old man could talk about it.

The old man took the money, his hands were shaking, tears filled his eyes, he was so good at speaking that he couldn't hold back a single word.

I ignored him, got out of the car, picked a direction and walked forward.